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Thursday, March 31, 2005

harloww. kwite free today so decided to slack and come online lorr. sorry.. couldnt help it. no mood to do revision tonite. shall mention a lil abt ystd. performed for the lower sec assembly as all the SYF groups, w the exception of harmonica, were to perform. performance sucked entirely lahh. messy.. we werent prepared i guess. our rehearsals at kallang theatre were FAR better. dance practice was ok lorr. budden mandy realleh pissed mie, xiaomei and ermei out lohh. she kept on bossing pple around.. etc. haiis. was damn stressed the previous 2 nites man. slept at 12+ 1.. was busy studyin fer geog test on land and sea breeze plus monsoons ystd nite.. had test todaee. everything shld b ok except for the period of the monsoon. argh. hate mieself for making such a foolish mistake. stupid miee. =x neway, todae was overall ok larhs. lessons on as usual. played quite a fun game during pe. and mr tan gave us back our chem common test.. got 78/100. lousyyy. highest was shehui lerhh. 94. so cleverr. hehee. mr tan also asked mie, alycia and huihui to participate in sum recycling project stuff. forced to. haiis. siians. so stressed liaos still got so many things to do. still haf lit hmwk havent started yet.. plan to do it either tmrw or sat morning luhh. dont feel like doin it tonite as it is kwite tough in a sense.. shamsiah pasted on the A and E math results so far.. totalled up ones. got B3 for both. sadsad. A math 69.6. E math 68.3. LOUSY. why am i foreverr so stupid man. i hate mieself! why can others score so well when i am still stuck in this B grade? when will i ever wake up from stupidity landd.. when when when?! SIGH. no mood to blog liaos. BYE.

♥yours truly. 9:35 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

well hello my dearr. i'm superr tired now man. if not for the sake of this damn debate thingy which sunil asked us to look up on, i'd not haf came online! it sucks mann. i mean, how can she expect us to find abt politics? the debate motion is smthg regarding politics, for ur info. its: this house believe that elected politicians should place the opinions of their constituents above the policy of their party. yuhua's supposed to be the opposition party. hahaa GREAT. and mrs sunil wants us to find sum sickening points to help them. its not that i dont wish to help, butbut. puhh-leaseee. as our form tcher, she shld know how much stress we're goin thru now. and here she is adding on to it. how good. before this, i completed 3 math papers. there were actually 4 but i completed 3. 2 E math[papers 1 and 2] and likewise for A math. they were last yr's MYE papers. fortunately, they werent as difficult as i thought. but still required lotsa thinking. left with Am pp 2. doin it tmrw i guess. shamsiah handed em' to us cus her intention was for us to practice em' during her absence the nxt 2 daes as she'll be off for a course. greatt. no need to see her damn face. hatehatehate herr. stupid tcher.. criticised mie. ok lah i knw my math hasnt been purrfect all along, but u neednt shoot mie indirectly rite? it hurts u knw? fcuk off man. pardon mie for my language cus i'm realleh pissed and stressed up.

common tests results havent been good as well. got 26/50 for eng, which was normall. A math jus passed [v happie alr cus i didnt expect to pass] 45/80, E math 53/80. chi 65/100. the rest aint back yet. ohh myy. my results are realleh dropping mann. hatehate. not my sight. yuck. i'd better buckup or else i can kick the thinkin of gettin top 10 or what in MYE. thanks to my slackking attitude. THANK YOU. i've just ruined my results. isnt that great? LOL. i'm crazy. and BYE. i gotta go and look for that damn fukin info now.

♥yours truly. 11:18 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2005

heyy.. first of all, happie easterr! =)) heheas. ooh godd. i'm rotting again, for goodness sake. supposed to haf tuition with lyn this afternoon but it turned out that she's sick. smsed mie this morning and asked if we could haf tuition nxt wk cus she's nt feelin well. i was like ok lorrs. what else can i do? started to thk abt wut i could do to spend this afternoon. thought of asking xiaomei out budden couldnt contact her in the morning as she was out for tuition. didnt haf a choice but to stay at home and rot.. and i'm still rotting now. decomposing soon. haiis.. now i realise how much tuition helps mie to spend time lol. neways, i suddenly haf the urge to woch the eye10! havent woched horror films for quite some time due to some phobia. but i'm afraid that i'll be freaking out halfway thru the show lerhs. shall see how things go first luhh. sometimes i really feel kinda contradicted cus when i haf tons of hmwk i wish that there werent any so that i can relax. but when i'm free i'll wish for hmwk. aint i a weirdo? dad asked mie to revise my work since i'm so free but i declined to do so. slacking.. siighh. dunno why i'm soo lazy now a days. whats wrong with miee? MYE is around the corner and here i am slacking like nobody's business. ohh god. hmms. gotta go and look for some new skins now. tiredd with the old one. till then. tata~!!

♥yours truly. 2:46 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

hellows. currently at xiao mei's housee. heheee. sorry didnt blog ystd nite as i was bz doing hmwk. completed all liaos. so happie :)). hmms. gonna help her make her bloggie later on. but first, i wanna talk abt ystd. went to have lunch with siyi jiejie and familee at ngee ann city again. hahas. her bf treated us. :) yumm. followed them to walk around in OG while the rest of my family went homie. the whole of OG was having a 20% sale and so i bought things from OP again! hehee. bought a pair of new OP shorts which costed $39 actually but had sale and costed $30. another short shirt costed around that price as well. hehes. went up to the top level and joined them. bought foodd as were hungry. it was alr 5+ by that time and so i headed home luhhh. was freakingly tired mann. hahaa. did hmwk and nite and here i am now lorr. kae. shall stop here liaos. byeeee. ciaoz

♥yours truly. 10:58 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

hii. i'm freakingly exhausted noww. hadnt thought of going online jus now as i wanted to slp early but decided to hop on for a sec.. lols. shan't do hmwk todaee. too tired. shall wait for tmrw. hmms. lemmi blog abt the past few daes firstt. mind u. this entry's gonna be superrr longg. haha. so bear with miee if u wanna read. =p
common tests were horrible+terrible=incorrigiblee since mondaee.. english paperr was hard, E math was actually ok but hard to miee [my mind is jux to inflexible in mathematicss], phys was fine cus i memorized some things, but the mcq was trickyy. mm. chem was fine, but i guess i wont score as well as the last test cos i didnt memorise sum thingss. the worst was... A MATHS. it SUCKED ENTIRELY!

i'm gonna be dead man i tell ya. really deadd meat. the 1st q was actually simultaneous using graph, which we'd learnt in sec2, but i thought it was coordinate geometry and went on thking abt gradient and all those formulas. ended up leaving tt q out.. haiss. the part abt surds was ok, cept' that quite a no of q on it were confusingg. indices was also a lil confusin. the worst part was LOGARITHMS luhh. as 3e6 haf told us, mr koh told em that 50% of d paper will b on logg. and it was soo true man. the queshies sucked. dunno how to do almost all lorr. some is tikam de. its not that my concept is nort there, i do understand. but.. as i've mentioned earlier on. my brain is jus NOT FLEXIBLE!. oh godd. its 99% forsure that i'm gonna fail this test man. how can i possibly get above 40/80 when so many q r so toughh? am i really hopeless? i seriously dunno wad to do..

lets move on to today.. hmm. met mas, liuchin, aly, hermy and shijiao at polyclinic bus-stop at 630. had a hard time inserting in my contacts bephore that, which explains why i was slightly late. right contacts was in at 6am and the left one was only in at 620..!! lols. clumsy miee. =x went to clementi stadium and blahblah. duties startedd. my event came not long afterr.400metres. was damn afraid bephore the event man. cus competitors included wendy and rohaidah. those super fast peepos. ended up getting 3rd. haiss disappointed dahh. could beat wendy de but.. the dist b/t us was super small lorr. our timing was almost the same as well. nvmm thou. as expected, rohaidah was first. as for 4X100, our class came in 2nd. yeapps. ((:

met up w dance mates and went to mac to haf lunch. the teachers went there as well. included ms yap, ms sharon ang, ms kelly lee, mrs wong, mr low n all. saw mrs lew as well. hehees. blahblah. had to be back at the stadium by 12.2o to assemble. headed off to kallang theatre after datt, along w indian and malay dance. missed the place real much since 2oo1 during SYF opening ceremonyy. hahas. =\ stage was reall bigg. almost 4x as big as our sch stage. pathetic ehh. blahblah. indian dance practiced first, followed by malay dance and then us. had out hair tied up till the top of our head before practicing. li lao shi came at 2.3o luhh. but we it was oni our turn at 4+.. practiced a couple of times with our pe attire and proceeded to change to our full costume. we were the only dance which wore costume lols. meanwhile, the 2 dances practiced againn. everything ended at 6 and we changed. chaotically lol. =x head back to sch and had dinner with imelda, yvonne, huimin and wenya. home sweet home.. :)) and here i am now. thats all.

♥yours truly. 9:04 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005

hellowws. i finally revised a bit of my werkk todaee. physics lol. sat down the entire afternoon thinking thru those two stupid phys qns. finally got the hang out of it.. knew how to do some qns at last.. but there're still which i cant fig out. haiss. wanna ask ms ang tmrw lerhs. budden dunno if she'll teach not cus its alr quite 'nice' of her to tell us those 2 qns will come our fer common test. neway, went to great world at noon for lunch. ate at crystal jade again lols. bought a few new pencil boxes again from that old shopp. :)) costed mie $17+. bought another two tees from some kinda shop which costed mie $32.. haiss spent soo much money todaee. heartpain sia. went homie after that and started studying phys liaos.. went to chevrons for dinner. ate hai nai ji fann. very nicee. :)) hees. thats bout all. moodles to blog now liaos. byeee.

♥yours truly. 9:45 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

hiee. jex chi wan fan. -deli ci o us- finally changed layout jex now as i was gettin a lil bored with the previous one. decided on this as its pretty nice, althou not veryy. there were a few which were better, but there were sum probs wen i tried em on, so yeahhs. had to make to do with this. its fine neway. :)) acceptable. today was kwite boringg. wished kor a happie burffdae. here i am wishing him again lol. happie bday korr!! lols lamo. =x went to lyn's hse fer tuition fr 12-2. completed the rest of the qns fr 2 yrs ago's MYE A math paper 1 & 2. qns which we've learnt so far. they werent too difficult. a lil tricky i'd say. but i haveta confess that till today, i still hate coordinate geometry althou many say its easy to score. guess its bcuz i have yet put in effort to memorise the formulas. shall do so when i'm in the mood to. hope it'll be easier for mie after that step. :) she taught mie some basics of a new chpt as well. umm chpt 5 of A math.. the polynominals and remainder theorem thingy. still ok lahh. a lil confusin thou. thanks to my s-l-o-w thinking in math. sighh.

had actualli planned to study with kor at je library after tuition, but he had smthg on and dad wanted mie home. so i didnt have a choice but to fly homie luhh. bought lunch and bubble tea befforre goin homie. saw suhailah, genieve jie, maisarah and he-er. band jus ended then. hahas. =\ packed muaa bag for monday and started looking thru physics. as i still couldnt figure out how to do quite a no of qns, i decided to come online. silly me. i seem to be slackin more and more now a days. nonono. this cant happen. mell. wake up! its march now. 1 mth more till MYE. shall force myself to study later on. by hook or by crook. i gotta revise. time is short noww. kae. will stop here fer todae. .

..llovingg aa ppersonn iiss nneberr eeasyy..
aandd iitt hhurtss mmoree ttoo llett ggoo.

♥yours truly. 7:07 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

alohaa. i'm soo freaking tired. haiss. today was a longg dae. went to school fer speech dae dance practise. haf decided to use 'black and white' as the song lahhs. hermy and frens choreographed some dance steps and we practiced em. was quite okie. hope i still haf em in my head till nxt wk where the nxt practise will come. hopefully.(: dance ended at 113o and i went to haf lunch w mas, mimi and jk at bagus luhh. ate fried fish w bee hoon. hheehe. yumm. was real tasty. =p bought bubble tea and walked bac to sch as i was due to meet deepa, yifang and derek low for proj werk. mas had to go to je library to meet her fwen. deepa was alr outside d sch gate waitin' and we went to d foyer to start werk since the library was closed. blahblah. yifang came shortly after and derek at 115. blahblah. slacked and talked ard and fINALLY finished everything by 4. i was realleh freaking tired by then luhh. haiss. sulaihah joined us after band after that and we went homie together. ooh yes btw. i lurve our band and RV band's playing. both bands are superb! :) althou both claim that the other party is better lol. but i prefer RV's song lahh. hehe. lala said that RV's piccolo v loud. yeahh. heard d piccolo solo fr downstairs as well. v sharp and nice. :)) kekes. haiss. if only i was in band. if only i wasnt afraid of reading notes. i wld haf joined band.. if only. . . but things cant be changed now. so yeahh. i haveta admit that i do lurvee music and haf a passion for it. music is soo nicee. :) but dance is notbad as well lahh. heees. hmms. gtg and take a shower now. byee.

♥yours truly. 8:30 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

hi. i'm wearing contacts now. took half an hour to put one in. hahas. ridiculous, isnt it? anyway, had classes for the first time in this hols todayy. A math was from 8-93o.. luckily, she nv taught nething new.returned us the sets test paper. got only 20/30. lousyy man. all thanks to some stupid careless mistakes. she went thru the test corrections and one particular sets werksheet. and blahblah. went thru some coordinate geometry hmwk which some didnt knw how to do as well. thats bout all. class ended and went to d foyer for grad nite meeting. haaiss. have lotsa things to do as well. gonna type the program out later on. =\ physics was next. had lesson in the music room. she gave back all our worksheets and went thru them as well. blahblah. pointed out some of our common mistakes and told us wat will come out for the common test. its the whole of chpt 1 and everything in light! g-r-e-a-t! and whats more? its not gonna be an easy test. cus it'll include describing experiments and stuff. due to this, she gave us LOTS of MCQ hmwk from TYS. haiss. sianz lahh. pple alr gonna finish hmwk liao wanna revise werk then she give somemore. siaoo. see lah. now i'm left with soo many stuff. lit hmwk, eng project, revision and her dearrest phys hmwk. thanks to it mann. thank yeww! and i still haveta go to school for speech day dance practice tmrw. never a day in this hols where i'm free man. bloody. hate holidaysss!!

had lunch with min and vonne again at bagus after class, after which we went to the optical shop to be taught how to wear contact lenses. min was the first to put in the lens man. i was the last.. =\ cus my eyes kept on closing each time the lens was abt to go in. blahblah. the feelin was quite okiee. still wearin it at the moment. gonna take if out later cus i still prefer glasses. `hehee. till then. sayonaraaa~

♥yours truly. 3:11 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

hi there. i'm half dead now. greattt. jus came back from dance class and its like so tiringg.. wats more, my left leg has a blisterr which hurts tremendously lorr. dunno where i got it from also. haiss. sorry didnt blog ystd as i was revising my werkk. glad that i followed my schedule. :)) hmms. todae was fine lahh. as usual lorrs. went to je with min and yvonne again in the morning to look at some dance items which are needed for SYF. unfortunately, they didnt have those which we wanted. sat in mac and did hmwk for a while before going to long johns for lunch. saw derek, keegan and willmen coming in. said hii. they were there for lunch after maths remedial and wld go back to school at 130 for physics. ate ate ate. changed to school u and headed to school to meet mas. had to pass her smthg thats whyy.. saw renee and aishah as well. aishah said she was jealous that we had our hair cutt. lols. speaking about that, my hair is shorttt now. haven even reach shoulder siahh. only until neck. nvm. tcher wanted it so had no choice luhh. will grow long sooner or later de mahhs. neways, hung ard in school till 225 bephore going up to dance room.

dance lesson was wokay. as i've mentioned earlier, leg was hurting the whole moment. guess its bcos i was practicing the 'split' for lotsa times to improve on it. blahblah. and here i am now. dinner will be served shortly after.. plan to study tonite as well. decided nort to slack ne furthur. :)) sighhs. have yet completed my lit hmwk yet. lazyy lahh. =\ ooh yahh. ms ang msged mie and guess wad. theres physics remedial after A maths remedian on thurs. gReat mann. -.-" haiss. gotta bring TYS. wonder wat she's gonna do with us. sianss. kae. till here now. bubbyes.

♥yours truly. 6:51 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

heyyos. i'm slacking again, as u can see. =\ yeahhs. haiss. getting lazier and lazier now a days. must kick this darn habit outta myself. had tuition this morning- it was fun. realised that the Sets and Coordinate geometry hmwk were actually v easy. and yet i couldnt thk of solutions ystd. how stupid i was. hais. if only my brain was more flexible like sheryl's. i'd be grateful. lyn taught mie 7.5-7.8 jus now. coordinate geometry. was manageable lahss. but not too easy as well. hope shamsiah wont confuse mie again during the remedial on thurs as her 'brilliant methods' are always sooo damn confusin that practically no one understands it. bleahx-. lol. hmms. wad else. she took out one whole stack of past yr papers which she'd done previously. included last yr's A and E math O lvl pp. needless to say, they were rather tough. we did a few qns together from the 2003 MYE A math pp1. mostly on sets and logarithms. was quite okie lahh. not as difficult as i thought. hope i'll not face ne trouble during our actual exams. i'd be grateful. :)) headed homie after that. ooh yes. forgot to tell ya. i FINALLY knw how to operate my mp3 liaos. was enlightened ystd nite hahas. have rather few songs in it atm. approximately 20. =\ shall add on to the collection as time passes. i'm so happy man. -beams- shall finish my journal entries if have the mood later. provided i can do. lit shall be last. thats bout all. sayonara~

♥yours truly. 2:56 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

hellow. i'm damn stressed mann. have loads of homework. and u knw wad? all of them are super dee super difficult lorrs. which explains why i dont have the mood to do my hmwks. sighh. left wif 2 journal entries (cus i dunno wadd to write), A maths coordinate geometry hmwk..(super diff) and the lit poem lorr. all so damn difficult one ask mie how to do sia. siaoz lorr. haiss. hols aint hols at all. haveta go back to sch everydae. mite as well dun haf hols rite. cant even let pple rest. a bit lunatic siahh. haiss. the wk where sch reopens is still common test wk. mon ish eng pp. tues ish E math and phys. wed A math and chem. dunno how to find time to studyy. everyday is such a bz day. haiss. why why why. so stresseddd! anyw, got back progress report ystd. Eng and E math B3, Phys and chi A2, SS, Lit, Chem, Geog, A math A1 lorrs. so lousy mann. hate it. and u knw wad. the 2 B3s are actually 69! one more mark and.. hais. why must i be so stupidd.. really v angry wif mieselff. cant i jus work a lil harder. its always like that u knw. v frustrating de lehhs. shall werk as hard as i can for the remaining daes. :)) gambatte to every1 too kae. smthg unpleasant happened bephore nite duty ystd. dun wish t0 mention bout it. haiss. no mood to blog alr lahh. now a days feelin kwite down. kae byee.

♥yours truly. 6:11 PM

Friday, March 11, 2005

harloww. havent blogged for quite some time alr.. currently in papa's house now.. xiao mei sitting beside miee. heees. haiss today was like any ordinary day luhh. got back our progress report.. not satisfired w results. english get 69 againn! ahhh. y is it always like that.. last yr was likewise as well. one more mark. E math too. if i get one more marks all A liaos. haiss. nvm werk harder nxt time. :)) sets test was DIFFICULT!! didnt knw how to do. hope i wont fail. wish mie gd luck kae.. have nite duty fer meet the parents session AGAIN. gonna be tiring mann. was damn tired last nitee. leg almost broke. hmms. loads of hols hw. haiss. shall try and finish em by tmrw. so that i can relax and revise. heees. will be going to lala's hse w mas n meix. can play fluteee!! =) hahas. thats bout all. nuttin much to blog now. seeya! xD

♥yours truly. 3:54 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

heyyhey dearrie blogg. guess wadd? i'm in school noww. `hehe. currently in lab6 having chem lessson. its soo boredd now mann. dunno wad that tcher is teachingg. no one seems to be listening ... nvm, shall read up on the distillation and chromatography thingy when i reach home. :)) yepyep. hmms. kinda bored now thou. i cant wait fer school to be overr! haf meeting regarding the duties after sch for a short while, and then i'll be off to orchardd with my sisters! icantwait! =D haiss. shall surf around the net fer now. byee. shall blog again at nite when i'm free, provided i go online tonite luhh. tata!

♥yours truly. 8:21 AM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

harlowss. jus came backk. damn tired sia. finally have a weekend where i can rest. phew. finally finished all my hmwk during tuition ystd. thankies lynn:). went to jp in the morning cus i wanted to take a look at the vcd players at harvey norman and courts. saw one which costed $179. quite nice. but have yet bought it. shall take a look on more models bephore choosingg. headed to heeren after that. had lunch at marche. ate a plate of rosti as usual plus one more plate of chicken chop. i gave my family a treat today mahhs. mom kept on saying i'm rich after collecting my angbaos. kae lorr. spent ard $40. bought a 'zhang dong liang' cd at HMV which costed mie $22. haiss. no money liaos. brokee. =( mebbe going out after sch tmrw w my sis. see firstt. kae. till then. buhbyee.

♥yours truly. 3:47 PM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

hiee. nth much for today. quite boringg. haiss. was doing A math portfolio for the whole morning. dunno how to do most lorr. 16q lehh. all on solving logarithmic eqn. gonna ask lyn later during tuition. haiss really die alr lah. i got so many q dunno how to do. A math is really a pain. or shld i say my brain aint flexbile to do A math qns..? SIGH. seems like i'm running a slight fever now cus i'm boilingg. hope it'll go down soon. cant afford to be sick ya. if really sick i thk it was due to the fact that most of us, including mie, were in the rain on sports heats lorr. hais. will neberr run or play in the rain again. sucks man. nth much to write liaos. wanna go and orhorh first bephore having tuition. bye for now.

♥yours truly. 2:11 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

hellos. finished most of my hmwk. only left with A math portfolio- solving logarithmic equations. haiss. v diff lehh. shall wait till tmrw' tuition w lyn then do. hehes. notti mie. *slacks* i'm thankful that there isnt much hmwk given this weekend. can slack a bit lahh. went home only at 6+ jex now as i was waiting for ms ang for soo long mann. actually stayed back after school to do some ushering w mas. was said that tchers fr other schs wld b coming over to have a hist sharing session or smthg. so mas and i volunteered to help out luhh. :)) pulled xiao mei [yvonne] along as well. lols. did hmwk at the foyer after that while waiting fer ms ang. she asked us to wait cos i wanted to ask her some phys q on our hmwk again. she was finally done at ard 4+ and blahblah. mas went home shortly after as she was running late and renee and lala joined mie after band luhh. went home w renee and lala only at 6+ after waitin fer derek.. did my hw and makan. here i am now. ooh btw, there're be early dismissal on mondayy! 11am! hehes. its bcos we had good O lvl results. *jumps* okayy till then peeps. ;) ciaoz.

♥yours truly. 8:24 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

DEPRESSED. yeap thats the word that i should use. why isit that nothing is going right this year? i hate 2oo5 man. there's never been a day where i can live happily without having problems or having to worry abt things. everyday is a bad day fer mie. no peace. all my close frens seem so down today. renee has her own probs.. sulaihah is frustrated abt smthg and mas seems moody. what can i, as their friend do..? i feel so useless. helpless too. standing by their side and not able to do nething. haiss. dearr oh dearr. wad am i supposed to do.. i feel so depressed as well.. besides watching my frens feelin blue, there's smthg which is bottled up inside mie as well. i dunno wad that is but i knw it's sadness. sad sad sad. seem to be real moody and sad now adays. dunno wads gone into mie as well. mebbe 2oo5 jus isnt meant to go well for mie. i really dunno. i'm at a loss now. seriously dunno wad to doo. and whats more tmrw's inves. got scolding in the morning today again. haiss. mebbe my life was meant to be like that? mebbe i was born to be like that. sigh. ~depressedd_-

♥yours truly. 7:44 PM