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Monday, February 28, 2005

harlows. today went normally well. lessons as usual. lit test was sooo difficult! it it was really very similar to that practice poem which mrs sunil had given us on thurs, jus that that was on my grandmother and today's was on my grandfather. and guess wadd? the whole wass felt that the paper was extremely hard. i didnt understand wad the poem was tryin to say..there were 3 qns and mrs sunil wanted us to write 1/2 page for the 1st q, 3/4 pg for the 2nd and 1 whole pg for the 3rd. without leaving lines. ohh i wanna luff. dont even understand the poem and we're asked to write essays. good luck mann. results will definitely be atrocious. jus wait and see. geog test was okie. everything i memorized came out so yeahh. except for that rainfall map. didnt really understand it thou. hope can get above 15 out of 20. :))

Os results were released todayy. highest was leonard fr 4e6 last yr. scored 10 pts i thk. haiss. some of my frens didnt do very well.. laifoon jie etc. dun be sad alr kae.. wad is done is alr done.. so dont dwell over it too much.. =\ to those who scored well, congrats!! i asked mr koh how his 4e5 performed and he said v gd. 17 distinctions sia. pro. if my class can get liddat in Os i'd be happy alr. and i relly hope i can get A as well for Math and A math. ms shamsiah showed us the entire 4e5's A math and E math results for Os and blahblah. encouraged us to werk hard from sec3... haiss. try my best lorr. thats abt all. gotta go and bathe fer now. tata peeps.

♥yours truly. 8:28 PM

Saturday, February 26, 2005

aloha. decided to go online fer jex a while as i havent been on since mondayy lol. cant help it although i have somemore work waitin fer mie. haiss. veh stressed this weekend. all the work piling up again. finished most of it thou. left with doin the lit pre test ws and studyin geog. there's lit and geog test on monday, followed by eng on tues. sighh. geog is killin mie althou i love the subject itself. its bcos many things need to be memorised. luckily we're oni tested on rainfall arh. if not i really die liaos. had tuition w lyn jex now fr 4-6. was okayy. was asked to do some log q as i told her i've forgotten how to do em since we started on sets. pathetic horr. its bcos i neva practice. no timee..

she also taught mie a few more things on sets. was okay lahh. a bit confusing thou. hope i can cope. :)) my E math test ystd wasnt v well done.. got only 70%. haiss. sheryl got FULL MARKS lehh. dunno why i'm so stupid. my brainn. ahhh. how i'd wish i can be more flexible and be better at math.. both maths are a pain to mie now. i prefer the sciences even thou they're hard as well. realleh. at least they dont require one to crack his/her brain to thk of some stupid q. luckily i've got lyn and milton kor to teach mie maths.. if not i thk really die. hais. and u knw wad. dad thks that i'm spending too much time on A maths cus i put A math as my 1st priority in everything. he thks that i'm ignoring other subjs, esp eng cus my eng is dropping. and guess wad? he asked mie to drop it! wad is this mann? its only the beginning of the yr and here u r asking mie to drop. siao luh. i wont drop A math no matter wad. stupidd. u thk i wanna spend so much time on it mehh? its bcos i'm weak thats y i take longer time than others. u thk i want arh? i'm born to b like that! wad can i do? i wanna be cleverer like the rest as well.. but.. hais. told milton kor abt it and he said he'll help mie w it. kailyn too. thanks.. :))

dunno why parents now a days are soo unreasonable. the child is alr so damn stressed alr and they still wanna argue. i hate to argue w my dad. so sickening luh. i can do more productive things other than jus arguing w him. really v sway mann. haiss. since 2oo5 started there has been so much probs. dunno whyy. is 2oo5 realleh gonna be a bad yr fer mie? =(( its only feb now.. i dunno how i'm gonna live till dec. sometimes i feel that life really sucks. no point living. but dun worry i'm not gonna die lol. jus feel tired of living. haiss. gonna end here kae. bye for now..

♥yours truly. 8:53 PM

Monday, February 21, 2005

hye. i dunno wads wrong with mie AGAIN. i feel so moody today.. havent got ne mood to laugh, or do werk. wadeverr. i dunno wad has gone into mie. or wad has happened. all i can say is that i'm totally another person today..? perhaps. isnt it funny that even I myself dunno why im like that. i seriously wanna knw lehh. but.. sighh. nvm. shall get back to this l8ter. school was fine as usual. uninteresting due to my moodiness. but i had ta admit that lit was kwite fun larhs. cus my grp were re doing the poem as mrs sunil didnt like the previous layout- she claimed that it was too.. uncreative haha? the 2nd one was abt the same though. so we were tryin to add pictures here and there so as to make it more colourful. nevertheless, she only said that it was a BIT better. deepa and i were like singing the whole time we did the werk, and derek was like.. oh my. he's bullied by 3 girls! [lol] mrs sunil laughed as well. =x `hehs. chinese test was difficult i'd say. most of the class agreed as well. i was tryin my best to do it as fast as possible as the compre part required long ans. my hand was like gonna break luhh. fortunately, da pp was completed in time and we went down fer 2nd recess. blahblahs.

geog lesson wus wokay. ms vani returned our previous recap test- quite satisfied w da marks lahh. then was A math. the exponential eqns quiz was given at first hand and we were given abt 10-15 mins to do it. my 2nd page's q is wrongg! the one which they asked to solve the eqn. they got 2 ans- 1 & 0 while i got oni 0. nv get the quadratic eqn lah. damn. if not can get full marks liaos. sians. everytime oso liddat de. when will i ever be more careful mann. =\ as there wasnt nething on after sch, i went hm lorr. finished reading the bk borrowed ystd and headed to look at the flute fingering chart and was tryin to play low C-high C. wow. i almost went out of breath!! shall practice again some other day. took a short nap till 63o and dinner was ready. thats about all. //i still dunno wads wrong wiff mieee\\

♥yours truly. 7:36 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

harloess. jus finished talking to kailyn on da fone.. tmrw she nort giving jiahui tuition in the morning so i meeting her at 930 at bukit batok mrt station luhh cos i dunno how to go her hse. first time tuition w her siaa. hehes. hope both my A and E math will improve after some time lors. hopefully.. tmrw gonna ask her how to do the A math TYS q on Surds and indices as well. due on mon. tried em jex now but they were.. un-do-a-ble. lols. neway, went to NUS this mornin. met alycia, deepa and derek at the poly clinic bus stop at 745. billy didnt go as he was bed-ridde. =\ got up bus 99 and met ms vani on it, so sat tgt. haiss. dunno why so sway. there were some unfortunate things. ms vani was kinda upset of us not tellin her that billy wasnt gonna turn up as she had put neethi as a reserve, but as she thought that billy will go today, neethi was free. then she had to phone up neethi and ask her to come down.. haiss. sorryy.. =\ blahblah. reached NUS and ate smthgs there.. went to the dunno wadd block and waited while ms vani went back to clementi interchange to fetch neethi. fortunately, they managed to reach there by 940.

the 5 of us went into the audi shortly after and began taking the first component of the test. there were 30 mcq questions and we were given 30 mins. holy shytt. we didnt knw almost 99% of the questions bcos they were based on sec3 pure geog topics, sec4 pure geog topics (which we havent learnt) and general knowledge. i'd be happy if i get more than 5 our of 30.. sighh. wad is done is alr done. so yeahhs. had a short break till 1050, then went into the audi again. this time, we were allowed to go grp werk. the 5 of us gathered together on the steps and sat down. the 2nd assignment was MUCH easier, but time was concern. we didnt have sufficient time.. haiss. at abt 1130, everything ended and we made our way out.

deepa and i went to JE and the rest went homie. we wanted to buy pens again at popular! hehes. =p i've got pen fever! yeahh! headed home and started to werk on my homewerk. only left A math TYS fer now. cus i dunno how to do.. =( hope kailyn can revise exponential eqns w mie tmrw as well cos i haf a test on mon.. and i've kinda forgotten how to do alr. DIE. see la. this is the consequence for nort revising maths. neway, thats abt all. oh yea. 1 more thing. happy burffdaex mastura! hehe.. :)

♥yours truly. 9:14 PM

Friday, February 18, 2005

HELLO. u may be wondering why i'm still online at this hour. its simply bcuz of that geog thingy lorrs. tmrw going fer geog challenge w alycia, deepa, derek and billy, accompanied by Ms Vani at NUS. deepa sent the write-up to mie and i had to send it to ms vani thru msn to let her haf a look. budden now still haven okae yet lehh. she made quite a no of comments and i went to change em. now she's making changes. gonna send it back to mie later on fer printing. neway. today was an extremely busy day fer mie. after sch, we had A math rem till 130, and at 2, i went off to Plaza Parkroyal hotel w hermy, mas and mdm chan to collect the proposal fer grad nite. trip dere was rather boring. but mas and i tried our bez to entertain ourselves while hermy and mdm chan chatted. blahhs. reached da hotel and waited fer the Ms yvonne to come. talked abt everything in their coffee shop and we haveta thk abt it again.. wells. price kinda cheap. n place kinda small. so i dunno luhh.

rushed off to orchard to meet mom at marriot hotel, cus dad and her INSISTED that i follow em for dinner at ngee ann city w aunt rosalyn and uncle peter who has came fr HK. had rejected their offer initially but they felt that i shld realleh join them. so i hadnt got ne choice. food was okae. ate till 10 then came back home, whereby i reached at 1045. pathetic rite. and i dunno wads wrong w my dad today. pmsing huh? he seems to be finding fault w mie fr jus now. in the hotel rm i said sth, which was meant to be a joke, and he scolded mie. alrite. and wen we reached home, he said that i could bathe first if i was fast, and wen i was abt to walk to da bathroom, he asked grandma to bathe first. then i wus like. holy shytt. i'm prepared to go in and u ask others to bath. okae. went back to my room w an unhappy face (of cus) and he said my attitude was bad. wad is this man? u ask ppl to bathe first and then change ur mind of cos ppl angry lah. u thk wad arh. den still say wad i better watch my attitude if not tok to principal. siao arh. u thk i scared of u izzit. fat hope man. u cant control mie! grr. hate these ppl. dont understand how i feel. ok lor. so wad if i haf attitude prob? its my business rite. its MIE rite not youu.

wen i was bathing i cried. i'm undergoing so much stress now and there he is happily shooting mie. he dunno how stressed i am w school work. i doubt so. i havent done a single bit of my hw yet u knw. i've got E math, journal writing, chem ws (self study w/o teaching!!!), A math portfolio and a bit more. still haf exponential eqn quiz n chi test on mon. and i've got challenge tmrw n tuition on sun. not enuff stress izzit? siao lorr. okae i gtg alr. haveta redo the write-up. cya peeps!

♥yours truly. 11:59 PM

Sunday, February 13, 2005

i'm pissed rite now. all bcos of wad someone wrote in her blog. u thk u v big isit. always like to criticize mie and huimin. who r u man. u thk u are the leader huh? u thk u're the biggest in dis world huh?! my foot! oh plzplz. suggesting dance steps to mdm chung isnt a form of disrespect! its an opinion! cant one give his/her own opinions? u thk only U can make comments izzit? u muz b dreaming mann. u're so selfish. to thk that u're our leader? HAHA dream on man. if i have this kind of leader i'd rather quit luhh. since u like to criticize pple so much den fark off! always thk u're very preeety and capable worr. LOL i wanna luff manx. ! i've bear w u for v long alr. now i cant bear nemore! i'm gonna eXPLode! ahhhhhh!! breathe in.. breathe out.. if u happen to read this post i'm gonna b happy. dont u knw how bad u are? dont u knw that many ppl hate u? if u dont i'm tellin u now! if u dont change, u'll lose all ur friends in this world!!! seee lah. u spoiled my entire mood alr. thanks to U man. ur kIndness is greatly appreciated!! thank you horr! *pukes*

anyway, shall blog a little. even thou i dont have ne mood now. went to mom's shop at noon to haf a look. bought 2 billabong shorts. hehe. mom gave me bigbig discount worr. $3 fer one oni. thanks mum! *muackz* kekes. walked over to anchor point w dad n grandma fer lunch. ate KFC. *yums* bought smthgs at cold storage den headed homie. chatted w mas on the phone regarding grad nite stuff again and at 4+, started redoing my argumentative essay w some help fr dad. finally completed at at 5+.. then went to buy some roasted pork. dinner and here i am now. tata. need to go and bathe alr. cyaz.

♥yours truly. 8:14 PM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

heyyah. jus completed mua geog cloud project- in advance! yayys. i'm supposed to do it next weekend but as i was rotting away jex now, i decided to work on it. yeapps. hmwk almost done, left with the damn argumentative essay. SIGH. the topic that we're to write about really isnt my type. i dont have ne ideas on wadd to write about. shall do it tonite or so. woke up only at 11 this morning- again, as i was jus too tired. was doing the A math portfolio hmwk on simultaneous equations. brain nearly cracked. =\ watched the last episode of Full House again as i missed the bg music and Song Hye Kyo too.. `hehs. its still as touching and romantic! -awww..- :)) went to JE at 123o to meet mas cus we had to do somemore things fer the damn grad nite proposal. walked ard popular first bephore goin to mac fer lunch. ate mcwings meal. -yum- headed towards the library straight after. redrew the poster as the one which alycia drew was on A3 size paper instead of A4.. wrote the draft letter to the sponsors as well. seriously speaking, we didnt have ne mood, but hadnt got ne choice. haiss. really dunno wads wrong wif the rest of the commitee. esp lc. she only knws how to talk and talk, but never does nething. its really v irritating lehh. leave all the work to mas. hate it. sheesh. hope that mas will have the courage to give her a gd scolding on monday. she deserves it thou. till then. buhbyez.

♥yours truly. 5:04 PM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

harloess. one bigg news to announce- we've FINALLY finished the grad nite proposal! wahahahaha.. i feel soo relieved! :)) most of the work was done by mas.. thanks so much mas. u're really a great HOSP. ((= neway, today was boringg. had lunch wif auntie angela and her hubby at Kam Boat restaurant. things werent really nice.. haiss. waited for anthony kor to arrive, which was ard 2+. was damn bored by then.. haiss. waited fer him to finish eating and then we headed home luhh. and i took a short nap as i was damn tired fer no reason. mebbe its due to the fact that i slept only at 1am++ ystd nite. was panicking wif mas abt the proposal cos derek fell into the toilet bowl out of a sudden luhh. tok to him neber reply sia. found out that he fell aslp.. -grins- neway, gtg and pompom now.. haveta slp early tonite as well.. till then!

♥yours truly. 7:49 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

harloes. i'm rotting now manx. so damn bored. chatting w imelda, akio, hanchuan and yati. btw, before i forget, happy chinese new year! gong xi fa cai, xin nian kuai le, wan shi ru yi! wishing everyone a happy and prosperous new year! :)) woke up at 11 today cus slept v late last nite. hahas. then headed to our relative's hse. saw baby keri-ann. she's sooo damn cute and chubby! 1yr 1mth old alr.. looked so diff fr the last time i saw her, which was ard a year ago..? yeapps. received some red pckts fr themm. after lunch, went to wilson korkor's hse in bedok. mom lost her way halfway thru, so we ended up stuck. but in the end, still managed to reach lahh. saw baby faith- very kweute as well! preeety! her eyes are so beautiful! *round* eunice jiejie has slimmed down a lot since. but baby faith seems not so enthu today. mebbe cus she had jus woken up. =\ eunice jiejie told mie that they're planning fer another baby.. jiayou worr! :p went home after that. the end. collected $200++ todayy. soso lahh. hehe. ate steamboat jus now. *yuns* gtg and pompom liaos. till then~

♥yours truly. 9:06 PM

Monday, February 07, 2005

arl0ws. shall blog abt ystd nite first kayy. :)) went to the nite market at blk 500+ there to have a short walk. guess wad? i finally bought the SHE 'ENCORE' cd for only $8! cheap ehh? initially i thought that it must be pirated due to the cheap price. but i was wrong! wen i went home and listened it, it realleh was sung by SHE. great isnt it? neway, bought some sweets to put into our 'box' fer CNY. also bought a pair of sch shoes as i've decided to wash the present 'K.Swiss' shoes during CNY. cant afford to wear it nemore. its getting dirrty.. i'd rather wear a 15 bucks shoe to sch rather than a $100+ one. bought size 2, which was alr v small. hadnt got ne choice cus my leg is relly v small. even size 2 is big fer mie u knw. ridiculous rites.

okay now to today's happenings. whole class went down to needlework room fer health screening at 82oam during chem period. thank god we didnt need to have injections, otherwise i'll CRY man. they only checked our eyesight and asked us sum q. for mie and yifang, our height and weight had to be checked as we were short ppl.. i'm still 147! *cries* still as short! wad to do?! omgg. i'm so scared. i'm scared that i wont grow tall nemore.. HELP!! neway, mrs sunil gave us our English 5yr series after that and asked us to work on the first q of last yr's O lvl EL pp1. it's to be handed in nxt mondayy. on argumentative writing. hehes. i luv it! got back our SS paper. and i was so surprised wen ms vani announced dat i was also 1 of the 3 who scored 16/20 fer the test. really shocked man. cos the other day she told us that if we didnt write the topic sentences fer each q, we wouldnt score. and i didnt. luckily i scored full for SBQ. = but i knw clearly that there's room fer improvement. if i had listened and written the topic sentences, i'd have gotten 19! how frustratingg! :@

didnt do nething productive during lit lesson as mrs sunil changed our seating arrangement and places. insted of 7 rows, our class has been changed to 2 columns at each side of the class and some in the centre. i'm sitting wif deepa now. ziying's still behind mie and goodness gracious! shes sitting with guoquan. haiss. ziying ahh. i really pity u.. haveta get used to the new seating arrangement fer now. =\\ chi lesson was okie. tcher finished going thru the piece of ws and proceeded to asking us doing our wb. was hell difficult manx. didnt manage to finish it, so will continue nxt wk. blahblah. after our second recess, ms vani gave us the geog recap test on altitude and ocean currents. it was okae lahs. manageable. but i'm afraid i wont score above 8.. hope i will lahs. got back our previous recap test-scored only 7 out of 10, which was the average score of most ppl in class. actually tcher gave us 10, but she decided to be strict and not give us full marks cus we didnt link bac the points to the q. how sadd. A math was okie.. lazy to talk abt the rest alr. kekes. cyas thenn.

♥yours truly. 7:52 PM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Sunday, February 6.

yO babe. decided to cOme online cus i'm only left with revising for tmrw's geO test. one of dad's students and his familyy will be cOming over shOrtly tO pay a visit to dad. its sO nice of them. ((: well. as n0rt much time has passed today, i shall bl0g abt ystd. went to sch at 8 as mie, mas, and derek planned toO g0 earlier tO wrap up the grad nite prOp0sal thingy. hanchuan was there toOo. chatted for a while at the foyer and accOmpanied mas to grab a bite. *yums* bumped into shira on our way.. lOls. well. as usual. ended up dOing nth productive. =\ thank g0d we're only left with a few cOmp0nents. mus really thank hermy fer d0ing some parts fer us.. rehearsal started at 9am sharp and blahblah. martial arts trOupe was there as well. they were marvellOus! -envyy- wad made me very pissed was the stupidd mdm pengG. she kept on shOuting here and there, as if she's very BIG liddat. ordering ppl and all. she thk she wad huh. president? even mr president wOuldnt act this way. i hate it when she orders ppl ard. it really sucks mann. huimin, yixin, yvOnne and yanshan were also pissedd wif her. thOught that she has changed fer the better alr. wh0 nOes shes still da same. hOpeless...

decided tO gO tO IMM wif hermy, derek, mas, perry and hanchuan. but fer the sake of mIee, we went to singa stationary first as i wanted tO buy sOme v nice pens. wahahaha. =x oh yess! i almOst forgott! guess wadd? mas and i fOund a $10 note on the grOund while walking there! lucky ya? `heh. headed tOwards IMM after which. ate at lOng jOhn sIlvers.. hermy used that $10 tO purchase some drinks and fries.. paid the rest of our meals ourselves. headed tO giant tO take a loOk at sum stuff fer prefects inves. then headed to daisO. bOught a flOwer pOt as a dustbinn. had t0 buy a new one cus da one at prefects rOom is br0kenn. walked back to p0pular after datt as i wanted to buy mOre pens. `heh. wasnt i crazee? =x headed hOme after that luhh. the end. :p

♥yours truly. 10:50 AM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

hellows. i'm thankful that i havent got much hw today, except for a couple of physics ws which doesnt need to be handed up. sickness's getting better, shld be recovering soon. ((: today's chemistry test in the morning was fine, went quite smoothly. didnt really study fer it last nite as i didnt see many places where studying is useful for atm. E math paper was TOUGH. veryy tough for a start, although all which were tested were sec2 work. its like. we alr dunno how to do the first q lorr. isnt it bad? there were many more q which were v diff lorrs. i was like- shocked when i saw the paper? haiss. mr koh ah mr kohh. why do u haf to torture us and set the paper till so difficultt? i thk i'm gonna die mann. but u knw wad? junjie got 63/70 fer the paper lehh! i'm soo.. envious.. =\ ms shamsiah also say hes a potential A1 math scholar. luckily i nv kenna those few whom tcher marked their pp on the spot cos they finished fast. i thk i'd have gotten a heart attack if that happens man. seeing lotsa crosses on each page. urgh. dun talk abt this alr kayy. i'm going berserk soon. =x jus hope fer the best. =

mrs sunil says that she'll be returning our eng common test pp tmrw. she told us that we did vERY badly ystd. expected it. i mean the paper was so difficult mann. dun even knw wad the summary was asking us to also. haiss. why isnt everything going well this yearr? :(( dont tell mie that that fortune teller in hk predicted correctly? oh gwad. pls dont. if nort i'm gonna die man. scored only 14/20 fer geog test. so damn POOR man. highest was only 17.5. dunno wad to say.. i thk our class is really nort up to standard yet. ): 3e6 is so much better than us.. 3e5 ah 3e5. wad kind of 3e5 is this.. SIGH. i still prefer last yr's 2e5. so much better. i miss mie class.. how i'd wish life was back in lower sec man. that'd be great. neway, gtg now. byee. wish mie best of luck kayy.

♥yours truly. 8:27 PM