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Monday, March 30, 2009

I'm constipated.. again.

Apparently, I think that I should really start consuming more greens and not be too picky, else I'll regret having stomach problems when I'm older. I know that greens are vital, yet I just cant bring myself to swallow them. Oh boy.. Save me. I hate growing tummies of unwanted food. yuck!

And I was just wondering.. perhaps I do sufer frm minor insomnia. When I hop onto bed each night, it takes moments before I fall into deep sleep. No matter how tired I am, the mind's always so active that all kinds of thoughts past. No joke. Sometimes I even get so frustrated that I try the traditional method of 'counting sheeps', but it never works.

Anyw, maybe I shld really learn to work more and complain less. The fact that I havent had much working experience doesnt give me a reason to whine abt going to work everyday. What's more, I'll have to survive this daily routine for 5 more months. But hey, sometimes its really saikang that we're tasked so you really cant blame me for complaining.. (Though I know that things get bad when my missy temper sets in when I'm tired/irritated abt work) I've also seen quite a bit of office/company politics. Oh well, welcome to the society!

March is coming to an end, which means that baby and I will have our TP in less than 3wks time. Scary! I went for driving today and thank goodness its better than last session's.. For now, I can only depend on the 5days straight of continuous revision to get that license on April 18th. Bless the both of us please!

Visited yhss with liuchin darling today and were initially pretty eager abt meeting Mrs Sunil after so long.. But we didnt get to see her in the end cause she left early for some matters. Had a short chat with some of our upper sec teachers and its still gd to keep in touch! Till today, they still said that our batch did the best in all these years.. Hehe. =p I sure miss those sec.school days loads!

Chem lab1! (: This was where we had our frequent chem lessons/practicals.. heh

Liuchin darl (: wo ai ni!

The fried rice was really horrible/hard, but in order not to hurt the stall vendor, we decided to push the large remainder into a plastic bag. haha its dumb i know!

At the pond outside phy lab1 (:

I know the sch looks damn old.. thanks to ____ for rejecting the offer to move to CSS a few yrs ago :/

With Mr. Tan! Happy 40th birthday! =p

I was on facebook for almost half of the day and I chanced upon this- beautifully written, meaninfully pieced. Here's it:

What if tomorrow never comes,
and the dreams that are built
disappear into a cloud?

What if opportunities
come knocking at our door,
offering us open chapters,
one and all?

What if the relationship
that we cherished so much,
leaves us with goodbyes,
with tears so much?

What if we met someone
who would melt our hearts,
and seal the dreams with their touch?

I could go on and on
about the numerous "what ifs",
We'd never really know
the dreams or challenges
that will be there tomorrow.

So, live today and be in the present,
For the present is what moulds tomorrow.

© Suki Tong, 2009

.sometimes i think i'm a little mad. dont ask me why.

♥yours truly. 5:54 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

OJT starts tmr and I'm currently having my rest day- shifts from 1700-0100 for the next 2 days, and frm afternoon-midnight during the weekend. Oh man, I hope its gonna be fun (: Ley starts OJT today with morning shift of 0630-1430 (which I will be in 2weeks later bcus of job rotation) and Baby has his constant shift of 1400-2200hrs daily except off days.. I'm so gonna miss both their company cause we're alr split in our separate shifts.. Sobs ): I alr cant get used to the change in timings cause I'll be like rotting for the first half of the day, then report to work and end work when all's asleep. Sighs..

Im dance deprived. Saw some videos while I was hopping ard the net ystd and it makes me wna go back to dance even more.. :( Speaking of which, I miss my dance darlings a lot too.. Havent seem them for ages alrdy.

And.. I miss school & I miss all the mugging. Sounds mad but its so true.. Oh well-..

♥yours truly. 11:08 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Its Sunday once again and tmr marks the start of the 3rd week of attachment. Ley and I have been scheduled on night shifts from the afternoon till the wee hours for both Mon & Tue but the rest of the week's schedule remains unknown. I'm hoping that we don't get graveyard shifts all the time cause I'm wondering how I'll be able to keep myself awake. Afterall, sleeping is important! I'm also praying that the upcoming trainings won't be that tough since we gotta learn concierge duties, SSS customer handling as well as Transfer desk ops.

Finally went for driving this afternoon after 2weeks due to the time constraints and oh boy, everything sucked. Parking was a nono and road wasnt any better. I seriously need to book a few more revisions before TP.. And I really hope that we'll get to know our schedules in advance so that some planning can be done.. I wanna get my license.. Badly :(

Secretly hoping that my shifts will not differ that much from bf's so that we can at least spend some time tog. (: May God bless all of us! (:

♥yours truly. 6:37 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I've been going to the airport everyday and seeing millions of passengers walk in and out of the transit area, arriving, departing and engaging in other travel activities so much so that I'm really craving for a trip.! Well, count my 'almost' annual trips to HK out since thats more like a visit back home. Apart from that, I havent really been to many places.. States, China, HK- and that's it. Therefore, Baby and I are in the midst of planning for a getaway after IAP!

Do tell us if you're interested! Group travel with friends wld definitely be fun! With regards to the destination............

Everyone says that Aussie's a nice place for relaxation, chilling and recreation and Taipei's another popular hangout for shopping and nightlife. We've also considered island resorts and scenic places such as Krabi, Bintan etc but those are second. Ultimately, shopping and sightseeing are still the priority since that's what most peeps wld look out for in a trip, isnt it? So we're most prolly going to Taipei. (: Yes, Est & Shux, we'll be able to visit you! :DD

Currently awaiting for any travel fairs or promotions in tickets/hotels.. Checked the prices of jetstar but they didn't seem affordable despite the advanced period before Aug. Shall see how it goes and I'm hoping that the trip will be a success! (:

Moving away, Est & Shux will be leaving for Taipei tmr and I'm so gonna miss you girls.. :( I'm sorry that I won't be able to send you off but we'll definitely remain in contact kay! Have a great time there and work hard! Est, dont shop till you go bankrupt k and Shux, pls control her spendings! =p Hehe.. See you (hopefully in Aug!) (: Loves!

Lastly, tmr's BFF's 20th Birthday! Jyyy, although you're miles away, I wanna tell you that I miss you loads! Am glad that we still get to chat now and then & I can see you on the webcam. (: Happy that you're enjoying yrself there too! The remaining 3months will past in a breeze and you'll be able to see yr darling and all of us soon! Will celebrate yr bday with you again when you're back and we'll then have all those outings that we used to have and camwhore till we go mad! Happy happy birthday, stay happy and 爱你哦!

♥yours truly. 11:09 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Browsed through pictures of yesterday's comp on facebook and all our competitors looked so gorgeous! Sad that I wasn't able to watch everyone ystd bcus of the need to study for this tue's test but I'm really proud of everyone for achieving lotsa medals. Realization also struck upon me that the desire to dance is still there.. Its just that I havent been taking lessons since june (which is really long) and have not been dancing much due to other commitments. Thought that we'll be able to join Lion City this Aug but looking at the shift schedule, I seriously doubt so.

I miss the intensive trainings, I miss practising really hard for comps, I miss lessons, I miss being pinpointed by our teachers and I miss being on the floor.. But whether the chance will still come depends highly on various circumstances. If it does, I'll be there to grab it. If not, I've got nothing much to say either.. After all, I had once gone through the life of a competitve dancer and to a certain extent, that's sufficient. :)

So the weekend was meaningfully spent with baby as we tried our best to stuff all those airline city codes, airport codes and many other alien theories which were essential for the upcoming test. It wasnt easy cus none of us was in study mood (like hey! exams were long over!) but we ended up satisfying a little of the required criterion. (: And, this silly boy of mine made me really really happy these 2 days. We laughed a lot, joked, giggled and shared lotsa things. Whats more, he made me laugh like mad today when he played different roles!

He failed in an attempt to act like a professional magician and performed 'magic' with our rings.
He failed to be a professional entertainer when he used my hair tie as a 'helicopter' while made many sound effects while playing with it.
He failed to learn basic some canto phrases cus they sounded really different from the correct version..... (hahaha =p)

BUT

He succeeded in making yours truly a happy girl, and I love him for everything that he's done. ((:

My dear.. I just wanna say thank you for making even our study sessions so fun and meaningful! I love you! (:

♥yours truly. 6:38 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Hey..
Life's been a rollar coaster this week- with attachment started and the need to adapt to many, many new things, plus the occurence of many vexing events, everything just didn't fit nicely in a piece. Be it friends, adapting, r/s- name it, and its in. Threw tempers, hooked by moodswings, showed some the 'ugly' side of me which you'll seldom see but I'm sorry you did cause its the PMS period.. Oh well, what can I say? Mood swings really spoil the day.

And it really sucks to knw that we still gotta mug on stupid materials/books for a damn test. Its making us really really stressed..

Here's some outdated pics of happenings from the past 2 weeks:

1) Gathering with darlings & other pals (:

Darlings + Vance & Damien

Aiyo Leyyy................

camwhored

&more

Poor leyy..

Looks cropped; but guess the photographer (ley) was trying to zoom into Esther hahaha

Some of our legs =p

2) Steamboat at shux's

Some of us beside Dickson's mom's car on departure =p

My girls! (missing Esther & Char)

Funnaye!

Groupie (:

love (:

Snap while eating ;

3) Happy 9months! We went to sing, then sunset at Wcp!

I tried snapping a proper pic.. but here's the first attempt

Second

Third

Finally (:

There goes this busy boy again..

Our room: 35 (:

Dear singing (:

Meme

Faved!

I wanted to snap a proper pic of my silly, but he was reluctant ):

Hiding

Hes sad that hes on camera

I love your back view (: And of cause everything about you too. (:

Beautiful! (:

I'm sorry for being unreasonable and for all the moodswings-

Tag Replies:

To jieli: haha.. yep. now not so much le..

To sj: jyy! I'm so happy that we videocalled today! haha love you ((: tkc ok! Muacks!

To zeeming: hahhaa yea i'm on attachment there. you're working there? as?

To pam: Thank you! (:

To lc: yea girl! work hard too! all the best for results next week yo!

♥yours truly. 7:58 PM

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Its one day before attachment starts but I'm already dreading the trip to the airport.. An hour plus's journey can really kill.

Anyway, driving is done with and I'm now left with weekly revisions.. Hoping that things will go smoothly in April (:

And thanks shux for being such a great host at the steamboat dinner at her place ystd! Ate super much and am stil bloated till today.. I hope that I'll still get to see the bunch of peeps before they head for OIAP ): I'll miss pple like Aud, Rach, Est and Shux a lot..

Side track: Dicky borrowed his mom's car and was nice to drive us home after dinner last night! Thanks a lot! (: I'm inspired to get my licenseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............................! :_

Sometimes I just wanna get out of it. Tired of being involved cus of all the responsibilities.. I'm not free too...

♥yours truly. 1:04 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Can someone please buy me a driving license? :x

I went for 3 lessons today in an attempt to complete 99% of the subjects and yes, I'm overly exhausted! Never try this unless necessary cus it can really kill. You see, even though the sessions are alternate, they require tons of concentration.. Boy's in the midst of his 3rd session right now and I'm hoping that he's doing alright. (: Sat will be our final completion of stage 5 and off we go for weekly revision lessons till TP in April!

And congrats to Pam for passing her test today with flying colours! Dicky & you are really geniuses! Ha (:

I'm starting to dread going to the freaking airport after going there for 2times for IAP-related stuffs. We went there and stayed for only 20mins ystd to sign some contracts and get some documents done with. Pathetic trip.. And tmr spells another 8.30-5pm training for I-dont-know-what-thing at T2.. Save me please. I'm dreading all this but its gonna last us for 6months!

I think I need to shift to the East to be nearer to Changi Airport. Bleah-

♥yours truly. 8:38 PM

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

As promised, here are some pics of our chalet- enjoy!

Our usual camwhoring session..

iloveyou! (:

In an attempt to seduce Mr. Ronald McDonald

We were running on the escalator -.-

Cheeky and bimbotic ?

As you can see.. We were pretty high during the photo session!

I was molested by Ms Goh. )): Oh man!

Zomg wth is this- ultra unglam and candid!

Hees

More camwhoring! I simply love them loads (:

On our way to E-hub (:

Presenting to you- our chauffer! =p Mr. Dickson Chan!

Drive.............

♥yours truly. 10:53 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Chalet was fab! Though it was boring at times since I was a little moody, most of it was enjoyable and I had a great time with everyone! (: Thanks to all who went and for making it such a memorable one! These are some stuffs done:

- Went really mad and high while playing grp games
- Tonned for a day and was damn lethargic after that
- Chatted our hearts out with my girls- i love you all!
- Conducted one of girl's fav pasttime- G! =p
- Paired up with dear in a 'sharing sesion/competitive game' with Sheila & Weicheng =p
- Squeezed tog with everyone within the given space on the bed
- Watched 'He's just not that into you'- and it sucked. Boring like -.-
- Went to Esther's house and finally saw Kayla who's super duper cute!
- Watched Slumdog Millionaire on vcd and its super draggy till I fell asleep....
- Sat in the the Suzuki Swift driven by Dicky on the way home!
- Spent quality time with my girls
- Spent lovely moments with my dear boy (:

Though its sort of the last gathering for TR03 and TR04 since internship has alr started for some of us, I believe that our bonds will stay close and we'll still be great 6months later! Love you all (: Especially my 8ight and Dear (:

Now that chalet has ended, the few remaining days before attachment will comprise mainly of Driving since we gotta try and finish the remaining 5lessons before next Monday. There'll also be trips at the airport since there're some pre-attachment arrangements to be made.. May this 5days past slowly (cus I'm dreading attachment!)

To my dearest Audrey, please don't be sad okay.. Freak yr tester today :( But I'm sure you'll make it for yr attempt on 30th March. We all have faith in you and Jiayou okay! We love you!

Before I end, here's some random thoughts:

After so much reading and listening, I realised the immense challenge in sustaining a stable relationship. No one said its gonna be easy, but I'm sure each time we overcome a problem together, we're a step closer to our ultimate goal and our bond strengthens too. I just wanna tell you that I'm thankful for what we have and for all these time spent. (: I promise that I'll never let go, and will love you forever till the very end. I love you my dear. :))

♥yours truly. 8:59 PM