❥lovelovelove;

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I've been bloghopping these days- its practically the only way to catch up with the lives of everyone since work has caused us to be isolated at the Aport everyday. Read posts of some yr3s and learnt that we have 2 major projects + 3 minor projects to submit just within 2 months. As horrible/scary as it may sound, I'd rather return bk to sch for our last sem asap than stay in this incorrigible place for another 3+ more months..

Oh man. Get the few of us out of this place quickly, pretty please.. Its a dead killer.

And I dread reports.. especially when they're midst of the hectic work life. Argh!

♥yours truly. 6:52 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

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I don't really take photos at work cause of how toot I look with my hair all pinned up, and also because my hp cam sucks. But anyway, here's two shots taken :

Maria(centre) suggested camwhoring while we awaited for QF72's arrival.. so here goes. (: Introducing maria & lynette= the two lovelies who make morning shifts fun (:

A shot of the concierge team missing ley ): It was taken quite some time back though..

Anyw, I'm chatting with BFF now and realised that we are really, really similar.. Even in certain parts of our character. Tsk tsk. Hehehe. *shouts to jy: DARLING jyyy，爱你哦！也很想很想你* )))): Please come back soon!!!

May my flu get better soon.. I wanna enjoy the upcoming days spent with my darlings & bf! :(

♥yours truly. 6:17 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I was blog hopping awhile ago and came across this little paragraph which I find very touching & meaningful.. Never underestimate the power of the languages yea!

今天突然听到《恋爱症候群》就突然想起了你。我把手头上的一切放到一旁，闭上眼睛，回味了我们当时暧昧时期的甜蜜。我想起了我们的爱情故事，我想起了我们在一起做的很多很多无聊的事，我想起了你陪我度过的一切，我想起你是多么的不浪漫，我想起你对我的爱。心里突然开始跳得比平常快，而我无意间微微地笑了。我记得当时他们是怎么怀疑我们的感情，我记得当时他们是怎么打赌我们在两个星期内就会因为“文化差异”而分手。我记得我们是多么的骄傲地，我记得我们是多么地肯定地说，“不会的，你等着瞧”。

“我要对你说，爱你爱你爱你爱你，不管是黑夜还是黎明，不管是梦中还是清醒，深深爱你。”

我接着又听到了《爱很简单》。我每次听到这首歌就会很想哭。我从来没听过你唱这首歌给我听。唯一的一次就是去年六月二十一日，我们结婚的那一天。结了婚后，叫你唱给我听，你就是死都不唱。想起我们结婚的前一天晚上。。。你发了一个短讯给我叫我等你来取我。看了，我笑了，觉得你很可笑，我还跑得掉么？结婚的当天我并没觉得紧张，只是很耐心的等你来接我。那一天，我真的很开心。。。一起走下红地毯的感觉真的很爽，但唯一的遗憾是那不是“我们的婚礼”。

我尝试了选择两者中的其中一首，但我想了很久也做不出任何选择。我喜欢我们暧昧时期的甜蜜感觉，但我更喜欢永远和你在一起。我喜欢结婚时的那种感觉，但我们也只能结那一次婚。我喜欢你发又无厘头又可笑的简讯给我然后一起入眠，但我也很喜欢你每晚帮我盖被候会亲我的脸颊接着说声“爱你”然后一起睡觉。我喜欢在电话中发你脾气，也喜欢我们在大吵后会抱在一起哭。

我不能做出任何选择，因为这两首歌是属于你的歌。

你对我的好我全都知道，我都会放在心里。你有多疼我，我也感受得到。

真是太感人了，不是吗？:)

And before I prepare to sleep... I just wanna tell my love that...

I'm sorry for all those random moodswings,
I thank God that you're here for me all the time,
I thank you for tolerating all my nonsense these days,
I'm really glad to see you at work,
I'm super thankful that you took care of me,
I'm even happier to have you by my side,
I love to hold you in my arms,

But the most of all, I love you. (:

♥yours truly. 9:06 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I've been sulking and lazing ard after failing TP, so much so that I don't even have the mood to blog. Till date, I'm still puzzled over my lousy performance on that day. Well, what can I say- the tester says it all and I'm not in any position to rebut. Waiting till the next available slot to pop out to rebook TP and I'm hoping that by June, I'll be ready.. Its pretty discouraging since the pts are so far away frm passing.. Oh well, bless me. And now that we've gotta incur extra costs to get that freaking license, its unlikely that we'll still go for the trip after attachment.. For normal peeps like us, money's always an issue ):

Work's been getting increasingly boring that we're dreading it even more.. I want August 14 to arrive like nowww ):

So anwy, baby and I went back to sch to eat today and after 2months, I finally saw my dearest darlin love! (: So happy to see her and she's still as pretty as ever! ((: Ate at alumni cause makan place was flooded, and I mean really flooded with people. Its great to be back! Like I said, I'd rather study than travel to the damn airport everyday.. Rushed down to bbdc cause we had to top up our accounts and went home to rest cause I was down with a flu. The silly boyf took care of me and I'm much better now.. (: Love you dar!

♥yours truly. 5:46 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Failed-.

♥yours truly. 12:53 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

I'm back agn & life's been a bore. Work's getting increasingly boooring and the only thing that we'd all wish for right now is for 14Aug to arrive like immediately. The date's still 17wks away but day by day, baby and I are alr counting down.. The week's routine comprises of:

Driving-->work-->home & sleep.

Its indeed tiring to reach home only near midnight when u gotta get up at 6 the next morning.. But I guess its all worth it in order to get the license this sat. 2 more revisions left and I'm still inconsistent.. Freaking out a little now, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to overcome my frantic state of mind on Sat to do well enough to pass TP. Pretty pretty please.. I gotta instill this into my mind to be safe on the road when changing down gears:

Release accelerator, cover brake, clutch in to change down gear, hold clutch for engine brake and release gradually while accelerating...

Wish me luck ppl! I need tons of them.. On ending, my new blogsong is one that I've discovered today. Lyrics are super nice and I'd like to share it with everyone, especially my dear darlings and boyf. (:

我们的故事

在你左右还有多久怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走要记得

我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续

我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活

身边充满诱感
不坚定就容易犯错

你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意在收藏让我们一起演完

Repeat chorus X 1

I need a haircut badly, but I'm resisting the need for as long as I can cause I need my long fringe for attachment :( Ciao! (:

♥yours truly. 7:00 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

After a week of morning shift, I'm finally having my day off frm work tmr and I'm so looking forward to it cus I can sleep all I want and get myself recharged for 5 continuous days of driving next week. (: TP's only a week away and I'm praying hard that everything will be okay. I need and want that licenseeeeeee...............

Time spent at work's been improving bcus of the great company of some of my colleagues; I was really fascinated by what cat told me abt the different types of supernatural beings in the Philippines! Some are so, so unbelievable..

On a darker side, ley told abt the changes in our duties with effect frm May, and I'm secretly hoping that we will not get much of ___ cause its even worse than ___. Seriously.. We're not _. _, even though thats what people always think of interns. Sigh..

I'm currently super in love with some new (well, new cus I only got to knw of them like ystd. pardon my time lag) songs and here's a para frm one of them which is now playing. (:

準備好了321 I'm always online
和你1 to 1 愛開始擴散
我們連結了穿越天空銀河 oh…oh…
開始倒數321 刪除我的孤單
More and more盡是深刻
愛亮了愛笑了 I’m always online

:)

♥yours truly. 8:05 PM

Thursday, April 09, 2009

I hate it when responsibilities are pushed back and forth. Why can't just one party be held so? And so what if ___ is huge- that doesn't give the latter a reason to be so inefficient. Its obvious that _ is at fault, yet the blame's being pushed. I want my 70bucks back no matter what.. Mind you, its not a small amt and I'm becoming broke already.

♥yours truly. 5:05 PM

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Happy 10th, love. (:
Thank you for the wonderful day despite our busy workshifts. Your presence mean the world to me. (: Thank you for always being so dear, so wonderful..

Its been some time,
since our hearts interwined;
we've shared great moments,
been through storms,
made things up,
and loved like never before.

We'll make this last,
we'll make this stay,
we'll make this a blast,
in our own ways.

I love you, my dear(:

♥yours truly. 5:52 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

Its 4.15am now and yeah I knw you're wondering why I'm still awake at this unearthy hr. Reason is, I'm preparing to head to work and apparently, I cldnt slp for barely an hr but toss and turn on the bed for close to 6hrs.. Tell me abt it. Tell me hw to survive like this for another dunno how many wks till this freaking 5mth+ end. I'd rather work in the nite shift.. Say I'm a complain queen, say I'm a princess or wadever; cus the very fact is that i detest this- to the max. Yuck- wish me luck pls.

bye

♥yours truly. 4:21 AM

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Though a month of attachment's yet to be over, we're alr complaining abt the long duration of 6months. 14th Aug just seem so, so far away. Just imagine- even bf who has a much stronger perseverance dreads work now..

Honestly, I wouldn't say that my job's that tough for the time being, but thats prolly cause we're still new. Once we've gotten the hang out of escorting and stuff, we'll get busy. I'm just hoping that I won't have countless wchr (airport lang for confidentiality; but I guess its pretty to decode) cases to attend to next week, otherwise I'll just faint on the spot. I really, REALLY detest that task..

But the fact is, airport duty = no life! Sadly, life only revolves around:

- the 1+ hr of traveling time to Changi
- the 8-10 hr shift of saikang
- eating increasing amt of food daily since food's all over the place & you cant resist the temptatn
- taking airport transport home if its past midnight
- off we go for a date with our beds :)
* & the need to alter our slping patterns bcus of the horrible shifts.. ARGH!

I want my life back.
I want to go back to school.
I'd rather study 1more sem of Tlaw than continue working there.
I miss NP.
I miss my carefree life a month ago.
I miss my friends.
I miss my 8ight.
I miss my dance darlings.
I miss my loves who are on oiap.
I miss bff.
I miss dance.
I miss going for driving everyday.
I miss those countless days spent with my dear boy.

They're all on hold for now................... and will not be back to me until iap's over. )):

My dear boy..
In spite of all these, I just wanna say:
Thank you
for encouraging me when i was on the verge of giving up;
for lightening up my days with just yr presence;
for making me smile even when you're tired;
for enabling me to survive even till now;
& for letting me knw that you're always here for me.
Always rmb that I love you for who you are & when tmr comes, I'll love you more than I loved you yesterday. (:

♥yours truly. 12:38 AM