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♥ourstory;ourlove♥

Sunday, December 30, 2007

So the long awaited NP Dance Nationals is finally over after months of hard work and I’m everyone had lots of fun. :D

There has always been a saying that we always work hard for a long period of time but in the end, what we receive is just a piece of paper or in layman terms, a cert/trophy. However, the sense of achievement of standing on the stage at that very moment is indescribable, especially because it’s our first comp tog.

To Rich: Though we were the last among the finalists, it’s still an achievement because never did I think that we would go this far this time round. But like what teacher Sharon has said, a lot of effort is required in order to sustain a certain standard. So jiayou yeah! (:I hope that our partnership will go on successfully and that we’ll continue to improve as days past. (: Thanks for all the great commitment, especially for the past couple of weeks! It’s really appreciated! And thumbs up for yesterday! :D :D :D

Also, I’d like to send my warmest congrats to Des&Mich and Faiz&Cheryl for acing Grade B! I’m soo happy for you guys! Of course, congrats to Darren&Cheryl for doing well in Samba too and not forgetting, Gino&Alicia for doing really well in Cha & Jive Tertiary/Open! (: To those who’re down/disappointed, don’t be because there are plenty of opportunities for us to improve in future comps! Don’t be disheartened yeah! ((: After all, luck plays a part in such competitions because its about how the judges feel about you on the actual day.

Although SP won both team match and opening item, I’m sure that we, as NPDS, know that we’re the best and that our opening item rawked! Most importantly, we had FUN doing our opening item! :]

Since the big event is officially over for now, it’s about time to get back on track for projects and assignments. This is prolly the most unproductive holiday ever in terms of the amt of revision and sch work completed because they all sum up to nearly zero. My goodness!

Anyway, since it’s alr Dec 30th, I shall do an overview of 2oo7 and some wishes for 2oo8.

The year started well with a great experience yearned from attending College. If not for Derek’s suggestion of trying our PAE tog, the thought of trying out JC would not even have crossed my mind since I already had negative thoughts about College since Sec School. But SCAP, 7th s.c, o7s27 and other PJ peeps proved me wrong when they made my stay in PJ so memorable that I was reluctant to leave for poly. This posed a great difficulty when I was selecting my next destination of education but after much hesitation and changes, NP was still my ultimate choice because I knew that I wasn’t a person who could do dry subjects like MATH.

Of course, leaving college was TOUGH considering the amt of fun I had during the first 3 months. It was utterly difficult to say Goodbye and you wouldn’t imagine the no. of buckets of tears I cried the day I left PJ. Some may think of it as sheer foolishness to cry over such things since I can always visit but it’s the feeling that’ll change when you do that.

Because of post-withdrawal symptoms, I was pretty negative and reluctant to attend Poly stuffs and camps in the beginning and had this really bad mindset that Poly’s not gonna be as fun as JC. What worsened the situation was when I had a class which was super boring and inactive at first cus everyone were like zombies and didn’t like to talk. However, things saw for the brighter light when I found my dearest girlfriends and buddies! They just made my days better and better and I can’t imagine how poly life will be without them. To Esther, Shirley, Audrey, Shuxian, Charmaine, Yina and Rachel, I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

The best highlight was definitely to join the big NPDS family and that’s where I found Love, fun and great friendship. Honestly, I didn’t think of continuing dance aft Sec Sch since I was kinda tired of Chinese dance and I also guessed that Dance in Poly wouldn’t be as fun. Fortunately, Imelda introduced me to Dancesport and that’s when all the fun begun. Slowly but surely, I began to love Tuesdays and Thursdays because these are the days when I’ll get to de-stress and dance my soul out. When we started doing Private lessons, improvements developed and I was kinda happy abt it although we didn’t get to practice tog on many occasions.

Studies wise, I'm kinda satisfied and at the same time, shocked about my results cos never did I expect such results for the first time. Sadly, I don't think this sem's gonna be good given the amt of effort I've committed. Just gonna keep my fingers crossed and I'm so not looking forward Jan & Feb o8 cos these are gonna be hellish months filled with stress as exams edge nearer and nearer.

And oh. I had a lot of 'first times' in 2007.
1. It was my first time to Kbox. ( I know its dumb but its true!)
2. It was my first time going to a bar; Eskibar.
3. It was my first time taking alcohol.
4. It was my first time saying 'I LOVE YOU' to so many peeps. ( LOL)
5. It was my first time skipping school.
6. It was my first time experiencing intense joy.
and more..

Also, if you were to ask me which is the most enriching year so far, I'd say its 2oo7, simply bcus I've learnt a lot through the various experiences gained. I learnt the importance of making wise choices, the art of cherishing, the feeling of having to adapt to a totally new environment with no one you know in your course, the feeling of having to leave a place which is so dear to you.. and the list goes on.

So that kind of sums up my experience in 2oo7. Overall, its considered a great year and I'm hoping that 2oo8 will be even better with pleasant surprises and occurrences, accompanied by exclusive achievements in DANCE and STUDIES.

To all my friends out there, May you have a blessed new year and may everything go smoothly in the upcoming year! God Bless all :D
















Doing our make-ups in the dressing room.. That's Alicia LOL (:















BFF,me,Ali and Vonne before our first event (:














camwhoring during lunch break =p



















I notice that our costumes are a lil common ken! Ha.



















Loveya loads babe!



















Imelda sweetie! :D I'm so happy for you dear!















Cheryl C & Mich! =) LOVES!















Freemann. The guy who's super good at techniques!



















The Team match ppl waiting anxiously for results..














Team match (:



















papa popped in when i was abt to have a shot w mich. lol




















we were having a shot tog



















& before I know it he threw me up!




















teacher sharon is loveee! (:














this guy was damn high ystd night -.-

Our achievements:







































& we also got a 6th position in Tertiary Latin Grade E Jive (:


♥yours truly. 2:27 PM


Friday, December 28, 2007

Its 12.4oam now and I'm still hogging onto my lappie after ignoring it for a day and it will only be Sunday when my next post arrives. School has literally been my second home this holiday cos we've got intensive dance trainings and mock coms, so much so that life has really been just about dance and nothing else.

We had full dress mock com today and I detest that flaw of mine which makes me so bloody self conscious, even after teacher sharon said its not noticeable. Oh whatever, blame that friggin man who caused it 4 years back.

I hateee him.

So anyway, we'll be having out last prac today and war will officially begin on tmr. Time flies and I can't believe it that Nationals is just 24hours away. Omfggg-

On a side note, I've been soo busy with dance that school work's practically NE-GLE-C-TED. Dead shit again. Next week is so gonna be a hellish week cos we gotta piaaa projects.. and school's starting in like a few days time. Gawd.

Alright; I gtg before my energy runs out totally. Sufficient rest is essential for tmr!! (:

To NPDS: we WILL do it tmr! :D It's homeground and let's all show the rest that we OWN our c.ctre's dancefloor! Just do our best and have fun :D Great luck darlings ((: NPDS R.AWK!


♥yours truly. 12:40 AM


Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Hohoho Merry X'mas! Here's wishing everyone a blessed and happy X'mas filled with joy and laughter! God Bless! ((:

I just reached home after a mini countdown with BFF, Des & Ken. Went to Bliss Cafe after dining at Barks Cafe and it's such a pleasure to have our dearest Janani back with us! :D I'm soo glad to see you after 4 months and you're still as sweeeet! Darren and Jacq had dinner with us too but Jacq went home after that bcus of her curfew and korkor went Clark Quay, leaving the 5 of us to Blisscafe. Luckily papa had his dad's car and that made traveling much easier even though the 7 of us had to squeezeeeeeeee in his car. Ha. And I know korkor had a hard time supporting me cos i was friggin heavy. (acc to Darren Boon that is)

Anyway, we had a great time chatting and chillin' and honestly, it's my first time going to such unique hangout spots! Let's go more often next time okayyy?! (provided I'm loaded with more cash la LOL)

That's about it. Today's prolly gonna be aneventful x'mas as I spend the afternoon with my family and the night at Char's place. I can't wait! I miss my girlfriends loads! ((:

Thanks for all the presents! (: Love y'all! :DD






















ILOVETHISPHOTO ((:















She said she wanted to snap another shot with me :x














and he said that I had better get married ASAP. HA




















He didn't like having normal facial expressions so..















:D



















JAYYY! (:















Brudders for life =)




















Korkor zilianing when I was sitting on him -.-




















Has Dad transformed into Santa?

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♥yours truly. 12:56 AM


Sunday, December 23, 2007




















the most visible highlighted pic by far. Ha.




















BFF's highlight




















MINE. [p.s: only this part's pretty visible:/]



















camwhoring in the fitting room with my new dress (: im loving it!

Melmel has been a really really bad girl this holiday because she's practically neglected most of her schoolwork. And, she feels so so guilty when she think of all the work which is piling day by day, waiting to be done.

But she simply can't help it. Everyone has 24hours a day & 7days a week but time is just scarce. And when she thinks of that 3.5, it seems so far and unattainable. At least hopes were a lil higher last sem when she was on track but what can you say when most of the attention is diverted?

I think I need to attend some time management course and hopefully inherit skills which will keep me awake later in the night so as to complete things on time. Oh boy, the thought of projects just drive me nuts. It's indeed great that the deadline for hom/fabm IA has been extended by 3 days but I guess we still gotta stay till pretty late everyday when sch resumes.

-yells.

Alright. Enough of my rantings; I'm currently robbed cos I spent a bomb today within that few hours in town. Initial plan was to do x'mas shopping but we ended up spending a considerable amt on ourselves too. Oh well, that's me, one who doesn't spend a lot on normal days but flashes the card in times of shopping sprees. Scary uh. Can someone confiscate my nets card, pretty pls?

I promise that I'll curb myself from spending unnecessarily from tmr onwards though it's the X'mas season.

&It's 5days to Dance Nationals! Let's put our best for this final lap NPDS! :D


♥yours truly. 11:38 PM



Siyi jiejie and Alex are officially husband & wife today! (: I attended their wedding dinner @ Expo with my parents and its a joy to see another new pair of lovebirds tie the knot although they alr had their ROM 2 years back. She looked so gorgeous that the image of a princess or a doll was portrayed.

That's the wonder of make-up.

Dolled myself up quite a bit cus I thought that I'll shoot quite a few photos but ended up taking none with them using my phone cos I was soo bored. Grr. I didn't sit tog with my parents you see so I kept mum most of the time. That's me- one who doesn't always take the initiative to start conversations unless I feel like it. (:

Anyway, the cost of going for the wedding dinner is the OPPORTUNITY to go for night prac/mock comp @ sng. How stewpid. But I guess a rest is always harmless since we've been dancing practically everyday this week, so we're giving tmr's self prac a skip too. Breakkkkkkk-

And I'm going X'mas shopping tmr although I'm super broke. How I wish I can just rob a bank, or that money can just drop from the sky someday. I wish.. I wish..

I'm off. (:

P.S: My hair's finally highlighteddddddd. but its not that obvious though. Ha.


♥yours truly. 12:15 AM


Friday, December 21, 2007

I just came back half an hour ago; went Partyworld again with Des, Val and bestie. (: I must say that today’s session was much better than that of last week cus there were lesser peeps so everyone got to sing more. ((: Some others were supposed to come along but Melvin kept insisting that town would be super crowded and he wouldn’t have a place to park his car etc, so Mich, CheChong & Lina stayed didn’t join us in the end.. :/

Anyway, we had technique lesson in the afternoon and it sure drained quite a bit of energy away.. Nevertheless, it was kinda productive since Mel recapped the various techniques with us and we danced all 3 dances for quite a no. of times. There will be an official mock comp next week cos we’re gonna dance with our costumes. Omgg.

Comp’s like in 1 week’s time and I’m getting the shivers. :x

And oh btw, we celebrated Cheryl Tan’s bday in advance after technique lesson and Darren was soo thoughtful and sweeet! Pics to be uploaded afterwords. (:

Its gonna be another hectic day at school with dance and I’m so looking forward to SUNDAY cos most prolly, bestie and I are gonna get our hair highlighted/dyed. Still haven’t decided on which though but I can’t wait!

Before I end, here’s a piece of advice: NEVER HOP ONTO CABS UNLESS YOU HAVE NO OTHER OPTIONS. Bestie and I cabbed home after waiting 45mins for NR5 to discover that Night-riders don’t operate on Public holidays. And the friggin taxi fare was $18.90 inclusive of that bloody 50% surcharge. Freakkkkk!
















Ali & I with the bday girl =)



















She's such a darling! (:




















B-A-L-L-O-N-S!




















I was trying to snap a shot of Val & Bestie was too. Lol




















With papa. Hahaha




















Presenting.. Mr Desmond Tan. Wahha..


















Papa with bestiee (:



♥yours truly. 1:31 AM


Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I'm dead tired after dance camp becus of the late nights. The few of us did smthg unusual ystd night; it was an experience though! HAHA.

So anyway, camp was fun;tiring;satisfying;fulfilling. :DD After going through a no. of mock comps, I kinda feel more confident than I was before and although we didn't exactly engage in very intensive training, I can sense improvement in us and its pretty great! (: However, some unknown mistakes kept recurring today and I've no idea why. I used to be able to turn properly for that cha move but today, something just wasn't right. Boo.

I guess this whole week's so gonna be crowned the dance week. There's technique lesson tmr, opening dance rehearsal on Fri and priv. lesson on sat. o.O.

Hopefully I'll turn in early today after I'm done with Thesnowqueen. It's been utterly uncomfortable sleeping on the hard floor of the studio for the past two days. Back pain ar.. Lol.

Before I leave, let's all continue to give our best till Dec 29 comes! GO NPDS! LOVES!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMELDA! :D CONGRATS TOO! -winks-


♥yours truly. 10:02 PM


Sunday, December 16, 2007

As I peer at my IA, the headache begins. We've been neglecting this darn proj for some time and its about time to keep things going. Mind you, deadline's on 4th Jan, which is only a couple of weeks away. But, I'm just too lazy to edit my parts. Oh freak. ): I told you projects are a painnn,

And I haven't even packed for tmr's camp. Have been mugging my drama the entire day except collect my new glasses this morning. I'm still left with 4 episodes till the last one though. Now I'm wondering if I'll be able to complete the drama by tmr. Shucks-.

So anyway, I've decided to go against his authority of staying over at camp cos I simply cant be bothered anymore. Yes I'm bad.

I know its random but I have a sudden urge to get my hair dyed. Hahaha. I used to think that dying it will spoil the quality of the hair itself. But I guess one time won't cost much damage, will it?

I'm off. God Bless all! :D


♥yours truly. 9:56 PM




I feel great, I feel satisfied, and I feel productive. :D Cos today's prolly the most productive dance day so far! We had lesson in the morning and teacher sharon pointed out a few major mistakes which I hadn't realised all along. Thanks and get well soonnnn! I really gotta work on these flaws before Dec29 comes. Went kboxing after dance with Des & gang and its great to sing after so long! :D To my 8 dearies, when are we going to have our kbox date? =p

So we went to collect our costume after that and thank goodness that its finally done. Hope I'll look good on the day itself yeah. Then we went for night prac and it was a pretty fruitful prac session even though the studio was hell crowded with an influx of peeps. :S

Anyway, there's always a price to pay. Thanks to my stupid dance heels, my good old friends- the blisters, are here once again. Niceeeeee eh. Anyway, I'm glad that you came today Richard! Thanks for the commitment and keep it going alright :p, esp since its friggin near Nationals now. Gosh..

Also, I had a great chat with Imelda (aka Imeldy1) on the way home from dance. It has been ages, and I mean ages since we had a nice chat. I guess the last time we spoke in proper was during dance prac back in sec sch.. Chances of meeting are also rare since both of us are in different institutions now. Catch up with ya again babe and cya err, on the dancefloor? =x Loves!

Dance Insanesation camp is gonna take place from tmr-wed but sadly, I'm not allowed to stay overnight anymore. Thank you for restricting my freedom even when I'm 17 and for saying things that I'll catch a cold after having 2nights of cold shower since its the rainy season now. Oh please. You know that I'll do anything for dance and here you are showing your ****y attitude. Maybe its been some time since a cold war's occurred in the house.

Anyw, here's how my schedule for the week looks like and its sardine-packed. screams*

Mon: Dance training camp
Tues: Dance training camp, dance lesson & Proj meeting during breaks
Wed: Dance training camp + Proj meeting during breaks
Thurs: Proj meeting & technique lesson at night
Fri: Proj meeting & xxx
Sat: Lesson in the morning & Siyi jiejie's wedding dinner at night
Sun: FREE. (like finally!)

Hahaha.

Before I head to my dreams, here's what I gotta improve no matter what:
1. Bigger hip actions & compress hips for Rumba.
2. NOT to lift my legs from the ground during Rumba.
3. Straighter legs (esp my knees).
4. Legs to brush past each other during evey move & apply pressure to each step.
5. More power in cha.
6. Legs to be closed together when necessary instead of having them open. (unglam!)
7. Expression- to at least smile. :/

Omgg. That's a rather long list isn't it.. Go mel go! (: And..
GO NPDS! WE WILL DO IT AS ONE BIG FAMILY AS WE RAWK OUR HOMEGROUND'S DANCEFLOOR ON DEC 29! ((((: LOVES!


♥yours truly. 12:36 AM


Friday, December 14, 2007













So here I am blogging while I wait patiently for that darn video to load. Something's very wrong with the server cus it's been lagging like crazy in tudou.com, so much so that I'm unable to watch thesnowqueen smoothly. And to think that I'm only at episode 7 makes things worse cus there's 9 more episodes to go. How on earth am I gonna complete the serial by Monday?! :/ Oh how I wish I had the dvd!

Not only that, tudou's a pain when the episodes don't come in complete sets. One moment you see 7-1, but where the heck's 7-2? This is so friggin sickening for goodness sakee. I wanna watch the complete drama pls.

Freak. Things are getting on my nerves. Disgusting piece of shyttttt.

On a side note, Sung Yu-ri is soo prettaye! (: And I just realised that she starred in First love of a Royal Prince too. How sweet. And Hyun Bin's being extremely admirable here.. gosh.
당신은 나의 이상적인 신랑감일 것인가?


♥yours truly. 9:55 PM


Thursday, December 13, 2007


How nice will things be if real fairytales exist? And how better can they be if happily ever after happens?

Think about it. :) It's worth your thought though we all clearly understand that nothing lasts forever, let alone true love.

I know I'm pretty slow but I finally caught the movie Enchanted after so long. Yes it's awesome with a unique storyline, brilliant effects and of course, a sweet ending. Thinking back, I really miss those Walt Disney Fairytales which were childhood favourites. To name a few, Bambi, Snow White, Cinderella, Aristolcats, The Lion King; they were all so wonderful, so fab! Don't be surprised if you see me eyeing onto one of those one day ( or maybe when Im an adult ) cos I really really love Walt disney to bits. (: Afterall, I have my childhood too okay!

So yeah. Finally got to dance after a week's break and it felt good. (: Relatively lil peeps were there though cus its still CT period. so yeah. Though I didn't prac much, at least I got my muscles back on track and thats gd. And we were talking abt National dancers when we spoke of Riane. Everyone agrees that she has a lovely figure with ultra nice hips which seem to be detached fr her body when she dance. Amazing uh? You gota see her hip and hand movements man. They make you go omggg. Don't forget that she's only 15 and but is alr a Grade A dancer! Hahaha. :) Dined with papa at KAP and had a nice chat. :D

Alright! I'm back to mug my krdrama:The snow queen cus I've decided to embark on one ystd night. Just for these few days (: And yup it's a fantastic one! The OSTs are superb too!

Sidetracking a lil, I gota head to sch for CATS proj tmr morning. CATS is just so friggin irritating.


♥yours truly. 11:54 PM


Wednesday, December 12, 2007




















SHUXIAN is LOVE! (:














4/8 girls :x

It's utterly sickening when disgusting freakos keep ringing your number and utter a whole lota nonsense when you can't even understand a word they're saying. Yes I'm talking abt this freakin indian/banglah or whatever guy who called my number x times when I alr told him he's got the wrong no ystd. Eff off and pls don't be a nuisance anymore. Ty.

So the long wanted 2 weeks break has finally arrived since Bstats marked the end of our CT. I'm glad to say that it went pretty well given the fact that it was an open-book test. It's just that perfect score which differs. :/ Anyw, I'm so gonna take a breather these few days before intensive dance & project-ing start next week. Oh gosh. Thinking of the friggin projects make me go gaga and I'm wondering how we'll progress. FABM HOM proj is indeed urgent and I'm hoping that the changes/amendments will go smoothly. They HAVE to.

Shucks. I'm having shivers when I think of 2008 cause January is presumed to be a very hectic month with project deadlines, tests etc cramped tog. It's equivalent to last sem's july I guess, which was bad. bad. bad. Let's just hope for the best people! :D

Char, Aud, Shux, Rach and I went towning after our paper while Ley, Esther & Yina went Queensway. ): So the 8 of us were split up and initially, we planned to meet up at Vivo after both sides have done their chores but didn't in the end cos everyone was alr shag by the time we finished shopping. I didn't get anything though, which was kinda good cos it means less spending! (: I gota save up before I go bankrupt. Loll. I also brought my costume re-alter. Hopefully everything'll be ready on Sat.


Feel the tension; it's 16 days to Dancesport Nationals. Go NPDS! :D


♥yours truly. 10:27 PM


Monday, December 10, 2007


MIEC is finally over so we can forget abt it for the time being, but it killed all my brain cells! When I flipped the paper, I was alr panicking and the short ans qns were hell confusing. O Lord, bless our lovely marks, pretty please. And I'm kinda demoralized by it judging by the amt of time I spent on that damn chpt of Production & Cost and in the end, none of the 11 formulae appeared. Instead, alien qns which required lotsa thinking popped up and got us all trapped. Sometimes I really hate my oh-so-inflexible-brain. Oh well.

Let's hope Bstats will be better given the fact that its an open-book test. I'll prolly turn to prefer Bstats to MIEC cause it simply s.ucks. Its pretty sad, considering how much I loved MAEC last sem. Well they're just different I guess. Try changing the fact and I'll love you.

So we're all looking forward to the beautiful 2.3opm on Wed so that we can escape fr the horrible tests for some time and have fun! Should be heading to town with the girls aft Bstats paper and either shop/sing our hearts out? And we might be heading to Char's on Thurs night for sleepover. Still unsure though. But what I'm not looking forward to is the need to do projects during the break. FABM HOM proj is currently paused; CATS 2nd assignment is yet to begin and MIEC BCOMM proj is not even discussed. How nice. (:

Btw, did I mention that we're going for a cruise on Star Virgo from 26-28 March nxt year? Total coolness! (minus the need to pay $300 for the trip which is alr subsidised) Anyway, TRM students are so gonna rawk the cruise!! Haha :D

My feet is itching from the lack of dance. Thursday! (:


♥yours truly. 4:40 PM


Sunday, December 09, 2007


I'm pretty catchy with this year's SEA games. Maybe its bcus I wanna be updated about our dear M&S's rankings. And I was really surprised when Thailand topped many events, even Ds(!) Who'll ever guess that they practise Latin&Ballroom dance there too huh..
PS: i'm not a racist but its just how i feel.

So tmr's the day which everyone dreads cus its MIEC paper day. I freaked out when I couldn't attempt most of the qns on the prac sheet ystd night but thank goodness that its due to fatigue! Let's hope for the best tmr and that we'll come out of the c.ctre smiling. :)

On a side note, the most eventful festival in the year, CHRISTMAS, is approaching in 16 days! Oh how time flies.. Last year, I was spending this special festival with all my relatives in HK and thats prolly what makes X'mas so enjoyable. I've developed a liking for X'mas since young and I've no idea why. Perhaps its bcus its the very day Christ was born, but also bcus of the excellent festive mood which HK possess. I'm not sure abt SG cus I haven't
spent X'mas here for a long time but I'm sure the mood's not as strong. :/ Schedule for this year's Dec25 is still available so book me please! I want a lovely X'mas! (((: 

X'mas songs have always been my LOVE and I'm so gonna blast my room with Christmas carols/songs after CT. Ha. (: Oh its beginning to look a lot like X'mas..

Before I go, here's one to share. Its pretty old but its nice. Enjoy!


MY ONLY WISH (THIS YEAR)

Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me

I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Christmas Eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong, for taking a peek?
'Cause I heard that you're comin' to town
Santa can you hear me

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
And someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
We'll be all alone under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time
Bring me a love, I can call all mine
'Cause I have been so good this year
Happy alone, under the mistletoe
He's all I want and I'll be thankful

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

(Oh Santa, can you hear me?)

He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Santa that's my only wish this year



♥yours truly. 6:37 PM


Friday, December 07, 2007

Friday has arrived once again but with a negative implication this time round; CTs are edging near of 2days. omfg.. and I'm still not done with revision.

MIEC Kills all brain cells. Argh. Intro;Demand&Supply;Elasticity;Theory of Production&Cost.

The entire class was like, can we take another sem of MAEC instead of MIEC?! It's so much easier to understand la for goodness sake.

So all are focusing our attention on miec now cos there's too much to cover and Bstats is currently on-hold cus its gonna be an open book test and we have mon&tues to revise.

I realised that the 2weeks break is so gonna be sardine-packed. We have FABM HOM IA to complete, CATS assignment 2 & get started on MIEC BCOMM Integ. proj! OMG. We'll also be super busy with dance since comps are in 3 weeks time. There's danceinsanation intensive training on the 17-19Dec. Go NPDS! :))

Anyw, all the best to all for CTs! (: To TR22: We will ace as a class and I heart you guys loads! Esp to May and jem: thanks for the sweet surprise and x'mas greetings! We should have an x'mas gathering and celeb the festival tog uh. :D Ha.

It's mommy's bday tmr and they're out for dinner with my god-sis @ paragon while I'm here blogging cos I gota tight schedule to follow this weekend. Sorry once again.. ): Will make it up to her after the busy period's over. Happy advanced bday mommy! I LOVE YOU.

P.S: My darling Juying is poxed for the 2nd time during this crucial period. :( Oh gosh. I'll pray for you and get well soon love! Missya & we shall go kboxing & tanning tog with lc when you recover! Muack :)


♥yours truly. 7:42 PM


Tuesday, December 04, 2007


有人曾经说过,要是热爱一样东西,就该用所有的精神与力量去追求它,令它能够梦寐以求地实现。可是,我总是不断地责问自己:这到底值得吗?

有时真的感到非常的失落和颓丧,甚至接近想放弃的地步呢!大家可能会觉得这回反映有点太大吧,不过我想请问一下,有谁曾尝试站在我的立有场上感受一下这种感受呢?

我只能用两个字来形容以上的答案:难受

看到他人正在努力地苦练时,我却无耐地站在一旁,摆出一张开心的表情。

某些时候,我对关于这方面的未来感到非常的无奈。很想做些能改变目前的情况的事,不过总是力不从心。

神啊! 你是否同意我这份热忱呢?还是命运在捉弄人?

我好想知道,也请你慎重的考虑从中该怎么办。。

-灿烂的笑容往往只是一个面具-

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♥yours truly. 10:20 PM



OPERA lesson's so boringgg that i'm gonna doze off any moment. Oh boy.. I used to think that the hotel system is pretty interesting but upon the thought of the opera test in jan, i feel so helpless!

School's been pretty boring with the complexity of the projects and as well as the hectic daily schedule. Conversely, I've been darn tired these couple of days for god-knows-what-reason and I slept at 11.3opm last night; the earliest from i-dont-know-when. It sure felt good but I'm equally tired today. Ha. We also realised that deadlines are approaching pretty soon. HOM FABM Integrated project is due on 4th Jan and Bstats CT II is on 7th Jan, with OPERA quiz on Jan__. Deadshit!

Tellmehowwearesupposedtoenjoythe2weeksbreak. ):

Oh gwad. I'm off!


♥yours truly. 1:31 PM


Sunday, December 02, 2007

Hey. Here's a v.meaningful poem which I happened to chance upon and its is worth a minute of your hectic schedule. Do read it! Credits to seowhuan's blog :)

Daddy's Poem

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mummy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates;
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mum.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart".

With that,
her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.
You see he was a policeman and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers and taught us all to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.
And to her mothers amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed,
if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining star.
And given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them.

~*~
Isn't it sweet and heart-melting? (: Sometimes, I'm just amazed by the wonder of poetry, or rather the magic or words and their ability to put messages across in a wonderful manner. And in this poem, I was again reminded by how fortunate I am to have both my parents with me now. Afterall..

We'll never know when goodbye comes;
So lets cherish all that we have,
Till Lord decides to call them home,
Back to the place called
heaven,
Where eternity exists.

I'm guilty for not spending the entire of yesterday with my dad cus I was busy with dance stuffs fr afternoon-night. Next year it shall be, and not forgetting the upcoming years too. I want them to know how much I love them, I really do. (:

So anyway, its 1 week to CT and 29 days to NP nationals! Omg. Time is seriously flyingg and its freaky. We're all hoping that CT won't rob our souls away (okay that sounds a lil exaggerating lol). Speaking abt that, I wana rid that laziness in me asap though its a lil difficult. Its super annoying when I give up studying and just pounce on my bed and tada, lalaland sets in. How nice. :x

Today's lesson with teacher sharon was fulfilling cus she pinpointed a no. of techniques and corrected some v obvious mistakes. It was no doubt stressful but the sense of accomplishment was there. :D And oh, Mel&Sharon will be going for SEA games nxt week so here's wishing them the best of luck! NPDS will always be behind you guys and we love you! :))) Go team Singapore dancesport! :D

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♥yours truly. 6:47 PM


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