❥lovelovelove;

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Happy birthday my love! (:

Thanks for being so sweet each time, and stay happy always ok! ((:

I LOVE YOU. (:

Found this somewhere & I find it really really meaningful.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

See you on Sunday my boy ((((((((((((((:
xoxo

♥yours truly. 1:37 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

We finally danced after 2 weeks and the feeling was great! Though practice was only on Samba since the rest of the CDs went missing, I loved it. Lesson was fab too, considering the amt of techniques we were taught. It was no doubt tiring but the feeling of dancing once again's just.. wonderful! Sad to say, Tin's returning to Vietnam tmr till mid oct so we'll only resume p.lessons then. And no, I won't slacken. I shall cont to prac like how I did before. (: Go mel!

So Comex fair's starting tmr and it'll last for 4 days. This means that we'll work like mad till Sunday and I'm hoping to earn an amount from this cus I need to save up for dance in Oct. ): And bcus of the job, I won't be able to spend Sat with baby. I feel so guilty. It's his big day yet.. but anyw, I'm glad you loved the present my dear. It's really nothing much even though slping hours were sacrificed. After all, doing anything for the one you love is always worth it, even if it means sleeping less. And hey hey you you, I'm not the only one who's sweet okay! Who's the one who always surprises me out of a sudden and does things to make me feel deeply touched? Who spent a bomb on 命中注定我爱你 so that I won't be bored over the hols?

I've alrdy said all my thoughts & feelings in the gift.. but I just wanna repeat myself that I thank God for you. Thank you for everything and for being the world's greatest bf. You're more than I can ever ask for, and I'll always love you! Tons of love!

On a side note, Mom&Dad are finally back and yes, they brought back loads of stuff! Shuxxx, I'm lazy to blog abt the gifts though. Hehehe. =p

Finally, here's a pretty old song and which we happened to chance upon during our k-session a few days ago.. And oh boy, the lyrics are super meaningful. Specially dedicated to Teo.Kah.Eng aka my love. (:

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU (Westlife)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

(Repeat Chorus 1)
(Repeat Chorus 2)
(Repeat Chorus 3)
(Repeat Chorus 2) (2X)
(Repeat Chorus 3)
(Repeat Chorus 2)

Tag replies:
To mas: Heheh. Had so much fun with you guys la! Lets meet up again soon (: xoxo!
To RENEE: My dear! You're so lucky to have Bryan too. (: And yup, relinked!
To Wqing: Heyhey! Yep purposely put diff colours de. heh (:
To Pamperr: Huggie pampers! Thank you! :D Pls find my mei fu soon k. I wantttttttt :DD
To Wanling: Hey girl!
To Shirley: HELO MISS BIANTAI! I miss you tons! Have fun @ NRA camp k! Meet up soon!

♥yours truly. 11:18 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

Hello world! Its been ages since I last updated and yes, life's been fabulous! Thank my current lazy mood for forbidding me to blog in a detailed manner but.. Here's a quick overview of what happened the past few days:

Friday:

Exams ended (like finally!) and ATRM paper wasnt a breeze for me, but I shan't waste any braincells thinking abt it anymore till results day! (: Met up with dance darls after that and off we went to Marina to chill, slack and enjoy the Fireworks display! And oh boyyyy, they were maginificent I tell you! Though we stood at the wrong spot, part of the display cld still be seen pretty clearly. (: Here's a collage of some designs:

Beaufiful.. isn't it?

Group pic w/o Ping Ting & Ryan..

Saturday:

A day out with baby! (: I think we can be crowned as the most undecisive ppl on the world. Haha. Thought for super long but still, no ideas of any interesting places enlightened us. So in the end, we towned around Wisma, PS, Clarke Quay and finally went back to JP(yes JP again) in an attempt to search for 命中注定我爱你cus I wanted to grab a drama to mug. But due to its high price, I restricted myself from buying it. (: Great day spent, great time tog, great memories to rmb. Love! Pics afterwards yeah!

Sunday:

Met up with 'The Gang' and thank you, Akio, for organizing the reunion consisting of the ever-so-loving lovebirds, Alycia&Billy, Mas, Akio, Derek, Perry, JK, Renee and Von. It was definitely a bad day to spend at Sentosa all thanks to the oh-so-sucky RAIN, which dampened our spirits quite a lil cos most of us wanted to get a tan out of the outing. On the other hand, we managed to spend some quality time catching up with one another and all btw, they're still as CHEEKY as ever.! Cus they forced me to ask baby to fetch me frm them cus they wanted to see him personally, and were all soo fascinated by my 'story'. =p Sad that I didn't get to pop my face in in the grp photo since I left early but I LOVE YOU ALL! (: Lets meet up after their As are over? Below are a few pics taken with the girls & some others with mr.boyf! ((:

Diapers & Pampers ((: Sisterly love!

One of the many pics we took!

With Mas! Pls go to her blog for more pics (((:

After washing up ;

I love this pic :D

Haha whats with my face?!

Today:

Gonna meet the girls later for K session at Bugis, after which it'll be dinner with baby again! Then when night falls, mom&dad will FINALLY be back! I miss them! And I can't wait to see my new belongings! Cheers! (:

P.S: To all those who took part in BP Comp, Great job! I'm proud of you guys! (: And oh boy, I MISS DANCING! I doubt I can dance properly alrdy, hahahaha.

Tell me. How sweet can you get, my love? (:
Thanks for always being so caring, so lovely.
It's all appreciated!
Please take care at work;
&Iloveyou always..

♥yours truly. 1:14 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

& You can't deny the fact that sometimes, love hurts. But I guess it's worth it, even if it means shedding tears for someone you truly love.

andiloveyouso. (:

♥yours truly. 11:28 AM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I seem to have something for Tourism-related modules. Last sem was Hospitality&OperationsMgt and today's Conventions&EventsMgt. What the heck. I was alr dumb enough to misread the qn for hotel room setups last time round and today, I found out that I actually misunderstood the meaning of session formats and wrote the o-p-p-o-s-i-t-e things for 2qns worth 20marks altogether. Great job mel! (((((((:

Tell me that I can still secure the grade I wanted for CEM. Tell me. The paper was def manageable with all the given hints.. So yea. Got pretty upset over the matter but thank God Baby was there for me.

To boy: I knew you had a hard time trying to put a smile across my face cus I was really feeling super emo but no worries alright- I'm ok now. (: I just gotta rant and accept the fact that the friggin paper is already over & there's nth I can do abt it. &Thank you for the wonderful night anyw! Lotsa love! <3>

So with two papers down, we're only left with one module and although its the last paper, its the toughest. Cus its related to my enemy- numbers! Just this afternoon, the girls & I were claiming that we seem less stressed out and panicky this exam and I'm hoping that Accounting will not break the norm.

To ATRM: I.have.to.conquer.you.no.matter.what.so.pls.dont.give.me.a.hard.time.ok?

Friday's still two days away but I'm praying that it'll arrive fast cus I want my freedom! When Sat night arrives, Mom&Dad will be back. I can't wait! (:

Its been ages since I last danced and I miss dance a lot. I suppose all techniques are rusty and I doubt remembering the Samba steps. Booo. I need to dance.. And and and.. I miss my dance darlings super much. )):

♥yours truly. 10:04 PM

Sunday, August 17, 2008

The one hour phone convo with Liuchin darl certainly made up the huge amt of catching up time which was lost due to our busy schedules. (: We listened to each other's complains, whinings & interesting updates abt our lives and oh boy, you sure are full of whinings girl! Haha. Please please be a less-busy person and don't be soo involved in attaining cca pts cus I miss spending time with sj and you! I think last year's Sentosa outing in June was officially the last time the 3 of us went chilling tog and all thanks to our hectic lifestyles, we haven't had a chance to have an outing even till now. ):

After exams k darls! (: I miss the both of you tons & tons!

So PMKT's finally over and done with, but I have to admit that it sucked quite a fair bit. The terms were alien-like and some questions weren't in our 'supposed syllabus' since the darn lecturer didn't ask us to focus on that. Imagine flipping the paper and being shocked by QuestionONE. Hahaha. I'll be happy if a B/B+ comes back to me on Sept 15. (: Pray?

Then again, the completion of 1/3 papers doesn't signify liberty but somehow, my mood's a lil diverted to holidays. I'm a total lazy bug today as I:

Napped, munched, tved for 15mins , chatted and barely flipped through pmkt for a mere 20 mins

It's bad I know so I gotta make sure that I'm on track tmr and Monday before the bomb arrives on Tues afternoon. Tmr's another mugging session with Baby and let's hope that it'll be productive! It has to be! ((:

To Bf: Thank you for your care, your patience, your love. (: Though mom&dad are in HK, I've never once felt lonely due to yr presence. You make wonders. And even though we do not see each other 24/7, what matters most is the love we share. You know that I'll always be there for you and I know you are too. After all, it's the heart & thought which causes miracles. And meals have definitely been a joy with you around too! Together, we'll fight the remaining journey tog. Study hard and much loves dear! :DD

♥yours truly. 12:45 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

Just like how the cliche saying goes: The rainbow will appear after the storm.

And it certainly did. Though tearing 3 times in a day was bad, I'm glad that we're both back to our usual self today. Isn't it so much better to be happy and not worry about anything? :))

I love the way you smile when you look at me.
I love the happy look on yr face when I surprised you.
I love the way you hold my hands tightly and never let go.
I love the way you hold me in yr arms each time we're tog.
I love the way your way of constantly calling 'dearrrrrr' & being all whiny, just like a small boy.
I love your scent, your taste & your smell.
I love the way you wipe those tears off my face & tell me that everything's alright.
I love yr constant encouragements to ask me to not give up.
I love yr promises that I'll be the happiest girl in the world.
I love the way you assure me of what the future holds.
I love every single moment that we have together.
I love you, my dearest. (:

Like you said, its God who brought us tog and its destiny which brought us close. I'll never forget the reason you gave when I asked you why hadn't we met earlier. You're just.. too wonderful to be true. And please dont be sorry for what happened yesterday, for we'll always be looking forward for a better tomorrow ((:

Till my next post! Study hard people. ;D And lets hope that the upcoming PMKT paper will be a manageable one. *crosses fingers*

♥yours truly. 1:08 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Baby..

Did you know that

You made me worry when you turned quiet out of a sudden;
You made me wonder all over the place thinking what's the cause of yr sudden moodiness;
You made me feel v uneasy;
Your silence in the bus ride back home made me frightened;
Your unconfident assurance of 'I'm alright' made my doubts even stronger;
Telling me that 'I'm fine' when yr face doesn't portray the same meaning hurts;
Trying to hold back yr tears when you could barely do so hurts;
Telling me not to tear when you're doing the same thing hurts;
Burying yr head on my shoulder in an attempt to hide yr tears hurts;
Trying to act a strong front just bcus you don't wana affect my study mood, hurts..

That it hurts like shit to see you controlling yr emotions just bcus u dont want me to be affected. You forbade me from tearing but I couldn't control my emotions either. In fact, I could literally feel my heart burning as the tears streamed down while I was in the shower. And to tell you the truth, I didn't tear bcus of the 9 days. I teared upon yr sillyness of keeping all yr feelings deep in yr heart & not letting them out just because of me. Deep inside, You must have felt damn shitty but yet, you bottled everything up.. )):

Oh my silly silly boy, promise me that you'll never do such silly things again, will you? We promised to share our thoughts, isn't it?

You know that no matter what, I'll always love you and you'll always be my one & only baby. Mug hard my boy. I'll see you on Sat. (:

♥yours truly. 7:42 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

What's with being 18 years old when I don't act like one.
Feeling emo and letting tears drop on the first night my parents are in HK and not having anyone here with me except the room tenant,
I feel so. ashamed of myself. Literally.. Haha.
I miss you mom and dad, pls come back quickk.
And I miss you my dear.. )): Although we did spend a few hours tog today..

Thanks for those comforting words.. I'm. lost for words. (:

"the only time u can drop ur tears is when i'm with u ok? cause i'll b there 2 wipe them off 4 u.. n tell u its ok:) its over:)"

"what's life if I have everything but you?"

May this emo shit go off soon. I need to mug..

To bf: You're my reason to live(:

♥yours truly. 11:34 PM

Saturday, August 09, 2008

The projects nightmare is finally, and I repeat, finally over! Let's celebrate!? Haha. (if only) We still have the friggin exams to conquer and they're in a week's time. How nice. But as much as I dread their coming, I know that they'll be over before we even know it. So people, let's tone down a lil and get those darn notes into our brains soon! (:

Let's hope I'll start studying soon. Cus ystd and today's filled with fun, fun & more fun. (: But before that, lets see what was done on o7o8o8;

o7o8o8

Met up with the girls in school after heading to the doc to complete our LAM hard copy report since the friggin colour printer was down the prev day and so, we didn't hand the report in on Wed. Rushed like mad in an attempt to complete everything by 11am but only handed it in an hour later. Thank god Andy Oh was lazy enough to not collect the reports then. Haha. But anyw, we're really really satisfied with our 12,000 words report (although its 3x the required length). Great job everyone! ((: I simply love working with you girls ((: And yeah shux, our evaluation for the wow day surveys was a gd job done too. Hehe! (:

Then baby came to meet me and we were contemplating on where to go; ended up heading to town with Est, Ley and Shux cus they wanted to catch Money Not Enough 2, but it turned out that tickets were all sold out by the time we rushed to The Cathay/Cine. So in the end, we had dinner at Taka and the girls had a good time playing with the various frames in Esther's phone. I must say that the frames were cool.. I'm just hoping that Ley/Shux/Est doesnt post any photo up. :x

Anyw, here's some pics that we took during ATRM presentation on Tues. Presenting to you: The FBIs of TR04 ((:

8ight!

XOXO

Although I'm always m______ by you, I still love you ley! :D

Look at the height diff;

o8o8o8
Happy happy 2nd, baby love!(: Although today wasn't spent in any particular special place, I treasured every single moment with you. I enjoyed the dinner, the movie, the long bus rides- everything was simply great! You made my day, and the time spent with you was.. priceless. I swear you made me the happiest girl, and today's one of these days when I can never forget. And yes! It's not abt the destination, but the quality of the time spent with each other. Though I'll not be around on o8o9o8, please rmb that you're always in my heart, be it when I'm in HK, be it anywhere. Cause you'll always be my baby.. I love you tons & tons! ((: xoxo!

Yr eye was squashed but i still like this pic the most ((:

♥yours truly. 1:16 AM

Monday, August 04, 2008

何耀珊-做你的公主

或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开

喜欢你偶尔做怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实在
孩子气的胸怀

曾经有过的恋爱
仿佛一片空白
直到遇见你
我才真的存在

我只想做你的公主
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护

我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我
地球也暂停脚步
我霎那间清楚你是我的幸福

Aww.. Aren't the above lyrics sweet? Dear sent me this damn-nice song ystd as part of our 5-songs a day practice and till now, I'm deeply indulged and addicted to it! Omg!

These couple of days have been crazy. Project madness. Fancy having to go to school on a Sat, staying home for the whole of Sunday and rushing till late at night to finish a project. We almost died. But yeah, I'm actually pretty glad that we managed to finish everything on time and things weren't as bad as we thought they'll be. Thumbs up for ATRM proj ppl! Now we're only left with the freaking 5% presentation tmr and to complete our LAM proj by Wed 5pm. After that, we'll be FREE from the projects nightmare. It really sucks, having to push yrself to stay up late in the night just to complete those ppt slides, reports, proposals and to find that they are worth less than 10%. ):

With the frigging flu attacking me like nobody's business since I've surrendered, nothing can be worse. But with a super sweet & caring boyf who's always nagging constantly to ask me to sleep, as well as the power of those phone convos & tight hugs, I'm still happy and surviving!

我只想做你的公主((:

♥yours truly. 8:09 PM

Sunday, August 03, 2008

To: my body, please don't give way. I can't afford to be sick during this crucial period. It's 2 weeks to the freaking EXAMS and the projs are still incompleted.

What's more; o8o8o8's fast approaching and National Day's coming too, so the above spells fun yo! So note to self: I have to resist the flu bug from attacking me. :)

And yea, wow day's finally over and done with at Hotel InterContinental ystd. Great experience and great job, TRM!

The connection has been like shitzxz for the past few nights and I'm getting really really irritated! Freak Singtel! ):

Although life's been tiring, I'm a happy girl! And you know the reason behind it. Big smiles! :DD

& You're all I can ever ask for. (: Hearts!

♥yours truly. 12:49 AM