❥lovelovelove;

Sunday, November 30, 2008

我要跟你手牵手
永远不回头
一起勇敢向前走

如果有什么波折
有我的胸口
紧紧贴在你左右
一直握着你的手
永远不回头
因为你是我的梦

永不放弃
因为爱你
若你是星星
我是你的天空

♥yours truly. 10:45 PM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

I'm glad its over and we're happy ever after again. And Baby we'll stay this way, I know. Cus you're my one and only, sweetest addiction. I love you!

Dedicated to youuuuu (even though we arent YEARS old yet haha) -

Kenny Rogers- Through the years

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years

Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years!

Thanks for always being so sweet. (:

♥yours truly. 11:44 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

//edit.

Its a nightmare, a nightmare which I never forsee to happen. Such things are definitely inevitable, but the extent's different.

You just made me feel really lousy, and I mean lousy lousy. But no worries, the sun will be up tmr I hope.

& sometimes you really can't blame those droplets of water making their way down, unless you get me a stopper. hahaha

but smack me please. cus the only reason why I'll respond in such a way is because I love you way too much to lose you.

♥yours truly. 12:35 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

This sem's really a lot more hectic with the addition of driving (I passed my btt ystd! :D), heavy modules and crazy projects. Oh I miss those bland days where all we had to do was to prac TYS, memorise chemical formulae and geographical processes. (Crazy isnt it?!)

Hahaha I'm on shuffle mood.

On a whiny note, as much as I detest being Ms.Nice (if you understand what I'm trying to say that is), I still havent learnt how to say the magic word which'll save myself. At times I wish that I could disapprove, revoke, reject, or anything under the world thats deem to terminate the offer but I just cant do it. Okay omg I'm talking in law now, damn it. Its a dead killer and I'm still wondering why all biz students gotta know the contents of Law when what we actually deal with isn't related to it at all.

Tell me I'm gonna survive studying Tourism law.. I have to and I know I will. Go me! Go gfs and go babylove! Love you all tons! ((:

♥yours truly. 8:58 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

As the saying goes, all good things come to an end and I must say that the past 6 weeks of business etiquette classes with T07N have been a blast! Though it hasn't been an easy module with all the numerous role plays and assignments, our tutor and not forgetting, the company of wonderful classmates have played a part in creating this exquisite experience!

Its been great knowing people like Lynette, Aiping, Xuan and all.. but ultimately, I feel so blessed knowing you, MS LYNETTE TENG! Even though I told you on msn a while ago, I thank god for giving us the opportunity to be in the same grp and from then, knowing each other more through projects. Its true that there wont be anymore after/before school project chionging sessions with regards to biz.eti and we wont have to panic abt the role play fr now, but I'll sure miss those days working tog as a team! You've been a joy to work with, seriously! Love you woman! See you around in school okay!

And oh oh did I mention? Today's presentation was fabulously done! I think all the grps did a wonderful job and yayy, T07N is Ms Teo's fav classssss! (((((((: Smiles!

Before I forget, its been lovely being in the same class as dearest Ley and baby too! Ms. Shirley Goh Shupingggg, you did a fab job in yr presentation okay! Glad there was yr company even though we've been in diff grps! LOVE!

And to youuuuuuu, mrteokaheng, its been an enjoyable 6weeks with you and thank God for giving us the chance to be tog for at least 1 out of 2 IS classes. (: Thursdays are always a joy with you around since we can spend almost the entire day tog and we shall work hard for the next modules of IS tog alright! Loveee you tons and tons!

你今天是帅到。。。=p 快迷死人了lehh！

爱你哦！(:
XOXO

In conjunction with today's class, there're some pics frm the past week to share: We had TDM open house presentation on Monday and some of us were required to dress in school uni to act as students. So after a year+, I finally wore my pjc uniform again and it felt great having it on! Oh how I miss those college days..

P.S: To pj darls, LETS MEET UP SOON! Yr As are finally over!! :D

Shux darl and I ;

Ok I know I look weird and the pic is blurred but.. This is me and the super-look-alike NYJC girl! (look at her ATTIRE!)

With Aud and Ley after Spa demonstration (: (I'm lazy to upload the other indiv picss heh) Loves!

Presenting to you.. The two ladiess who made our game show super hilarious & interesting: Aiping and Lynette! :DD

LYNNNN darling! xoxooo

I love this picccccccccccccccccccccc

but I love this boy more =p

Cus you're my one and only, sweetest baby.

♥yours truly. 10:53 PM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Upon listening to this song, an overwhelming sense of relaxation & serenity is experienced. Don't ask me why cus its just naturally evoked. But here are the lyrics- thats why I love literature loads! Read in between the lines yo;

Vincent by Don Mclean

Starry starry night
paint your palette blue and grey
look out on a summer's day
with eyes that know the
darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils
catch the breeze and the winter chills
in colors on the snowy linen land.

And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.

They would not listen
they did not know how perhaps
they'll listen now.

Starry starry night
flaming flo'rs that brightly blaze
swirling clouds in violet haze
reflect in Vincent's eyes of China blue.

Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

And now I understand
what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.

perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you
but still your love was true

and when no hope was left in sight on that
starry starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;

But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never
meant for one
as beautiful as you.

Starry starry night
portraits hung in empty halls
frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the stranger that you've met
the ragged men in ragged clothes
the silver thorn of bloddy rose lie
crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

And now I think I know
what you tried to say to me
how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.

They would not listen
they're not list'ning still
perhaps they never will.

Baby, you're being missed a thousand times even though you aren't at somewhere very far. Its the daily short times spent which brought us much closer and its them which brought our love to another level. I've realised how lonely the nights are without you and how gloomy the hours are without your presence. Even though we have a lifetime to spend tog, I want you to know that:

You mean the world to me, and I can't imagine life without you.
You're my everything and you're my happy pill. :]
I love you. (:

♥yours truly. 10:58 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Its kinda amazing how a passion can subside so quickly. For the first few times in my life, I'm actually hoping that 8pm will arrive quickly so that we can practice as much as we can and get things over and done with.

Maybe these are further signs that I may not participate in competitive dancing any longer. Social is fine. Just maybe..

School's been ultra hectic in the sense that now, school = lectures + tutorials + after sch proj sessions + go home + nothing more.

I know it kinda sucks but its something that we can't avoid.

And I know I'm different in dance today; just not the usual me I'll say. Though its a side of me which I don't usually portray, its kinda hard to prevent it from happening since in me. I also figured that its possible to live without dance. So what if the passion was strong then?

♥yours truly. 6:38 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I admire the power the human brain in generating excuses, and I really wonder where that ego & confident came from. If I would, I'd really take back what I said a few weeks back cos looking from the current situation, it doesn't apply anymore.

SIGH.

And I figured that its really really difficult to please everyone. That's why I'd rather not be the bad girl sometimes. Its not easy yo.

Well, I guess that's life.. Nothing ever goes yr way, and adversities are stepping stones to success. Lets just go with the flow-

♥yours truly. 10:23 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Oh baby,

It felt so great to be in your arms again after battling a mixture of emotions.. Last night was lousy but I'm glad everything's over. I cldn't explain the outburst of emotions, but the passing thoughts just came flooding all of a sudden and yeah, tears fell.

Never blame yourself for I believe that both parties are at fault. Perhaps what matters most is how we deal with these situations and from then, learn as we progress.

Thank you for always placing yourself in my shoes and for being so understanding, so sweet, and so patience. You're my best gift;

And if you're to ask me what I want for X'mas...

"All I want for X'mas is YOU, my dearest boy" (:

(Even though you're mine already! Heh. It wld be best if Santa grants my 'wish' by mailing you to my window on X'mas day. Teheee.)

You're always the first on my mind,

You're all that I wanna find.
You mean the world to me,

And you're all that I wanna see.

Cus' loving you requires no reason,
And together, we'll make the best season.

PS; I love you (:

- sealed with a kiss-

♥yours truly. 11:46 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

Well well.. I realise that my frequency of blogging have been decreasing as the days past- my apologies! As mentioned, school's been super crazy with all the freaking projs starting to kick in place. Even though today's Friday, I don't quite look forward to the upcoming weekends cus most of the time will be spent working on our Biz etiquette final role play. Go everybody!

So anyw, dining etiquette was finally over yesterday and you wouldn't imagine how stressful it was! You see- there were two tables of us altogether and the tutor had a busy task of walking ard both tables to assess us based on our seating postion, dining etiquette, posture, poise, small talks etc. The convo part was the worst cus whenever she walked near us, we wld quickly think of any topic under the world to talk abt instead of talking abt current issues and its hilarious I tell you! Haha =p I love my table mates!

And oh! Did I mention that ystd's level of formality was the highest out of all my previous presentations? In the sense that we actually tucked in our blouses and wore belts, which most of us don't really practice in the normal prsentations. Alright here's some pics to share;

Ley and I ((: Ok we look TALL! hahaha

He was busy re-tying his tie

And I decided to help him adjust his collar after that; Shirley shot the scene down;

He made final adjustments to his dressing

And we took a pic. I love you! hehehe

Lynetteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! THE HILARIOUS WOMAN!

Us againn :)

The stripes for the day;

T07N is love!

Alright I gotta run! See you soon ((:

♥yours truly. 9:14 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

School's getting really sucky and at the same time, sleep has been a scarce resource these days. I can literally feel that my body's telling me to rest but the increasing amount of workload isn't allowing me to.

Say that I'm paranoid, say that I'm over anxious. But this is just the way I work. Its my style of doing things..

Do you know how much I want to sleep on that comfy bed of mine? Do you know how much I want to finish things on time? The problem is, procrastination's almost inevitable and I can't help it.

Bless me people. I shall work my way through this tough semester;

♥yours truly. 10:25 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2008

I was talking to Janice and Felicia a few days ago and I realised how long its been since I met up with my pj friends.. Even though we kept emphasizing on the need to meet, it never occurred. If I'm right, the last time I met most of the scappers was in Oct last year and that with Felicia and clique was when I visited college last March. That's a long long time ago. But anyway, Teohuei's organizing a Scap chalet in Dec and I can't wait! Then Fel and I were gossiping abt our lives and tellin each other interesting stuffs as usual. Its amazing that we still had common topics even after so long.. Lets go shopping for yr prom dress after As yeah! (:

Afterall, genuine friendship has no boundaries and would never be bounded by distance, reasons or any other thing. (:

So school's been hectic like never before even though some assignments have been cleared. There's more to come, but I believe that with the right attitude and time mgt skills, nothing's impossible! Of course, the study buddy matters a lot too, and I'm proud to have baby to accompany me through my late nights in school. I love you (:

But before I blog abt the sweet boy, here's some outdated pics from Teacher Sharon's bday celebrations @ Mich's a week+ ago on 1st Nov.

Un-extinguishable candles hahaha;

My lovelies ( missing Von & mich)

Cliff (SP) hosting the fun;

The delighted and shy Sharon; =p

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ));

A dance of love;

Cute!

Geeky Teacher Sharon (:

Oh yeah. Sojini laopo proposed to me that night.. And we got married. :O

Introducing you- our adopted child, who died in peace the next day. T.T

So a great deal of time was spent and everyone laughed our heads off during the Cliff & Skye VS JunJue & Darren contest. HAHA. THEY WERE SO FAB/HIGH! All of us screamed and shouted like siaoxzxz and seriously, it was the joke of the night man. Haha!

Moving on, ystd was yet another day our with my dearest boy. Its our 5th month! Even though most of the time was spent on schwork, I really really enjoyed the moments tog.. ((: Thanks for the fab dinner and.. highlight of the day: WE TOOK NEOPRINTS! It may sound childish/whatsover but we had fun okay! The paranoid/panicky us got so nervous when it came to poses (as usual) and here's the outcome:

Couple colours ((((((((((((: Lovin it loads!

But of course, I love you more. Thanks for the pretty organiser and I feel really blessed to have such a fab. boyf. Nevertheless, you shldn't have sacrificed yr sleeping time. Silly silly boyyyyyyyyyyyy, you're more than I can ever ask for, and you're the best gift that I can ever have. Thank God for you.!

& together, we'll paint the future :)

♥yours truly. 6:15 PM

Monday, November 03, 2008

There's a million tasks to complete, but time's running out. O Lord, give me faith.

-TLAW tut 2 (grp)
-SPM tut 2 cultural tourism(grp)
-ECD bazaar idea generation
-Biz etiq idea expansion & execution
-Biz etiq elearning reflection (due on thurs 4pm)
-Biz etiq elearning wikipage
-SPM Newsbites (next week)
-TDM open house coordination with TRo1...

are all cramped together within these 2 weeks. Help.

There's no choice but to adjust the brain to hectic mode again, darnn. And there's two performances this week, one of which is un attendable. Supposed to be another on the 20th at Mandarin Oriental too but Mr.Choo just said that its next Wed, which I think I won't be able to commit again if its in the afternoon.

I hate school ; and I don't enjoy all these.

And life's never better where unnecessary stuffs are concerned. Sometimes I detest being Ms. Smiley.

Ok whatever. I have pms-

Thank God there's the sweetie lil pie who never fails to add colour to my days (: Your presence just lightens up the mood. I love you. (:

♥yours truly. 10:42 PM