Saturday, February 16
Time in Los Angeles: 6:06 PM
It's the things that you do,
So physical,
It's the things that you say,
So flammable,
You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,
It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel
I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got to let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,
When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside ...
Time in Los Angeles: 6:01 PM
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly
Friday, February 15
Time in Los Angeles: 3:26 PM
I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.
Yeah...
Yeah...
Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.
Tuesday, August 14
Time in Los Angeles: 6:29 PM
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20249460/?GT1=10252
hahaha ... that's all i'm going to be blogging about
Sunday, July 15
Time in Los Angeles: 1:10 AM
received my first paycheck yesterday for my first two weeks of work :DDD
but somehow, USD500+ went off to TAXES (that i will not be gaining an itsy bit from). all that crazy hours for the past two weeks !!! TSK ................. asfasfafasafas, that's A LOT of my mooolah !!! :( and if this goes on for my whole 8-week internship, more than 2 grand will go towards income taxes !! >:O
work's been more fun than i'd ever expected, but i just feel like i need to be home, yes, HOME HOME HOME.
other than that, i love my colleagues, whole bunch of CRAZEEEE people ! one of them played/sang with the plain white tees before ....... ahhh, hey there delilah, sho shweeeetzz.
"i can't quit you",
such a lovely phrase that i can't put to use as of now, ha, excuse me for the randomness ..
Wednesday, July 4
Time in Los Angeles: 12:37 AM
oh damnit !!!
i decided to blog-surf a little (just a teeny weeny bit) AND ... everyone E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E is so FsadfasUfasdsadCsadasdasKasdassadaIasfasfasN skinnny !!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhh, and singapore sounds like so much fun !!!!!
i told you i LOATHE reading blogs of my dearest super happening and sexy friends ....... makes LA seem crappy ! GRRRR ..
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anyways, i bought 18 random cards today from aaahhss, so that should occupy the time i have after work from now till the 10th of august .. if i don't work OT, that is. but, i kinda like OT though, the pay's too too too good to be true :D
fourth of july's tomorrow, hopefully the terrorists don't get cranky and land some other insane hollywood-like attack on the states ...
to you guys back home in singapura, i miss you all ...........
to you guys having fun over summer at home sweet home around the world, i'm envious ...
to you who's going to singapore, have fun, you know you will !!!!
to you who's in the army now, thanks for the call, i'll be watching my cell again in october ...
and to you guys still in LA, plans for tomorrow ? hahah
Monday, June 25
Time in Los Angeles: 12:38 AM
death is inevitable, yes. but please WARN before letting it happen ..
initially, it was the immediate-relatives of some friends and then it became someone that had watched over me since birth and whom i cared way too dearly for, and then it was someone i didn't have the opportunity to show my gratitude and appreciation for, and then a senior, and now another someone else ..
when things like that happen, it just strikes me at times that it may be better living life not knowing anyone, rather than feeling that sense of loss when such unwanted news hits.
selfish, i guess ..
on the other hand, it's these kinda things that remind me about the countless people around me whom i acknowledge and love too much. everytime i learn about another death, i cringe and feel the strong desire to show my appreciation to the people i love .. and that feeling, well, it lasts for a couple of days .. only.
until the next news hits, i guess i take everyone for granted ..
looking back on this semester, i've been quite some bitch. many things changed and too many things actually took over me. i guess i neglected many of you in some way or another and i'm sincerely apologizing. it's strange how stress and certain emotional malfunctions can cause you to put so many other less important things over the most significant people in your lives. ahhh, i hate it when i reminisce about the good old times and see myself only walking further away from those days. i hate accepting the fact that things do change and relationships don't stay as they are without efforts but not do anything (other than the infrequent once-in-awhile-s) to sustain it otherwise. i hate knowing that i change too and i loathe knowing that, someday the people you love will be gone - someway somehow.
it sucks to feel so confused and annoyed about death but know that i'll only understand the importance of everyone around me, for a couple of days and forget it all over again after that. i hate taking everyone and everything for granted, but only know that i shouldn't do so once in a blue blue moon.
but, i do mean it when i'm conscious about being appreciative ..
well, just as everytime such news hits me, i've to let all of you who know who you are, that i LOVE you all too much and halfway round the world (now, almost ALL of you are, even those that were in LA) won't change a thing.
i don't know how i'd live life without so many amazing people ... (i kinda feel it now though, being on this other side of the world, ALMOST alone)
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may you be happy in God's kingdom, rest in peace ..
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back to work tomorrow, at the client's, that is ... ho hum
Thursday, June 14
Time in Los Angeles: 7:23 PM
oh how i Love facebook -
favourite peeps, superpoke, graffiti, free gifts, honesty box (hahah, this one's hilarious to the max), etc ... SO F-U-N !! I LIKE !
i think everyone should get facebook !! it's atrocious when you're a newbie but when you get used to it and understand how it works, you get addicted, and that's bad too .......
awww, hahah first time feeling happy in such a long time !!! facebook cheers me up ! :D
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too many things in my mind now - mom's going home soon, nari's going home next, internship starts (BOO !), minki heads home, qin & everyone else heading home after that and i'll be STUCK IN LOS ANGELES ALL ALONE.
