❥lovelovelove;

Saturday, June 30, 2007

be it physically or mentally, i'm tired. its only the first week of term 2 and i'm on the verge of collapsing. stayed up till past 3 this morning to finish up LMS and we're glad to say that its 99% done. what's left is the presentation next friday and i sure hope that everything goes smoothly. (: i don't even dare to imagine how things will be like for the upcoming few weeks cus project deadlines are all squeezed together and most are due in july. freak.

i forgot to mention ystd that the exam timetable is out and it's hell. papers are cramped together one after another and there isn't much breaks in between. here is it:

Fri, 17th aug: intro to tourism & resort mgmt; 9-11am
SAT, 18th aug: business mgmt; 9-11am
Mon, 20th aug: macroecons; 9-11am
Tues, 21st aug: computer info. processing; 2-4pm
Thurs, 23rd aug: fundamentals of mice mgmt; 9-11am

how nice. the two tourism modules are the first and the last papers and there's only 2 days of break in between the 5 papers. the planning com of NP did a great job in scheduling the exam dates uh. rahhhhhhhhhh ): save me please.

six/seven weeks seem pathetically short for exam preparation la. just look, how can you expect us to revise these few weeks when we're all rushing to complete projects? boo-ness!

alright. this post has been a rather random entry all thanks to my undefined state. i need beauty sleep, so goodnight!

♥yours truly. 12:47 AM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

trang & i during dance. she's such a sweetheart! :D

i'm glad that the misunderstanding and conflict is finally cleared. to rich & ryan: sorry once again for the attitude cus i was really rather pissed with the reluctant faces you guys displayed and as you know, i really love dance a lot, which kinda explains why i wanna join competitions so much. like i've said before, its not so much about cca points but more about passion. so when you guys said that you can't make it for sunday's lessons, my spirits were dampened. it was sort of like a 'climb up to the mountain and falling instantaneously' thing. :/ and given my temper, it'll be a miracle if i could hide my feelings. yes, i admit that deep inside, i was fuming but i was trying to control my facial expressions. to tell you the truth, we even thought of searching for new partners la. i know i'm such a despo. ha-

i'm just praying that the class will be on tuesdays. even if it means having to stay till 10 or 11 just for our routine class, i'll do it. afterall, we all know that having a routine is much better than doing the basics in the comp right? :) so yeahs.

we finally got back out maecons paper today and i scored 17.5/20. a rather average grade i'd say.. so this tells you how competitive poly is. :/ thanks to those misconceptions and carelessness of mine again. im sooo foolish.! ): our dearest shirley scored full marks la. to shir: whack you ah. and rmb that you still owe the whole lot of us 2 treats @ swensens yeh? it'll increase to 3 if you top ITR paper too. :D the new maec teacher seems to be very particular about our work and even take the trouble to check each and every of our work. oh man. i prefer miss sharpe! next week's supposed to be e-learning for maec but she said we've gotta go back for tutorials. great uh. :(

projects are seriously getting on my nerves. the worst thing is when you have an integrated project and both tutors give contrasting feedbacks. i'm oh so dead now la. luckily FMM ITR project deadline's postponed to next friday cus it was supposed to be on monday. i'll die i tell you.

i know i shouldn't be blogging given the amount of workload. but i can't help it. :x

i love dance, i really do.

♥yours truly. 11:39 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

labels: freaking stressed..

i'll stand on my own and there isn't a need for you to nag at me all day like there's no tmr. i can't bother so much now, for there's just too much things in my mind that its bursting anytime..

now you may ask, where's the motivation which used to be in me when term 1 began? well, i can no longer feel it inside me; it seems to have faded to miles away.. and where's the hardworking spirit which i used to inherit?

i'm lost. i dont have the confidence which existed in me.. upon seeing how competitive poly is, i'm stunned. well, perhaps intimidated is a better word. its amazing how people who study a night before the test/exam or even don't study at all score super high marks. higher than me at least. and these are events which make me feel that sometimes, studying too much isn't of any use. oh well.. that's life. life's filled with questions and mysteries. just think: how many times have you came across the word 'WHY' and have not been able to provide an answer?

i'm also not focused. each time we meet up, esp for bmgt, our attentions are diverted by 'idunnowhat' in our lappies and end up doing our own things. its human nature that we tend to be distracted, but.. i dont know la. ):

don't talk to me about exams. i don't even dare to think about them. they freak me out-seriously.

on a happier note, most of my projects are somewhat 'on their way' to success. LMS is almost done, CIP is progressing well, IAC is okay, FMM ITR is surviving. what's left is that darn bmgt now. i'm so gonna hate andrew pang for life for his slackish attitude. he doesn't even give a damn to the progress of our projects or whatsoever. look at other tutors. they're either hurrying their students weekly or guiding them along the process. what about us? TR22 is really lucky to have him as our tutor and advisor. pardon me for my language but shit him.

focus, mel. or else, you'll just lie flat on the ground and die some day.

the thought of dance just makes me feel better. :)

IF only. ; nan chongmai bogosippeoso.. nor arayo?

♥yours truly. 3:28 PM

saw this at teohuei's blog and i found it meaningful, so here's to everyone. credits to huei & debbie. ;D

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short.
If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars; you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end.
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something, let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours; if it doesn't then it never was.
A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug; until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

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i find great sense and meaning in reading this. To all my dearest friends out there, THANK YOU for being part of me, for moulding me into who i am today, for colouring my life, for being there for me always, for everything. I just can't imagine how gloomy life will be without all of you.. Perhaps God sent you down to be my guardian angels? You'll never know. :D
Well anyways, here's three words which I'd like to express to all of you ;

I LOVE YOU ! (:

♥yours truly. 12:54 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

my DUMB face taken by RYAN during DANCE. desmond & cheryl's the bg. =x

rumba is tiring cus its slow, which also means that you've gotta hold on to that position for a longer duration and the shoes seem a little too high for me. oh well, like what others always say, practice makes perfect. there's another competition coming up in august and i'm thinking of taking part :D melvin said one competition = 5 cca points and that made me regret not joining the previous one.. well actually, its more of for exposure and experience purposes that i wanna take part, and of course for passion as well. (: i'll do anything for dance.

the setback of having the comp in august is that the oh-so-freaky exams falls then. yes exams. oh man. so this is when juggling and time management comes into place. anyways, i'll prob be going down to practice on thursdays too. practice. practice & more practice. ((:

may the passion for dance never die; & rawk on, NPDS! :D

♥yours truly. 9:57 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

so we got back our first ever test paper in NP today- CIP. and i must say that trm students are smarties. the highest was fr TR 21 and she scored 48/5o.. our mouths hung open when someone said that melissa got 48. i got only 39 all thanks to that freaking MCQ which i scored only 4 out of 10. i hate dreamweaver for costing me so many marks & once again, carelesness conquered me. how i wish i can just kick this darn habit of mine which has been around since pri school. how pathetic.

this week's timetable is kinda lose cus its BMGT e-learning week and ITR tutorial is cancelled in order for us to have more time to work on our proj. so supposedly, school's only from 2-3 tmr for CIP lecture and thats it. but i'm going there at 113o for BMGT e-learning stuff & our proj. danceeeeeeeee tmr evening. YAYS* and wed's classes is only from 9-11, CIP workshop. ITR tutorial's postponed till thurs after FMM fr 4-6.

i feel the stress & tension coming back once again. MAEC test 2 is in 2weeks time and i seem to have forgotten what we've learnt regarding agg expediture & gov fiscal policy. today's lecture on money seems totally alien to me and looks like i haveta do lots of reading up at home.

DANCE TMR. RUMBA; HERE I COME! I CANT WAIT! :D

LOVES MY DANCE MATES LOTSA! ((: MUACKS!

♥yours truly. 4:25 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

so here i am after doing some stretching and practicing. (: havent stretched for ages and i really mean it. lets see. perhaps the last time i stretched was for last year's speech day performance and that's like last april? but wait. i think i stretched a little when i visited my juniors this march. haha. i was alr kinda stiff last time round and things seem to have deteriorated now. boo- nevertheless, i'll keep prac. i'll use that 7weeks break to brush up on my flexibility and basics. :D

i heard we're doing rumba this tuesday. i cant wait! rumba's romantic. ha (:

school's starting tmr and my tutorials are yet to be completed. i seem to have forgotten about what we've learnt before the break, esp the topic on gov & fiscal policy for maec. oh well, looks like i gotta do some reading up.. one thing good is that its bmgt e-learning week and there's no ITR lecture so as to enable us to work on our projects. at least IAC, LMS are almost done, FMM & CIP are halfway there. butbutbut, our BMGT proj is seriously drowning. oh man. we need help! i just hate andrew pang for having such a slackish attitude & i cant believe that he's our tutor cum advisor. i'll be lucky if i get a B for BMGT in the exams. gah-

i'm off.

"It aint life till you dance"
-nicole-

♥yours truly. 10:30 PM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

our teachers: melvin & sharon- grade 'A' C,R,J,S,P dancers. :D:D:D

mel.trang.erin.yvonne.nicole. nice! :)

darren, nicole & i. to nikki: im touched by your ________action! =p

nice pose cheryl (:

nikki darl & taz. :)

the best of all: desmond & michelle! :D

cheryl & darren chacha-ing away. (:

kai & imelda (sp). beauuutiful (:

labels: I LOVE NPDS TRUCKLOADS :D

so we rawked NTU's dancefloor; totally! no words can describe how great our dancers were, esp the seniors. they were really fa-bu-lous! one could practically feel the beat and the rhythm as they dance and they were so hotttt.! :D im not sure abt the guys but bestie and i were alr feeling nervous for them before the events began. as an audience, my heart thumped and i dont know how it'll feel like when i go for competitions in future. its really really scary, especially when some of the juniors said they almost forgotten their steps when the music was played. nevertheless, everyone was great and today's also an eye opener for those newbies who went. well, for me at least. i've never been to such events and its really cool. took lotsa pics of our fellow dancers and today's prob the day when i took the most number of photos since gmsghoiahgisg. =p imelda was there too and it sure is great to see her after.. a year? and she's still as pretty as ever, especially when her fabulous dance & outfit matches everything up!

seeing them dance so wonderfully makes me feel determined. i want to participate in the next comp. (: nikki said that it should be in oct and held in KL, so we're gonna have fun tog! beams-

i feel the passion for dance burning up inside me again. cant imagine how life will be without dance. i dont care whether i'm obsessed with it or not but there's one thing that i want you to know: dancing is my life. i love dance & everyone in NPDS lots!

3 cheers for NPDS! :D :D :D

♥yours truly. 11:33 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

i was hopping on bus 157 outside jp when i realised how polite the bus driver was. he practically said 'hi, good evening' to every passenger who went on board. a greeting may not seem a lot to you but to me, it means a lot. sometimes, a word of 'hello' or even other phrases can change the way someone feels. if only everyone's more polite and aware of each other's feelings, the world will be a much better place to live in. :)

and on the way home, i passed by this malay couple who was barely 20 ( i think ) but they were alr pushing a pram with a cute lil baby inside. honestly, i was kinda shocked to see a 'married' couple with a kid at such a young age and thus began to think about today's society. we all know that such 'acts' aren't desirable but its really depressing to see so many products in this very century.. oh well. what's to be done?

ha. im like so 'into the society' today uh. shan't beat ard the bush any longer..

so we went to bridget's house to film our LMS skit today from 11-5pm. everyone was shagged after filming the entire skit due to the numerous NGs. i was considered the main cast of the 'drama' and i kept messing up my lines and sometimes bursted out laughing all of a sudden, which made things difficult lol. sorry guys! :x nevertheless, we had loads of fun and i hope things'll be wrapped up after our final meeting on monday. :)

tmr's finally the day! the day that NPDS's gonna rule NTU's dance floor. i cant wait.!
to all my dearest friends & seniors: all the best once again yeah? chacha/jive/samba/rumba to your heart's desire & groove to the beat! :D

MEL LOVES NPDS truckloads! (: (: (:

im off to prac and tutorials!

once again, i lost the grip..

♥yours truly. 8:41 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

NPDS rawk my shoes! :D:D:D

i changed my blogskin again cus the holidays are ending and it'll be kinda outdated to have a holiday-themed skin. so yeahs. and here's something to announce: i slept as though i've had countless sleepless nights and only awoke at 1.3opm. initially i thought that my clock was spoilt but when i checked my phone, i knew that its time to get myself outta bed. had actually planned to do some stuffs today but in the end, i only achieved a little. boo :(

i'm missing dancecamp lots and my legs are itching from the lack of 'movement'. we must've danced too much for the past 3 days that im really hooked onto latin dance, which is actually great. :) the competitors for this sat's comp must be in sch practising like mad now and here i am craving for dance. ha- i shall do some self-practice later on and refresh my memory on waltz and samba. (: simply cant wait to see npds rawk NTU's dancefloor this sat. whoots!

down for LMS proj tmr morning at bridget's house. she lives in boon lay so im pretty lucky that its near to my house. (: hope everything goes well yeah? :D

2,3, chachacha. :)))))

♥yours truly. 8:26 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

carrie & i :D

after being abused by alicia darl :x

us in our specs at night. auntie? :x

PASO! :D:D:D

im back from dancecamp! (:

what's one word to describe it? fun. though there were countless practices ( which meant that we danced like mad ), everything was just so unforgettable. perhaps its bcus there wasn't any dancecamps back in secsch which made this camp an even more enriching one, but i guess the main reason for the wildness is the great planning of our dearest seniors. they came a day before the official start of camp to sort things out and had everything planned systematically to ensure that the programme ran accordingly. although we had to run around the whole campus for treasure hunt, we enjoyed it cus it bonded us ( paso doble ) as a group and im proud that we were the overall champion for that event. of course, the countless practices for our individual items were memorable too- from a group which could barely think of any dancesteps for the first 15seconds of our formation song, we progressed into a mighty group with outstanding performances. (: thumbs up, paso & our GLs jay & mahen. besides meeting our group members, we got to bond more with peeps from the same batch and our seniors too.. yay-ness.! i'd also like to thank Taz & Desmond once again for planning such a great camp- you've been wonderful camp chiefs!

and what more can we ask when we were taught the basics of 3 other kinds of dances in a short duration of 2days? now we're equipped with skills of chacha, rock&roll, waltz & samba. there's still rumba, jive and salsa (i think) to go. i believe our feet are all aching from this series of intensive dance training but i wont complain, cus its worth our effort and time. when i was in camp, the motonomy of life- school work, projects, tutorils etc totally vanished from my mind and it was as if life only revolved around one single word- DANCE. my love for dance is indescribable but i must say that im close to obsession/addiction. bestie and i were like '2,3 chachacha' whenever we went. lol :D i just cant imagine life without dance- it'll perhaps be even more mundane than ever. right now, i'm just looking forward to tuesdays- to that 1.5hour of practice with teacher melvin and the seniors. watching the seniors dance make me feel relly relly inspired. i must say that NPDS is great- to all seniors and friends: rawk NTU's dancefloor this sat yeah? ( otherwise Taz will have to _____ ) thumbs up, NPDS team! (: we'll be there to support you this sat (:

i'm determined. i want to join the next competition. what do you think, richard? :D

and oh yes. bestie and i went to get our dance heels at S&G danceworld this afternoon cus the guy called and said that our sizes were available. i bought a pair of size 1 ( the smallest ) and bestie bought a size 2. different designs thou.. but mine's 3 inches high ( most are 2.5 inches )and i'm having great difficulty walking, not to mention dancing. have been on it since i came home and my feet hurts ): will haveta get used to it asap, and thats why i wanna get my pair of heels asap. its 8obucks for now- promotional period yeah.

on a sadder note, i'm oh so dead now- i havent completed my tutorials and projects and school's starting next monday. the mood is just not there can. i'm only thinking of dance.

2,3 chachacha. 2,3 chachacha.

*tag replies:

XT: yeah! (:

yina: yeah i miss you babe. ): sorry cant go for sentosa date tmr cos im relly lagging behind in projects and all.. see you on mon yo? :D

yihan: thks darl. missyou LOTS! & my prezzie for you is rotting. boooo :x

eunice: yeah heh. it rawked! see you ard in sch! :)

Heng: oh yes:x, jiayou for your last paper & FUN will be yours! :D

♥yours truly. 8:47 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

babies are cute. (: featuring elise maurielle tjin.

i went for elise's full month celebration dinner at serene's this evening & she's such a cutiepieeee. her cheeks are uber bubbly and she's a love to have. (: there were a good no. of kids at her place and i was considered the oldest 'kid', if you count me as one. lol- lotsa adults who're parents of those kiddies were present too. and there happened to be this new teacher who's currently teaching d&t and math in yuhua; name's mr tan. serene asked me which sec.sch i was from and i said yuhua, after which this guy laughed and i was like ' dont you find that students now adays are getting more and more atrocious '? dont be offended cus im not commenting on anyone in particular- its just a casual remark. and so we chatted quite a bit about the school and about himself. its a small world & its amazing how connections flow. ha.

im off to double-check my camp list & will be gone for three days. tata dearies! (:

p.s: all the best to all pioneers whose mid years are about to start tmr! have faith, do your best and things will turn out just right. trust me yeah? LOVES & MISSES. :D

♥yours truly. 10:20 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

mel.yvonne.sj.LOVES :D

i want this F21 top too! :( but i dont think its sold in SG; boo-ness

dancecamp's in a day's time; icantwait! :D

too bad i dont have my heels yet or else, things are gonna be perfect. boo-

i know that its still early but im so gonna pack my bag later.

vivoed with xiaomei & bestie today and to our disappointment, we didnt get any tops. ):

i'm shocked by how often Forever 21 changes their displays and stocks. was planning to get a wider variety of colours of the blue top which i got on monday and zoom; they're not on sale anymore. 18bucks for a F21 top is really very reasonable. :/ we spent a bomb on makeups instead. those make up removal, foundation etc really cost a lot. oh well. i guess its alright for peeps like us who dont wear makeup everyday? i only wear them when there's a need to. i suppose it all depends on attire and atmosphere. (: even so, they'll be of great us to our future dance needs cus we'll require them during competitions, which is practically why we're told to bring along our make up kits for dancecamp for tips on competition make up.

did i mention that i saw fauz at je today? (: i was at the busstop with bestie waiting for xiaomei and spotted fauz out of a sudden. had a quick chat and off she went. jojo ama ystd & fauz today. its really a small world.. they remind me of my dearest pj and i promise myself that no matter how things are in the first/2nd week of the new term, i WILL definitely pay pj a visit. i need to see all those dearies whom i've been missing badly since i-dunno-when. for now, good luck and all the best for mid years! have faith in yourselves alright, for nothing's impossible! cheerios! :D

while i live, i learn :))))))))))

♥yours truly. 7:53 PM

today was projects day. did IAC in school from 10-2 and im glad that its more or less done. but i was a frustrated when i emailed Dr.Chan to ask for comments and he commented quite a lot abt it:

1. Colourful but the wordings are not well-formatted. you need to view them as a slideshow to see the flaws.

2. You are not presenting your materials according to the presentation requirements stated in Mel, Spies R Us.

3. You should start off by stating your hypothesis.

4. You have to say later whether the hypothesis should be accepted or rejected based on the information you have gathered in your research.

like wth can. gotta spend time editing again. boooness-

i asked dad abt the FMM + ITR proj. he contributed quite a lot of ideas. spent like 3-4 hours discussing over the details. heh. thanks dad! :D loves!

vivo with bestie & xiaomei tmr. i need a break. projects kill, seriously.

真的搞不懂我到底在想些什么。。

♥yours truly. 12:47 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

today's supposed to be a home-day for me but i decided to pop by shawn & gladys danceworld with bestie in the evening in an attempt to get our heels. sad to say, the pairs that we tried on weren't tight enough to ensure safety, according to the staff, that is. even a size 2 was said to be lose.. so i guess i'll need a pair of size 1 or 1.5 heels [p.s. dance shoe sizes aren't similar to that of normal ones so dont be dismayed! ] and bestie fits a size 2. we've got to wait for their calls sometime next week when the new stocks arrive. i cant wait to have my very own pair of dance heels, but that 2.5inches really isn't easy to move around with, not to mention dance. like everyone says, practicing will change things! (:

and oh i forgot to mention- i saw vas & pris at shawn & gladys danceworld! gladys was there too. :)

went skirt & tights hunting after popping by S&G DW and after countless shops, we finally found our skirts. black, plain skirts that is for dancing. even though we dont have the shoes to practice on during camp, there's at least the skirts to put on. heh :D saw both priscillaS at bugis mrt and i was darn shocked. this is what i call fate eh. ^^

blah. im starting to wonder if my lappie's okay. the newest edition of the IAC ppt disappeared just like this when i tried searching for it this afternoon. how nice.. to my group members: sorry cus we'll have to do the pie chart pages again. & im really praying that tmr's proj meeting will be a productive one.

time's really running out. cooperation, concentration & focus is greatly needed & appreciated. aja aja fighting! :)

♥yours truly. 9:55 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i need to get myself back on task. im digressing a lot. the momentum to work on projects isnt there and nothing's of any help when the projects themselves require a lot from us.

come back to reality, mel. you've got to befriend your 5 beloved projects! esp bmgt and fmm+itr. if you're gonna do last min work, you'll all die!

all i can say is: 加油加油加油！aja aja fighting :]

labels: on task please; no more spending loads of money this holiday :x

♥yours truly. 10:21 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

dance was more of hectic than tiring i'd say. cus teacher sharon went through some steps again and we had to dance non stop. ABAB & BABA chacha routines. it was confusing but fun. heh (: teacher melvin didnt come today cus he's doing reservice, so we'll only see him next week i guess.. i cant wait for dance camp when we'll dance like there's no tomorrow. whoots`

i want my dance shoes. but they'll cost a bomb of $195. sheesh-

FMM+ITR integrated project tmr. rah ):

♥yours truly. 11:38 PM

mel.sj.lc.hui2.yulin. [sheryl didnt wna be be snapshot ): ]

o.O

formal formal (: ( without blazer )

i look dumb in this hat -.-

revenge?!

us with our marche cards (:

smoochies! :)

badbad juying.. punch us ):

after three consecutive days of enjoyment, i guess its time to get back to work, and work here means to get the 5 projects going. i'm currently in school doing CIP and i'm kinda glad that i finished the ppt. well, at least one component's down so the remaining tasks are the website and the report.

yesterday (11o6o7) ...

set off early in the morning with sj and lc dears to sentosa to tan! (: i was darn worried initially cus there didnt seem to be any signs of the sun appearing. and like sj said: have patience. so after some time, the sun made its appearance and we sat by the sea, enjoying the breeze as the rays shone upon us. i physically felt hot but mentally, i was cooled. seeing the calm waves splash against the sand and the beautiful scenery portrayed just calmed my mind. although i didnt resort to shouting my heart out in the end, i thought of many things, many things which have been trapped deep in my heart since god knows when. i began to wonder about lotsa happenings too, and how i'd wish life was likewise everday. if only i lived by the azure blue sea. if only i could pour my heart out to the vast ocean and forget about all the stress and monotomy of life. if only-

we thought of sitting on the lurge ride ( or whatever it's called ) but a ride could only accommodate 2 persons so we dismissed the thought. its rather costly at 9 bucks/person anyway. washed up and took the train to vivo. bestie: i know you're thankful for us for being your tour guides there, ha! :D walked around the entire vivo and i bought another top from forever 21. (: nicenice! bought my set of formal wear too and im thankful that it didnt cost beyond $100! we camwhored a lot, and im still figuring how one combines photos into one file. help anyone? :) lunched at marche and i tell you, vivo's marche is horrible. the rosti alone tasted weird and the chicken chop was lesser in quantity too. whats more, the sauce wasn't black pepper! ): boo. the one at suntec's definitely better but all in all, the old outlet @ heeren's still the best.

met jk and sc and we train-ed to paya lebar, after which we bused and cabbed to ecp. blah. rather bored and we camwhored again with the rest. munched a little. homesweethome at 113opm. :) it was nice seeing my secsch peeps thou. heh.

sometimes, i wish that life can be like such everyday- enjoying, having fun, going wild & crazy... anything but study and do projects. they make me go mad and i mean really mad. getting everyone together alone alr isn't easy, and whats more, working on projects when we arent properly instructed? oh well. this is poly. just finish this 3years and we'll be moving on to the next phase of life- university and adulthood.

i look like a lobster now. boo-

tag replies:

ryan: duh -.- of cos i wont forget! seeyou later student :D

farah: school's darn stressful dear.. hows yours? yupyup i will :D

bifen: yups (: study hard sweetie! jiayoujiayou! you can do it de..

seokhoon: its okay darl, was glad to see you too! lets go out again after ur mye alrites? hugs-
aud: okay! :D we'll see how things go alrites.. tkc love!

♥yours truly. 3:41 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

the 2 who got high during MR Q :p

I LOVE NATALIE LIO JIA QI! :D ( nat: dont scold me for this! )

kisses janice (:

we went to SHOP! :)

GIRLS RULE! :D:D:D peiwen pris pam mel nat janice bing ting seokhoon

o9o6o7:

two words: fun & memorable. :D why? cus i went out with the people who added COLOUR to my life; the scapers & some of the 8th councilors. here's a list of those who went: janice, yanbing, jeremy, zhilun, nat, pris, teohuei, lewis, pam, zhongri, seokhoon, yueting, peiwen, alex & myself. our first stop was fareast. had the intention to do retail therapy but ended up buying nothing cus we barely walked around. munched at ljs & janice came to look for us after buying a new fridge with her mom. cuteness! & nat darl came to join us too. i was uber happy to see her can. its been ages since we've met! muacks nat darl (: and to yanbing and janice: dont forget our newurbanmale date! ;)

wanted to take 'bus 11' down to bugis & we took a long time deciding on our next stop. our conclusion: partyworld! :D and so, we used bus 11 to travel to our destination. the room was a lot bigger than that of kbox's & i was rather shocked by the size la. appeared more like a lounge to me, smthg like those seen in movies you know. ha. as usual, the guys started the ballrolling and we girls chose the songs. janice & i then started camwhoring like nobody's business & we took tons of pic the entire day! yay-ness! sang a few songs and yanbing, janice, zhilun, jer & i went off to shop at bugis till they finished at 7.. i bought two tops & a pair of shorts. oh btw, janice & i both bought this 'little miss chatterbox' shirt at fareast! sweeet.! bleah. walked till abt 8pm and we went to join the rest at marina. steamboated & i swear the food's awesome! to bestie: lets go there someday alright! blah. photos and more photos. home.

i just love hanging out with them. the feeling's just so great & i feel at absolute ease when im with them. i seem to have forgotten all troubles, woes, stress & play like there's no tmr. i'm just myself. :) i love my dearests truckloads (: study hard for your mid years and i'll visit pj when invest nears okay! LOVES!

1oo6o7:

didnt plan to go anywhere cus i felt constipated. :x but i couldnt resist going for more retail therapy since i bought rather little stuffs yesterday. and so bestie and i made our way to bugis again & this time, i bought 2 bottoms, a top, a jacket, a belt & 2 pairs of earrings. :D shopped around marina sq too and my legs are so friggin tired now.. rented 200 pounds beauty for mom to watch and they're movie-ing in the living room now. icantwaitfortmrw! sentosa.bbq.reunion. whoots!

♥yours truly. 8:25 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

so the long wanted june break is finally here. this also means that two weeks of hectic rushing of projects are about to arrive- nightmare?

FMM+ITR integrated proj.BMGT proj. CIP proj. LMS proj. IAC proj.

nice eh (:

one of these days i 'll just go crazy. and i mean crazy. lets wait.

but no matter how things turn out, there's still one thing that i must fulfill this holiday- to date my dearests! :D i cant wait for tmr cus scapers & some of the 8th sc are going for retail therapy, something which i've yearned for since the start of school. and peeps, grab all things that you want before july comes cus that darn GST's gonna sore to 7%. daylight robbery uh. but we've learnt that it may be of good impact for us. econs- gov & fiscal policy.

i want a to tan badly too! ):

will monday please please arrive asap? i cant wait to ton with my sweeties at ecp. whoots` and derekh, witness your way of making things fun on that very day. haha :D

im craving for anything. anything but projects. yuck.

and i just realised that i havent spoken a single word about yesterday's ITR paper. i was happily writing my heart out when this qn on the recent hotel developments in Singapore popped up. i was like whoa. 15m just flew away like that. how nice would it be if i had stuffed that part in my brain the day before.. =\ im just praying that i'll at least get some marks. what do you expect since the paper's out of 50? april ng still said that its an easy paper. good luck to our exams uh. (:

till then peeps! ciao! :]

♥yours truly. 4:52 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

had a long talk with some dearests fr my batch today. (: its realy nice to hang out with them again. i just love my batch. we rawk!

solved.

never caring again. peace.

i cant wait for sat & mon! (: whoots!

♥yours truly. 11:57 PM

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

i just dont understand why some peeps are sooo childish. if you want to hahaha, put your name la. i believe you have one, dont you? :)

its just a day more to ITR paper and im freaking out. i seriously have no idea on what's the right method to study for this tourism module. save me?

nevertheless, i've mugged and will continue tmr. :) to all my fellow trm friends, dont give up and hang in there alright? its just a paper more and we can enjoy! the same applies to my other dearies who're having CT now.. jiayou! even if it takes countless nights to get the concepts into our brains, its still worth it all thanks to the darn GPA. thats another reason why poly's not-so-good cus everything you do/submit are taken into consideration, unlike in college where what matters most is the ultimate As.

sometimes, i start pondering how'll things be if i hadn't appealed to poly.. though life'll be equally stressful, there's at least council where i can find my joy & source of laughter. ( that is IF i get in ) i'm really envious and happy for the current batch of 8th sc and at times, hope that i can be part of them, just like how i was in scap. perhaps i'll not leave if i was given another chance. perhaps i'll accept the fact that i have a not-so-intelligent-brain and have to strive hard to beat the invincible As. perhaps i'll laugh like there's no tmr--that is, IF im still in pj. dreaming? :/

you dont see me mentioning abt such issues that often now adays cus i've somehow drifted apart a little. or should i say, im trying hard to adapt to this new environment which will be my 2nd home for the next 3years. like what zhiying says, i cant say that np's better than pj ( cus it aint & pj's the place where all the joy and laughter begins :D ) dont get me wrong; im not trying to forget. in fact, those memories are so precious that they're alr carved in my heart. memories that i'll never ever forget this life.

again, some may argue that im dwelling over the past & that i should move on with life. mind you, im not dwelling over the past. im just reminiscing.

anyw, i'd like to end off today's post by pj's college anthem. while i live, i learn. & college creed (((:

College Anthem:

Here I stand
The dawning of a brand new day
As I look to the way ahead
In my heart burns the fire of learning
And it shines everywhere I go
Never fading and ever yearning
While I live, I learn and grow.

I will seek and explore
Open each and every door
Always caring and faithful and true
To be a guiding light
Set the future shining bright
For my college and for nation too

I am a true pioneer
Crossing every new frontier
With conviction I take every turn
This passion I will hold
So that every one may know
I believe: While I live, I learn.

Here we stand
Together on this special day
Pioneers who will lead the way
All our hearts share the spirit of exploring
In our lives we will always show
How we’ve set our sights on soaring
While we live, we learn and grow.

And we’ll seek and explore
Open each and every door
Always caring and faithful and true
To be a guiding light
Set the future shining bright
For our college and for nation too

Yes, we are true pioneers
Crossing all the new frontiers
With conviction we take every turn
This passion we will hold
So that every one may know
We believe: While we live, we learn.

College Creed:
While I Live I Learn
To Be committed in giving my best
To be compassionate in serving others
To have confidence that I can achieve.
I shall constantly seek to improve
To give off myself
To be true in all that I do.
In crossing new frontiers,
I shall strive to lead my example
For it is in my learning that I live.

♥yours truly. 11:34 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

i'd like to congratulate my dearest councillors who've made it to exco! (: i'm so happy and proud of you guys! to wilfred,zhilun,janice,jianlin,alex,ciauer,natalie,lewis,preben- congratulations! :D its really an honour & fortunate that you guys are the next batch of leaders in pioneer.. not forgetting the other 8th too- jiayou and pj'll be an even better college in time to come! hugs-

to nat: i know i've said this a million times today but I'M REALLY UBER UBER GLAD FOR YOU sweeetie! :) all along i've prayed that you'll be yihan's successor and thanks to God who answered my prayers.. you'll definitely make a great esprit head & never give up no matter how stressful things will be kaes.. perservere! & may the esprit spirit live on forever.. (: with you 'high'ness, im sure 8th espritco will be a fantastic co. thumbs up babe & once again, i love youuuuu & i miss you A LOT! :D muacks-

-while i live i learn- (((((:

♥yours truly. 7:24 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

this is what i do when i'm lazy: change my blogskin out of laziness to mug. wahahaha. i cant help it la. & the current song is :

爱的主旋律 - 卓文萱/小鬼

男：是你在那个雨季走进我生命带着一点任性和温柔的表情
女：是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂温暖的笑容换我仅有的甜蜜
男：天上一万颗星星我却只看见你你说这是幸运还是不可思议
女：身边有太多风景我却停在这里说我傻的可以还不是因为你
男：是你的声音
女：带给我勇气
男：恋爱的频率
女：直到我心底
男：如果你愿意
女：是的我愿意
合：带着我幸福的主旋律
男：从前的实际
女：现在我相信
男：天空会放晴
女：爱会更甜蜜
男：如果你愿意
女：是我的愿意
合：爱的主旋律
合：永远常下去

i've been in love with this song since... one month ago? ha. just find the lyrics super meaningful (: enjoy! off to mug! :D

♥yours truly. 7:21 PM

so the most horrible and dumb paper has passed. like finally. i felt as if a load has been lifted, part of the load at least. mugged like gmsihgidh for the past two days and im glad that apart from the tricky mcq which made me doubtful of my answers, today's cip paper was fairly manageable. oh well. what can i do even if my answers are wrong, what's done is alr done and there's no turning back. let's all concentrate on our remaining papers & anticipate the holidays alrites? :)

its macroecons on monday & itr on thursday. i love econs but im utterly lost as to how im gonna study for itr. mr tham said there's no use memorising & that we've got to grasp the basic concepts, but what exactly do these concepts refer to? what do we need to know for transport, accommodation, attractions? im kinda lost. oh well, let's see how things go.

the ah peh pehs who're patronising np's library are such a nuisance, esp this particularly irritating uncle who likes to book people for gaming & eating in the library. i guess he can just cut if out cus there's practically no use restricting poly students.. :P & he was kinda dumb to accept zhiqing's offer of the two remaining fox sweets instead of her original packet of idunnowhat when he saw what we were holding initially la. luckily i hid my crackers under my bag. (:

do these uncles get paid a fine amount each time they book students? or are they fearful of not doing their job if the library gets dirty? ha, i really wonder.

my dearest pj councillors are having elects camp now and im soo envious! i want to go too but that'll only happen in my dreams i guess. hope you guys are having loads of fun yeah? (: hugs-

till then darlings! ttyl!

♥yours truly. 11:33 AM