Wednesday, July 1, 2009

It Is Okay To Be Good But Is It Good To Be Okay?

Took that from lil bro's quote. I guess that it is okay to be good, to a certain extent, of cos.. It's like swagga. Sometimes u gotta turn the swag on when the right time comes.. Otherwise, people dislike u or be hatin' on u.. Good to be okay? not really. Everyone wants to be different. Including me.. But I just have to lead an okay life just to get by. Nothing extraordinary lest I make it that way. Which I did.. I'm enjoying life right now.. Well, sort of..

I mean why bother saying those things when it dun mean anything right now? Bubble u? I'm the one whose bubble have been burst.. Deep feelings for me? My feelings for u deepen only for it to be swallowed and regurgitate.. U love me? Yeah I did.. Deeply and sincerely, only for it to be a word again.. I just can't believe I went thru the hurt again.. U sayin' u dun wanna be in a relationship cos u're scared of being hurt again? Do u know how deeply hurt I am right now? As much as u are, I guess.. Just that u have a cushion to soften the blow n I dun.. I was always talking to u bout my problems.. Isn't it fair that I know some of yours? Isn't it fair that I get an explanation for the David Blaine magic from u? I got alotta whys right now.. But I couldn't get an answer for either one..

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Hurt

Hurt. Deja Vu. Why does this things happen to people like me? Oh wait, everyone is human.

To the point that I won't forgive myself.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Period

I'm feeling down. PERIOD.

Yes, I'm hurt cos I feel it's like I'm being lead on again.. Deja Vu.. Sigh..

Monday, June 1, 2009

The Hatchet Is Six Feet Under

And so... Here I thought that I will never ever hear from her again. Since she blocked me, so I assumed that everything's like "I do my thang, u do yours". Well well well, look who's popping up.. Haha! I was surprised, VERY surprised. But oh wells, I'm not one to create enmity so, let bygones be bygones.

I swear not to open my mouth unnecessarily this time.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

And The Professor Speaks...

And he said, "Let there be..... tonning!" But it didn't happen tonight.. sheesh.. But its aight.. We gittin' closer to the KL trip date.. Hurray! Gon' get me some clothes.. And more clothes.. And oh yeah, FOOD.. It happens to a guy with a high metabolism rate.. hahaha!

Honestly, I dunno what to say.. U disgust me..

Monday, May 18, 2009

Throw Some D's On Tha Biyatchi!

and so.. the collabo's gonna start..

Angels and Demons was seriously fucking dope. Should have read the book again or do my research properly. Darn. Got the wrong facts and info. Oh well, we know what it is. I give 6 out of 5 stars. :D It's just too cool. Watch it to know it.

I'm hooked to Yung LA now. The futuristic swagbwoi is cool. Well, what do u expect from Grand Hustle bwois? WE FLY FUTURISTIC.. :D

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Oh Geez

Oh geez. I've committed something that I shouldn't have done. I missed Mother's Day. Didn't even call Mum up. I'm such an ass.

Anyway, I'm done wit ya. Ain't talking bout it any longer