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♥ourstory;ourlove♥

Sunday, January 28, 2007

FREAKING SHIT! why can't you just shut ur bloody mouth? you like to quarrel so much huh? i guess you won't be able to live on if you don't quarrel with me at least once a week. a routine it is! i'm proud that i've learnt not to tear because of such quarrels since it occurs so often, and have also realised that its plain STUPIDITY if i shed a tear. if you detest my attitude then SO BE IT! i am who i am. sometimes i really wonder if i'm really your daughter, and i doubt myself at times. you just don't understand me, and it's that fiery temper of yours which gives rise to conflicts! I'M SOO UNLUCKY TO INHERIT SUCH A HOT TEMPER FROM YOU! i like to spend more time with my friends than with YOU people, and what's there to argue about? LET ME MAKE THIS CLEAR: this is MY life! think i'm useless? then so be it! i'm born to have such a character and attitude, so shut your big fat mouth! and if you think i love living here, you're wrong! i'd be 100times happier if i live solely with mom. i can't wait till i'm old enough to live far far away from you.. i can't wait. i swear i shan't approach you should i need any help in future cus you SUCK big time!

-foul mood.* thanks for spoiling my day 'DAD'.! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D


♥yours truly. 7:15 PM



it seems like i'm internet sick! i just can't resist popping online every single day- even if it's past midnite i'll still hop on at least to check things out. hurhur. mas came over to study just now; taught her CHEMISTRY. (: it was my fav subject back then in secondary school but i guess things aren't the same now. i can't understand calculations! tutorial 1c is sooo confusing, and to think that there's a chem test this coming wednesday makes me sick. nevertheless, my worst fear is still everyone's bestie; MATHS. it's really sad that to date, my brain is still SIT (slow in thinking), especially in maths. i'd be thankful if i pass tmr's quiz.. prays*

days pass like lightning, which means that Os results will be released uber soon. i CAN wait. hah. really think that i'll suffer from insomnia the nite before.. oh god. this also means that the so called '3mth stay' in pj is about to end.. sadded.. thou my heart is more to poly, i really can't bear to leave pj.. afterall, the friends made are so so wonderful and i can't bear to leave them.. sobs* )): there's a high chance that i'll tear till the sg floods if i leave pj.

something interesting happened last nite, or call it this morning. at abt 3+am, i was awoken out of a sudden and there was this guy shouting at the top of his voice! he was probably at the void-deck cus the voice seemed direct. his voice was soooo loud that even residents from the next block would've heard him! o_O i didn't peep to see but it he was choking on his words! a scenario of breaking up in the middle of the nite? the sound of a motorcycle buzzing off brought the incident to an end.. oh well. gotta finish up my assignments or else i'm gonna d.i.e. have been suffering from a lack of sleep lately and i seriously gotta catch up on resting.. slept only till 9am today cus i had to ring lavenia up about o2 games stuff.. may our planning go smoothly and annyeong..


♥yours truly. 6:02 PM

















have you ever seen GREEN rice? it's richie's dinner!




us again! heh. glad to have gotten to know her better! we're both fans of KIMJUNGHOON and love to cover our eyes during horror movies! ^5! ben + you form the best OGLs cann. =)
























aren't we cute? hah. thick-skinned*

















on the escalator. she's soo tall la.. and i'm like...















poor waising.. he must've been sian-ed by the ah-peh.














huihoong. mel. bifen. audrey. =) only rachel's left sleeve is captured! argh..
















0G 17! incomplete- )):



















bernice. [organiserr] =) thanks for today yeah? looking forward to future outings~




















with bifen! loveher lotsa! the two of us took tons of photos. (: heh















candid! (: zhafri, richie, rachel, zaki..
















cool eh=D? 14bikes! zhafri's missing--


RAWRRR! i'm HIGH. why? cus i had lotsa FUN today! although we didn't engage in many activities, we enjoyed ourselves tremendously. the sad thing was that not everyone turned up; sabrina, tricia, magdalyn, tsingyen, laysee, peixuan, weiwen, zhern chin, wisdom, you're MISSED. ))): looking forward to seeing everyone the next outing cus it'll really be nice if everyone's present. heh(: met at je at 11am but by the time everyone arrived, it was noon. train-ed to pasir ris and makaned at downtown east's foodcourt! chatted and finally decided to start our cycling expedition at 2+.. [hah. what a name ehh? =p] the 15 of us went around the park like a gang of ____ and i tell you, the feeling of cycling after sooo long is great! i can't recall when was the last time i cycled but it sure feels awesome when you ride carefeely with the wind's company. it would have been better if i'd screamed to release all troubles, thoughts and stress but i didn't.. hah. i guess the weather must have been against the idea of us cycling cus it began to RAIN shortly after. =x found a huge shelter and hid under it.. when we saw that the rain wasn't likely to stop, we resumed our task cus we couldn't possibly spend the rest of the day under the shelter. on our way back, we passed by wildwildwet and heard the screams of the ppl enjoying the rides. maybe we should schedule our next outing to either wildwildwet/escape ehh? =D beams*!

blahs.* cycled till 5 and headed back to pasir ris.. took GROUP PHOTO and a few of them went off, leaving 10 left.. dined at tampines mall and i ate my fav fried fish beehoon! (: heh delicious! train-ed back to je and we're all lucky to have seats.. i can't imagine how sore our legs will be if we have to stand all the way fr tampines to je. -.- a few of them played cards and we all burst out laughing when an old man, who was sitting beside waising, started to engage in a conversation with him. he seemed really talkative and we sure pitied waising.. =x all thanks to rachel who went to sit beside ws and 'saved' him after that. hah. and oh! i almost forgot.. while we were in whitesands sc, there was this lady at the counter who ben approached to ask for directions. she looked OUTSTANDING, and i mean really outstanding. she had black curly puffy hair, and her make-up was exceptionally THICK. bifen burst our laughing out of a sudden and when i when i turned, the first thing which came to my mind was marilyn monrolle [ wadever is the spelling of that name. hah]. meanies? =x we just couldn't help it! regretted not snapping a photo of her.. hah. oh well. that sort of sums up OG 17's outing today.. enjoy the snapshots! its past 1am now and i've still got my extra qns on BINOMIAL to complete before i turn in. shall leave chem and cheena for later.. nitey nite ppl and take lotsa care! OG 17 RAWK MY LIFE!


♥yours truly. 12:01 AM


Friday, January 26, 2007















hazimah.shafina.mel.felicia. i'm so dumb! =x














shuai ge; richie!












pretty natalie and i*.

BOO! sorry for mia-ing these days. have been tied down with work each day and i just can't find the time to update! a million apologies! the workload have been piling higher and higher and i have homework for practically every subject! gasps* till date, i've only completed GP and i'm still left with chinese, chem, geog and lastly my most hated MATHS. i am seriously dying in it. help?? =x my classmates are like sooo clever and they have excellent brains in math; i feel so so dumb.. sighsigh. only when i've experienced it can i say that 1st 3mth in jc isn't honeymoon at all. there are still homeworks and TESTS; it's just a matter if you wanna complete em or not. there's chem, chinese and math test fr wed-fri next week consecutively! i'm so D-E-A-D.
scap's been uber fun- i love ESPRITCO! yihan you rawk can. totally! (: and of cos xuanhui too. :D hees. in spite of the planning of o2, i'm still having lotsa fun! hope everything goes well for planning and o2com jiayou! (: tmr's 0G 17's OUTING at ecp! whoots! i cant wait =D.! miss squad 17 + ben bifen like siao can. hahehahehahe.. and i love my 07s27 lotsa! we're so deeply bonded! hehhehe.. that's abt all~ annyeong.!










♥yours truly. 11:53 PM


Tuesday, January 23, 2007


sidetrack.. =x yumei and i on last day of reiki seminar. (:


part of s27.. 


 crazy us.. =p


(((((((((((((((((((:


huiyu;felicia;jiajun


me.huiyu.felicia


richie! hahas..


tiny grp of chinese students with miss ho (:


o7s27 with miss siti :D. [without felicia]..

pichas. (((:

today's a pretty hectic day cus apart fr the 1hr break fr 8-9 and recess/lunch, there practically wasn't any rest time! :S had chem prac and we did titration.
it's really great since we haven't done any experiments since Os practical, but i have to admit that i was a little
blur..=x 

i'm officially dying in econs! there are just so many terms and
concepts that my mind becomes a whirlpool. besides, the pace is kinda fast and i was having a hard time copying notes.. apgp of math is making me blurr too.. ): the dilemma between jc and poly still stands; shall really wait
till results are out. speaking of results, many have said that it'll be released on 9th feb. isit true? :S it's only like two weeks away and i'm friggin scared. hope everything turns out right..
got kinda moody aft chem lesson cus someone saboed me to be the rep and i was pretty upset abt it, thou he tried explaining things aft lesson. deep inside me, i was boiling but i just didn't
show my emotions.. oh well. it's just 2+months afterall.. there's scap tmr and i'm sooo looking forward to it! claps*- alritey thats abt all..

yuheng's leaving for aussie tonite and here's a short message:
it has been real nice meeting you and of cos, the 7th s.c too! though we haven't had many chances to chat much in sch, you've certainly
enlightened me on jc stuff- thanks! and friday nite was super fun! [althou jorene and u guys went crazyyy] enjoyed the 'session' a lot hahas.. keep in touch kaes and bon voyage! meanwhile, enjoy ur stay in aussie.. ((: 





♥yours truly. 7:05 PM


Monday, January 22, 2007

pardon me for my language; f*cking shit. i decide when to go to bed, not you. so get a life, you arse. 


♥yours truly. 10:04 PM


Sunday, January 21, 2007

i've broken TWO records since i came to pj! as mentioned before, the first one was to be late for school although i'm not late anymore. =) the second is none other than staying beyond 2am.. guess what; i slept at 43oam yesterday.. why? because of the darn CHEENA project.! mingmin told me just now that her eyes are gonna pop out anytime due to that, and i told her that mine are about to sink in
as a result of lack of sleep. pathetic ehh. i didn't even stayed till that late during Os.. the latest i went was 2am and that's it! was actually rather shocked that i was able to persevere till 43oam- could it be because of 'rei-ki'? hah.`

i've officially received the fourth attunment tonight and have graduated as a rei ki 1 student. however, i don't really have a sensitive body/hands, so i don't feel that much as others do when they're rei-king or being rei-kied. some say it's because i'm still young. is that so? lol. and i asked mrs keven about whether rei-ki could help me increase my height. guess what? she said YES! but it would take time. i shall TRY!
really desperate to grow taller. at this height i'll forever be mistaken as a sec1 kid. haha. kaes shall do a little of tutorial1 on binomial now and then SLEEP! i seriously gotta catch up on that.. nites ppl!



♥yours truly. 10:54 PM


Saturday, January 20, 2007

 i have a giant PIMPLE on my right cheek.! ))): and what's the cause of it? the answer is none other than STRESS! i'm suber stressed now and i need a break- that's why i came online. besides, i'm
thankful that i came cus there's a mail from my chinese teacher about our assignment, which is what i'm stressing about. shan't elaborate much on it but just keep in mind that it's a mini project which has
to be done by monday. and it so happened that i have this 2.5days 'rei-ki' course since yesterday evening at furama city centre. you may ask: what's the big deal of having a course when you still have hours left? well the problem is that on average, the course ends at about 83opm every nite.. it began at 6 and ended
at 11.15pm ystd! as for today, we started at 93oam and ended at 83o.. tmr's abt the same time too.
shucks*! i'll really haveta try finishing up my chinese homework tonite. no time to care about math
now cus she didn't say it's compulsory to attempt the qns. rah!

this friggin rei-ki thingy is putting me to sleep; especially during the seminar. i couldn't help it but doze off just now cus my eyes were sooo heavy! dad nagged, saying that i should have paid
attention to each and every detail. hey! i'm already doing you a great favour by turning up for this damn thing because u paid $400+ for it! if not, i'll definitely go against you.. you have to accept it no matter what, cus you FORCED me into this. this is the result of
forced work, so take it or leave it. while many may wonder what exactly is 'rei-ki', i'm yet to be
equipped with a good explanation. the lady just described it as 'an energy of unconditional love'. whatever that may mean.. it's something like a special power which has the ability to do lotsa things like cure sicknesses etc.

i'm also super guilty now cus althou i got into scap, i wasn't able to go for yesterday's and today's meeting. it ain't good to be absent during first meetings you see.. SIGH. explained wo weilin etc and although they accepted my explanation, first impression still counts! thank MY DAD for putting me in this deep shit. argh..




♥yours truly. 11:40 PM


Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i'm irritated. i'm pissed. i'm in a foul mood. am i pmsing? nah. just don't know what's wrong with me today, especially after i got home. perhaps its due to a lack of sleep. blame myself for turning in only past twelve every nite becus i'm rushing thru my homework. i dozed off while doing a little of my homework just now, and that's why i decided to take a BREAK.! i can't withdraw myself from the com until i've finished everything. it
has became a routine for me since Os ended. unless im exceptionally busy on that particular day, otherwise i'll definitely come online even if it's only for ten minutes. call me lazy or wad cus i simply can't be bothered..

*CHANGE OF MOOD* :D:D:D:D
anyway, today's lectures/tutorials were fairly interesting, although i still can't help feeling sleepy-i almost dozed off during chem lecture.. fortunately, i managed to keep myself awake by opening my eyes to the max. we had geog
after recess and it was fun! i love miss leong! (: we were divided into groups and were tasked to do a crossword puzzle. of the 3grps in class, 2 scored 7/17 and jiajun's group managed to score a total of 13pts! G-E-N-I-U-S-E-S! haha. and oh yes, we introduced ourselves before lesson begun too.. this was followed by chem,
where mr tan bp came in to relieve our chem tcher cus she's away for mc. he's so cool and
we finally had the chance to look at him CLOSELY due to the fact that 07s27 is located right at the BACK of LT4. everyone complained cus we were already given lousy timetables and now, we're also given lousy seats. =\\ he said that he couldn't help it and so we shutted our mouths. did self intro AGAIN and we
asked him to introduce himself as well. hah! a few classmates attempted to crack really silly
jokes and teased him, and the rest of us were dying fr stomachache due to laughter. lol.! we love him! but too bad he's not out chem tutor.. sadded. ):

econs was next and the friggin tcher was damn boring. i can't remember what her name is but
she aint fun.. rather 'dao' and unfriendly, although she tried to crack jokes in an
attempt to make us laugh, but was unsuccessful. i dread econs. its.so.difficult.! terms.terms.and terms. argh! did intro AGAIIIIN and i was getting super sian by then. was on the verge of dozing off and i was soo happy when the tutorial ended. yayness*! had lunch and went to the sancturary to get pj's windbreaker! its soo cool can~ (: went for scap interview at 345pm. i couldn't help being nervous, but i tried my best to calm down and answered the questions honestly. sang the college anthem in the end and i was kinda embarrassed.. :/ hehe. and btw, if you're wondering what bg music is being played in my blog,
it's pjc's college anthem. i love the tune to bits~!! crazy me. :p hahas. anyway i'm hoping to pass the interview.. (: bye for now ppl!



♥yours truly. 10:17 PM


Tuesday, January 16, 2007


mag and i.! (:


thankyou zhongri for spoiling our photo! :p hahas..


my dance partner; zaki! (: nxt time stand closer lar cus i wont bite.!


i love all of ya! =) *ps. some of us are nt in the pic*


that stupid face of mine. hah.. MAKAN!


???


shitien and i.. ^^


tricia and i! hey wads up with that fork? :p


candid~!!


me. audrey. peixuan. =))


guys. (:


US! [incomplete]


da friggin timetable of mine.! )))))))):

i wanna complain! )))): my class is so bloody sway lar. why? cus our lessons end super late everyday, and i mean it! except for wednesdays, the earliest time that we're dismissed is at 3.3opm, and what's the latest? 6PM! shouts*! MONDAY
is the worst day of all cus our day breaks with PE as the last lesson from 5-6pm. thursday is not
much better cus it only ends half an hour earlier. compared to other classes, 07S27 is seriously very unlucky.. i guess our class is the one which has the longest days. :/
vivian, yongsheng and i went to look for ms siti after school today in an attempt to bring forward
some of our tutorials, but we failed. she explained that the slots are already finalized, and that the
committee also took a long time in deciding the intervals/lessons. you see, the reason why our classes end so late is partly becus we have long breaks in between. for your info, there's a 4hour break on thursday lar. tell us what we can do, will
ya? [dont say STUDY, cus this is only the 1st 3 months so i guess no one will mug like siao!]

of course, this has indirectly disrupted many of our personal plans in one way or another. for instance, my plan to go for ngee ann poly's open house this thurday at 2pm is cancelled. this is soo saddening cus no matter what, half of my heart still lies in np's TRM. i guess i'll haveta checkout NP's webbie for more info since i'm on a 3day course this fri-sun. sianed -.- 

althou i haveta admit that the interest value of today's lecutures has increased, i couldn't help feeling sleepy.. perhaps i should really catch up on my sleep since i've been turning in near 1am these days. been doing last min work since school begun.. =\ lectures ended at 113oam for us and we were to wait till 123opm before leaving the college.
there's CHEMISTRY tutorial homework today and i'm feeling puzzled as to why they're testing us on our knowledge on significant figures. rather unrelated to the subject but i'll just do it later for the sake of doing. there's econs again tmr, which means i'll again haveta scan through the notes.! there's geog [ my love! ] tmr too and i'm so looking forward to it! borrowed liuchin's sec3 geog text today as i've long disposed off mine.. and speaking of liuchin, i went back to yhss again today! my utmost intention was to visit mrs sunil but we didn't meet.! she had smthg on.. friggin unlucky. gonna pick days which she's
free to visit in future.. =\ accompanied miss ang for lunch and chatted. blahs. returned back to school and we had
a mini meeting.. left yhss at 6pm and reached home at 63o. (: the end! shall upload ystd's OG lunch photos. enjoy~!!


♥yours truly. 7:36 PM


Monday, January 15, 2007

i got into DANCE! haha. but im not overjoyed or whatsoever cos as i've said before, im not really into
hip hop.. [ no offence kaes] im also down for scap interview this wed at 345pm and im praying  hard to pass it.. god bless! (: gonna tell the dance committee one of these days that i won't be joining them nemore.. :] yes its sad to give my passion up, but pj doesn't have chinese/trad dance, so there's nothing i can do unless i take up classes outside..

i'm coming online only for a while tonite cus i have yet completed my math tutorial for partial fractions, neither have i looked through the econs notes.. thick skinned* im not a guai kia la, its just that i'll be a total blur sotong tmr if i don't read up tonite. tcher started on binomial today, and im like soo lost! the method which jc uses is different fr
that of sec sch you see.. ): blame me for my slow and stupid brain.!

had OG outing with my dearest squad 17 today at lot1! actually was more of a lunch outing lar. hahas. dined at food junction but sadly, not everyone was present. the stupid aunty and uncle were sooo idiotic can. they scolded us when we wanted to join the tables tgt.. no need to be so fierce wad. i guess they dont 
understand the meaning of being POLITE. after that, everyone had this 'photo fever' and we started taking snapshots till abt 4+.. planned the next OG outing and im so looking forward to it!
sorry but i'll not be uploading the shots tonite cus i have loads of work piling up.. shall do it tmr and bifen, do stay tuned ehh! you're much missed today! love you guys~!!
MAUGHAM OG 17 RAWKS FOREVER!!! 





♥yours truly. 9:02 PM


Sunday, January 14, 2007


ourNEOS. ^^


i've finally overcame my fear of taking front shots! haha.


look UP.! =D


greeeny. ((:


decorating.. :]

i've been a dumbdumb today- serious! i know this is really stupid but i still wanna disclose this foolish act of mine. instead of a pair of contacts, i wore only one! it wasn't by accident, but out of helplessness! you see, my left contact has been
causing some problems since ystd; i don't really know why but i just feel discomfort after inserting it in. and nvr did i expect the same thing to happen today. as you know, one won't look good with specs when she 'goes out', so i didn't wanna wear them. was only left with this dumb choice of wearing only ONE althou my left eye would be 
totally blur. nevertheless, it wasn't as bad as i'd thought. i could still see rather clearly with one eye. at least i didnt bump into anyone. haha! praying that i won't
encounter the same prob again tmr morning cus i'll be in a rush; and it sucks! i wouldn't wanna be late again!

enough of my foolish act. :| met yanqing at je at 13o but i was late- sorry! trained
to bugis and crossed over to bugis street. window-shopped. i wanted to get my long wanted hot pants but
when i saw the price, i almost fainted! it costed a bomb- $26.9o! soo ex.. although the designs
were nice, i couldn't help being frightened by the price. shucks* maybe i should frequent the place a few months later when the trend gets a lil outdated. thats the only choice now! =\ speaking of hot pants, my parents are soo out of date.. when i told them what i wanted to buy, they forbade me from buying it cus they said that its far too SHORT. hey come'on. its not that short okay.. besides, if you haven't noticed its a v common trend now adays. like it or not, im gonna get it someday! i really don't understand adults sometimes.. c can't they give their child more freedom and liberty? hello! im turning 17 in 4months' time! the both of us returned to bugis junction empty handed and we headed to take neos! nicenice*
hehe.. the last time i took neos was in hk with my cuzzie. at least im not a big neoprint freak now
as compared to last time, which is great! hah. ate at kopitiam and shopped a while more before
heading back to je.. bought bus concession before going to IMM and bought 2 hairbands- green and yellow! :D blahs. it was about 8pm when i reached home.

our math lecturer [ i've forgotten her name ] asked us to do the qn in exercise 8, and i haven't done it yet! to tell you the truth, i have absolutely no idea on how it shld be done.. HELP.! needta
crack my brains and study a little later so as to be prepared for tmr's lecutures! annyeong.







♥yours truly. 8:20 PM


Saturday, January 13, 2007


lovelove!

HEYYY. guess what? im in the library blogging now; and i'm using derek's laptop! haha. cool huh.. actually came here with mas and him to discuss some impt stuff but akio isn't here.. -_- sianed. the stupid librarians in this damn library are soooo idiotic la. one moment we were sitting outside and this lady asked us to move into the aisle, and just one second ago the security guard asked us to move out in such an unmannerly tone. wth.! we wanna lodge complain man.. its like what they say are contradictory can. idiotic ppl! yucks*! if you dont let us sit on both places, then whats the point of coming to the library.. nonsense lar. zzz..

saw belinda, alicia and joanne at mac jus now when i was queuing up at mac. i didnt notice that bel was standing beside me until i turned. i was like HEY! and she was damn shocked too. hugged each other and i said happy new yr. haha. its a smal world~ mite be going out with yanqing tmrw to shop; havent seen each other for ages and i so miss her! ))):

had a mini argument with my parents this morning abt jc/poly matter. i told them that rite now, im stuck in a dilemma as to whether to go poly or remain in jc after results are out. surprisingly, they were v unsupportive of me staying on in jc cus they kept saying that since last year, i had made up my mind to study TRM in np, and so they respected my decision. i tried to explain, saying thati was naive then bcus i hadnt experienced jc life. they also brought up the matter that if i had wanted to go to jc, i should have gone to a better one. but the matter is that in actual fact, which JC doesnt really matter cus what matters most is the final destination: the A levels.! not only that, they said that i had all along been influenced by my peers about the tough life in jc and now i myself am pondering.. oh god! what am i to do? someone pls help me..! yes, i have to admit that there are pros and cons for both jc and poly, but... =x shall see how my results are till i decide.. s-t-r-e-s-s- ah.!

chpt 0 of math is alr killing me cus my foundation ain't good. i almost went crazy while trying out the tutorial qns this morning. sobsob. ): think my brain has totally rusted! and btw, i finally took NEW passport photos this morning. my face looked sooo fat can. :/ should have takem em earlier if i had known so that i can use the new ones for scap application. the sec1 photo seriously looks damn stupid. haha. gonna stop here now.. tata cya! ((((:




♥yours truly. 2:41 PM


Friday, January 12, 2007


love her to bits! ((((:

rain rain go away, come again another day. well well. what can i say abt today? there's 'rain' fever
going on i suppose, cus it has been raining from dawn to dusk! and becus of the stupid rain, we were
late for school once again.! we could have actually been early since we boarded 19o at cck interchange, but the rain resulted in a serious jam near pj bus stop. i was friggin frustrated lar. thankyou rain! =x i seriously hope that this is the last time being late.. cant afford to be late nemore..
luckily my CT still marked me present. (: had math lecture and i was on the verge of going
crazy.! to those who like math and who're strong in the subject, it would have been chicken feet.. in actual fact, the concept's rather simple but its the application part which is difficult; this is how i personally feel lar. tcher gave us 1qn for hmwk and said that its a trick qn.. lol. had break till 1o3o, which was like 1.5hrs.. hung out with jiajun and her OG frens in the canteen and i was introduced to a few of them too. no doubt that they're fun ppl! :D

next was CT time! and im glad that it was kinda fun! (: got to knw more new frens: ciao er, natalie, 
jessie, farah, peiyi, minyee, jannah, faris, hidayah... i cant rmb the rest of the names due to my SSTM.
[super short term memory] syndrome. it seems to be worsening this year. goodnes.! i cant imagine
how poor my memory will be when i age. bless me.~ had some sort of ice breaking game with our CT, miss siti khadijah. she was fun! treated us like friends and introduced herself to us too. haha. blahblahs. got to
knw 2 other korean freaks fr my grp too but i can only rmb vivian.. :/ pardon me.! went to LT4 for assembly and by the time we arrived, the seats were alr filled and so we had to sit on the steps. gah! chatted with felicia and shes one cute lil girl! ^^ and i discovered that she wants to get into TRM at NP too! YEAH! i found a pal! heh. happy sia..

met up with suhailah after school at jp! missed her so much cann. and i finally had the chance to pass her prezzies to her! heh girl i knw u're obsessed with se7en oppa now! saranghaeyo? :p was so happy to meet up lor.. ate at mac and we chatted abt loads of things. shopped ard jp and then walked to jw lib. blahs. continued chatting and there was this freaky teeko indian guy who sat near us. push said that he kept looking at us like a molester and i was like omg. and you knw wad happened when we were about to leave? he came over and asked for a pen! being NICE, i lent him lo.. and we were like.. zzz. was discussing how to get the pen back cus he was like borrowing on purpose. blahs. and then push said: u knw why hes here? cus its near the tamil books section! girl you made me laugh my head out la.. i couldnt stop laughing! almost rolled on the floor can. the ppl ard us must have thought that we were CRAZY.
hah. thanks for letting me laugh so happily sweetie! i haven't giggled in such a manner for ages! :p finally, he stood up and took the initiative to return the pen to me. at least he knew how
things shld be done. lol rolls eyes evily* said goodbyes and homesweethome! probably meeting mas, akio and derek tmr for some impt thing. chill ppl!



♥yours truly. 7:55 PM


Thursday, January 11, 2007

THANKS! i really appreciate your fabulous attempt to spoil my day. claps*. being sarcastic?? dont blame me please. i just cant stand you! you know that its my nature to dislike trying NEW
food/drinks/be it wadever healthy stuff, and yet you're taking everything so seriously. it's as if i've done smthg wrong. im telling you: i didnt! i just spoke what i wanted. i live a life of MY OWN kae. its
not like you're living my life mister.. it was also mean of you to bring up the past and worse,
exaggerate things! you think i wasn't feeling one bit of guilt back then? you're absolutely wrong! im still a
human okae. i have FEELINGS. argh. pissed*!

school was slightly better cus i made new friends; vivien aka ying shi & yongsheng. lectures were
not so boring but econs seemed really tough due to the new and complicated terms used. i guess
i'll just haveta get used to it slowly.. i loved chem! mr tan bp was great.! hah (: too bad he isn't my tcher for nxt wk.. chinese was rather interesting cus the tcher was a great joker, but most of us were intimidated by the requirements of the subject and how soon the Alvl chinese exams are.. =x geog was a little boring cus she spoke abt human geog, which i don't take much interest of
since sec sch. :/ but it was certainly nice of her to dismiss us at 1.45pm instead of 2. heh. accompanied jiajun to practise her piano pieces in the hall, then accompanied derek till 5+.. they had canoeing trial you see.. this brings me to my complain of the day; im super tired and shag now! equivalent to that of a 'half dead' person. why? cus we ran 3.2km today! everyone was hoping for it to POUR but sadly, the rain remained as it was and so, we weren't excused from running. the route seemed endless and neverending.. i seriously wanted to drop dead when i returned. n_n anyway, tmr's timetable is pretty slack and spaced out. i think there's only math
lecture[!] haha. hoping to meet pushie tmr! missya truckloads babe!




♥yours truly. 7:50 PM


Wednesday, January 10, 2007


we love them lots! presenting.. bifen n ben!!!!


US! :DDD


rachel and i with dearest BIFEN!! =DD


MAUGHAM!! ((((:


tricia.me.audrey.aifa.peixuan.sabrina (: /


mAUGHAM OG 17! loves*!!

HELLO! lessons have begun and they were soo boring. had LECTURES all day.. argh! maybe it was becus of ystd thats why everyone's half dead today. most ppl were dreading for classes to end and when it was finally 123o, we cheered! went back to yhss and was glad to see quite a few tchers but sadly not dear mrs sunil.. rushed back to pj at 415pm for dance audition at 5.. they taught us a set of hip hop moves and we had to dance in fiveS. =x wasn't very pleased to know that most moves are so fast, hip etc.. and the results will be out tmr. hopefully i dont get in.. if i do, i'll request to back out.. =x joining scap and hopefully i'll be able to get in ya! weilin asked me to pray that my interviewer isn't her. so .... lol. now i shall speak briefly abt ystd cus i feel terrible for not blogging abt such a memorable and unforgettable day! sorry for my laziness last nite cus i was dog tired and so didnt come online and update..

reached sch on the dot and blahblahblah. P had her dialogue and there was this qna session where we were given the liberty to speak up for our doubts. rather fun there! had break and then was MASS GAMES. funfunfunfunfunfunness~!! had initially thought that i'll get sunburn again but instead of being burnt, we were damn WET! but thats definitely okay cus everyone had lotsa fun. we went mad and crazy once again! :D gah!! makan-ed and then was my fav; DANCE REVISION.! i love dancedancedancecdancedance, esp fun dance! i even went to hunt for the
song fr ppl. heh and i gladly have it in my hp now~ (: lalala. and i only found out last nite that
its actually a bollywood song! screams*! everyone went uber HIGH during dance. soo fun can.!
I LOVE MASS AND FUN DANCE TO BITS! muacks*then was squad time, whereby we performers did out final rounds of revision and off we went to
prepare for nite performance.. everything began at abt 545pm sharp and unit by unit, the performers danced. nicenicenice! when it was finally our turn, we were extremely nervous! sth was screwed up a little bcus of PA stuff but nevertheless, we did our best and won the best performance award.! 3 cheers for maugham!! some of the agents performed too- to finish up their performance on day1. hah. nicenice too! sang songs, recited cheers and all.. there was this particular slow paced song [ i cant rmb which one ] which was kinda touching.. in addition to that, aifa started to tear and being the emo me, i followed. :/ tried my best not to cry but i just couldnt help it! i mean, out unit is alr so closely bonded and here we are splitting up.. sad.. ): hugged everyone and i teared even more.. =x bifen and ben then put on our pj badges for us to signify that we're true pioneers! THANKS!! love you guys lotsa! danced fun dance and mass dance as a whole jc1 + agents + councillors and we got even HIGHER! it was abt 9 when we had to clear up and said our goodbyes.. took some pics and i shall upload em~ enjoy! and if you wanna take a look at maugham's nite item, heres a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zSQEKPU9OM . thanks solo for video-ing!! 

 


♥yours truly. 8:23 PM


Monday, January 08, 2007


sabrina and i! loves!


tricia and i! (:


fr clockwise left. sabrina, shi tien, rachel, hui hoon and me! 


OG 17! LOVES**


dear seniors in secsch uniform =) 

im back! needless to say, today was yet another interesting and enjoyable day. sadly,
orientation's coming to an end in 24hours time and lessons are resuming on wednesday! the thought of being separated sucks! we're already bonded so closely and here we are being split
into different classes! ))): how i wish OG17 could be a class- that'll definitely be GREAT! oh well.
i guess every good thing does comes to an end  and therefore, always cherish the time when you're with your friends/family/loved ones becus you
will not know how long you can be with them. okay im making things sound a little serious here. hah! :\

before i go on to today's programme, i wanna congratulate myself for being PUNCTUAL for school! ((((: though i was just on time, i haveta 'celebrate' cus i've been late for school since 3rdjan. =x. the day
started with the VP's talk on pastoral care. everyone must have thought that like other talks, it'll be mundane and boring but we were wrong! he's one cool and humorous guy who crakes jokes! :D we proceeded to mass ice breakers. blahblah; nothing vnew thou. hah. had squad time,
which some of us used as unit time to touch up on our item tmr.. ate a little and zilianed at the
TOILET! next was FUN DANCE. like mass dance, it was AWESOME! very sweet and short, but
due to my STM syndrome [which is worsening], i've already forgotten some steps. hope to master both fun and mass dance soon~ did a round of mass dance before the other clans had their turns and it was a little chaotic.. cus most of us were a little blur abt certain parts plus STM. haha. makan-ed a little and headed for unit time! didnt do much.. =x then was songs and cheers and something -.- happened. i believe everyone felt super dee super -.- and grr la. dont wanna elaborate more. before the 'truth' was revealed, peixuan told me that she may leave pj aft 3mths bcus of __. i totally agreed. the SCs taught us new songs and cheers and once again, everyone got real 
HIGH! and then was my fav part- FUNDANCE and MASSDANCE again! :D:D:D heh~stayed back after dismissal with my clan to practice our item.. gonna do the necessary last min touch-ups and rehearsals tmr! wish us good luck and im sooooooo looking forward to tmr althou its our last time tgt.. i wish for time to pass asap [ as slowly as possible ].! tty!  


♥yours truly. 8:31 PM


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