heyys.. havent been on for days.. had actually typed an entry ystd but this idiotic IE hung! so it wasnt saved! argh! neways, was in a very FOUL mood ystd bcos of sumthin which pissed me off.. dont wish to mention abt it again as i dont wanna get angry once more.. went to NUH this morning to visit dad, together with mom and grandma. dad was admitted to the hospital ystd bcos of.. i dunno wat's that called, but i'm glad that he's fine now. thank god. :)

went home at ard 1 and went to JE popular at 2.05pm cos i was soo bored at home that i was almost rotting- again! took almost 1hr to choose 4 pens- 2 black and 2 blue. lols. 'fast' aint i? lmao.. bought 6 correction tapes as well- the correction tapes were in a box, 6 for $4.90! so cheap! and they're rather fine! went to j.e entertainment as i was starvin after that, walked ard the small pasamalam outside and bought 3 tapioca cakes, 2 bags of peanuts, 1 pck of muah chee and a cd too, which costed me only $3.50! It's on 'huang yi ling', who is a taiwanese singer. she appeared on the charity show that day and sung 1 taiwan song, which attracted me.. i've heard it before, but unsure of where i did so. headed home after that and started to listen to the disc.. the first song was the song that i heard the other day.. its AWESOME! i love it! lolx. i tried to write down the lyrics for the chorus part, although i dont understand fujian.. wrote them in hanyupinyin.. hehe.. thats about all actually.. will be gng to Toa Payoh with most of the sec2 prefects tmrw to view and look at the quilts (fabric of the nation) bcos ms lee wants us to do a project on it.. -faints- gtg and type of sumthin now- tty! ;)

♥yours truly. 7:23 PM

♥yours truly. 1:52 PM

howdee~ jex came back from jp with my familee. keke. was finally able to buy 2 new ink cartriages-coloured and black. i'm so happy! =) shall talk about what today's happenings. went to school at 8.20am to assemble as all the sec 2E were going to Chestnut Drive Sec Sch for a racial harmony fair. left sch at around 8.50am and the girls of our class had to share a bus with 2E6 bcos of that stupid mdm peng who claims that her form class (us) will not mind if we are split up into different groups so that we neednt 'waste' another bus. but we DO! we DO! she's really a baddie! *hrmph* partnered shijiao as usual and we kept taking photos using her hp cam but only a few were nice. asked her to send one which had only me in it and it was quite alrite. lolx. reached CNDS at around 9.15am and omg the sch was soooo BIG and NEW! it didnt even look like a sch but more like a clubhouse. rite eh? =/ its so different from any other sch. its jex lovely. the sch hall can be 2 of ours and the stage is so unique. it had stairs instead of a platform and there were 2 levels in the hall. aint it cool? the furniture was also very new and nice. shijiao and i sat together with wenya & her friends. jiahui and meijing were behind us. keke. noticed that meijing has pimples on her forehead too-thought that she didnt before. keke.. :X neway, the waiting session was farr to longg- the show only started at 10 plus. ridiculous isnt it? =S i was almost rotting.. the first performance was a group of chinese boys from (i dunno wad sch) hitting chinese drums. it was rather cool. following that was the fashion show which had pupils from CNDS themselves. its rather boring though.. the next part was nice- 4 groups of dances which comprised of eurasian, chinese, malay and indian dance. the eurasian dance (which was actually ballet) was AWESOME~! the girls were in pink gown and wore stockings! they were very flexible! one of the girls could even just split with ease like that! -drools- a boy even carried another girl up and spun her around! the chinese dance was alrite-not too bad and the malay and indian dance as well. know what? all the dancers were actually chinese! keke.. after that, the concert band from Assumption English Sch performed a few songs. felt that our YHCB are far better than their band. not that i wanna say but the songs were rather boring and whats more the sound volume was very very soft.. couldnt hear clearly. i still prefer our very own YHCB! they rawk! =) that was the ending of the concert and after that, we proceeded down to the canteen where we visited various groups of ethnic food, but didnt buy nething cos they were rather costly. we bought a chicken burger instead. it was delicious! *yum* headed to walk around the school- omg it was really damn big! equivalent to 3-4 YHSS. sighs.. headed back to sch at around 11.50am and reached sch by 12.30. went to da food court to have lunch with huihui, shijiao, yanshan, liuchin, sheryl, yulin and shimin. saw poay joo jie, angel and lina at da food court as well and not long after, the sec 1s (kelly & her gang of friends) went there as well. so many~! lols. ate a bowl of fishball noodles as usual.. very full! after that, liuchin and sheryl came to my house to continue with the space exploration project. shijiao and yanshan didnt come bcos they had harmonica practice. had a great time here- played, chatted and of cos we did our proj. still have a lil bit which is not yet completed. shall touch up by mon and let ms ang see it once more. (hope she doesnt give nemore comments, otherwise.. x_x) hehe thats about all.. as u noe i went to jp after that.. gotta go and print out my project! bye!

love mel..

♥yours truly. 9:14 PM

Hi!! havent blogged in for ages- not ages actually, jus 4 days. lolx. have been rather busy as usual these few days, coping with the new things that have been taught, homewk, projects and all kindsa stuff. its really stressing. =/ but i havent a choice! i haveta continue studying cos this is very important in order for me to have a bright future. *persevere* had math test on tuesday and got only 20/25 for it- could get about 22 initially but my graph was not drawn very smoothly and one of my values were calculated carelessly. when will careless every be washed off me? i wonder.. if this continues i'll be dead. really dead. cos its not that i dont know how to do- its all careless's fault! *argh*

had finished learning map scales and the test is gonna be next tuesday. -scared- mr koh started teaching symmetry- things on line symmetry and rotational symmetry. it aint as easy as it appear. =/ continued learning electricity for science- ms ang gave us a piece of homewk on wednesday which required us to draw the ammeters and voltmeters on the circuit diagrams. initially i didnt have ne idea on how to do so bcos she has yet taught us, so i asked her the next morning. after explaining to me i found out that it was actually very easy! stupid me! and today i got a piece of work which required us to write an equation for each ciruit diagram. this is a bit tougher but managed to do some of it.. =/ shall seek ms ang for help again. oh yes! guess what? ms ang was one of the 5 tchers who has been awarded the most caring tcher award! *congrats* =)

showed ms ang our science pw project again and she gave lotsa comments.. =/ ended up that we had to redo 90% of the project.. pathetic. but sheryl, liu chin and I managed to complete most of it today.. guess they'll be coming over to my place after we go to Chestnut Drive Sec Sch tmrw.. for the racial harmony fair. -.- boring! neway, its 1130pm now, gtg! tata!

love mel

♥yours truly. 10:58 PM

hey!

changed my layout yesterday! yipee~ love it! thanks pat! =) isnt it lovely? :P jus finished watching 'shi jian lu' again. i think i'd better not watch it anymore bcos i'm already sort of hooked to it! and this cant go on bcos i'll be stuck to the teevee everyday.. nono this must stop! anyway, woke up at 10:30am today and felt very tired despite waking up at such a late hour. i guess its bcos of my late sleep this morning.. slept at around 5+ after watching the Euro cup 2004 finals- Portugal VS Greece. many people (90% i guess), including myself, had expected Portugal to win but who knows that Greece won! I really cant believe it! How can this be? Portugal is one of the average teams in the football world while greece? its nuttin but an ordinary bad team! and it won! oh my god.. what on earth is happening? know what? i heard from joanna that the referee is a friend of the greeks, so that may be why it won! i do agree that the referee is a bit biased to the greeks as well.. UNFAIR! I protest! :@ SIGH. okay lets change the topic. if i continue with this i can go mad. *grr*

packed my bag for tmrw and tmrw's bag is rather heavy eh.. does ne one know if we need to bring step ahead tmrw? recited the chinese mo xie once and after that, i went to the drawer in the living room and searched for a photo for the geography project, where each of us have to find a photo of our own which is related to geography. (for example a a vegetable, bcos vegetables are a form of agriculture and we do learn that in sec2 geog). managed to find a photo which pictured me and two of mum's friend's kids(boys) at the bird park. the background was a waterfall with some plants surrounding it. guess it'll work as we learnt about waterfalls (rocks and landforms) in sec1 geog. but i'm still thinking of what quote i'll use.. ne ideas? =/

had lunch after that and then, i revised a bit for my math quadratic graphs test which'll be on tmrw. should be ok i hope. =/ went down to yi xin stationary to buy some stuffs- a new art folio, a new long ruler, some plastic holders and a few more things. revised a bit more for the other subjects and started watching shi jian lu.. thats about all that i've done. keke. sigh. i'm very worried about the tests tmrw-hope i'll do well! :) helping kailyn dl msn messenger 6.2 (must dl again haiz) bcos she ask me to send to her. hehe. nuttin more to write now, so i'll go! buhbye!

♥yours truly. 6:00 PM

i'm pissed off! why do YOU have to care what i do everytime? YOU say what you guys do are for MY own good? alrite. if it is so, why is it that everytime you reprimand or scold me i feel ANGRY and SAD? if it is so true, i wouldnt feel upset with what you say. i am no longer a child now and i know what i'm doing- i know how to manage my time. YOU neednt worry for me. YOU say that i spend so much time on the computer and hardly read and here i am complaining that my english has dropped. well its MY choice. I have the power to choose what i wanna do-not YOU, even though you may be my FATHER. if you guys really love me, you should let me have the FREEDOM to do what i like to do, and not treat it as if i'm a prisoner in jail, telling me what i CAN and what i cannot do. i DO NOT LIKE this. why cant you just be like other parents- dont care so much about me and let me be FREE? i know you care a lot for me, but not till this extend. its too much! cant you dont scold me even once in a few weeks? do you really have to scold me every now and then? and you are so BUSY-BODY! who are you to know what i'm doing on the internet? Why do you have to know? dont you worry i'll not talk to strangers. and i dont need YOU to worry about my studies. i can tackle them myself. i know when is the time to study and when is the time to play. aint i doing fine now? why do you have to make so many comments? even if i dont study hard, what has it got to do with YOU? its MY life afterall and not YOURS. cant you just keep quiet and do your own things? you're so irritating! i hate to say it but i really hate you! :@ i'm tellin you the more you limit me the more i'll not concentrate on my studies. i know that studies are important but i need to relax as well rite? if i keep on studying and studying i'll go mad sooner or later! and i'm going mad very soon! till then i'll give up. i dont wanna get in to 3E5, lets make life easier-3T1. life is much more easier there rite? i wont haveta be so stressed like how i am now.. if things really PROGRESS to that stage, please dont blame me because YOU caused it to happen. YOU are the main cause. . . i dont wanna talk now because i'm in a FOUL MOOD and relly pissed off.. if you want me in a say such that i am perfect in anything i'm sorry i cant do it. nobody is perfect including me.. there is always a limit to my patience.. when there is a need, you'll see what i can do.. watch out! :@

♥yours truly. 2:41 PM

hi.. havent blogged in for 5 days.. had been busy up to the neck since school reopened. with all the new topics that we were taught (difficult) and most importantly the great pile of homework that was waiting for me everyday. we were given lotsa homework even on the very first day of school. on tuesday we had project work and mdm rose was incharged of it. she asked us to show us what we've done and when it was my group's turn, we showed her our powerpoint presentation which was already completed. she made lotsa comments, saying that the number of words on each page should only be a bit as readers do not like to see many words. okay okay. this meant that we had to redo most of the presentation? pathetic! we put in so much effort and yet.. =( oh god. ms ang started teaching on electricity and it is very difficult to understand (as usual because normally i dont understand a topic at the beginning of it). so i dont really like electricity right now. =/ as for math, mr koh taught on map scales and luckily i was able to understand them. *phew* as for english lessons, mdm rose is quite alrite. so far, she is not too strict and jokes at times. notbadnotbad. =) but of course i still prefer ms chen a lot more. :) had so much homework yesterday that i nearly broke down. couldnt take it. why am i feeling so stressed? its only the first week of school and i'm only in sec2! how am i gonna cope in sec 3 and 4? will i be able to survive? i wonder. i really wonder.. :( can you imagine how life will be in upper secondary? i cant. i really cant. the teachers are already stressing us like hell now. oh god. please help me. i need help! can ne1 please tell me how to cope? i'm really gonna break down any moment-plus prefects.. its untoleratable.. =( sigh. its really so difficult to get into 3E5.. a lot of hardwork and effort are needed. i sincerely hope that i will be able to get there next year by hook or by crook. i'll try and persevere and have fortitude to endure the pain and adversity.. life is really very stressing. i dont have time for fun now.. with the exceptional of my dance classes.. anyway, i shall be going to the national stadium tomorrow with my dance members and teachers to watch the SYF opening ceremony. the other cultural dance groups and YHCB should be going too..i guess.. hadnt wanna go previously because of the big pile of homework and projects that i have, but ms ang wanted me to go.. so no choice. gotta go now. wanna have a good night's sleep. bye..

♥yours truly. 9:35 PM