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Sunday, October 23, 2005

i've finally finished watching my dearest stairway to heavenn.sad ending- jingshu died in spite of the cornea transplant cus her cancer cells haf spread to da brain. sigh. never did i expect this tragic to happen-had thought that she'll recover once tai hua donates his cornea to her. neway, i really love this show to bits! its interesting + nice although v sad at times.. currently thinking of what kr show shld i watch after this. hees. mom wants to watch full house, but i've alr watched that before in hk. pretty nice and funny show. korean shows just rawk muh` lyfee! i love song hye kyo, choi ji woo, rain.. cant live one day w/o kr shows. die lol. newae. went to great world today with my parents. was kwite boring actually cus didnt get to see nething interesting and neither did i buy nething. ystd was an interesting day thou. went out with bell to orchard to ton. (: hees. headed to heeren first to take neos cus we thought there'll be loads of ppl ltr on. fortunately, only few were there. hees. took 2x and bel kept insisting that i made her broke! lols =p kayys nxt time treat u lors. =)) walked to da wadever surf shop aft that which sold many roxy and ripcurl stuff. bel was mesmerized by the bags sold there lol. but the things there r jus too ex.. insufficient $$.

had lunch at long johns and i was in foto mode aft that. kept thinking of a place to sit down so that we can take snapshots. lol. we were like. where to sit down n take fotos? by the road? lol. finally went to taka and walked ard.. took mrt to cck as bel wanted to meet alicia to transfer qingtian ringtone. hees. alicia's verii tall! and her sis too. they look real alike. (: preetiee. shall end here alrites.. tty!

♥yours truly. 7:44 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

a feeling of sadness is creeping over me, but i dont seem to know why. i just dont feel happy and right. could it be because of stairway to heaven? i dont thk so. could it be because of results? maybe. ms and returned us our physics papers today.. as expected, paper1 pulled my marks down drastically. i just hate it. why does it haveta be similar to chem? there cld be a BIG change in marks if i hadnt done so badly in mcq. wads wrong? mcq's supposed to help us, and yet im scoring ugly marks. ms shamsiah returned amath p2 and emath p2 as well. was quite satisfied with amath p2 but the overall wasnt as pleasing. emath p2 was quite badly done. hit seventy by a couple of marks when the paper wasnt that difficult.. SIGH. and this caused both of my maths and both sciences to have the same marks. i seriously hate myself to bits la. and ss. i barely passed it by a mark. wat kinda result is this? to thk i stuggled the most in ss and memorised loads- the outcome is hell man. i dunno wads up with me la. haf been having mood swings since the beginning of lesson time. to those who i showed my attitude to or wadsoever, sorry. didnt mean it.. just v angry and moody la kae. not in the mood to blog now.. byee.

♥yours truly. 5:05 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

annyonghaesayo. hahas. i'm really becoming a korean freak. seriously love all things related to korean. lol. made up my mind to learn korean language after Os. find it super interestingg- althou i haveta admit that it does sound like scolding at times, but its nice. watched 3 episodes of stairway to heaven today. left with 4 more. -anxious- things are getting more and more depressing and sad towards the ending. and i cant imagine how things will be like when jingshu turns blind. sighs. if this story really happens to someone in real life, i seriously pity him/her/them. well well. besides that, went out with huii, shijiao and liuchin to jp. had actually wanted to head to orchard but indian dance practice [for ur info, um' nt in it, jus dancin tgt for deepavali] stretched till 1+ that we had only the chance to go out at 2+. sadded.shijiao and i were damn tired after it lorrs. very hectic and tough la. the steps were sooo fast! id rather do 100x our ji ben gong manns. but it cant be blamed la. we're more used to the traditional chinese type. hees. hmms. met em' at 215 but it turned out that only liuchin was early. huii, jiao and mii were late lol. psps wor. =x kekes. walked ard and the first thing i did was to buy that 'small jacket' which i've always wanted. its BLACK! (: but mom says it isnt that nice. nevamindd. blahs.// was actually kwite sians cus all of us were tired, esp huii. so didnt really haf da mood to walk. hope our next outing will be much more fun.. okae i gtg now- mom wanna woch her part of stairway to heaven alr. byee!

♥yours truly. 8:42 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

omgomg we're FREE!! we can finally ENJOY life lers. i was jus sooo elated after physics p1 ended jus now althou it was rather tough. um' just too happy that eoy's haf ended. yeaahs. (: mrs sunil returned us our el papers after that. quite satisfied with my results cus i finally get wad i want cus i've waited for years for this. but then cld haf done better la. my p2 1st qn really makes my heart ache. just 1 word different fr the ans key and 1 mark gone lers. =x neway, shamsiah returned amath p1 as well. got a B3 as expected. well i've got nuttin much to say abt math now, cus i jus cant be bothered to care how much i score for that freakin subject nemore. any mark, excluding a F, is alryte to me. i've totally given up on it. went for a hair cut with huii aft sch lors.. trimmed by fringe and back hair lahs. dont really wanna cut short nemore cus haveta leave long for dance. btw i seriously miss dance v much la. miss li lao shi too. long time nv c her alr.. and mind u my bones have alr hardened. kekes. walked ard our estate wib huii aft that and went home lorr. derek called and ask me to go to kor's hse to do sum things.. was reluctant to go actually cus i had my plans- but didnt wanna leave all da job to em' so jus went for a while.. came back home at 4+ and zzz for a while. gonna woch my dearest STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN LATER. *muackiies* i love korean dramas to bits!

♥yours truly. 6:13 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

heyya. guess wadd? tmrw's our last paper- physics p1. exam's finally gonna be over- i cant wait! hehe. had chemistry p1 and geog p1 today and they didnt go very smoothly.. chem p1 pulled my overall chem results for eoy. sadd. if only i had done better.. sigh. geog p1 was a disaster too. the map reading part was especially difficult. and miss vani came to scold us on friday, saying how badly we haf done for p2. shocked we were, upon hearing that there were 9 failures, 3 guys n 2 gurls, and that only 1 person out of the whole 30 geog students did well. the rest barely passed. pathetic.pathetic.pathetic. i cant believe it. the most hopeful subject haf now become the worrying subject for all of us. sighs. um' really afraid that i'll breakdown da day she return our geo paper. ya knw. feelings cant be controlled sometimes, and i do cry quite easily. =| miss ang told us our physics p2 results with a stern and moody face today. gave us sort of a lecture and mebbe shes pmsing as usual. =x she was dressed in very dark colours. hmms. miss shamsiah had actually wanted to return us all our math papers for both A and E, but it turned out that she wad AGANE down for a wadever meeting and couldnt do so. hope we can get em' all back tmrw althou i noe i wont do well for math given my poor emath p1 results. we shall seee.

had actually wanted to spend my wednesday and thursday going out with frens to ton but it turned out mrs rajoo and miss ang asked me, yixin, shijiao and yanshan to go back to sch for practice. we'll be performing with the malay and indian dancers on deepavali. i cant dance hip hop!! argh. i'll be the comedian of the day if i dance hip hop la. really cant make it.. stupid mans. i wanna stay home and woch my stairway to heaven too. bought da vcd series on sat and haf only woched 4 episodes so far. almost cried in da 1st episode. so sadd.. oh well. wanna go and take a short nap before carrying on with my schedule. till then! btw i wanna wish miss chen a very happy birthdayy!! (: hees.

♥yours truly. 1:40 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

i officially give up on maths.why should i continue putting in effort when the end product is still the same? there isnt any point.got back out emath p1 today- most pple scored above 60/80 or at least an A2..as for me, i knew i wouldnt do very well but i expected at LEAST a sixty. its just five marks to it and yet i couldnt even do it. how dumb can i be? god tell me. tell mee.// why am i always like this? cant things just go smoothly for once..? -cries- ive relly wanted an A for both maths, and thats the reason why i took up tuition, but it looks like everything has gone to a waste now. my mid year results were much better than this.. sigh. im really lost. amath p1 sucked big time ystd. i couldnt prove the identity, my amplitude for trigo graph was wrong and my circular measure was left blank. it really hurts.. cus i could have gotten the circular measure correct- all bcos of a stupid COS that i used, and its supposed to be TAN. what the heck is wrong with my eyes..? ahhh. if i had gotten that right, i could have proceeded to prove that a particular angle was xxx radians and found the area of the shaded region. it costed me 8 marks.. and the proving identity was worth 4 marks. I HATE MYSELFF. i let my marks jus fly off like this. IT ISNT WORTH ITTT!! ): ): ):

i really wanna go to the seaside and shout as loud as i cann. i wanna vent all my anger there.. today's emath p2 sucked big time too. thought it could be a help to my p1 but nope. i cudnt do most of the qns which were worth lots of marks. so say byebye to A also i guess. chem was fine, but i think i got my moles qn wrong cus the excess substance was actually the other, not the acid. i'll be contented if i get 60.. there's literature and amath p2 tmrw. i SERIOUSLY hope i wont spoil em'. haf no mood to blog now- till thenn. toodles.

♥yours truly. 3:53 PM

Friday, October 07, 2005

HIEhiee. after daes of quietness im finally back to blog-but just for a while. the exams haf finally started yesterdae with eng p1 and geog p2 as a start. eng p1 was okie la but im fearful that i wrote out of point. -touch wood- geog went kwite smoothly as well, and we were all panicking like nobody's business jus before the paper. dunno why but we were damn scared lorr despite miss vani telling us that panicking wont help. was actually kinda relieved when the paper was FINALLY over but i hate myself for one thing- i spelled LEVEES wrongly for goodness sake! -_-" all along i thought that the spelling was 'leevee'.. so dumb of me. hope missvani wont pinalize me v much for that, or else i'd be dead. the last qn on rivers was kind of a prob as well. as for today, we had chinese p1 and 2.. both went kwite well and the next papers on the list are emath p1 and ss. i fear ss cus its like.. so tough? miss vani wants us to do our own research to knw more abt asean and UN. i hate that chpt on diplomacy and deterrence la. it sucks man. i'd be grateful if i can get a B4 for combined humans. dont wish to see any Cs appearingg. =\ okie i haveta run now. cant wait for the exams to be over so that i can ton agane and i miss dance so muchh. *sobs* =( adios~

♥yours truly. 3:32 PM