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Sunday, October 31, 2004

harloes. nw in jiejie's shop at orchard hotell. hehes. resting.. long time neva see christine jiejie and alex korkor liaos. jiejie gave miee a powder to massage muaa face so dat the pimples will go away.. hehes. thankies wor~ ((= shall tell euu wott i did jex nw.. went to wisma at 12+ wif muaa familee to hab lunch.. ate at mac. hehes. had a mcspicy double and a cup of milo. *yums* after that, we shopped around wisma and i bought a sweater which i could wear during muaa stay at hongkong.. dad bought it fer miee! [$46] and mom bought a op shorts which was lite bluee in colour- costed her $28! hehes. thanks mom and dad! i lurve euu guys owayz..! <3>

have dancee practise tmrw.. hope it'll be an enjoyable onee again.. shall be going to school at 1 to ask huiming some chinese letter-writing stuff, after which i'll practise da dance before hand wif huimin and yvonnee (moi sistas). ((= will stop here for today! buaiz!

♥yours truly. 3:42 PM

Saturday, October 30, 2004

hi again. blogged so late bcos i jex came online. was figuring out how to do the chinese complain letter writing all the way.. went to de laselle pri wif ms kelly lee, mr nazri and mrs sunil, together wif alycia and perry to promote the school at 9am.. alycia and i sat in mrs sunil's car while perry sat in mr nazri's car, along wif ms kelly lee and nazri. mrs sunil's car was a mecerdes benz. =O lols. rather cool. its da old type, like that of ziyun's dad's carr. de laselle pri was soo bigg and beauutiful! its like soo unique lorr.. i lurve it man! had out booth at the canteen- it wus rather big as well.. didnt bring as much things as that of last week.. promoted our school and stuff lorrs. rather boredd also larhs actually. headed back to school at 2 smthg.. said goodbyes to da tcherss and went homee.. slept till 4.30 and continued reading muaa book- a season of gdbyee.. finished it within half an hour.. hehe~ lalalas. shall start reading da next book tmrww.. i realli lurvee lurlene mcdaniel's books! they rawk!

neway, started doing muaa chinese report writing homewk after dinner.. took a longg time before figuring out how the xact format is after asking wif yixin and leezhen... hehes. stupidd mdm peng larhs! neva go thru wif us before hols. see la now i dunno how to do liaos. managed to tikam larhs. did only one piece of da work. shall continue wif da rest tmrww.. neways, nothingg much to blog liaos. tata! =)) niteZ! *muackz* <3>

♥yours truly. 9:24 PM

Friday, October 29, 2004

dearrr.. i'm farkingly depresseddd! report book is horrible+terrible+incorrigible...! got 4/35 for class position and 7/144 for level position! what the heck? muaa percentage is only 76.5! its sooo damn lousy! how am i gonna face muaaself? i've neva gotten soo lousy results.. in muaa sec sch life! it really sucks! compared to mie sec1 mye, eye and sec2 mye results.. oh my god. what the hell is happening to mie..? i've got a 'C' in moi report book- and its all caused by HISTORY! that idiotic darn HISTORY! i hate to see a C! it is soo unsightly yaa noe. =(( got B3 for eng and lit for overall, A1 for math, sci, chi, geo, art, d&t and for home econs, and C5 for history! CME, music and pw are also As. but it really sucks big time! i'm sooo sadd and depressedd! i feel like cryingg and shouting muaa heart out! oh godd.. i've got no mood to talk now.. shall blog agen later..

♥yours truly. 5:26 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2004

harlos. jus finished watching da vcd series. yipee~ finally finished re-watching itt. lols. sigh. i'm trying muaa best to cheer moiself up. seem to be very moody today.. dont really noe its cause as well.. =\ what the heck is wrong wif mie.. why am i feeling so down..? =( feel like crying.. feel like shouting! oh god. help miee. help miee get this darn sad feeling outta mie..! ))= neways, conducted spot checks on sec 1-3s this morningg. derek, kevin, lee zhen, yixin and i were incharged of checking 1T1-1N4.. derek asked mie to stand at the gate to ensure that no one sneaks to the washroom to hide things- so i did. it was so darn boring! 1T2 was xtremely hard to handle! derek was shouting his head off jex to control da boys! the gurls were fine, rather obedient when i uniform-checked them. the boys were relli outta control! they were making sooo much noise! its so sickening man..! and when they finished checking the technical classes, the boys kept wanting to go to the toilet, but i insisted that they weren't allowed to do so until the check was over. okay, they obeyed. but one second later, they came back and asked mie again. they said that their teacher has granted them permission to do so, but i didnt let them go either. so they pushed mie aside and went in! what the fark? what is this man? farking assholes..! :@

found out that many things were discovered in the sec 1s.. especially the express classes. handfones, discmans etc were confiscatedd. lalalas. guess no one knew that there'll be a spot check todayy so everyone brought illegal things.. hehes. =p caught em todaex! kekes. sighhh. didnt go for any of the two assembly sessions as was busy wif da things. =)) sho happy that we managed to skip assembly! guranteed that it couldnt be any more interesting although it was regarding musicc. went to buyy bubbletea wif huiming after school and sat down at the food centre nearby to chat. chatted bout' all kinds of things till 3pm! hehes. was relli fun to chat wif her.. =p hahas. asked her to teach mie sec3 stuff in advance when i know what class i'll be in next yearr, and she agreed. yayys! =D thats bout' all now, wanna go and do smthg now! tata..

♥yours truly. 6:07 PM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

hellos. jus finished eating muaa dinner.. today has been a very tiring day for mie!! SIGH. in the morning, 170 students from Yew Tee pri, Juying pri and Keming pri came to our school for the open house.. everything went alrite for that part, still manageable. but at 1130, 300 students from Shuqun pri came over for open house as well.. the performances were the same but after that, things were very much CHAOTIC! students who were in my group (grp 2) were supposed to remain in the hall to view the e-learning fiesta. there were soo many of em'! almost a hundred! that was still fine.. the thing which made shahira and i (liuchin, huiming etc) burst was that students from other groups started going into the hall and some went out, causing us not to be able to identify who the people in our group were.. moreover, the students were to go to 2 stations before leaving (1pm). instead, their teachers started bringing em' back at 12.45! and everything cocked up even more!! luckily ms ang didnt blame or scold us, she was reasonable enuff. hehes. was rather mean in da morning but became gd after that.. maybe she was tired as well.. so =))

had dance practice at 2pm.. did the usual warming ups and stuff like that.. teacher made up a new set of steps for the dance! omg.. i was like flaring up mann. practised the old set of steps over and over again when i was at home and here she was changing everything. the steps were still very tedious and fast.. taught us lotsa new steps today.. when she finished teaching us a few steps, she carried on, causing us to forget the old ones.. SIGH. its soo hard! better not forget a single step.. hahas. neway, sch's gonna be rather bored tmrw as there aint ne program outline for us, cept' for the art competition, which i'll not take part.. dunno wadd the hell we're gonna do. boreddd! liuchin asks mie if i wanna skip sch tmrw, i dun thk so.. she said that huihui, sheryl and herself may be skipping school tmrw. oh well. gotta go and pompom now! tata! =p

♥yours truly. 7:36 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

elo swty.. jex came back frm school.. school was quite boring today.. all da sec 2s went to CCAB for inter-class sports competition. it comprised of badminton, captain's ball and basketball. as i was in neither of the events, i joined yanshan, huihui and some other peeps from other classes to go to botanic gardens for a so called 'hike'. sad to say, we didnt even hike! i had thought that we would go hiking, really hiking, at bukit timah hill.. but it turned out to be a sore. as it was really soo boring, we went to the cafe near botanic gardens and grabbed a bite. yanshan and i shared a plate of fried fish and drank hot milo. huihui didnt eat nething as she wasnt hungry. sat there for quite some time, till around eleven and headed back to CCAB as it was really far to bored. watched the rest play the games.. 2n2 was really very powerful in captain's ball! especially hayati and quaishah! hehes. 2e7 was rather strong as well, but lost to 2n2 in the end.. lols

our class got zero points for both captain's ball and bball! =\ fortunately, our badminton was alrite- managed to get 3rd in place.. thanks to eunice etc! =)) headed back to school at 1+ and by the time we reached school, it was already time for dismissal.. went to prefects room with mastura and alycia to talk etc.. hehes. as it was also rather bored there, we went home at 2+.. SIGH. i'm so bored! i'm rotting soon.. guess i'll start watching another VCD series later on.. hehes. till here for now! byee!

♥yours truly. 3:22 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

yoyo~ jex came back from NUH. phew~ i'm sho relieved! kekes. guess wat? i didnt get ne injections or watsoever today. shall tell euu today's happenings kayys. went to dance practice this morninn at 930. did all the warming up exercise and after that, li lao shi taught us a new dance. she said that she plan to teach us the beginning few steps of a few dances so that she can see which dance we're best in for SYF. the dance was nice, but one thing- its very FAST! really fast! its like we haveta do more than 5 complicated actions in 4 counts lorr.. isnt it ridiculous? hahas. but tcher is able to do it.. at a very nice position somemore.. hehes. she rawkz! hmm. dis dance which she taught today is nice, jex fast. e previous dance is also nice, but difficult cos the moves include the wholee entire body.. its also rather slow, but graceful. =)) both dances are beauutiful in their own way.. hehes. so both are fine wif mie. will try muaa veh best to perfectt them.. ((=

rusheedd home after dancee cus i have an appointment at NUH at 2.50. set off at 130 w dad as he had a rehabilation therapy at 2.05pm.. after dat, we headed to da surgery clinic for muaa appointment.. didnt go in till ard 330! (sho late) i was freaking out even before i went into dr.lim's office! muaa hand was as cold as ice and in order to cool myself down, i read muaa book.. wen i went into dr.lim's office, he asked miee how i was and i said nort fine.. i was trying to make myself laugh to cool down yeah.. neways. after a period of talking w him, i was RELIEVED to learn that i needn't inject or whatsoever todayy.. lemmi xplain kayys. he mentioned dat da 2 alternative ways to make da scar smaller is 1.injection. 2. surgery. both methods will cause the size of the scar to shrink, but it'll not disappear. for injection, i haveta go for it fortnightly, for 4 times. for surgery, they'll cut the centre of the scar, leaving the sides of it. then stitch it up, forming a lil 'line'. but he dont recommand mie going for either ones NOW, cos im still growing. its best to do it after muaa growth spurth comes down, which is when i'm 16 or so. cos if ya do it now, there's always a possibility for da scar/keliod to form back or grow back to its original size, or even bigger due to da fact dat i'm still growing. on the other hand, if they do it after i stop growing, chances of the scar enlarging or whatsoever is little lorrs. cos i've already stopped growing.. and yes! so i'll be going for the surgery only when i'm 16! 2 yrs l8ter.. hehes. neednt worry bout it atm. after muaa Os den worry. hehes. but da bad thing is dat i'll still not be able to wear sleevess clothes till then lorrs. nebermind.. =))

will bee going to compete against other classes tmrw in badminton.. hope we'll do well larhs. hehes. good luck everyonee! =))

♥yours truly. 6:18 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

heyys again.. guess what? i have already finished reading two out of three books which i have borrowed yesterday..! hehes. read 'no time to cry' from 11-12am yesterday nite and 'mourning song' from 1030-1115am today.. they're soo nice! ((= didnt xpect mieself to read em' at such a fast speed actually.. jus happen to be sho engrossed in da books.. shall start reading muaa final book ' too young to die ' afterwards when i come backk.. its 1pm now. will be going to serene's house to celebrate adley's 1st bday after lunch.. wow! time sure flies! its like yesterday when adley was first born- premature, and now he is, turning one! -beams- still remembered the first time i saw him- in da hospital.. small and fragile. jex like a small kitten.. and now? he's a strong and healthy boy! children jex grow up sooo fast!! jus a glimpse of eye and they're already grown up! from a teeny weeny lil' baby to a full grown person.. =

neway, i still have dance practise tmrw morning from 930-12.. gonna be real tired again.. cos li lao shi will continue teaching the new SYF dance.. its soo darn difficult! we haveta move our shoulders, hips and da whole body! its hard..! but its soo beauuutifuL wen she demonstrates the action.. SIGH. when will i ever be like her? -grins- i'm looking forward to practise though.. cos afterall, i still luvee dancinn! its muaa passion, rememba? =)) but i dont really want tmrw afternoon to come.. cos i have an appointment at NUH at 2.50pm tmrw.. bout' muaa SCAR. it hasnt subsided since june 7! and the doc said that i haveta be on injections in order to let it subside.. and its not a 1 time injection, but once every week, for 5 times! oh my god.. how can i ever survive with soo many injections? one'll make mie screamm my heart out!! i havent failed crying and screaming in EVERY injection since i was a baby, with the xception of the one in pri 1.. it was not painful at all.. da doc confessed to miee dat dis injection is veh painful.. GOD! how am i ever going to pass tmrw? help miEEE!! =( why do i have to have that stupidd accident which caused this stupid darn SCAR on muaa left shoulder? its soo unfair.. *cries*. . .

♥yours truly. 1:55 PM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

heyys. jex came back fr je entertainment. shall tell euu abt today's happenings.. went ta yuhua pri with alycia, shi jiao and mastura cus some others, together with us, were supposed to help promote our school to the primary school students. met perry at the main gate and we settled down at our given booth. puvanesh and farhana were already there. a few mins later, yasmin and atiqah, followed by ms angeline lee, ms lim and ms law, arrived. the teachers brought along some stuffs which we had to 'exhibit'. they included fotos of CCA groups, trophies and more.. spent some time setting up our booth by arranging all the stuffs to make them presentable. there were also other schools promoting, for instance Huayi, Fuhua, Commonwealth, Yuan Qing, Shuqun, River Valley and Jurong.. their booths were muchh nicer! they had many more interesting things.. i was really soo embarrassed as the things that we had were rather lil' and not as interesting.. who would wanna come to such a boring school neway? =\ saw mie pri sch fwen- siti dhalia at her huayi stall. she's become even more prettier since p6! was sho glad to see her! ((=

we were there fr 1-4 and parents, students and teachers came to look at our booth, thou not as many as that of other schools. we gave out pamphlets and explained to them the good things about our school. and ya noe wat? ms lee told us that the aggregate score has risen up to 220 for express and 190 for normal academic! i jex couldnt believe her.. how can it have risen so much? from 188-220? or was she kidding? =\ as far as i noe, our standard have been falling, not rising.. ms lee said that she dont want our aggregate to be so low such that 'not so good' students come into our school and create havoc. like this yr's 1e7.. -no offence- but actually, it doesnt mean that peeps who get higher aggregate scores are more well-behaved than those of lower aggregate marks.. it was pouring by the time we kept our booth and packed up to get ready to leave. perry, shijiao and I went to JE library as i wanted to return my books and borrow some new ones after that. ate kfc as i was feeling very 'hara heta' (hungry in japanese) by then.. went home as it was already getting late after we had dinner. it was really a boringg day. shall start reading one of the books that i borrowed tonite. hehes. aim to finish the 3 books by tuesday! i jex love this author! she rawkz! [lurlene mcdaniel] her books are all about people who have illnesses, such as leukemia, and has to face the chemotherapy, treatments and the will to live again etc.. i lurveee her books! <3
neway, till here for today! byeee.. *muackz*

♥yours truly. 7:11 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

heyys.. SORRY for not blogging for months.. have been busy up to the neck in the month aug-oct as i was preparing for exams and all.. got back all mie xam results.. they arent good! i'm soo disappointed! i havent done this bad all my life.. its like a knife has jus been poked thru mie..
Eng: 66
Math: 75
Sci: 76/110 ( 75's alre considered an A1 cos the paper was FAR too tough) =/
Chi: 75.5
Geog: 90.5
Lit: 76
Art: 80
D&T: 54 waAaA.. =(

SIGH. arent they BAD? oh my god. i've never done soo badly in my entire lower sec.. moreover, this is STREAMING. once & only ONCE in one's sec sch life.. i put in sooo much effort jex to study for this VIE (very impt xam) and thus had expected really good and purrfect results.. but whadda i get in de end? crappy results? especially my science. if the teachers didnt decide to be a bit more lenient and let 75/110 and above be an A1, i would have gotten only 69/100 if i convert to 100%. (which will enable me to not meet the criteria to get into pure science class) History too! althou i dont really care about history as it isnt very essential for streaming, i did study hard for it! i memorized everything which mr tan asked us to in order to score well in my structured essay questions.. studied till midnight! and i only got a 54? what is this man? can ne1 tell mie? actually i could've gotten 65 bcos i wrote POINT form, which we're not supposed to, in one of the structured questions. it caused me to lose 11 marks even thou my answers were all correct. in the end i got only a 4/15 for that particular question. PATHETIC rite?

i really dont understand.. some peeps dont really bother to study hard and put in effort. yet, they can score quite well. i dont wish to mention names thou. while some study till we are half dead and the results are CRAPPY. bullshit! thats why i say life ISNT FAIR! life is NEVA fair-rite from the day i was born into this world.. =(

neways, got moi option form ystd.. hab decided to go to either 3e6 or 3e7.. two days ago, i didnt know dat the marks for science will be counted out of 110, and that above 75 is considered as an A1. so mr koh approached derek and moi, and told us frankly dat he thks we'll not make it to pure sci class (e6) cos we did not get an A1 for sci.. i appreciate his frankness and he advised us to go to e7 as it aint that bad as well. the subj combination for e7 is eng, E math, A math, combined phys n chem, MT, F&N or D&T and combined ss + elective geo. its actually okay but i dont relli want combined sci as i like pure more. both F&N and D&T are v difficult too cos there is coursework to do in upper sec, which is tough! another thing is dat i want PURE geog, not elective! i still prefer e6.. but when i got my subj combination form ystd, many top peeps (eg Sheryl and Huihui) said that they dont wanna go to pure sci class (e6) cos its gonna b v stressful and tough! they said they want to get into 3e7. apparantly, many others wanna get into 3e7 as well, instead of 3e6.. so 3e7 must be full house.. =/ soo popular!

if things are really like this, i may stand a chance to get into e6 since so many dont wanna get in.. but i'm getting very confused now. i sincerely wanna take pure, but the prob is i want mr kOh to teach mie! esp in math! i'm afraid that if he doesnt teach mie, i'll fail A math, or even E math in upper sec! he's really a SUPERB teacher. i jex luv his teaching. he rawkz! he told mie before that he already know which class he'll be teaching nxt yr, but he's nt allowed to disclose the info. he mentioned that he'll most prob be teaching the class which has most of his ex students (which is us). it cant be e6 as very few peeps want and can go into it, and neither can it be e8 or e9 as he doesnt want us to go to the last 2 classes. so it must be 3e7! i want him to be moi teacher...!! in math..! SIGH. i'm at a loss now.. dont know what to do.. i'm afraid that if i go to e6 i'll regret. and same as e7. i jex want mr koh as my math tcher.. dats abt all..

♥yours truly. 2:47 PM