So less than a week until we leave, this type A personality, who loves order (see how I carefully avoided saying "controlling" which I have worked very hard to reform from...thank you Lord for your grace!)...
left on vacation without plans.
{If you know me you probably just gasped out loud! Yes, that is a gasp-worthy moment! }
Over that last weekend before we left I caught up on laundry (i.e. made sure my favorite things were clean at least) and made vague plans on what to take. I did start getting lists of what not to forget (sunscreen, camera, mini cooler, snacks, clothing for all weather, etc). I had wanted to get packed early and just leave out the last minute things to pack, but that did not happen as I had gatherings to do even the night before we were to leave.
We had plans to leave at 4-ish in the morning, but honestly I was still trying to get packed and out the door at that time. We did leave pretty early though with loose plans to try to get to Bismarck, ND that night. We didn't make it any farther than Fargo, ND. And you know what?
{It was okay.}
I learned a lot on this trip about it being okay. It's okay to plan ahead and map things out down to the last detail...if you don't get psycho when things don't go perfectly. And it's okay to make plans as you go (thank you Lord for Google Maps and access to the WWW while riding in the car). There are good things about both.
Even though I lean more toward the Ultra Planner end of the scope, I think that falling somewhere in the middle is a happy place to be. And to be honest, I think that with it being only Dave & I now, it is easier for me to fall there. It's easier because I don't have to consider children into the factor of "what if we have to keep driving to the next town?" or "what if we have to sleep in the car?" and the myriad of other questions that come to mind.
As much as I like to plan, I do realize that I only have just so much control anyway...and that is often a fall sense of control. God is ultimately the one in control. And His ways are so much better than my ways.
So. Much. Better.
Isaiah 55:8 (NLT)
My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts, says the Lord. And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine.
Oh yes, this trip was far beyond what we could imagine. The sights, the sounds, the togetherness.
{Thank you Lord!}