Monday, July 09, 2007
missed training on sat cuz i got no single idea tat there's training till jocex asked me bout it...was kinda unhappy bout it.. but forget it....stupid com which cant give me ani info shows how useless it is....
hopefully babies did well for their drill stage one....
dun tink im gd enuff to teach CE since none of them noe wat im talking....
im praying for the four years to reach quickly cuZ i noe how "gd" i am in GB nw....
i juz wanna study real hard....sometimes i reali c hu r my real frenz
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
10:53 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
im so trapped in sch nw haah kinda skip gems so nw posting some cheerlead photos we had on our performance the other dae...
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:58 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
its been like so long ever since i posted anitin over here... juz gonna sae im like so into the puma bag tat i saw the other dae.. plus im fell seriously deeply in luv wif tat top shop tin n myphosis dress.. myphosis slippers... haha i seemed to feel tat my pocket is having a bigger hole....
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
9:40 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
okie firstly im gonna dedicate this post to this guy.... yup u.. its u... not ys... not alvin.. not ani other guy..... but this freak i will call him...
okie look ! i saw ur actions todae...
i saw ur tat :" i dun bother" face...
come on.... wake up !
n im gonna juz tell u...
firstly u aint handsome enuff to play gers
get wat i mean???
u r not up to standard !!!
stupid person hu make me sin .. gosh im gonna cool down....
n to von : i understand wat u r saying... n yup i find it true too.... i will reflect upon everytin.. thx for the advise aniway ^-*
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
1:18 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
well finali im done wif my new blog..changed a blog for some reasons... not gona publise my url... those hu deserve to noe will noe... but i will still be posting over here... maybe monthly ba...cya guys !
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
3:03 AM
nth much happen.. got my brk though its like onli 5 daes brk.. but nvm at least christopher is gd enuff to even let me have 5 daes off.... partly aso becuz i noe he seriously need staff so .. ya... aniway went out todae.... wif angela sihao n kee tee... had a wonderful dae luffing at my 2 sons.. haha seriosuly they damn cute k.. i nv c anibody buy sometin as wishy washy as me sia haha finali they broke my record.. aniway they bought their tins so at least our effort pays off... n for me i bought my tins too,.... a bag n a short... yup short again... i dun reali like to wear jeans cuz it makes my leg look long n body looked short... so haha i prefer shorts la... hmmm went to crystal jade again... nice dinner but super full.. didnt managed to finish tat la mian tin.... n i guess todae's joke of the dae is tat 2 canberra guys kinda asked for my number... n i was tinking : okie boi look dun anihow take jie jie's number k ahah cuz they r like sec 3 or sec 4???? i was telling angela bout tat n guess wat... there r 2 canberra sec students sitting beside me haah.. kinda weird feeling but nvm....
sry pals... i didnt noe y.... but i no longer have the energy to hold my feelings inside animore...sry to make u guys upset wif me.... trust me pals.. im fine.... i juz need to let out all.. so tat no more luv wil be inside... i no longer wanna keep tat kinda luv inside me...
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
1:21 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带著一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
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過身就自由了我卻突然捨不得
你露出無害的笑容摸摸我臉頰的冷
放開了手的選擇那是因為愛太重了
我不要憎恨再見讓我來完成
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songs tat meant so much to me...
走过跟你走过的街 难过感伤一些
有些事无法感谢 我终于了解
是我把爱弄得太完美 多完美还是会枯萎
你最后那一句再见
才让我学会 怎么放爱去飞
我在美丽的世界 回头对你说 Good-Bye
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
11:47 AM
Friday, March 30, 2007
my last words to u :
i dun agree to it tat our character dun match....
unless u sae u dun like my character...
n nth bout me u like
cuz i dun hate ur character....
juz some minor faults i tink u MUZ change for the sake of those arnd u
no matter wat
i've said all i wan
im still thankful tat in the end u believe me
though i dunno true anot
but the last tin im doing for u is to trust u
tat tin done to u was hurtful
n becuz of tat i guess i somehow change sometin
but those hurt u suffer
was twice or even a thousand times hurtful in my heart
since its like last word
so im gonna be brave to admit n sae sry
sry for tat tin which is done out of anger
[if u stil luv me maybe u will tink in another way like for eg
hmmm she was hurt by me so much tat time tat she nearly collaspe tat's y she did tat
or maybe even : i shouldnt doubt her luv in the first place etc haha
but nvm cuz the luv aint there animore so i dun expect u to tink tat]
( u can ignore all those square bracket [ ] part cuz im juz crapping )
i dun wanna dig out all those super old history
n show u how mani hurtful tins were done by u
i noe u hear aso sian le la
maybe 1 dae u will c it
or feel it ( which i seriously dun wan u to have the same encounter as me )
so i rather u c it
cuz eventually u can still learn some tins
which i noe will be useful for u in ur life
n i aso felt tat it aint impt animore in digging those tins
cuz those aint gonna create ani impact on u
[unless u still luv me
which is no ]
i juz wanna let u noe
tat as a friend
i dun wanna push anitin to u
or push u away to anitin
or even hate u
or wateva
yup n im letting u go
cuz i told u be4
tat our relationship is in the hands of fate nw
i juz wanna wish u all the best
cuz i felt tat u should be old enuff to control ur life
n do wat u tink is the best
maybe u rmb tat i told u sometin be4
n im gonna sae it again
loving u aint easy process but i nv regret
though sometimes i end up scolding myself
but seriously i nv regret
cuz its thru loving u tat makes me grow n c how great luv can be ^-*
take care ^-*
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
had an okie dae todae... confesssed everytin out to miss junn.. im thankful tat i wasnt blame... hmmm grace was veri sweet... gave me a choc to thank me.. i mean to thank everyone la haha cuz everyone gets 1.. i juz felt tat.. hey gers.. no matter how much we nag n scold.. its becuz we wan u to grow.... so u all muz jia you k ! haha luv u all.. rmb there was once ttrina bought me kitty stickers... i was like o man how she noe haha...aniway u gers r a sweet bunch of gers... we do luv u...
miss june gave us a note book which flew frm spain haha thx for the sweet present too..
o ya gladys told me tat there's a kitty shop in amk hub.. muz go c haha...
muz continue smiling cuz tat's wat make up enci.... n thx to jin for ur foreva cheering up process haha ... cute ger.. so tall yet so cute.. haha i noe there's no connection...
didnt managed to get ani kitty stuff this month.. but i saw this kitty purse at isetan i was like o no ! haha so nice la haha... but its near 50 bucks so dunno should get it anot...
aniway my dae was fine n it will be fine ^-*
saw wan lian's note to me.. thx ger... im touched ...reali...n i guess this is how my life is so i can learn... n im willing to continue learn... cuz i noe onli tat way den i grow.... no matter how mani tears i've dropped.... thx for wiping them away wif the care u all gave me tat nite...
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
seriously i went to view my past post.... n hey those r like so misleading.... aniway no matter wat... no matter wat others tink i aso dun bother.. cuz my true frenz noe the truth....n onli true frenz believe u ^-*
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
seriously todae is a veri gd dae... finali got a chance to work wif xiao hua again....everytin is still as fun as ever... we crap a lot.. but im sry cuz at ntie i wasnt feeling well... my cute gastric is giving me prob again....n whole back is aching like duno wat.. aniway i got veri troubled too.... i mean y muz he force me to work???? come on im a human... i need a brk... i need to pick myself up again... i guess i've become more selfish in some way or another ba....
i cut my finger todae haha by paper lor gosh n nw my finger kinda ache when i type.. im a veri " cannot get hurt " ger haha esp at my finger n hand region..
o n a gentle reminder im not desperate to patch wif him ... i mean maybe my post sounds veri sad which is true yup im sad... im veri sad... super sad....im not tat affected tat he's in luv wif someone else... im upset bout... forget it haha i mean sae le aso no use.... those hu deserve to noe alrdy knew it so yup.... n whether or not he c my intention of doing thos tins aso dun matter to me le ba.... i admit i cant forget him up cuz its a 1 yr relationship... but definately sometin i noe is i will nv wanna patch wif him.... i mean he aso dun wan la haah so tat's gd....
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
tat;s us
still us
o no its still us !
gers out in action haha
seriously pals im thankful for everytin.... u gers still make me smile after so mani yrs ^-*
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
gd dae wif pals n yup haha i cried again.... 3 daes of crying n im better nw.... i guess its like 1 whole yr of tears ba haha aniway todae was real fun... we went to like chinatown for some shopping den to town for seoul garden.. den clarke quay for some river looking haha... i do admit tat some alcohol is involved...we had a nice time at clarke quay.. tok a lot.. cried a lot... thx gers... u gers r wonderful.... i noe i got a veri bad character which is tat i dun like to tell anione bout my sad tins... though i complain a lot... but those aint the real major tins..i onli complain minor tins... all the major tins i onli sae it out todae.. n i felt so gd... finali everytin's out....so mani yrs n finali its out...thx pals... i had a gd time todae... wat jin sae was rite... even the strongest person will be weak at times..
im seriously in luv wif my mummy !!!
my lao po aka shannon
my frenz which includes : jin, qian, lian, bel, angela
of cuz haha not to forget lester bro, alex, yi jie aka grandpa ( opps too old haha )
♥ i shall always be that girlWILD.
12:33 AM
tat;s us
still us
o no its still us !
gers out in action haha
