How nice will things be if we're able to transform ourselves into tiny organisms and sneak into that teeny weeny brain of theirs so as to understand their thoughts? If only;

We can't blame ourselves for what happened, nor can we blame ourselves for such emotions and feelings. After all, it's all in the mind and its part of human nature that we feel this way. But when you sense the change, you're naturally affected. The feeling's extremely sucky becus one moment you're enjoying yourself tremendously and before you know it, your hopes seem to have dashed past. That's when you get all worked up and depressed about things and slowly but surely, you'll find your emotions/imaginations running wild like they never had.

Argh, I gota keep my thoughts stagnant. If I'm gonna continue this way, I'll really haveta say byebye to good GPA already. ): But anway, here's something I wanna express. Do not take me for granted.

Interpret it yourself, your way :D

And if you didn't know, I'm taking forever to type this entry cos I keep hitting the backspace button. What's wrong? ):

Perhaps a switch in language will help. I hope?

有时真的觉得自己非常的傻；明知道是不可能，最后还是默默地等待，默默地守护着。也许是看到他人幸福的一幕，因此自己也想尝尝那种甜蜜的滋味以及没烦恼的日子。我也想找个能够倾诉的对象，同时也希望有一个你可以与我分担悲伤的时刻。。可是，人生就是那么的坎坷，那么的不公平。古人说：老天是有眼的。那假如事情是如此，为什么我们往往都得不到所要的东西呢？

无论是学业上，友情或爱情，我都觉得不公平。很多时，虽然他人没放很大的心思在作业上，拿回来的成绩可是非常优良的。而我们虽用尽了能力，得到的成绩就是不怎样。当我听到那分数时，我真的不知该怎么办了，自信心也跟着下降。。

马儿真的会在2008年犯太岁吗？为什么从年头到现在，没有一件事是顺利，是值得我开心的？好希望鼠年会带来许多美好的时刻与经典，也盼望接下来的日子会更好！我相信，总有一天我会找到幸福，从此后做个开开心心的 Melody :D. 祝我成功，好吗？(:

Mind you: i took THREE hours to finish this post all thanks to my darn brain. Great job mel.

Thatwish.//

♥yours truly. 8:21 PM

Ms Melody Li, you can just go and bang the wall, see stars and collapse on the spot. You're not at all serious nor are you productive when you do your work. Shit you!

Tell me. How are you gonna score?

I will pluck out that darn internet cable someday. Just wait.

Anyway, here's another set of sorrowful but lovely lyrics. Enjoy. :)

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be,
forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believethat I can do almost anything
You stood right by methrough the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be,
forever babyI'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be,
forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

♥yours truly. 9:01 PM

A lovely song with fabulous lyrics. Interprete it. (:

Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

♥yours truly. 6:53 PM

♥yours truly. 1:05 AM

so i wish to turn 18 asap. Hopefully by then, I'll be able to do many more things without granting permission from them. Let's pray.

*Something pleasant and happy to announce: We finally finished our Hip-hop choreography today! FINISHED eh. Danced fr 10+ till the end of s&w and I'm really shagged now. Thanks to shirley darl for putting to much effort in choreo the dance. It's lovely! But of course, the rest of us haveta practise extra hard in prep for next Fri's comp.. Let's do it tog girls; we'll rawk the class! :D

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister
but then the passion flares again

♥yours truly. 9:25 PM

As the saying goes, you'll never succeed until you experience failure and I guess this applies for everything, be it in work, studies, interests or whatsoever. Sometimes, God feels that you're enjoying too much and wants you to take a step back and reflect on your past activities. These activities might have been satisfying, useful or even a waste of time but what matters most is the ability to stride past the difficult stage and move on.

After all, there's no point in whining or to feel depressed since what's done cannot be undone, so your ultimate option should be to think of ways to resolve the adversity and soar to greater heights.

I think I'm an excellent example. Academic wise, I've been doing pretty well since Sec1 and it's all thanks to the hardwork and perseverance inside me. I pushed myself to mug hard knowing that the end result will reflect all costs. But it's really kinda sad that this time round, such grades will not be reflected given the amt of effort I've contributed. It's depressing, esp when you're the kind who will have hit the books at least once everyday. I do not even do so this sem. Instead, I give in to temptations, peer pressure, fatigue and think of numerous excuses just to prevent myself from studying. ):

It sucks but should the results be disappointing, I have only myself to blame. No one told me to slack. No one told me to overdance. No one told me to switch on the lappie everynight and blog my heart out. No one but me, the devil inside me. And if you interpret this from another perspective, maybe God just wants me to understand the consequences of slacking so much so that I won't ever dare to be this lazy in future. *touches wood*

Likewise for dance. I've been having lotsa fun and enjoyment when I was still with Rich but my heart literally stopped when we broke partnership. But then again, this may be God's way of letting me know the importance of accommodating with others and for me to reflect as I search for a new partner. I'm hoping that things will work out btwn Tin and I! :D

All in all, God has a reason behind everything; He knows what's best for us and He'll always lay the path for our journey and lead the way. :)

So to all my friends out there who're upset abt their Os results, cheer up and move on! Like I said, there's no use brooding over them now since you can't change what's on that sheet of paper. Don't feel disappointed/bad/depressed cus as long as you've tried your best, it's absolutely okay. It so happens that in LIFE, efforts aren't reflected even though you might have done a lot. Just keep your options and thoughts open ya and I'll be there for you anytime, any moment! :D

On a side note, I realised that Rumba is a really really super extremely difficult dance after attending today's tech class. I have tons of problems to correct but no matter what, I'll continue prac hard and hopefully, I'll get them right someday.. ((: The human body resembles a machine since hip isolation and full compression of the back muscles are required when we dance.

I feel the passion for dance burning inside me and it's forever so deep & strong. Even as the horrifying exams approach, my heart's still for dance and how I'm gona go about improving. If school modules resemble dance, then they'd have received the same concentration & effort from me. Oh well..

It's 2.25AM on a frigging Friday morning and I'm still up. SS & Gdnight earthings ((:

reminiscing those days//.

♥yours truly. 11:59 PM

A simple command of finishing up a bowl of soup can actually trigger an argument. Unbelievable?

The very fact is that I can't stand peeps who go against my statement. When I claim that I'm full & bloated, leave me alone. Anyway, I don't see how significant a bowl of soup is for you to ask me to never urge you to broil soups in future. Then again, I'd like to ask, since when did I question? Maybe it's just your tradition to cook some weekly but I'm perfectly fine without it. Water is definitely alright.

Say I'm spoilt, say I'm rude, say all you can cos I won't bloody care. Afterall, this is the daughter whom you have today so accept it- a daughter who's defiant, lazy, unglam, rude.. and whatever adjectives you think suit me.

Sometimes I just wish I can live on my own and learn to be more independent.
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And here I am, rotting my time away as I laze around Ourspace with the company of Rach, ley and Jem. The rest of the girls are in town chillin' but the 3 of us decided to just stay in school till FABM lecture starts at 3. But I'm thinking of whether I should give it a miss since we don't usually pay attention to Apri's teaching given its level of boredom..

There's still MIEC peer tutoring fr 5-7 and I don't feel like going for it either. The tutor's kinda sucky but I haveta be present in order to have my 10bucks back at the end of the sem. How nice.

So dance was super fun last night and girls, I'm sure we enjoyed ourselves to the max during formation isn't it? =p Though the carrying & swinging part was kinda tough, it was definitely an experience! Ha. Then we dined at BTP with the usual peeps and hdb korkor was happily chatting about taxi fares and stuff, followed by the $20m toto draw which falls at the end of Feb. Then teacher melvin commented that he's so gonna be a taxi driver in future. It was darn hilarious I tell ya.! :D

And btw, Bcomm report writing test is FINALLY over after a handful of last min mugging and I was seriously scaredd before the papers were distributed. Freak. and never did i do such last min studying before so let's conclude that melmel is now a LAZY FREAK when its just 3 bloody weeks to exams.

Just go die mel, die die die.

There's OPERA test tmr and I'm freaking worried. I just wanna dance, can I?

Please don't,

♥yours truly. 8:08 PM

Guess what? Ms Ho's on MC and so, OPERA test has been postponed to Thurs fr 3.3o-4.3opm, which means that I'll not able to return to yhss for release of Os results. How nice. Had thought that there wouldn't be HOM this thurs since revision lecture should be the following week but poof, Ley called and informed me abt the change.

This also means that we'll be having 6 hours of break since FABM tutorial ends at 11 and Bcomm test only begins at 5.3opm. It's gonna be 6 full hours of unproductive time spent in school since I can concentrate when I'm in sch, be it in Ourspace, the Library or the Atrium.

The thought of Bcomm makes things worse since practically none of us pays attention in that friggin lady's lesson. So perhaps the price to pay is to do independent learning. My goodness.

Can someone wake me up from dreamland and drain all the laziness from my soul, pretty please?

& may you likewise every moment;

♥yours truly. 6:55 PM

I find this new skin ultra sweet and lovely, simply bcus its themed pink and speaks about Valentines day. Speaking of thw special Feb 14th, it's pretty upsetting that most of us will be spending it with our books/notes since the dreadful majors are just the following day. Looks like NP has a really effective way of scheduling the papers so much so that we won't be able to enjoy during cny. How nice.

I've been stoning practically the whole of today and haven't been doing much productive stuff. Shit you mel, you're so gona die this time round. Where's the mel mel who used to complete all tutorials the day lectures are held? Where's the girl who was full of enthusiasm and hope to do well? And where's that positive mindset?

Seriously speaking, I don't know. I seem to have drifted to a faraway land ever since this sem began or should I say, ever since the year started. Things haven't been going smoothly and there're also various reasons for my lost concentration. It's sad but what can I do? I wana do well still and get myself into a Local Uni if possible, but all these seem so bleak right now.

When I try not to think about all those worries, they just keep flooding my mind again and so, I fail to do so.

Anyway, here's a set of wonderful lyrics of my blog song, TI AMO by Farenheit. Enjoy!

雖然是簡單的形容
雖然是重复的動作
因為有你
讓一切都變成不平凡
好想縫合你我手心
就這樣牽住放不開
有你陪伴
呼吸著有你的空气 就是幸福 ~!

TiAmo ~
tequiero ~

每一天都要愛上你
想著你沉入夢境
一睜眼一清醒
第一個想到又是你

사랑해~
and I love you ~
我每天都要愛上你
少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰
怎樣都不算蹉跎~
陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠~~

Will you be my Valentine?

♥yours truly. 5:33 PM

& I figured out once again that the higher your expectations are, the more disappointed you'll be should things flop. This I agree..

Whether you like it or not, accept the very fact that things don't always go the way we want them to. In fact, they tend to fail in most cases and it sucks.

But sadly, it isn't within our ability to control such situations or prevent them from taking place.. O how great will things be if mankind have complete control over a wider range of stuffs?!

So open house officially came to an end today and it was 3 good days of hardwork & time spent at dance booth. For some reason, I'm currently shagged to the max and although we didn't do a lot of publicity, everything was definitely worth our time. Afterall, I'm always willing to go all out for NPDS and for dance cos I simply love dance loads!

I need a good night's sleep. Have been getting only 3hours of rest for the past few days (excluding ystd) and it's time for me to replenish em all since the friggin exams are just a stone's throw away. Eff them all! I don't wana find myself having sleepless nights bcus of late night mugging sessions once again. It's torturous..

This year's super advance x'mas pressie: a fabulous brain which can multi-task in all ways! Ha. in my dreams I suppose..

Treasure is the word.
Don't ask for too much,
Nor too little;
For if it belongs to you,
it'll eventually do,
if you're meant to be.

♥yours truly. 11:58 PM

Sometimes, you just gota accept what's going on and face the reality no matter how hard it may appear to be, be it by being thick-skinned, pouring your hearts out or whatsoever.

It helps, and I guess i'm feeling a lil better after talking things out with Rich this evening. If we hadn't spoke, I think I'll still be putting on that smile each time we meet till God knows when and it obviously isn't good. I just didn't know how to react when we met. :\ Afterall, an unsuccessful partnership doesnt mean a short friendship, isn't it?

And to come to think of it, I've really grown a lot from this 8 months of experience in terms of perseverance, understanding, accommodating, giving in, not being selfish, those intensive dance trainings before comp, the sense of satisfactin & achievement when we saw our names in the finals and many more values which I wouldn't have discovered if not for this partnership. I have to admit that it hasn't been v. smooth sailing but I enjoyed dancing tog with ya esp during comp itself. :)

Once again, I thank teacher sharon for helping me out so much this time round. She's really, really nice and she'll go all out just to help her students. I'm hoping that I'm able to adjust my thoughts, feelings and mindset asap and hopefully, the momentum to dance will be back in no time. Fret not, for I'll never ever lose hope and stop dancing. It's just too hard to do so even though I gota practise alone and not go for p.lessons for the time being. Let's hope that I'll improve. I have to, I must and I will cause there's no time to waste. (:

Go mel go!

&itstimetogetbacktoSCHOOLWORKsoon. Omg. ): I hate it, and what's worse is that the mometum to start revision aint there, neither am I on task. Kill me please. Byebye good GPA, hello bad GPA. Let's be friends, shall we?

can I?

♥yours truly. 11:51 PM

Imagine being bombarded by a piece of shocking news during your tutorial session. How would you feel? It was so sudden that I almost broke down on the spot. All thanks to my loves and perserverance, I held them back till the limits crossed.

Why? Why so sudden? Am I really such a burden to you so much so that there's a need to end it.? I admit that this thought has crossed my mind several times, but the main reason why I would think like such is commitment. And even though the message has alr been brought across, I still hope that we can negotiate and perhaps come up to an agreement which both parties agree to?

I don't know what to do if we're to end it for sure. In dancesport, guys are lacking in great numbers and it's really not easy to source for another partner in such a short period of time.. I don't wanna stop you see.. Dance is my passion, dance is my life, dance in everything. That's why I mentioned that it wouldn't be that bad if you break the news of me failing that damn exam.

This was definitely worse and I seriously felt like shit from the moment I got to know about it till now. Time passed exceptionally slowly on Tuesday since I was trying my best to put up a strong and happy front even though I was crumbling on the inside. Seeing others have such stable partnerships make me wonder what sins I've committed in my previous life to deserve such a horrible fate, and witnessing friends practise their rumba routines make me eager to start mine too. Oh how i wish..

And yes, I teared. I couldn't take it although I tried to hold back my tears. I hate to cry in front of others cus it sucks.. It's super embarrassing you see..

For now, I'm just clinging on to that small lil hope and I hope that Teacher sharon can make miracles happen. Like what she has said, even a day more is worth cherishing. Of course, I must thank all those who were there for me mentally, physically and in other forms.

To Shirley: Thanks for consoling me and hearing me cry. Ha. It was so embarrassing la.. But thanks a lot, especially for that sweet post of yours. Made me damn touched can.. :) Loveya loads! ( But I'm not your WIFE alright! )

To Aud, Esther & Char: Thanks for cheering and making attemps to make me feel better, not forgetting all the support too. I love you girls!

To BFF: You never fail to be by my side and help me with every little thing. Thanks for everything, JUYING. (: Muack.

To Alicia: Thanks a lot for being there for me and for rushing to the club house after class. Really really appreciate it darling. I love you lots!

To Des, Ken, Yvonne, Vallence, Darren, Pin & other dance mates: Don't worry guys, I'll stay strong no matter what and it's that passion for dance which matters! To Ken and Des especially, thanks for taking time off your hectic schedule to cheer me up and make me :). And Ken, thanks for all the SONGS. =p Haha.

To M&S: Thanks for your advices and words. You guys made me feel encouraged and lifted up a portion of my sadness. Especially teacher sharon, you're really fabulous! Your optimism, your words, your suggestions, your care. I love you two a lot and YOU GUYS RAWK AND NPDS LOVES YOU! (:

Today's the start of NP open house till Sat and it's time to head to Dance booth to help out, after which there'll be technique class at night. The stretchings, the splits. I can't wait. =p

This week has been pretty unproductive though. Mood has been disrupted and I haven't been doing my tutorials for next week. Neither have I started revision.. I'm so dead.

Labels: I'll always love dance.

♥yours truly. 11:48 AM

♥yours truly. 2:00 AM

A great day spent! Not on school stuffs but leisure and dance. :D The 8 of us went to k-ster @ chinatown and we finally got the chance to K together! (: And of course, we had a fab time in that small lil room while sitting on beanbags and lying on the floor. I also discovered that
SHIRLEY GOH SHUPING has a fantastic voice which mesmerizes all when she sings!

Go join 校园SUPERSTAR soon dear! You'll win! :D

Went off with ley after k-ing cos I had to go back to sch for dance and she had to do miec e-learning. A blur incident occurred to Ms Goh and it so happened that I,too, became another sotong back in the board games room. Tsk. :x

Then was meeting for next week's Open House, after which we headed to studio and sadly, Vallence and Vonnes' realised that their wallets were stolen. Oh man, shit those dishonest freaks who lack integrity..

We had tech class after teacher sharon finished with Pin's priv. And ya know what we did? Intensive warm-ups and stretchings! Ha. Classic eh. Cos Sharon claimed that we don't do proper stretchings, she made us do a series of Splits and required us to stay there for more than a min. It was indeed torturing but nevertheless, it was great exercise! We did spins and walks too and at when the lesson ended, everyone was super shag and our legs were wobbly. We're so gonna get muscle/body aches tmr. =x

P.S: MISS WANG SHI JIAO: YOU'RE SOOO FLEXIBLE LA. EVEN TILL NOW! *envy envy*

And Des, Mich, Darren, Pam, Janani, Mel&Sharon and BFF & I went to BT to have dinner after dance. Mr Melvin Tan claims that he's not gona be my friend just because I didn't ask him if he wanted Sugarcane Juice or not. Haha. :p

Next week's gona be an ultra-busy week since there's that Bcomm presentation and open house's arriving. Busy busy! ):

Deadshit!

♥yours truly. 12:29 AM

I had a nice glimpse of what the real society's like today; a very good glimpse in fact.

Sometimes, I really don't understand why peeps discriminate. Shouldn't each and every one of us be equal? Aren't all humans? Perhaps the only differences lie in culture, skin colour, character and any other reasons you may think of.

I don't see many flaws, nor do I see a strong reason as to why the centre of 'attraction' each time. Conversely, _'s always the one who does the most things most of the time and yet, all efforts were never once appreciated. Instead, people shoot remarks. People backstab. People beat ard the bush for the sole purpose of making him feel bad, outcasted and unwelcome.

So after all these, may I ask. What do you gain out of making others feel bad? I guess it's just a sense of satisfaction which makes you glad. Then again, please ask yourself if what you're doing is right..

I feel that the above acts are against our conscience. Yes, the fact is that no one's perfect and I'm sure everyone wants to be the best individual we can to our max ability. However, by acting like such, you are just portraying a very negative side of an individual..

There's prolly nothing much that can be done, except to hope that everyone will change their thoughts over time. I emphathise greatly with him..

** The above are just opinions and thoughts about some general occurences as observed so I'm not referring to anyone in particular.

I was bloghopping a while ago and I came across this blog. Saw come very harsh and hurting comments and I'd like to speak a little about it. Leave if you're not interested.

You think they're not up to standard. You think they're bad. You think they do not deserve such posts. And you say everything.. So what if they weren't a contributor to our total medal tally? So what if you don't agree to their words at times, and in what position are you to give such comments about them behind their back?!

I've said this before and I shall repeat myself once again. They are people whom we highly respect and they are role models. Think you're better than them or that some others are better? So be it. Work yourself up to the level of being a country rep and just keep your bloody mouth shut..

It's jealousy, I should say. You're jealous that they're better than you and you try to find all kinds of flaws in them and pick them out one by one.

To whomever it may concern, I DESPISE YOU.

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So we're finally DONE with our HOM FABM IA today. Had the damn project presented and let's just hope that we'll get reasonable marks. Hopefully.. And although we didn't really dance today, I had a meaningful time listening to Melvin's debrief. Looking forward to our new formation as well as Sun's p! (: It's gona be Rumba, the dance of love. Ha.

Nights!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SHIRLEY GOH SHUPING! LOVEYA LOADS! ((:

♥yours truly. 12:34 AM

Have you ever experienced a state of joy and the next moment, you find your hopes being pulled down like they never did?

It kinda sucks you know, especially when you've put in so much effort but you find that the end product's not gona be anything pleasant. I mentioned 'hoping for the best' in my previous post but I guess that hope's not gona progress for now.

And yes, I'm talking about the Bstats test which we took 6 hours ago. My mind went totally blank as I turned the script over. OPL did mention earlier that there's gona be SEQ for the first part but everyone thought that he was joking. I mean, who'll think that theory qns will appear for math-related papers?! It's ridiculous. The rest of the qns were un-do-able too.. So when the paper ended, everyone was complaining that the test qns seemed so different from those in the text & tutorial, and that there's a high chance that we'll fail the darn paper which is 100 marks.

To the setter of the paper: great job done! :D You just killed everyone who're taking Bstats this sem on the spot and it doesn't matter how well we've done for our first test. Just tell us how we can get that 'A', will ya?

But then again, what's to say when things are alr done? Just like what that cliche phrase names: There's no use crying over spilt milk so let's move on! (: We still have tons of work waiting for us to attend to before the major exams come and tmr's the last lap for HOM FABM IA cus we're gonna present our projects! :D So friends, hang in there alright? Make those late nights be worth your sacrifice and effort! :)

On a brighter note, there's dance tmr and I can't wait. We rested for the whole of last week and my legs are itching like mad. Ha. Great luck to everyone for tmr's presentation and thumbs up, TR22! :D

♥yours truly. 10:30 PM

I'm back from a short mugging session with jk at hke mac and I can't believe that I sat still for close to 3 hours while practising bstats. It seems a lot more study-friendlier than miec and I'm hoping for the best for tmr's paper. Tmr's finally the submission of our integrated assignment but I guess tues's the day when everyone will heave a sigh of relieve after we're done with our presentations. All the best people and let's do our best for this last lap, considering the amount of effort we all forked in in this darn project. I don't rmb feeling this stressed for last sem's ITR FMM IA. Maybe its really because of the increase in difficulty level. Imagine yourself going back to school from morning-afternoon on a wonderful Saturday with the need to complete everything. And the friggin aunty at the printing shop beside the library had such a detestable attitude that Esther and I were so pissed. Super unhelpful and attitude-d!

The entire nightmare will only be over after Feb 20th since we're having our last paper on that day. And oh boy; there's a long way to go (even though it's only a month plus away).. I also dread the upcoming weeks cos we're seriously gona suffer like mad. Take a look at this:

Mon Jan 7th: HOM FABM project submission, Bstats CT 2
Tues Jan 8th: HOM FABM project presentation
Tues Jan 22nd: Bcomm test on reports (suck)
Wed Jan 23rd: Deadline for MIEC BCOMM assignment ( which is not even started )
Fri Jan 25th: CATS assignment 2 presentation
Unknown date: Opera test

)))))):

When Feb comes, the shivers will tag along cos it's gonna be exam time. I presume that we're not gonna enjoy our CNY very much, all thanks to those upcoming mugging sessions. Dead shit.

The gang went to chill and watch NP Concert Band's concert @ S.c.h ystd night and it sure was great to chill out a lil and keep ourselves away fr all the school work though I was in a daze most of the time. :x I'm looking forward to the coming weekend cus I suppose we're going for our next K-session? Duet filmings again okay! Ha.

Some Random photos ; and before I leave, here's a a few lovely paragraphs to share. Came across teohuei's blog and saw this. It would be better to include it in my last post in 2007 but anyways..

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.




















Perhaps I may turn to like numbers one day. Who knows?



















And in case you haven't seen, here's mel's handwriting when she's LAZY and bored.















This qn killed me for MIEC CT.

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♥yours truly. 6:03 PM

Here's a teeny weeny request: can there be more than 24 hours a day? or can the clock please stop ticking by the second?

Time is really short and conversely, there're a million tasks to complete. That damn HOM FABM IA's due on Monday and we're still not done yet. I guess everyone's chionging the proj like mad these few days since we often see each other even after 6pm. This reminds me of last sem's ITR FMM IA and what does this tell you? Tourism projects are a killer and they suck. Yes it's our fault that we didn't do more work before this so its kinda last min in the sense that everything's cramped tog. But nothing can change the fact that its a super yucky proj. Sucks, sucks, sucks.!

Here's another piece of news: we're down for BSTATS CT 2 this MONDAY! Claps* Now can someone pls find some time for me to start revision for the 3 bstats topics? Cos I seriously don't see any. Oh god. Oh god. HOM FABM's presentation's on Tues and we still have a whole lot of MIEC e-learning to complete by God-knows-when (next week). Plus, there's this Bcomm test coming up and I don't even know a shit that shithead is teaching in class. Omg. I'm dead meat.

Byebye good GPA. Hello bad GPA. )): Boo. I know I'm being a complain queen/pessimistic freak here but I can't help it. It's just the first time a new year's began this badly, with hell loads of stress even on the first day of school.

Kill me pleaseeeee. I hate school.

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♥yours truly. 10:53 PM

Before I pen my first post of the year, a very HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my friends out there! Throw away all sorrows and unhappiness and let everything start anew. Also, may 2oo8 bring joy, luck and prosperity to all! (: God Bless!

So I had my very first countdown session with the gang ystd at Marina. Don't be surprised about it being my first official countdown cos most of the time, I spend new year in HK. Even if I had spent it here, I was just too lazy and small to go for such events. Ha. \

Des, Ken, Ryan, Vonne, BFF and I met up for lunch at Chinatown before heading to partyworld fr 3-7. It's the THIRD time in two weeks that I've made a trip to K and although its enjoyable, it's a case of robbery. We camwhored quite a lot in the room and even filmed MTVs while singing 屋顶. Ken paired up with both Vonne and Sj and acted out the entire wuding while Des and I acted a scene. Man it was super hilarious I tell you! =p Then we filmed outselves sitting tog and singing 朋友too, after which Des started the pushing game and the three girls were almost squashed. HAHA.

When it was time for dinner, we decided to head to Marina South for steamboat since we could easily walk to the bay and have our countdown there. But before that, the guys were debating on which would be a faster route to marina may so Des came out with a brilliant idea to have this mini amazing-race thingy. Bestie and I paired up with him and Ken with vonne and ryan; they took the dhoby gaut way and we took the outram route. When we reached our transit stops, both teams ran like mad to the red line and everyone was staring at us cus it wasn't a normal sight to see peeps running for their lives in MRT stations. It was no doubt embarrassing but I swear we had fun! :) The most hilarious thing was that both teams met in the TRAIN to marina bay and thus, we rushed out of the cabin and ran all the way to the ticketing machine when we reached M.b. :D

Spent a considerable amt of time waiting for a table at Chongpang cus it was super packed and it was alr close to 9pm by the time we started eating. Blahs; chatted about all kinds of stuff and we had fun! When 12am neared, we made our way to the Bay area and waited for the fireworks. It was so beautiful and I took videos of it! (: And when the clock struck 12, we sprayed each other with the bottles of snow/party sprays we bought earlier. HAHAHA. =p

We managed to catch the 1.15 train home but sadly, there were alr no buses by the time we reached JE and so, after much waiting and hesitation, the cab came to the rescue once again. I swear that I'll never be out this late again!

And oh god. School's resuming tmrr. Isn't it too soon? I'm seriously dreading it cos I'm still in a holiday mood. Help!















LOVES!














Squeeezeeeeeeeeeee..














What a shirt! :x




















Down the staircase with Des as cameraman. Ha.














They kept fooling Vonne by walking away fr the cam, LOL :x














Finally, one nice pic! ((:














then we decided to camwhore using Ryan's front cam.















look at Yvonne's eyes! o.O

♥yours truly. 6:32 PM