Friday, February 01, 2008

i fell out of 'love'. yeah. seriously. on 25/01/08 it was over. why? uh...he had pre-marital underaged sex. good enough a reason? hehe guess some are thinking 'why am i not surprised?'

Saturday, January 12, 2008

had a really nice spectacular dinner last night XD HUGE norwegian scallops, canadian tiger prawns, usa beef, japanese salmon. yummy!

today was work more work slack whee....

PEOPLE MAJOR HISTORY!!!

gah you!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

apparently you suck with a racquet. or at least badminton XD

im blogging less and less...mayb 1 day it'll b dead agn.

sch's bn ok i guess. kinda fun kinda boring kinda life-y. much better than e holidays.

random post at 4 am XD

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

i'm still waiting for you to be the one i'm waiting for.

new year. i got a nice prezzie XD ok, i hvn't made any resolutions. dun plan to i guess. the zoo is fun n interesting.

happy new year!

Monday, December 31, 2007

i have a monkey and a neurosis according to dictionary.com rofl XD

Saturday, December 29, 2007

got new skates yay! finally XD i wanted frontman or twister pro II but kinetic 10.0 isn't bad. just that it isn't quite freestyle. usable tho, still. frankly looks more like a hockey skate. the chasis is a bit long still n there's e ever irritating brake. but it's really smooth. the quick lace is fun XD sorry elijah, cant use it XD

christmas present costs twice my birthday present XD

2 days 2 new year

i'm starting to learn, knowing more about you each day. you can be serious and sensible, you can also be mischievous and senseless and sick. you prefer the latter though. i wonder how you're still not christian when there are so many christians around you.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

two weeks since i posted. woah. guess i don't need this blog tt much anymore. or mayb it's jus cuz it's holidays.

thx 4 all e wishes XD i gt nice christmas presents XD 3 hot guys performed in our church. too bad they're old, like seriously one is 3 times my age. bt their voices are pro n e instrumental was O.O gosh the speakers were super nice but i think they killed my left ear. gna get skates 4 christmas! whee XD

watching brown sugar macchiato, ooo i lyk xiao yun n ya tou XD 女生真的很难搞

i still miss you. holidays isn't helping any. and 303. i wonder if you're ignoring me on purpose.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

i hvnt blogged in a wk. shows how boring holidays r. or mayb i jus ran out of things to say. or mayb ii jus din wanna say anything. officially quit swearing dunno how i started in e first first place. oh well, glad i dun do it no more. everything's been as normal as it can get i guess. holidays are boring...

Monday, December 03, 2007

no tim 2 blog on sats n suns oh well i shall make up 4 it

sat was boring nth much usual routine bt i cu my hair XD @ least it dun look horrible this tim. then...i 4 got wad i did -.-

sun church woots fnally batchmates back. nth much jus lyk any other ordinary day.

i was thinking. there's this christian song and the chorus goes 'we give You honor, we give You glory we give You everything that we are' can we? do we? with all the wrong tha we do, every second some christian sins. how could we glorify and honor him? giving everythng we are. yes, possibly but wouldn't we just bring more shame? we're flawed. horribly majorly flawed and weak.

or maybe God likes flawed people, like i do

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

all tian qis look gd XD be it drama or real life XD

silence has such a sadistic ending bleh

my lucky star looks interesting, kinda funny XD jimmy lin gt tt danson look...bleh holidays boredom

i gt a tumor XD luckily benign oh well...

still angry at you ignoring me, but doesn't change my interest...

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

sai look lyk a gal bt his power is pro XD shikamaru go i lyk his new technique XD

1 com crashed, the other no msger, laptop slow...nw i canto on msn D: shal exceed my smses agn XD

will u die of boredom 4rm holidays?

trainng is super killer! esp wif no air con zzz

you're purposely ignoring my invitation D: logged on twice and didn't accept...you like ice cream too? you don't seem like an avid reader at all...

Monday, November 26, 2007

i guess in a way i like predictability, yet i like change too. i don't like uncertainty but i don't like certainty either. guess that's why i play squash, it's a good balance between all these. guess that's why i don'e like life, it's a total tip to what i don't like.

church. is it jus me or m i getting surrounded by more and more guys? wif sec 3 n e boys almost outnumber e gals o.O

look @ more furniture. gah so sick of furniture it all looks e same -.-

had a curry puff AND kfc meltz AND dinner XD im growing rly fat mayb sumday ill rly hv a waist wider than arron's XD

why of all names the designer was given nobel? why of all shops i went to that particular one?

Saturday, November 24, 2007

missed 6 SI gathering oops... D: cldn't make it oh well less than half e class there -.-

lexus cheese biscuits r nice XD walkers shortbread XD

dave pelzer's my story is nice n sad D: tt mother is sick.

i gt five ppl u meet in heaven. din realise it was so short n thin. it's a nice book tho. yet 2 get playing for pizza tho. bleh. drama-anime-bookworm phase XD

the five people you meet in heaven. by mitch albom. you.

Friday, November 23, 2007

i got your blog muahaha ok your old blog. that's non-existent currently

Thursday, November 22, 2007

感觉有点像在拍连续剧 就那句话不停在脑海里重复 但这不像任何戏 因剧本总会设个人给委屈的诉苦然后安慰她 就是除了一部没导演的 称为‘人生’

i din die k. finally decided 2 post i gt posts on paper jus hvn't bothered 2 type it out.

2day was s'posed 2 go out bt then laziness took over XD

guitar l8er hvn't practised XD

watching silence, bull fighting, gong zhu xiao mei. bull fighting is nice XD ouch zi cong ruo he. zi cong rox woots XD so cute n so caring XD wei yi is evil bt he's so super nice 2 shen shen XD oh well, it's kinda impossible how they can nt noe each other's name after so long o.O bt it is cool if it cld happen XD cai is super smart XD

ok rant rant XD nth eventful 2day.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i think i slpt my way thru -.-

i lyk e small weiyi in silence so cute XD aww...tragic first love....vic always plays rich guy bt he rly looks lyk rich kid...martian XD i wanna hv my own tree too D:

boredom...nt even 1 wk n im bored alr...

i think he looks abit like you. you evil didn't accept my invitation...you looked like a emo rocker on graduation

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

another boring day.

james patterson is nt bad bt roses are red is abit too complicated o.O so many masterminds...shan't b spoiler

training was killer, always is.

wonder if you have outside training too. wonder if you play racket games well.

Monday, November 19, 2007

2day was o...k...

gt report paper did sumwad bettr bt tt's cuz e mods were easy n few -.- gt yr bk n epitome too XD yearbook...

was in e car most of 2day then went 2 taka 4 lunch . swensen's 4 dessert (all e way in compass point o.O)

borrowed 2 bks...reacd quota zzz turning in2 bkworm agn XD

'the kite runner' by khaled hosseini is rly gd...touching.

staring...staring at your pictres in the yearbook. they captured 3 sides of you. i stared for practically 15 minutes. not like i had anything to do anyway. you look good in all of them. different, but good. makes me miss you more though.
and i'm wondering if you had a secret like amir. i do.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

church was o...k...gt ditched by all my batchmates D: sucky.

class outing FUN! roflmao
i went @ 1.30 2 find jerlin's prezzie then went 2 white sands 2 finish it XD im so thotful. reached e pit @ 3.30, ms chua alr there o.O it was alr raining -.- for 3 hrs -.-" so we crapped in e pavillion n had chips buffet XD stepping on ech tttter, playing chopsticks, randoming XD we were so loud -.- we chased other ppl away rofl XD AFTER e rain stoppd tho, i gt wet. iooooooooooo 2 e xtreme -.- sounds absurd. all e guy's fault. then they dunno how 12 start a fire -.- pro so in e end 1 hr l8er we decided 2 jus go he hao's hse n use his stove XD e guys were all tring 2 cook -.- 7 guys in a kitchen -.- terrifying. horrifying. oh well @ least e food was nt raw XD i think e patties i cooked tasted best XD nt so mashed. s2pid bernard dunno how 2 use microwave oven...gg hm @ 10+ XD e guys can cook, amazing.

i wonder if you have the 'rich brat temper'. don't think so. i hope not. it's irritating that people like ryan have it. i wonder if you can cook. think so. i hop so. i'm an atrocious cook.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

i did e most retarded thing eva 2day XD i actually went wif danice 2 get yuzhe's signature -.- lyk 4 hrs o.O bt it was a...special experience XD quite fun XD bt he stole arron's hairstyle! EVIL.

french was boring. this tcher is beta tho.

actually yuzhe sounded nt bad live. kinda lyk in studio XD he looks beta in photos tho.

i dun think im eva gna go 4 autograph session agn -.-

thinking of you whenever i have nothing to do, or even when i have something to do.

Friday, November 16, 2007

2day was BORING lyk seriously...a weird abstract drama -.- then 2 boring movies... after tt was fun tho XD

more playgrds!!! 90 boreds, special 17 XD

missing pianissimo OOPS XD

heroes is NICE

i won't fall in love anytime soon thanks to you XD

and big girls don't cry

Sometimes it's not bad that your morning sucks because the rest of the day will seem so bright compared to it.

ive officially quit swearing. went 1 whole afternn wifout it n im sure i can keep it up XD mus follow eg of a good christian rofl XD away wif 'shit' n welcum 2 'shyt' XD

arts fest was o...k... dance rofl YR 2S SO UNITED XD junior class so much talent lolz... yr 4, 5 so pro -.-

wen u google a name u can find lots of things XD i hv an affinity 4 playgrds XD niaomi all ur playgrds so nice (bsides e horrible graffiti) XD e swing is fun n e see-saw lyk thingy...XD go niaomi go XD

i read about you. your chinese is suprisingly good, considering that you're not exactly in an asian country. you're funny and flirty and lame and hard to get mad at and pretty lovable. i wonder about your teacher remarks. maybe someday you'll just become a memory of the young foolish days but i'll never forget you. maybe it will fade but there'll forever be the sound of you in me. maybe you won't be in my future but you'll always have an influence.

i feel like a hero and you are my heroine...

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i think it's extremely amusing when a guy tries to mount on a girl. like cheerleader stand-on-shoulders kind of mount. especially when the guy is much skinnier than the girl. it should be totally the other way round rofl XD
it's oso funny wen ppl jus start learning to do a handstand and fall on their heads rofl
it's cute wen a guy doesnt swear XD lyk half swear e.g. fish, shite
it's horrible wen a gal wears super short shorts tt can b covered by ur shirt BLEH!

nobel a div floorball was idiot. vulgar n cheating D: evil andre swearing @ our team...
FARADAY'S FRISBEE OWNED!!! hahaz XD too bad 4 c div D: floorball was gd too XD

AHH!!! 3 POINTS!!! dammit...FARADAY SHOULD HAVE WON! nvm...we still gt second XD

playing monkey wif floorball is FUN XD jumping on2 mats is FUN XD playing wif lego is FUN XD tickling yihui is FUN XD hitting heidi is FUN XD

i wish you were there...seeing or hearing of any of them makes my heart stop...momentarily. damn i miss you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i broke my coach's basket rofl XD

i spent 2 hrs in a playgrd wif niaomi 2day HAHAHA i lyk 2 rant XD almost l8 4 training oops XD

i still think about you, alot. oh well i wanna add you to my friendster...

Monday, November 12, 2007

results 2day. crap. did badly, oh well at least no failures. damn happy wif history XD I DIN FAIL!!! I GOT AN A!!! ok...random...

to go or not to go with danica? that is the question XD

mike he is super cute XD

i gt a headache D: dun wanna see cl paper tmr!

you look alike too. just shorter. but just as strong.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

i think i'm improving XD din blog abt him ytd o.O bt i still think he's hot -.-

Saturday, November 10, 2007

都没人试过站在我的立场，我怎么懂得站在别人的立场想呢？

ok i'm in a gd mood XD tt jus came 2 me...it's been ages since i blogged cuz it's bn ages since i gt internet XD sucky. watching express boy...still hvn't watched silence. e part where vic dies dun sound nice.

mike he's hot XD nxt yr gt him n hebe show XD ooo...he can play bball XD

Friday, November 02, 2007

apparently good writers love music too. onli trait i share. other than e fact i write too? ok i'm weird. i just love dysfunctional characters in a story.

is it worse to have parents that obviously ignore you or parents who think they know everything about you and think they spend tons of time with you but they don't? or is it both equally good because you at least have parents? or is it bad because they exist physically but you can almost call yourself an orphan? i wonder about weird stuff...

i like dysfunctional characters not in stories too. you.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Tough people are not born. They're made when no one is there for them to wipe away their tears...
-Unknown

The deepest definition of youth is life as yet untouched by tragedy.
-Alfred North Whitehead

Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.
-Elbert Hubbard

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter.
-Marlene Dietrich

i think i died 4 history agn...normal day occurence...

lovely day wif niaomi rofl running ard sg looking 4 a rubik's cube XD im seriously overspending. totally broke nw.

i admire you i guess. not in the i-want-to-be-your-girlfriend way (but that would be real flattery XD). more of the you-are-a-special-person-and-would-make-an-amazing-friend kind of way.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

I'M NOT CHARMING/SEDUCTIVE!!!

damn i can cry about stories and other people but i don't cry about myself. well isn't that queer.

i blogged so many times today. note: never leave me alone or you'll see twenty blog posts in a day.

i have a few did you knows. ok i'm supposed to be studying but apparently fictionpress has too many good writers with too many good stories.

did you know? you can feel your eyeball still turning even if you close that eye and put a hand over it. as long as you move your other eyeball like when reading you can feel the eyeball in your closed eye moving if you press your palm to it.

did you know? you can cry through closed eyes.

did you know? people never get sick of love-hate relationships in fictions.

did you know? loners actually make really good writers.

did you know? it really sucks to run from your problems.

did you know? it's better to let out all your sorrow at once than to leave it hanging.

did you know? instrumental music really helps improve the mood of a sad scene.

autoland biscuits r COLORED rofl seriously n they dun seem 2 hv transfat XD yay i shall eat them 4 e rest of my life.

history tmr. damn, mayb if i had sum pressure on me lyk 'oh no, i cant go on to yr 3 if i fail this terribly' then i wldn't b slacking...i'm on e brink bt i can still fail wif a 45% n still pass this module so yea... 2 more chapters...

i wont deny that i have the feeling of being wanted sometimes. not in that relationship way, but rather someone who's always there for you and can't live without you. it's kinda selfish maybe, but that's how people are isn't it?

open it...please?

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

i'm nt schizotypal. i'm nt schizotypal. i'm nt schizotypal. i may b weird bt i'm so nt schizotypal -.-

ok im nt possessive bt i dun lyk ppl using my stuff D: my style of writing. my stuff. my hair. my trademark smileys (ok, this is ok once in a while). my words. my character. my personality. hey, it's mine. dun steal my stuff. unless it's jus PURE COINCEDENCE. clones.

i dun h8 her, it's jus mutual dislike rofl. swish is nice XD glad i chanced upon it XD i shld b studying except tt i cant b bothered.

i need to start typing. pages and pages of written work but none of it on my computer. i'm just way too lazy. morbidness taking over all my writing. i've been listening to emo songs, getting blur (like missing my stop every other day) and writing sadistic stuff with weird dreams. what's wrong with me?

you?

long time since i blogged XD 3 whole days XD ooo...nice number XD

i think i've learnt to let go. hey, this is no easier than 6 SI but...i've got to don't i?

i dun cm lyk i'm studying @ all -.- went vivo on fri, 4got where on sat, ikea on sun n ps ytd kfc 2day lucky din eat there rofl i'm gna go broke soon XD

simple plan's new song is rly disappointing...expected better oh well...still, lyrics nt bad.

on to history...

thanks for updating your friendster XD

Saturday, October 27, 2007

好奇怪
一天比一天感伤
根本没好过
就只能这样
一直慢慢等着
等这虚空的感觉
渐渐消失
但它不时抓住我的心
好痛, 好痛
万一变成千年的 "心蚀" 怎么办?
一次又一次
加起来真的快要疯了
我这个人怎么是这样的呢?

Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

good night.

Friday, October 26, 2007

today was half cool half s2pid.

s2pid was cl exam. totally flunked haiz... it was so impossibly hard -.-

evrything else abt 2day was fun XD went out 2 vivo ljs 4 lunch wif rachel n niaomi. then ting an n pekxie joined us. super funny. played @ vivo playgrd then gt chased away cuz we din look 12 -.- (pekxie did tho XD) then attempted 2 study, failing terribly, cuz we were playing cards XD

hot guys cum in crumpler bags on trains XD

NARUTO AND BLEACH ARE OUT! shikamaru gt new power, so cool XD chad n ishida oso!!!

your picture encouraged me.

God, thank you for bringing me through this exam.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

last official day of this dysfunctional class. i didn't realize until i heard. typing it out causes a pang in my heart. happy or sad? i'm not sure myself.
unique class, i wouldn't change my class even if i had the choice. we're not easy to handle, we didn't bond easily, we're not totally united, we have so many conflicts. but it's us. and that is priceless. our love, our happiness, our sadness, our hate. retarded chats, lame comments, funny presentations, boring lessons. i'll miss it. even though some are so irritating, some are annoying, we shared our good times and bad.

有点儿六年级最后一天的感觉
真的好像
又是无意中闯了祸
也是还没解决
那种依依不舍的心情
却对未来有种期待
一起渡过中学的狂风暴雨
这班将会是心中的各印
真惨
沦为记忆的炫耀日子
只是记忆
剩下记忆



记忆中那场相遇
还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离

i'll miss you. rachel. naomi. jer lin. wei lin. michelle. he hao. ryan. elijah. shaun. ernest. bernard. raghav. stanley. russell. nicholas. elston. jonathan. zi yang. daryl. hong liang. xavier. douglas. michael. ian. i will miss you all.

203. united in our disunity. fit in our misfitting. similar in our differences. THE PRIME.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I HATE CLONES!

had superdog wif niaomi 2day XD troubled. i'm a troublemaker XD

Monday, October 22, 2007

DWID day -.-

bt seriously...ALL E NICE FICS GT UPDATED XD zadien, fiver, miss peeps, bakabokken, sephy-chan. woots XD actually sometime ago...i jus din check mail XD

SLTS is super good XD

crap day no talk abt it -.- i'm actually studying history o.O i think i'm gna fail, then i hv 2 retake yr 2 whee...

Sunday, October 21, 2007

hectic day. packing my rm is horrible, too much stuff.

i feel drained. physically, mentally, in every way. i don't know why. lack of interest to talk to anyone at all, and initially even post. oh joy, this thing's been open for hours now.

ill admit i was super detached in church. n wen smsing. n ms chua jus sends an email, hey cld i hv ur exam papers tmr n i gotta undo all my boxes 2 find it. my table is still full of stuff. i hvn't studied.

有时候想再见你一面
但如果是我又会做什么呢?
还是傻傻地迷恋着
应该不敢采取行动
那再见你干吗呢?
还是这样比较好
越见你就越疯狂
还是越看越多缺点
就不会再那么上引呢?
嗨,这次真的不知道...

Saturday, October 20, 2007

my infatuation is good for me but bad for niaomi XD can't help it can you? hah! cant blackmail me cuz there's nth on sms XD when it goes far enough maybe there's more good in it than bad.

bleach 144 is out XD

french was boring...

Friday, October 19, 2007

i spent 1 hr 50 mins watching basketball because certain guys remind me of you. but the soccer team reminds of the lack of you. i saw daniel thrice today XD i saw andre once XD super weird -.-

2day another boring day. bt sg national bball team came 2 our sch XD lolz...

yx thinks daryl's hot -.-
rachel thinks tt aussie's hot -.-

i think you're hot.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

bokura is sad.

zjyj 51 is a filler -.-

i can list 50 things related to you.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

abington creek. i think he'll freak if he finds this blog. let's hope he never does. e songs he likes all are about heartbreak. wonder if he's been heartbroken really badly before.

cl. bleh

still think i'm failing history.

someone save me from this sweet torture...

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

2day. was. crap. ok isnt evryday? XD pe i think my wrist gt worst. agn. any1 eva wonder y it cant heal? hint i still strain it evryday n dun visit e doctor -.-
chem was bleh i did shit 4 my quiz haiz...my spdf notation rox it clearly says spdf in e notation name i can still put s between p and d o.O super smart -.- naturally condensed form will get wrong oso haiz...
el screw up. lost 2 class highest by half mark. still gt same as raghav n stanley. wonder wad's wif stanley, such an un-stanley-like presentation.
maths was amazing...ly boring. screwed quiz.

i think i'm gna fail history. then i cant go to yr 3. hurray. shit i gotta study 4 exams 4 once. sas doesn't allow me 2 study.

i wonder sometimes. if you have such a social boyfriend, you'd probably get jealous most of the time. i wanna draw you but i can't, i can't draw.

bulletproof loneliness (i'm like a lawyer with the way i'm always trying to get you off (me + you))

Monday, October 15, 2007

2day rox. i spent e morn doing dunno wad -.- then afternn was watching anime n drama n random vids. n i din study, din do much work or anything. i jus rock dun i?

1st thing i did when i logged on was check your friendster. how do you do it? i don't even know which part of you ensnared me. maybe it's that athletic side, probably the funny cheerfulness, possibly the bad boy part, most likely the damn good looks, perhaps the musical talent, plausibly the intelligence...ok i ran out of synonyms for maybe and i'd sound possessed if i continued. ostensibly obsessed.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

sunday was another amazing day. yeah -.- i think i'm actually starting 2 bother abt piano yes, gasps louder gasps even louder gasps e world is gna end soon. sumtims i rly run outta things 2 say can u blive it? yeah, me, dunno wad 2 say o.O or more lyk dun wanna say nething.
i looked over ur pics lyk 5 tims -.-

Saturday, October 13, 2007

my utube's bn blocked then i took ages 2 find a damn proxy bt nw i'm watching zjyj XD s2pid norton antivirus blog all free proxy sites -.-

i think of you all the time. damn, i am scared of myself. what have i become?

Friday, October 12, 2007

i'm infatuated like seriously. he's so hot and handsome and cute and pretty and talented and smart and...ok, infatuation sucks. damn if one picture can do that, imagine what it would do if you were right next to me...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

sunday was lots of bore...

mon was yawn...i skipped elijah's speech XD sry too hungry XD

tues pe was ... i think i practically killed my wrist wif pe n training

ytd rushing fps lolz sux almost died s2pid stanley drawing smiley on my elbow, hope it's permanent den u cant wash it off ur pants XD

2day was shit i think i'm gna fail history...

zjyj is funny retarded XD arron's cute XD

i think he's just a substitution of you.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

i din blog for 3 days i realised
2 lazy 2 log on or i log on n 2 lazy 2 type.
well i'm finally here.

04/10/07

dun rly rmb wad happened IS crap XD still dreading reshuffling turns out onli taking in abt 30 ppl n our amazing race 4 orientation nxt yr has bn extended to 5 hrs XD yanling lives so near me n i din even noe o.O oh i started a fire alarm XD

i wonder if you ever did that for fun.

05/10/07

dun rly rmb either...math remedial crap. 203 bullied 102 bball thrashing...we sound lyk bimbs? oh well XD cca sucked as usual playing cards in hall lolz pointing @ andre n gg emo (i think he heard or saw me XD)

he reminds me of you too.

today

bleh french bleh
wasted 78 mins playing stepmania XD 37 songs. yeah, no coincedence.
revised trig so proud of myself XD

did you ever study?

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

1 more prezzie XD

work n more work haiz...

WE FOUND OUT BERNARD N TIFFANY'S HIDING PLACE LOLZ XD

our is grp is super retarded -.-

i'm starting to think, maybe you are very much like him.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

freak died 4 prepared speech. thx all ppl hu paid attention tho. thx all ppl hu helped me ahem suppress ryan XD i'm pretty sure i died 4 it...

hit my wrist AGN blading...

the things i do for you...

Monday, October 01, 2007

s2pid day. is grp randomness. we laugh abt anything n evrything.

wandered off for a while alone which made me think about you again. did you do this too, wandering off for some quiet time? or were you constantly loving the crowd?

stanley's a total idiot n i hv no idea y guys lyk him

lords of dogtown is sad D: in e end...

wondering if you could do those tricks...

Sunday, September 30, 2007

boring day present 4rm church wad's wif e presents this yr?

ajisen ramen XD i luv miso cha-shu ramen XD random XD

did prepared speech 6 hrs o.O watching vids tho XD

dying third time in 3 wks...

she doesn't know you personally...

Saturday, September 29, 2007

yesterday wanted 2 post no time.

ok 2 more prezzies!!! thx serene, ada, belinda 4 pooh in penguin skin XD n bernard 4 spaghetti XD all nice nice ppl bt bernard owes me XD gt thrashed by ac poor thing XD BALLOON FIGHT!!! 1000th day sl rly blew 1000 balloons 4 us 2 burst XD during mentoring was chaos XD gt hit by balloons agn n agn think i bcame s2pider...ernest bernard shaun elijah EVIL hit gals tsktsktsk XD west coast was cool i guess. missing 4 buses lolz we r nice ppl XD wcp has nice springy boards XD e games was s2pid so rushed i cant throw a ball :( damn my wrist...lucky it wasn't my hair tt gt gelled XD i am nt as strong as stanley -.- dinner was nice. regent hotel has nice buffet dinner! all e food rox bt then they dun hv vanilla ice cream o.O

2day boring classes...then finished zhong ji yi jia cuz no time till nw...arron's cute XD xiu too XD arron's clothes r HUGE

woots yay ernest! gogogo...i practically jumped 4 joy wen he told me XD ok nt practically i jumped n whooped n evry1 was staring @ me XD

i'm obsessed. just looking at your picture makes me smile.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

dieded twice in a fortnite failed jap i'm totally sure...

so worried...did i giv him bad advice AHHHHHHH!!!

still locked a profile no matter how busy i still visit it...

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

potential psycho(logist) coming thru XD

go ernest don't waste your 4 years XD

dammit i laugh at you but deep inside i'm so jealous...

5 more prezzies XD this yr more presents than last yr XD 9 presents n 1 card XD thx parents 4 bluetooth headset XD jer lin 4 choco XD rachel 4 pooh XD genevieve 4 necklace XD n elijah 4 e stuff XD chrissy poo 4 e card XD thx so many ppl 4 birthday wishes tt's abt it i think...

go up 2 dr hang n tell him e yr 2s think they're weird XD super boring day other than presents XD n wishes XD

how i wish you would wish me happy birthday...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

ytd was crap nth much nth 2 blog other than idiot heidi sending twit 2 elijah zzz...

2day we played bball altho no pe XD...nxt tim i visit e docotr he'll b asking me how my inflammation gt worse XD poor wrist nw i hurt my hip too XD

rest of e day was normal...driving bernard nuts XD tt's super fun XD ambushing rachel XD talking 2 niaomi XD calvin is getting more handsome n improved acting n singing XD danica agrees XD

gg 2 danica's hse lolz...honoring bing 6th person there XD chocolate shortbread muffin lolz...go send stanley zzz...any guy noes by nw tt it's all spam...

thx cheryl ong 4 e prezzie XD

4 prezzies n counting XD

you you you i can't get you out of my head...i'm not compatible with you :(

Sunday, September 23, 2007

cwl ep 12 is sad...rly sad...mayb it's their acting or the shouting or the song or the script or i'm jus feeling emo 2day...it makes me wanna cry...mayb cuz there's more than jus love, there's e frenship n kinship tt developed...

2 bdae presents. my bro gave me angel n stitch stuff toys XD i named both after you. and arron.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

i want salomon fsk crossmax skates!!! any of them, they all look so gd XD bt crossmax 3 looks best XD

i gt a bdae prezzie 2day XD ate cake oso thx joanne XD i noe lots of sep babies o.O 2day was quite ok...

i nid 2 cut dwn on smses...elijah!

arron is getting cuter n cuter XD n his singing is getting better and better XD

salomon skates rock. dc shoes rock. nike sb shoes rock. i want...

as i was talking to her, all i thought of was you. the thing constantly in my mind was that she knew you. she was your friendster friend. haiz...

Friday, September 21, 2007

觉得有点重色轻友耶. 宁愿为个根本不认识而喜欢上的男孩努力, 让朋友久等我的回应. 若你们读这,就对不起啦! 真像中邪了...真惨...爱真是愚蠢无聊的事...

guys r retarded creatures XD gg jia you @ me as they walked past din even noe me retards XD

bball lost by 17 pts 2 acsi HAHAHA i get free lunch XD as my bdae prezzie XD dun eat ur words bernard XD

netball gt thrashed by acsi...

soccer lost too, 2 acsi agn. dammit if you were there they wouldn't have lost...

bu hui ai is nice...yuan yi bu ai ni is nice...

好想你, 真的真的好想你...

Thursday, September 20, 2007

im broke nw...buying serene belinda elijah danica presents makes u broke...

retarded convos lagging my com XD

elijah dao-ed me :(

109 smses ytd...die...

drawing u...agn...i wanna noe ur phone model too XD

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

my phone same model as arron's lolz XD he has tt bdae bear thingy on his phone XD

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

gong zhu xiao mei is weird i luv e hse!!! bt it's so cool 2 b dirt poor 1 day n filthy rich e nxt rofl...think calvin is getting better looking o.O his singing oso improved...think he has a rly nice smile XD

zhong ji yi jia is so funny XD arron is so cool XD da4 jia1 yi4 qi3 lai2 rofl XD

elijah was emoing lots XD n dozing off in class XD stanley is eva idiotic. shaun raghav he hao still funny XD

my wrist still hurts :(

dammit why don't you get out of my head!

Monday, September 17, 2007

today was retarded -.-

played bball yay i won abc wif my wrist injured XD rachel owned too. hahaz we thrashed xavier n he's 4rm bball team XD
maths was rofl aww...poor rachel XD wad do u call a female communist goose? propaGANDER rofl

gna die 4 jap oral tcher cant help correct speech sigh... rushing hw until 1 am XD so guai XD

bn wanting 2 blog bt no tim n no privacy dammit...

i still need your pictures...everyday...serious obsession...

my heroine
and smile in your sleep by silverstein are nice XD

9 days 2 my bday...

Saturday, September 15, 2007

2dae was s2pidly fun XD spending 9 hrs @ east coast collecting water n missing french XD yay! we me rachel bernard ernest n elijah walked 4rm nsc all e way 2 burger king...abt 5 km took abt 1 hr 20 mins pro XD 10.30 brunch then ice cream!!! nz natural choco ice cream is gd XD crapping all e way...
12 collected water. went 2 arcade no drum mania HAHAHA they played ddr lolz looked so funny pretty amusing XD then basketball me n rachel thrashed other 3 guys girls rock XD lan gaming cs din play jus stoned for 2 hrs o.O dunno e keys oso can thrash bernard n ernest go rachel go! nah, it's jus cuz eiljah's pro XD

collect water agn by nw evry1's shoes except elijah's n mine were wet hahaz went cycling wanted 2 blade bt ex feel so broke...bullied elijah hu was on skates hahaz he cldn't catch up @ all lolz...bn 4eva since i skated...i want new sk8s!!! ernest left early...evil... i collected e last sample n din get wet @ all XD then hm...

a nicely wasted sat XD

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

wasted lots of time 2day...happy feet isnt vry nice...

fps was funny. stanley solo-ed e thing o.O he's horrible, n sexist, n idiotic, n evrything bad hmph. super-sexist. we were talking abt how boats r 'she's n countries. den started comparing women n countries. all i can rmb is tt he said sth lyk 'women r lyk countries, they hold many men @ 1ce.' den i said sth lyk 'women r lyk countries, men hv 2 fite 4 them.' we were gg back n forth. i guess e onli thing gd is tt he makes me think faster. n i expand my insulting vocab evrytime i talk 2 him XD

i took a survey tt was vry accurate. n it said tt i wld nv 4get u, 4eva...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

boring day...lolz danica XD im fat bt even my waist nt tt much...

Monday, September 10, 2007

special thx 2 elijah agn...u make me laugh...alot XD

Sunday, September 09, 2007

typical bad day...

i look nth lyk tt twins person zzz...

special thx to elijah, @ least sum1 seems 2 care...

Thursday, September 06, 2007

东诚卫只弹琴不谈情

恶 (二) 少爷的恶是不会伤害到别人的

我让你好过, 让他好过, 让我难过? 我疯了吗?

"Someone will pick you up 'cuz I'm already here. So I'll see you here yeah?"
And he hung up on her. Stupid guy. You ask a girl out and you get the chauffeur to pick her up while you're already having fun there. She continued to curse all guy-kind as the chauffeur pulled to a stop. Thanking the chauffeur for holding the door open, she slung her bag over her shoulder and stepped out feeling...uncomfortable. No matter how many times she got chauffeured around, this was something she wouldn't get used to. It's so freaky to be at the driver's seat one second and right beside your door the next. She had to learn how to do that someday, to beat ______. That irritating, annoying, stupid, jockey jerk. That was a mouthful. The very rich brat that called her out and decided to reach first. The first other thing she felt
was...weird.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

没有期望就不会失望

人际关系就像花朵, 你要每天浇水它才会健康. 怎么说了却不做呢?

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

arron's damn gd @ singing. he sings jay's song better than jay. nicholas teo's song better than nicholas. n he can rly sing live. he's a singing maniac XD jiro's singing getting worse, rly cant sing live he actually goes off tune -.- haiz... calvin sounds better live XD mayb xiu shld try singing XD

free throws improving XD

feel so hyper XD nid 2 practice haiz...

i like musically talented guys XD and i cant play a single instrument well. see the irony in that XD

Monday, September 03, 2007

went ice skating. dun improve @ all, all i can do is speed skating...nt tt i care it was fun XD rachel pushing me then almost falling herself XD watched hairspray it's damn nice XD den went hm... we've almost found out where ms chua lives XD

continued watching zhong ji yi jia xiu is cute n pro XD xiu's cuter than jiro. dun lyk jiro all tt much. xiu's gd @ electric guitar XD

had dinner @ 9.30. typical.

still checking your profile everyday. open it!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

watched bridge of terabithia...josh hutcherson is cute XD y did leslie hv 2 die :(
watched jump in 3rd tim XD

josh looks so much like you damnit.

Saturday, September 01, 2007

xiu is cute rly rly cute hahaz dunno say how many tims alr XD zhong ji yi jia is funny n retarded. han is prettier than wu xiong...arron is barely in it boo :( bt his singing is improving XD jiro looks better punked.

i wanna learn drums :( guitar's fun bt painful ow...

french was shit. 2day was shit.

sometimes they could at least make the effort to come back and fetch me? it's obvious discrimination. they can't be bothered, and i'm supposed to be encouraged.

mini tart carpes(sp?) r nice XD

why did you lock your profile!

Friday, August 31, 2007

went out wif rachel. fun n roflmao. IM NEVER GOING TO EAT FUSILI IN THE NEXT MONTH!!! coffee bean made me so bloated i wanted 2 puke 4 3 hrs XD

tchers' day was lame n boring...prof lai shook hands wif hundreds of ppl XD i think im actually getting used 2 guys in my sch...finally XD

corbin bleu is so much cuter and better than zac efrons hmph jump in is so cool XD jumping rope looks so cool except i cant ever do it oh well XD my timing is shit bt apparently my sense of rhythm is better than sum guys hahaz XD

i figure i hv e figure4 boxing cuz boxing dun nid no figure XD

arron is cute. xiu is cute. yes im watching zhong ji yi jia XD

ur name's six lettered. too bad it isnt 7.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

met a pri sch classmate ytd. she was staring @ me so i stared bak cuz she looked so familiar n i was staring until she was behind me. den she asked me do i rmb her...so i jus nodded n waved bak. n i thot 4 dunno how long still cant rmb hu she was. hahaz sry.

8 marks of careless mistakes in test, pro. cl was shit definitely will flunk compo. el...cant rmb wad i did XD. rushed is during lunch. hy nv listen as usual. is was roflmao. elijah, raghav r so lame bt funny XD brighted up my day XD wad's funnier than 24? 28 XD

still over 2 half mins per round. haiz...

xiu is so so so cute XD so so so cute XD chen de xiu is cuter than danson. cai han cen n chen de xiu 2gether is sooo cute XD hahaz XD

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

bio test was crappy. din hv 2 study...

wasted all my tim in sch XD laming. wen xiang is nt so bad...better than stupid stanley hmph

hahaz danica noes im so nice XD she's freakaye...

dun wanna practice :(

is it just a crush, or is it something more?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

artarmon is in sydney XD

danica wants 2 noe hu he is hm...nah i shant b nice XD

i dun lyk stanley. elijah doesnt lyk stanley. rachel doesnt lyk stanley. ernest dun rly lyk stanley. i think our whole class doesnt lyk stanley YAY XD

nt looking 4ward 2 reshuffle after hearing abt our new batch :( i hope my class will b all e nice ppl :( fat hope

may be gg bak 2 pl, depends on whether my mother allows n e ppl gg bak XD

i can't draw your eyes! i drew your 11 jersey but i can't draw your face...

Monday, August 27, 2007

shittily bored of bio. sum1 kill meso i wldn't hv 2 take bio exam...im reading 1 sentence memorise n eating sth or reading fanfic. incredibly sas. blame my good memory, if i cldn't memorise easily i wldn't b slacking XD

no pe tmr :( s2pid cca instead hmph. i h8 my cca. n i hvn't had training for 2 wks. sux. training tt i want i cant get n training tt i dun want i hv. life sux.

AP rofl advanced placement XD u gt more ap urself u idiot.

ever wondered wad it's lyk 2 hv ppl fighting abt u?

I talk to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up

Sunday, August 26, 2007

so cooped up. i don't feel like me. i'm not this quiet (okay not exactly quiet), boring, well-behaved (okay not exactly either but compared to 6 SI definitely) girl. i know, and i've realised over time. my thoughts always run along the lines similar or almost exactly the same as those of guys with not so good a track record and i admit it. i can't behave well, it's not my nature. i'm hyper, having sas, and mischievous except that it is dampening if no one else around you is like that. everyone's so like joy, or similar. it's so stiffening. not that i prefer people who curse in every sentence but hey, you don't have to shut up throughout class. i miss pulling hair and throwing notes, laughing at teachers. i've become the one who usually jokes about teachers which is quite sad. guess we are given the ability to adapt for a reason.

relient k's who i am hates who i've been is nice XD

Saturday, August 25, 2007

i hv incredibly short attention span 1 mins of bio den im bored XD cant study @ all...searching relient k n anberlin n angels n airwaves n... wad's wrong wif all e music webs gah! no playlist here so i cldn't study so i shall fail my bio XD

6 SI is no longer 6 SI i guess...evry1's moving on i think me too...lyk barely ne1's gg bak 2 pl...i cant cuz it's afternn school bt i shall try 2 convince my parents 2 let me skip bt it'll b bad if i skip :(

drums r beautiful instrus.

you're more perfect than zhi shu. you're musically talented as well. your birthday's perfect too. you're richer, smart, athletic, social, independent. and you're real. you probably weren't boozing that day. stupidly perfect but i guess nothing short of that can keep my attention...

Friday, August 24, 2007

we cant go back for teacher's day crap pigcrap retarded couselors ARGH! cant they b ABIT more considerate? ms chua doesnt allow us 2 petition against them :(

crap day, boring day...nt feeling particularly talkative...laughed loads in el dunno y o.O

my bro's gd wif kids rofl XD lyk sid in ice age hahaz XD

sandpaper and silk...my heroine...

music improves my working and memorising rate by more than twice XD music addict XD

Thursday, August 23, 2007

daniel's on a crack, nat's on water, jenkin's drunk. wad a wonderful description o.O

6k+ o.O 470 o.O

07/03/1990 more reasons for me to like 3 and 7...

damn...even his birthday's perfect

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

face down to add to my list. and some song from offspring

retarded day 2day called be urself day. wow. there was catwalk...bboy guy is pro. plethora played (rofl yr 3 guy) vocals wasn't so nice, instrumental was gd.

din meet mr yee agn, maths is screwed n it was 1 of my best subjects wen mr tan was teaching. brilliant. im jus seriously nt listening in class XD fps was screwed, as usual. s2pid poem XD

heidi was emo-ing. weirdo. elijah looked so emo XD deathnote tie XD ernest looked lyk a geek o.O bernard din look lyk a rapper zzz...

i couldn't see daniel on drums. i saw you. short hands reaching for the cymbals, short legs for the pedals. hands flying over the drums. body almost moving from one end to the other. i can't shake it. smoking's not good but drinking is alright. really? i still see you there, killing the drums, rocking the stage, smiling. mr smiley. this is obsession.

Monday, August 20, 2007

back

most din even noe i was away XD

sum photos, first tim ever XD sux tho cuz it's 4rm my hp



kone XD 4rm my grandma's lift XD



it says 'gino's gelato' XD



TANK...lazy 2 rotate it...where do u guess this is? on a fridge, yes XD



fahrenheit. this 1 too bt this is much more obvious... both in 7-11. guess wad frh is there 4?



they're on bottles, watson's water bottles. dunno if they're in sg? haven't gone 2 watson's in a long long time. frh craze. still. btw i got tt arron 1 so tell me if u'r interested XD

i think im getting more obsessed. thinking abt him all day long. thruout e trip. or mayb less since i'm using him instead of you now. maybe it's because i'm free and don't have much to do, or think that you're constantly occupying my mind. it's stupid. i feel like xiang qin. admiring you from afar and you don't exactly have the best track record either. but that's just it. or maybe i'm missing you because i don't see you, absence makes the heart grow fonder i probably won't run next year again either. i seriously need a serious wake up call.

blades of glory is roflmao XD

Thursday, August 16, 2007

obsessing is gd

@ least 4 me

obsessions make me work harder. next time i shan't get obsessed over musically talented n athletic and smart guys, it sux and it'll kill me.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

my wrist got cut :( it doesnt hurt @ all tho XD

proj sux proj grp sux havent read a business proposal in my whole life so how m i supposed 2 write 1?

jus realised zhong ji yi jia is out o.O slow XD

ma el cl due tmr n i havent finished any of it dead

yellowcard

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

captain's ball 2day fun fun fun XD bt e guys r wet n sticky n sweaty :( bernard was shining XD

ms loh imposed a s2pid rule tt evry member mus touch. evrytim change of possession or out or goal mus start agn. no fun @ all. took 10 mins??? to score 7 points zzz...

normal cap ball is fun tho. gt stepped on by he hao :( i think my ankle's nt ok :( sry ryan hahaz i fell over u XD rachel n stanley hv vry gd coordination. he as captain doesn't miss a single ball she throws o.O y m i mid? i cant run n i cant shoot zzz... shld b defender instead. bt wadeva...

mid...right mid...only one...

hahaz rachel go put 'luv stanley' on ur braces XD

only one has such loud drums n ocean ave oso.

i think the 100 mark will only ever remind me of you. it hurts. though i wonder sometimes, if u were in my class would i be in so deep? would i get sick of your swearing and cursing? would you think i'm not a girl too? would you cause chaos? would we hate each other instead? funny how i prefer you even when you're so much like stanley.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

logging on...logging off...

dunno wad 2 post...jus logging on n off evryday...

give up...

crap post...

obsessed...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

i noe ppl hu noe him will read this. still. yet. it's me. it's all me.

sports day today. i didn't run. i didn't want to. i don't think i could without getting distracted by that little pang in my heart. as i looked to the finish line. as i looked to nobel. as i looked at the hundred mark. i really don't think i could. as i looked at the gold trophies. and the field. and them. when i heard the year 3s wonder who this year's best runner was aloud. when i watched them in the relays. when i saw all the guys in the 100 race were so tall. when i watched the leading green shirt rush past the finishing line. when they went to get the trophies. when we ran past the flood of green as we did our victory run. when it wasn't you. i guess it's worse than when you were there. maybe i'll run next year. i'll train. i want to do a 12. but i think i'm too lazy. maybe i'll just be the substitute again, i think that primary 4 incident scarred me. maybe i won't run again. maybe i'll forget.

maybe...

Thursday, August 02, 2007

im an unlucky baby XD

i was born on 26th. double of 13 o.O exact date there was a hurricane, exact date and yr...

unlucky baby XD

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

183 club XD 183rd post XD

2day was nt so gd. woke up wif a bad mood, most ppl were in a bad mood. mentoring put evry1 else hu wasn't in a bad mood in a bad mood.

onli enlightening thing was e trip hm XD niaomi XD talking abt fps then sumhow started talking abt mood swings...n i came up wif this q: do guys hv periods where they're more hormonally active? lyk gals' mensus? cuz sum guys hv these sudden mood swings which last 4 abt a wk then it's gone. jus lyk most gals wif mensus...

ok, weird q. laughing all e way thru e train ride, dunno wad's so funny niaomi jus kept laughing. @ me. ppl say my expression's funny (???) hahaz...

it's weird 2 sit behind a guy hu bears e same name as a char u'r writing abt o.O

i miss you :(

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

screwed up agn. im jus a screw up. i want to blame someone but how do you do that when it was entirely your fault?

maybe i should turn up the music and blast my ears deaf. then i won't have to hear the hurting truth. but ill go insane and kill myself if i cant listen to music. so maybe i should just die.

Monday, July 30, 2007

181st XD jiro XD

sch was gd, apart 4rm e lessons :( makes no sense? well sum idiots vandalise sum art stuff. wonder if it was e dsa camp peeps...

2day was assesment day. hy test. impromptu which im luckily postponed 2 nxt lesson XD den we got hundreds of stuff back.

bio quiz n prac, din fail quiz so happy XD din study or look thru notes or listen in class so it was all luck mcq (as usual) A- XD prac was o...k... 3 proj on hand nw...phy, hy, bio sigh

math flunked test B+ i think...sux

cl was joy XD i gt 60/70 hahahahahahahahhahahaha cough cough XD luck agn, din study din look thru notes din listen in class XD my luck's bn scarily gd XD

if i passed my jap test den last wk must've bn my lucky wk XD

can't help reliving the guilt...

Sunday, July 29, 2007

五月天
闯

我烂命一条走在路上影子在地上
像我的慌张黏在脚下抓著我不放
我不懂我不是这样我不该这样
额头流下的汗又流进眼眶
为什么要给我一颗跳动的心脏
却忘了给我飞翔的翅膀
每天我活在这多无聊的地方多么想要流浪
为什么要给我一颗跳动的心脏
又把我丢在这寂寞战场
这世界有多大我就有多彷徨
有没有一点希望
把我的灵魂装进纸箱寄送到天堂
那云端的光会不会是希望的形状
每一天来了又走了
匆忙的太阳感觉自己蒸发
慢慢从这个世界上
为什么要给我一颗跳动的心脏
却忘了给我飞翔的翅膀
每天我活在这多无聊的地方多么想要流浪
为什么要给我一颗跳动的心脏
又把我丢在这寂寞战场
这世界有多大我就有多彷徨
有没有一点希望让我去闯
天涯海角让我去闯

so much chocolate @ hm all of a sudden. 4rm germany, 4rm dunno where. ate so much chocolate XD chocolate is gd 4 health XD

finally organised it. still so many ?s. ill b bothered as i go along, dun think ill ever publish it tho. little fantasies. kinda sick of descriptions...14 more o.O gambatte!

invoke is a nice nice song XD killed a mu pressing random keys hahaz XD

wine's nice cuz it causes this burning sensation in my throat XD

bored...gna die 4 hy tmr XD

Friday, July 27, 2007

2day was rush hw day XD rushing IS n phy in e morn. oh, n we gt 1st prize 4 podcast XD which was $5 nus coop voucher each -.- went 2 buy combos n 2 mentos n m&ms n push pop wif it XD n im onli left wif 1 tube of mentos nw o.O

din sell many ducks 2day...mostly jus crapping n retarded-ing XD

el was ... saw a vid on sum1 talking abt public speaking n he cldn't even get our attention zzz... marilyn manson looks lyk michael jackson o.O

screwed cl test agn XD nv study as always, 2 lazy XD

hv 2 go 4 maths remedial, crap.

we were lyk sitting @ e same table for abt 2 half hrs XD so happy XD hoping n wishing n praying this will bcum common soon XD

din hand up step 6 XD oops XD none of us bothered 2 do, hu cares...

sch brightens up my day XD

Thursday, July 26, 2007

dunno hu's height...nw i noe it's danson's height XD (21/09/07)

2day was another boring day...rushing is which i din finish anyway...

screwed maths test, screwed cl ting xie, screwed hy assignment. ever wondered how many things u can screw in 1 day?

playing wif rubber band during phy XD so fun XD

is was roflmao XD we titrated wrongly 4 tims XD rox XD so darryl had 2 refill e pipette xtra 4 tims XD his expression is freaking funny XD our grp was laughing n nt doing work XD wadeva grp im in nv does work XD rly nice is lesson XD 40 drops of water o.O

so bored...dun wanna do phy...

gino's cute n hot even in pyjamas XD even wen he jus woke up wif no make up XD n he has rly fast reaction hahaz XD lolz he's rich... he even slps wif style hahaz XD cute XD

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

177th post XD arron's height XD

washed my tie wif vinegar, hand soap, dettol n detergent ytd den put it in e dryer.

changed my bag cuz i wasnt gna touch it after he sat on it. funny, he changed his bag 2 XD mayb 4 e same reason XD stole his cookies XD e guys in our class bake nice cookies XD shaun's cookies rock XD

mentoring. act 3 theatrics mediation play, vry =.=" den our costume rocked XD yr 2s were SO well prepared...

went 2 sell duckies XD all e tchers were getting ambushed by us XD bought a blue 1...it's amusing wad tchers think XD gt lots of tchers' no. XD n we found out lots of ages of tchers XD this duck thing brought e gals bak 2gether XD GO DUCKIES XD

fps...kan was in such a gd mood it was scary o.O she was laughing alot, n smiling o.O n she used 'stoning' o.O sum1 must've cloned her XD she actually helped us do our criteria o.O wif ME n STANLEY in e grp...it's lyk ms samuel offering 2 treat us 2 drinks o.O it's scary...

stanley was morphing happy ending wif audacity hahaz sounds so gay wen e pitch is b XD sounds lyk cartoon character wen 65% speed up XD

took 4eva 2 do criteria even wif mrs kan's help...took 1 hr 2 apply criteria XD thx 2 us insisting sum 2 b chosen n changing e ranking irrationally XD no nanobots day came in 1st XD hah! my ideas r always e best XD den tax rebates n nanoplants. dun think tax rebates will work tho...

stanley wrote a ridiculous poem (if it ccan b even called tt) lolz...onli rmb 'joy to e wrld michelle is dead we bbq her head (o.O?) wad abt her body? we flush it dwn e potty' tt's all i rmb...quite s2pid i noe...den he cldn't pronunce simulation, kept saying 'stimulation' which is jus sick...apparently stimulate is a synonym of incite o.O guys r weird. ytd we hv a fite, physical fite. den 2day he values my opinion. amuse me.

amc, screwed it up XD tend 2 screw evrything up XD mus b bcuz he hao hit me on e head TWICE b4 e amc. all his fault.

nid 2 study bt im in no mood, seriously. wadeva...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

176th post XD tian qi's height XD

2day was o...k...

PE was shit, mus get all As napfa nxt wk haiz... gd thing is tt i gt A 4 my poor 2.4 XD A 4 gals is 14.31 (13 yrs old) n i did 14.27 o.O hahaz, still A XD

chem was yawns...cant draw long hair on guys...hm...

el was boring...nth 2 do...

ma was...(HUGE YAWN)...except 2 e part where a retard named stanley stole my witch pen, dislocated e head n refused 2 gif it bak. den i took his pen n threw it @ him n he took my pencil case, n i took his bag, n he took mine. n i emptied his bag, sum on e corridor n random places in e class. den he emptied my pencil case, n e guys helped him steal my stuff. bad thing abt having 19 guys in ur class...well, niaomi helped me snatch my hp bk back XD nice nice niaomi helping me get my stuff back XD sat wif his bag on my lap so he wldn't take it. den he sat on my pe shirt n shorts n rubbed my tie against his butt. gosh...so i sat on his bag wif his mp3 n calc inside (it's rather comfy rly XD) den we decided 2 trade back after having a short staring contest. tt took lyk half an hr -.- waiting 4 math tcher so no dif 4 me...

mr yee treats us lyk idiots... explain all e q alr den retake e same quiz. n i wonder y maths is boring...

Monday, July 23, 2007

2day was boring...as usual...

maths was boring...din even listen cuz it's so simple.

el gt a horrible grade 4 reading...

cl...messed up my compo cuz no tim...

screwed my jap test cuz i arrived 25 mins l8 XD

watched sum cwl, ql is funny XD

'u cld've jus said pls' nv thot i wld b told tt by a guy, much less a guy 4rm my class...

Saturday, July 21, 2007

my mom woke up early this morn 2 get me e harry potter bk XD so happy XD more tt she gt it4 me than getting e bk XD

oh hell, e ending sux...

french was boring as usual. joanne's sis bakes nice cakes XD was reading hp during class XD

came hm, had a nice nap XD n watched sum cwl, so gd so far. did a little hw (rly little XD) n cont'd hp tho havnt finished...

still hv cl compo n phy...sux...

Friday, July 20, 2007

i think i died for 2.4. prob 14 mins sth. s2pid. n faraday last agn :( s2pid stanley 1st bernard 6th XD so evil XD woots @ least im top 50% in our lvl XD barely...

den rhd games. it's retarded. y on earth wld ppl put 20+ puzzle pieces in FLOUR n makeu pick e pieaces up wif ur MOUTH -.- zzz... cant use hands so u'll hv flour all over ur face which highly sux. well, e boys were nice enuf 2 do it 4 us XD den we pieced e (saliva coated o.O) pieces 2gether n surprisingly wif lyk 7 ppl's effort (which RLY shows our class spirit...) we gt 1st XD 203 gt 1st XD we rock XD bt feel so evil 2 let 4 guys -xavier, he hao, ryan, stanley - get all e pieces. they were totally flour covered - on shirts, on hair, on face, on shorts, even on knees. den almost gt flour in their eyes oso :( n ryan broke his specs :(

oh n we saw mr george tan XD he flew bak nt so long ago n he heardwe were nearby so he visited us XD so cool e whole yr 2 cohort crowded ard him XD n he gave us biscuits 4rm ikea XD n he's bak jus in tim 2 c niaomi n douglas XD

rained half way thru prize giving so we were dismissed early XD had lunch @ bedok @ mcdonalds. douglas n niaomi had a table 2 themselves XD

came hm n finished iswak. e marriage was -.- bt rofl XD this show doesn't rly appeal 2 me, it's 2 fairytale lyk...n joe ng-ed walking dwn steps -.- pro n he keeps laughing n spoiling e shooting...

watching corner with love, hope it's better. bt i think i lyk barbie wif vic more, they look better XD lyk in mars, nice XD

2 day was ok i guess XD bt lots of hw esp cl haiz...

Thursday, July 19, 2007

i must remember to thank God for my family although it's so hard sometimes.

iswak is starting 2 bore me...most stuff do

our class is SO united...

cross country tmr :( wif 2.4 :( im gna die, will b lucky 2 get 14 haiz...

y r guys so tall?

daniel rofl XD so tall bt he sux @ bball lolz miss lyk 80% 4rm wad i saw XD den he aired shooting 4rm e red zone o.O even i cant do tt... still rofl XD

shawn is funny XD din go 4 his own cca, bt went 4 bball hahaz

you have no idea how pitiable you are...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

it's interesting tt boys cant hit gals XD or wont XD they're so easy 2 threaten lolz XD bt hell, they're maturing so much i can barely find similarity btwn them n e yr 1 them. they've all grown physically n mentally. they're all so tall nw, most of them r lyk at least 10 cm taller than me :( mentally, they were lyk announcing their crushes 2 e whole world last yr bt this yr they're actually putting in effort 2 do work. all of a sudden most of them hv bcum gd grp members. gosh, bt i feel lyk i hvn't changed @ all. still s2pid, still spastic, still crazy. still short.

Monday, July 16, 2007

arron cameo-ed in iswak ep 10!!! he was e guy hu almost knocked them over XD he looks so tall nxt 2 them...bt he looks so gd as ever XD

guys r weird creatures. sum r so nice while others r so horrible.

eeyer...stanley din bake cookies cuz he gt an ulcer n cant eat cookies so he wun let us eat :( hmph. was running after him 2 kick him n i realised tt my strides were as wide as his o.O n he's over 15 cm taller than me. in e end i kicked him after i waited 4 him in e class. almost kicked his ahem, it was a mistake XD well he knocked my head 1st hmph. so fun 2 kick guys XD

i gt a discriminating msg of bernard's XD

heidi's taller than becca XD so im taller than becca XD yay XD

boredom 4rm maths makes u spastic XD

arron's so cute n good looking XD mike's so hot XD gino's so handsome XD

plants hv hormones o.O haiz...

Sunday, July 15, 2007

sum1 must've exchanged fri 4 2day. 2day's much more lyk friday 13th.

gr8 thx 2 all hu evilified my nice sunday...

sincere thx 2 niaomi tho XD u'r un-evilifying my sunday XD

this hy mod sux, e tcher sux...

jiang zhi shu is almost perfect which is not human. smart, athletic, rich, handsome, can cook. altho kinda short tempered, he has this aura tt attracts ppl n gains him frens. e onli thing he lacks is in music n arts. retardedly inhumane...

hope stanley brings cookies tmr XD

Friday, July 13, 2007

friday e 13th. it's supposed 2 b a bad day.

had sore throat early this morn, as in 1 am? thot it was e curse of e 13th bt 2daywas gr8 overall.

went 2 sch n was jus nice to b nt l8 XD jus 1 min early or sth XD

den mentoring was ahem...shit XD collaborated wif 06 n e gals in 06 were fighting over hu gets 2 partner us lolz XD

stanley was flashing his cookies 2 us during mentoring, taunting us. we tried them on mon n it was super nice XD so after mentoring we snatched e cookies n me jer lin n rachel took e last 3 XD e guys din get 2 eat cuz we finished it hahaz den ms chua made him bake cookies 4 our whole class n bring on mon XD nono, i din say tt wrongly. he rly did bake e cookies himself n it was damn nice chocolate chip cookies XD

den watched guys play bball bernard n shaun all so pro nw zzz...den they saw me n they all ignored e ball n waved 2 me o.O hahaz stole e guys' ball n went shooting hoops after tt.

went 2 class rm 2 watch xavier play ff8 he's so lucky even on friday 13th. he gt 9999 for meteor strike THRICE!!! nt once bt THRICE!!! s2pid...bt he cldn't get dragon fang XD hahaz so no lion heart XD

din do any work in free period zzz...

oh, n i won m&ms cuz jl was pro @ writing e phy report XD so i gt a 250g pack of m&ms bt i was alr eating m&ms zzz e small packet i was nibbling @ thruout phy class XD i jus realised tt m&ms 4rm dif countries make a big dif in taste XD china n indonesia m&ms taste weird. aus n usa m&ms rock XD taste gr8, abit dark XD

cl was shit. tennis was shit. hv 2 go 4 training @ 330 nw cuz i was 2 lazy haiz...

den more gd things XD wl talked 2 me for lyk half hr XD omg a record 4 this sem can? laughing abt all sorts of stuff XD

ate m&ms, drank pepsi, ate fries, more m&ms n sugar nuts XD even while im having a sore throat XD

even friday e 13ths rox XD

Thursday, July 12, 2007

sch is amusing XD

made a bag tower XD wif bags (duh...) @ assembly XD fun XD

maths was shitty boring n we messed up cl presentation -.- as usual

b4 el was funny XD thot we were having physics bt apparently they switched wifout telling us...AGN. stupid stinking stanley sux. stanley sux shaun's shoes. stanley singing sesame street sopranos shatters spectacles. corny crappy claudia. claudia cant count. claudia's cooking causes constipation. emo eskimo elijah. elijah eats eel ears. retarded rancid rabid rachel rabbit. raghav reads romance. horny humping hehao hates honey XD this is so so lame XD we came up wif all these waiting 4 e teacher XD

den IS. stanley threw bernards shoe 4rm rooftop to 3rd floor. truth or dare is so fun XD elijah said 'i think you're gay' to mr. pradeep. which made him angry, sighs. our tchers nw so nt fun...

tired...gna slp yawns...

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

guys r amusing. did i say tt alr? i nv noticed until ive currently been sitting around guys 5 days a wk. b4, e gals shared 1 table @ e front. nw, we're sitting in e middle of 4 tables of guys XD

apparently, i heard 4rm han siang tt guys do rly s2pid stuff wen they're bored lyk yelling in2 an empty rm zzz...den they pull e cover of the earphones inside out o.O

he hao n elijah can imitate e spongebob squarepants laugh rly well XD hahaz

stanley. i think im mentioning him alot cuz he's in e same FPS grp as me n sits directly behind me.

he was checking out harry potter review on yahoo, apparently it's onli lukewarm (cuz there's little or no tom felton in its XD):( n i said tom felton is hot. so he searched ahem...naked tom felton on yahoo images -.- den it was censored *phew* so he searched tom felton n came up wif hundreds of gifs n asked me 2 ogle @ them -.-

den we were doing FPS report, problems section. n he kept typing retarded nonsensical sentences wif 'tom felton' in it. it might b a prob tt tom felton is nt hot enuf; it might b a prob tt i (stanley) m hotter than tom felton; it might b a prob tt tom felton tom felton tom felton etc. zzz den he did a typo 'it mite b a prob tt tom felton is swimming trunks' rofl XD den there was this 1 (tt i suggested) 'it mite b a prob tt tom felton is 2 hot n may sink wen standing on the antartica' XD n he typed 'i love tom felton' wif our FPS tcher behind us o.O dun think she saw it tho XD

n she talked 2 me XD lyk more than 1 word n it was voluntary XD oh gosh, so high 2day XD

FPS (4 once) rocked XD

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

i seriously bring a new meaning to ever changing. jus abt last sunday, which was 2 days ago, i din want 2 go 2 sch on mon. nw, sch's e best hrs of e day. guys bing spastic, gals coming bak 2gether. sch feels so blissful nw...女孩子真善变...

i wish MY mother would make supper 4 me lyk zhi shu's mom...

joe cheng looks soooo pretty boy zzz... joe in iswak side view is so much lyk mike in dby side view XD mayb they're siblings since they're so close XD

feel so blessed to have a house. speaking of which, i m moving 2 sengkang in abt 1 mth :( den agn, i feel so zi4 bei1 cuz i dun understand tt pri 3 phrase qian2 luo2 ji4 qiong2 -.-

guys r so fun yet so stupid. i love them and hate them. they amuse me so much, so funny XD crack jokes, make a fool of themselves (shaun, elijah, he hao, raghav) hahaz XD interaction with guys is fun XD bt then agn, there r idiots lyk argh, stanley. took height n weight 2day n e 1st thing he said 2 me was 'how fat r u?'. rox rite?

gosh, all e guys r growing so fast. they crowded over me n rachel n i feel lyk im trapped. s2pid tall guys. hmph.

Monday, July 09, 2007

fixed 300 piece naruto puzzle ytd, gaara n shika r so cute XD

2 day was BORING, wif e exception of e guys bing amusing b4 n during el class.

i jus found out tt wen u borrow wu3 xia2 xiao3 shuo1 u hv 2 go 2 e counter 2 get e whole set zzz...n e whole set is considered as '1 book' XD

nora roberts rox XD

gino's so cute n hot XD wentworth miller's hot XD tom is cute and hot XD

Sunday, July 08, 2007

morn sucked.

bt den it was funny XD our fellowship was supposed 2 present 2 songs n in e end e instrumental was so loud tt nobody cld hear us XD we looked lyk we were jus opening n closing our mouths XD fellowship was boring, then a vry humid lunch.

went 2 help my mom get new specs, whole family gg 2 get a pair of specs o.O i look nerdy in glasses accord 2 my bro XD n it magnifies my eye bags :(

guitar nxt thurs...mayb...

gino's hot XD draco's hot too XD

Saturday, July 07, 2007

ive had e most ammusing 3 hrs of french this morn...started off wif me arriving extraordinarily early. nearly went off cuz i thot there was no class since there wasn't ne1 there. bt in e end i saw my church fren so we took 5 mins 2 decide where 2 sit so tt we cld part ner sum1 we knew beta XD n in e end we din hv 2 partner up thruout class o.O XD

den we waited 4 e tcher. wanted 2 lock him out as he was l8 n he said tt l8 ppl shld b locked out n shld climb in thru e window XD we obviously din lyk him...he treats us lyk idiots zzz...

so we were bored...n my church fren started counting yawns XD yes, we were tt bored. turned out a guy called tim hu is vry pro @ french yawned e most @ 14 tims in 1 half hrs, den this russian albert guy yawned 8 tims XD 1st place n 1st runner up XD

den break. funny XD we were all complaining abt e stupid prof n laughing abt how blind he was 2 nt c we were so bored. we were talking n talking, 5 sixth of e class ard 1 table. all agreed tt e tcher doesn't lyk me cuz im l8 in paying sch fees o.O nowhere as bad as ms ahem tho. then we all decided on sth. our break was supposed 2 last till 11 bt we were all so irritated tt we boycotted XD no, seriously XD we continued sitting in e cage n talking, e whole cafe was almost jus left wif us XD in e end, we finally rmbed tt we were jus 5 sixth of e class n 2 poor ppl were waiting up there 4 us so we went bak up @ 11.15 XD so we all filtered in abt 20 mins l8 XD it was damn funny.

we started nodding off 2 slp agn. n wen we were dismissed, tim said this vry sarcastic 'merci' wen he left XD

amusing XD

Friday, July 06, 2007

smiling pasta is damn funny XD rita n ah zhe r exactly lyk xiao shi n he qun wen they started, jus tt rita is ALOT more violent n harder to win over XD ah zhe is much sweeter oso XD

gino's so hot in tt hairstyle n he's growing hotter as he grows older XD gino's practically thinner than xiao qiao o.O unhealthily thin

nicholas looks ok, bt he has a vry big mouth can? his cl is so weird. cyndi so short n so thin hahaz, so white oso. bt she acts quite well XD

gino's so cute as ah zhe XD bt he's cute in talk shows oso hahaz

It's friday. i was supposed to be unhappy cuz i gt tennis 2day n tmr i gt french n squash. n i hv 2 appear happy tmr. bt i cant stop smiling.

mayb it's cuz i had 2 rush a report this morn within 30 mins. after such a horrible event which totally dampened my spirits, i guess wad happened l8er in e day felt better than it wld if i was happy 4rm e start. mayb it's oso cuz i hada packet of m&ms n a tube of mentos during free period XD

2day i onli had 1 class cuz my cl tcher was an oral examiner XD

den tennis. waited 2 hrs 2 play 30 mins. at first i kept missing or hitting out cuz of squash habits, den in e end we played a game 2 c hu cld hit e ball in most. if u hit out 3 tims den u hv 2 catch e ball by 1 bounce wif 1 hand or no bounce wif 2 hands. n tho e guys din blive i caught it wif 1 hand cuz they all missed (i was @ e bak so they cldn't actually c) n they accused me of using 2 hands, bt @ least e coach blived. 2nd gd thing 2day.

then i won e 2nd round XD serious. i beat all e boys in this simple game XD 3rd gd thing 2day XD

smsed niaomi n boarded e bus wif niaomi, douglas and wei lin. joking n laughing @ niaomi abt her admirer aka douglas XD den she actually responded 2 my jokes. she as in wei lin. i was alr happy, bt tt cld've jus bn cuz we always made fun of them. bt e best part came last as always. i noe i may sound despo 2 others in e nxt sentence unless u experience it 4 urself. wei lin said gdbye 2 me XD i wld blive if sum1 said i lit up. i suddenly understand how he qun felt wen he heard his father ate his noodles.

2day rox!!!

Thursday, July 05, 2007

they came home at 7.40 XD so happy XD so pathetic XD

n they continue doing work after dinner...

this song keeps replaying in my head... maybe cause im watching smiling pasta. gino's still hot XD

北極星的眼淚
张栋梁

像斷了線 消失人海裡面
我的眼終於失去 你的臉
再等一會 奢望流星會出現
願 如果真的實現
愛能不能永遠明天 或許來不及變
但曾經走過的昨天 越來越遠
北極星的眼淚 說不出的想念
原來我們活在 兩個世界
北極星的眼淚 你哭紅的雙眼
被淋濕的諾言 淹沒在心裡面
我抬頭看著 愛不見
再等一會 奢望流星會出現
願 如果真的實現
愛能不能永遠
明天 或許來不及變
但曾經走過的昨天 越來越遠
北極星的眼淚 說不出的想念
原來我們活在 兩個世界
北極星的眼淚 你哭紅的雙眼
被淋濕的諾言 淹沒在心裡面
我抬頭看著 愛不見
當對的人 等不到對的時間
就在放開雙手的瞬間 愛撕成兩邊
北極星的眼淚 說不出的想念
原來我們活在 兩個世界
北極星的眼淚 你哭紅的雙眼
被淋濕的諾言 淹沒在心裡面
我抬頭看著 愛不見
整個宇宙都 流眼淚

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

也许太了解也不好吧?

heartache. not heartbreak, heartache. confused. who am i kidding? who would care about a stupid, ugly, fat, short, unatheletic, boastful, antisocial, insecure girl? even as a friend?

don't like he qun. but seeing him buying the medicine for his father, knowing every detail of the type of medicine he needs. but when he bought it back, he saw his father talking to ah zhe's photo, his brother's photo. his father only ever thinks of his brother, bias towards his brother. even when he bought the medicine home for his father, his father could only think of his brother having brought it back for him. sad...

guys are so stupid...

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

天天都八点多九点回家
还算早

totfc. empathise tian xie so much. on ep 22. it's so sad. an orphan. he knows that his stepmother likes her biological son more who is also his competitor in love and dance. then he breaks up. he's taken off his dance team. his dancing is said to not be as good as the competitor. his ex-girlfriend hates him when he's trying to help her. his ex-ex-girlfriend is dead. he's insecure. it seems like no one loves him anymore. poor thing...haiz...

gino often plays the guy whose girlfriend died XD gino is so cute and funny and hot. his singing is quite ok and he acts quite well XD

bei ji xing de yan lei is nice XD nic looks better now...hm...

drama crazy XD

i can cry on impulse XD

Friday, June 29, 2007

speech day n youth day carnival...boring...

i went jogging. no i'm serious. definitely nt kidding. let me repeat tt 'i went jogging'. at serangoon stadium. did 7 rounds. i dunno y i went, prob boredom cuz totfc is nt uploaded.

jogged a few rounds, n seriously my stamina has dropped. din test my speed.

walking along e 4th lane. reminiscing agn. 2x200. sheryl's prob still angry @ me 4 nt training n i caused us to lose. it brought me bak 2 pri sch, wen i was kicked out of e team in finals; it reminded me e tcher hu did it was ms siew n tho i din lyk her @ tt tim 6 si made me change my view of her; it reminded me of ms samuel; it reminded me of 6 si. evrything does practically.

n it reminds me of you. crossing the finish line, victory right in front of you. whether it was 400m or 100m, relay or individual. 2.4. i envision u, short legs stretching over a wide distance, almost like flying for that second. then landing back on the ground, with the gracefulness of a ballerina. front leg first, smile on your face. i won't see that agn.

it's just a track...

Thursday, June 28, 2007

i feel so despo...so different...so disgusted...

i feel all happy wen they smile @ sth i said, despo
i was gossiping, different
abt another gal, disgusted
no courage, no confidence, no ideas how to talk to them, disgusted

i dunno wad 2 do...i'm so used 2 getting things e way i want them...so disgusted @ myself i dunno how 2 approach them. wen i try, i think such hypocrites y shld i even bother wif them? they avoid me lyk plague so b it, nt lyk it wld kill me2 b wifout them anyway. i can't look past tt, i rly can't. bt if jesus cld die 4 our sins, y can't i jus overlook this fact? it's nt lyk i hv 2 die 2 do tt. n i was gossiping abt her. feel so terrible. nt gossiping, assuming n telling my assumptions 2 guys, false testimony. i jus broke 1 of e ten commandments. God, i'm a sinner, truly. i beg for Your forgiveness.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

gino is hot XD watching smiling pasta bt dun reali lyk it...bores me abit. nicholas teo looks lyk figaro zeng XD think ill watch top on the forbidden city instead. gino's hot XD nicholas is not XD so i think i prefer totfc hahaz...ok then there is e fact tt all of a sudden she can run wif heels wen she cldn't stand jus awhile ago o.O givs me bad impression of e show XD gino's hot wif e rite hairstyles XD bt his arms n his complexion r lyk so effeminate. ok...rambling XD

listening to the hell song n i c a short skateboarder. for a moment i thought i saw him, then i realised he wasn't even here.

somehow i'm loving sum41 more and more now. it connects so many of my feelings together. especially the hell song n still waiting.

nicholas's chinese is weird...extremely weird XD he looks ok from far, nt gd close up.

i luv SLK benz it's so nice...

ok...i'm extremely bored and rambling XD

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

back to school. i hate it so much. but i love it. it constantly reminds me of you, literally everything. it's painful to remember, because it means you aren't here. but remembering your smiles makes me so much happier. 这算暗恋吗? i see remnants of you here, be it along the corridor or on the field. that little stop of heartbeat when i see your mirage, when i'm reminded of you. why won't you come back? i miss you, your friends miss you and you seem to be happier here, no sad friendster shoutouts. then again, who am i to judge? i barely know you. yet, your presence motivates me and you don't even know it. blame my cowardice for me not approaching you.

in too deep...

part of me won't agree cuz i don't know if it's for sure...

i'm bored...n slpy...

think ill go 2 slp nw...yawns...

it's 1.28am. i'm staying up 2 finish cl compre. i feel so hardworking XD me hardworking hahaz tt's new XD then agn, i'm watching love contract n reading 19 mins so tt kind of cancels out tt hardworking thing XD den i'm writing. i reread my portfolio n realised tt i wrote lyk 700 words on a guy's appearance o.O feel so sick...my writing's changing, improving wif much better plots bt e style is changing n i'm jus as indecisive as eva XD i'm romantically/morbid inclined. sux hahaz. then agn, i dun care XD

Sunday, June 24, 2007

squash 2day...i tell u she's evil. she jus lyks 2 torture ppl. n she says/implies tt i do beta wen i slp b4 training -.-"

(convo)
coach: did u slp jus nw?
me: yeah...
coach: no wonder, u're playing well 2day.

hahaz...i lyk slping dun i? n she complains i'm lazy lyk evry session cuz i dun run XD i'll reach over n use my wrist 2 flick e ball. den she'll b lyk "RUN!" n she'll complain abt my posture. hahaz, i lyk bing lazy XD den she'll make me run 4rm 1 end 2 e opposite end -.-" sux...

2moro sch starts...sux...haiz...

love contract is cute XD mike he's cute n he has a nice body XD 4 ep to e end of love contract XD i watched lyk 6 dramas this holiday, almost 6. actually it's in 2 wks o.O love storm, finished wang zi bian qing wa, a game about love, magicians of love (jus finished ytd n 2day), devil beside you, express boy, seventh grade, n love contract (unfinished). omg, i wasted so much tim o.O

watched devil beside you nice XD mike he's hot XD den i watched express boy XD nice bt dby's better. den watching love contract. think rainie looks better than ariel lin. mike he looks so hot XD luv him in dby oso, he looks e best in dby. tho i think he looks better wif wei lun (express boy) rant rant XD

Saturday, June 23, 2007

thinking of 6 si...so happy yet so sad...

reminiscence...so painful to remember...miss it so much. sometimes, too much of a good thing may be a bad thing. when you can't have any more of that good thing or anything equivalent, you feel...empty...

perhaps i need more time. but i spent 1 year and a half in this class, just less than 1 year in 6 si. maybe it's just me. it's just me again XD i'm too used to getting what i want XD

somehow, i think i'm not actually interested in dramas, or guys, or anime, or writing, or anything else. somehow, nothing occupies my short attention span. somehow, i seem to be just filling the emptiness. somehow, i think this emptiness is caused by some things, 6 si and...other stuff. somehow, emptiness just can't be filled. somehow, i think i'm yearning for some simple things yet i still can't get any of it. somehow, somehow...

Thursday, June 21, 2007

i'm moving, seriously moving. i mean out of my current hse almost 99% chance. to a flat, to a room smaller than my current room, to somewhere even further from my school. tt jus sux doesn't it?

i'm starting to have very ahem...different *cough* sadistic, morbid *cough* scenes in what i write. i'm torturing my characters XD i feel so crazy, so out of it, so not like my usual style. this is bad, really bad.

Friday, June 15, 2007

i'm weird. wen i hv a com i dun post. wen i dun hv a com, i wanna post. my laptop has bn confiscated, yay.

既然我这么蠢，又没用，还要我干吗？

stopped watching magicians of luv rite b4 richie n xiao bei's ding hun. watching a game about love nw nice XD e main char qi xiang damn funny bt e soundtrack is nt entertaining. bt it's nice cuz it's dif 4rm norm dramas. norm dramas hv this outspoken, brave gals bt in this (jus lyk in mars) e gal is kind and reserved. norm dramas oso hv this rich snobbish guy n then e relatives will disagree 2 a gf of lower social status bt his parents, even grandfather agreed. n e grandfather is lyk a perfect boss, n he's damn nice. he keeps pretending 2 b a commoner 2 investigate evrything 4 himself so it's quite amusing XD ok...i'm obviously bored...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i think i lyk underdogs

even after xu zi qian changed totally i empathised him. especially wen he lay on e grass in e rain sad :( so lonely n lost...

bt i lyk jun hao wif tian yu oso XD

i'm weird XD

10 June

gna b on a plane XD yay! gg hm XD i miss hm XD

yay!

9 June

wandered ard attempting 2 buy souvenirs n failed miserably of cuz XD oh i saw an arran st o.O

sumtims wen sum1 lyks u 2 much, does 2 much 4 u it's even worse than bing ignored.

8 June

bought a stitch 4 my bro i'm so nice rite? sooooo cute XD my mother bought me a stitch key chains XD stitch all ard XD

slpt 12 hrs XD nice nice slp XD

i think i caught e boy crazying disease o.O read 健康 as 建豪. 朱 cums out auto as 朱孝天 think of pig n it's ken unfortunately (niaomi's fault) 吴 cum out as arron, vanness or wu zun 尊 anywhere is wu zun 炎热 bcums arron 倫 is arron auto nething wif v, i, c in a row is vic tom n jerry's jerry's face cums out as jerry yan's... ah this sux...

2 days 2 hm XD (n my laptop XD)

7 June

spent e whole day wif my mom' side grandmother...

sumtims grandmothers r jus ARGH! all e jealousy n badmouthing ARGH! n e society wonders y ppl r so competitive -.-"

reached hm b4 10 bt still slping @ 1 XD can't b helped XD

6 June

went 2 history museum XD most interesting new thing i learned is tt they change e museum displays once in 20 yrs in HK history museum XD onli thing i paid attention 2 XD

den space museum...err...i onli rmb Nike sponsored e shoes XD n they hv m&m's in space XD

ate wonton noodles XD damn nice n vry dif 4rm sg. then there's glass bottle coke...dunno y bt it's alot nicer than plastic bottled or canned coke o.O

ah...slp...

5 June

went 2 geta new passport...i gt 3 passports XD mixed nationality...makes it well, weird...

bought 4 Reacher novels nice XD bt it's gruesome @ sum parts...

i nid a com seriously...e com-missing disease...

i wanna go hm :(

4 June

woke up ard 11 XD 2 tired cuz i dun get 16 hrs of slp on any day XD

went 2 shenzhen...much cleaner nw bt still full of cl (duh!) o.O

gt a migraine cuz i'm overworked n nt meeting my basic requirement for hrs of slp a day XD jus keep walking on n on n slping l8...i rly nid 16 hrs XD

din buy nething today XD it's a record *claps*

7/8th of e mags in 7-11 hv sth abt wu zun in them haiz...he's 2 free seriously flying all ard

heard jap version of bsjt is better...shld watch...wen i reach hm

so many things 2 day wen i reach hm XD

3 June

went 2 church XD i actually managed 2 wake up XD

had a nice nice lunch @ fat angelo's. i luv salmon fettucini XD

then i bought a jacket cuz i was freezing quite literally XD frozen chicken XDi realised tt my arms r long in comparison 2 e rest of my body...lyk a monkey o.O

watched part of bsjt XD

almost 1 now...gna slp...yawns XD

2 June

woke up ard 12 o.O half e day gone XD

nth interesting 2day...other than me buying another 3 gundam models XD

tired...gna slp agn XD

1 June

woots, it's a new mth XD

still can't post yet...will post evrything wen i reach hm...which is a long long tim l8er

went 2 ocean park...hot hot n hot...i gt a little octopus XD so cute XD

bought love storm dvd cuz i cldn't find whole series on net. only HK$240 (abt S$48) cheap XD wanted silence, wzbqw, bsjt n mg bt ex HK$500 (abt S$100) per set. cheaper than sg bt still ex...i wanna buy bt no money haiz...

sian...i wanna go hm...

Monday, June 11, 2007

finishing love storm in less than 2 days XD horribly addicted XD i wanna c jing jing wif bao long. he deserves sth gd 4 a change.

i shall finish wzbqw after love storm XD

31 May



listening 2 vanness's '妈妈' n realised how horrible his pronunciation is XD he can't pronounce 'h' behind a consonant in cl. lyk 'sh', 'zh', 'ch' etc. listened 2 it almost 100 times repeat mode. his voice is nice n clear, a bit ahem...gay? bt pleasing n he gets e notes rite...still think mh looks lyk him wen they both hv long hair XD

i think i lyk f4 more than frh. i think frh is 2 xtreme, either almost perfect or plain horrible (p.s. i thot of this reason after i realised i prefer f4 o.O) lyk wu zun n calvin. wu zun - RMIT graduate, rich, hot, athletic, sings ok, acts ok, popular. calvin - norm grad, middle class, ugly (my opinion XD), nt rly sportive, horrid gay singing (my opinion agn XD), norm acting, nt rly popular. a gap? sure. f4's closer n more normal...better bonds n even spread of gifts...mayb i'm jus jealous tt wu zun is so gd hahaz XD

feeling boy crazy...hard nt 2 b in HK
ah...sux...

30 May


found e jap mag wif f4. can't b bothered 2 buy XD

bought Lee Child book, damn nice XD

bought psp version of bible XD

woots no mention of frh 2day. jus realised wen i read papers o.O

i want zhan shen mars dve bt ex HK$659 o.O

more shikamaru pics XD

29 May

bought lots of things 2day XD shoes n er...stuff can't rmb gt stm XD

i think i'm abt 2 kill e nxt person hu talks abt frh...e ppl i hv dinner wif...haiz...they're lyk oh, u noe frh? tt...tt wu zun izzit? u lyk him? i'm lyk er...no? open papers n wow u hv frh on them. 3 mags wif zun as cover...hk is damn crazy zzz

oh, n f4's 1st album is still HK$135 XD

28 May

wandering ard HK on foot ard June is nt a gd idea...h8 cuming 2 Hk, rather stay hm. alkl i want here is e models. it's model paradise XD nt model models, action figure models XD bought 4 today...love them XD

u noe japan is sooooo lag u can't b anymore lag den it cuz f4's starting 2 get hot in Japan cuz mg was screened there in 06 o.O it's in a mag XD there's 6 full pages of vic n another 6 of ken bt i can't understand it cuz it's in jap zzz... can't b bothered...i'm highly amused by this i'm easy 2 amuse XD mayb 5 yrs l8er it'll b frh XD still luv ken's hair XD wonder if f4 n frh wld eva star in a drama 2gether...

i experienced wad meizuo prob felt wen he entered shancai's hse. except tweak e bathrm 2 bedrm. i cld barely walk thru e corridor. ok i'm fat, blame me. abt...my bedrm size...which is abt his bathrm size -.- bt in tt tiny 1 rm apartment there was a kitchen, bathrm, living rm, dinner table, double decker bed, tv, fridge etc. n 9 ppl fit in there o.O count ur blessings

miss my com...

27 May

HK is fahrenheit crazy as well. i gt zhong ji yi jia news XD cuming out in july...haiz...i think almost evry mag had frh. wow XD saw frh pictorial bk HK$28 there's frh jigsaw free wif sum mag. obviously din buy it -.- calvin looks older day by day. n i'm quite amused by how long HK mags took 2 realise zun n arron kissed @ e launch of their album which was last sep -.-" they're supposed well updated zzz... most HK singers r horrible.

i drew a pic of shikamaru tt doesn't look lyk shikamaru XD bored...

27 May

Missed church cuz i woke up @ 10 n service starts @ 10 wow XD

it's kinda hard to be happy when you're insulted every morning -.-

26 May

watched freedom writers. nice movie. oh n i realised my class is 203 and e freedom writers' class is 203 as well n in ws it's 203 基地 XD coincedence?

living wif sum1 hu thinks i care tt i'm fat. e joy. giving me tips on slimming o.O

26 May

Going back 2 Hong Kong, won't b blogging for 2 wks. i wonder if i wld go crazy b4 tt. oh well, let's hope this paper can save my sanity.

back 2 blogging XD missed coms XD bn 'blogging' on paper shall post evrything now...

Saturday, May 26, 2007

徐子騫也许你没爸爸的印象也好吧。留着美好的想法。对爸爸这词虽然陌生但也亲切。不会体会到爸爸叫你白痴，叫你没用，忽略你。有时候忘了比拥有好。只留下完美的记忆，开心的日子。但天天面对着，就会见到丑陋的一面。

也许，你才是幸福吧。

Friday, May 25, 2007

yun xi is a plain bitch. oh gosh i hv no idea how many tims i said tt. she's horrible. i want tian yu n zi qian 2 get together XD bt i think she's better wif jun hao. zi qian deserves a nice n caring gal even better than tian yu. yun xi deserves no1, i mean no1. nt even a criminal. random drama comments XD

i still think mg is better after 13 ep. evrything in wzbqw is too coincedental.

i h8 yunxi major. she's a bitchy slutty slut bitch. i can't stand her, she's so selfish n plain horrible. i can't stand her face, that smug expression. i think she deserves none of them.

tian yu is more compatible wif jun hao. n zi qian shld get a nice gf. zi qian is e most burdened char. he has 2 keep in contact wif both sides, think 4 both sides, explain 2 both sides, cope wif work, endure heartbreak, be misunderstood, have no one to talk to, blamed 4 sth he din initiate, lost his family n still has 2 live wif e family tt killed his father n caused his mother to be in a vegetable state...bt he is still so nice to everyone, especially 2 e shans hu made him lose evrything. y mus he play e gd guy hu doesn't get anything in return? i lyk zi qian XD zi qian looks better than jun hao. jun hao looks gay.

funnily i dun h8 ming han. i lyk zi qian XD 2nd tim saying tt. his personality n looks n evrything r so much better. i hv a tendency of lyking e 2nd male lead.

xu zi qian rox XD

Thursday, May 24, 2007

finished xi1 jie1 shao4 nian2. i can't help saying tt it's xtremely family themed agn. 4 frens agn zzz...makes u wonder...mayb i'm paranoid XD

watching wang2 zi3 bian4 qing1 wa1. still think mg n mars r better. male lead looks xtremely weird o.O think sam looks better than him. qiao en looks more lyk barbie than tianyu o.O oh well, i shall judge agn after finishing e series.

i'm obsessed, hopelessly obsessed.

i jus realised how much i post. my blog cms hv bcum my best fren. mayb bcuz it is dead. it can't think, therefore doesn't prejudice. it doesn't pretend 2 understand me, it doesn't misunderstand me, it doesn't hurt me, it doesn't bug me, it doesn't pressurize me, it doesn't demand anything from me, it doesn't look at me weirdly, it doesn't hate me. it just sits here and waits for me to talk, forever there for me. i just have to login and i am free to pour everything out to it.

i love you, blog.

my genes mus hv bn warped sumhow wen i was multiplying bcuz i hv a weird aspiration. 1 tt no1 has eva thot abt. most ppl dun think this is n impt job, nor is it a rewarding job. i hv nv heard of any1 wif e same dream either. mayb it's cuz i wanna b a doctor bt i dun wanna touch blood. i dun hv blood phobia or nething bt jus thinking tt a life is in ur hands, it's kinda terrifying. 我真的是怪胎.

这个坏到底是从哪里来的?

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

十多年根本没想过
突然想了解
以前想分享
现在已放弃了
总不该让人等十三年吧？
从前不理会
跟着水流
现在逆水行舟
路途不好走
顺利地忽略
哪能如此容易回头？
感情不是书
不是随时放在你身边
让你毫不费力气暸解
说不肯让你了解
你到底花了多少心思？
也许有点诚意
会慢慢理解
但你自以为是
应该永远也无法做到吧

my hormones r seriously raging...i lyk more nn more guys as i watch more n more dramas. this is bad, bad...

newest 1...



WALLACE HUO!!! think he looks abit lyk zaizai, n 4rm sum angles he looks lyk danson. creepy, i hav weird recognition of faces XD i think i look @ dif parts n compare part by part tt's y they can look alyk 2 me o.O oh well...

n i'm nt e onli 1 hu can tell ppl's personality, or @ least parts of it, @ first sight. jus looking @ e appearance even in sch u, i'm nt e onli 1 hu can read wad ppl r lyk n actually get it rite. ok...mystery-person-whom-i-found-is-able-2-read-ppl's-personality-@-first-sight-as-well, i've mentioned his name b4...none other than stanley. i noe, him agn. he jus admitted 2 me 2day tt @ 1st sight, he thot i was lyk a char in a series. n apparently, i rly turned out 2 b lyk her. even rachel agrees. ok, it's a weird ability. i mean u're in sch u so u can't rly tell, clothes r a huge part of learning sum1's char bcuz it's easy 2 recognise. i mean if u wear a tiny skirt, it's quite obvious tt they're bimb; if sum1 wears black they're usually emo. bt in sch u it's kinda hard 2 recognise cuz usually e hair is e only dif other than looks. so it's peculiar 2 noe jus @ 1 look wifout any speech or actions. jus 1 look. weird ability bt relieved i'm nt e onli 1 XD even if it's HIM. hmph. ok, we're practically enemies. he kicks me n i poke fun @ him. stupid guy. which guy kicks girls n openly agree tt 'we can nv b frens'? retard. it's nt even a platonic relationship hmph. ah, i digress. hoping 2 find more ppl wif this weird ability (if u can even call it an ability, more lyk intuition or feeling?). ah, wadeva XD

i jus realised how long i haven't visited arron's blog after gg 2 she's blog on danica's links. n he posted so many tims bt nw his cl is much less cheem XD (thankfully) it's so sad can? he has 2 juggle tim btwn work n sch. he even has 2 pretend 2 b happy in front of e camera. haiz, pity him.

oh n he listens 2 beyonce XD

almost 4got...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY U-SHIUAN!!!

i hope i got e date rite XD

westside story is waaay deeper than i anticipated...ok mayb nt deep in tt sense bt deep in e vry thotful sense or sth liddat...it's xtremely family themed tho i think i mentioned tt b4 XD it depicts lots of complicated personalities n puts them in separate ppl 2 make them easy 2 understand bt shows how a person tt has tt mixed in their personality wld react. it shows how sum feelings override others wif little prompting. ok i'm reading 2 much in2 it XD

ya yu speaks so well he shld b a spokesman rather than a punk he rly rly has e ling aura i dunno y bt he does. xing wang is sososo cute n i still luv ya yu's hair XD ok...i'm talking 2 myself since no1 watches as much tdrama as me. well, barely ne1

bleach n naruto shld cum out faster n subs 2!!!

went out AGN 2day XD jus had lunch then waited 4 them 2 take neoprints zzz...wanted 2 watch blades of glory bt had 2 go 4 3rd lang...

4got wad i wanted 2 say...4get it i shall go off n study XD

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

happy b'dae rachel! happy b'dae ryan! ok...they wun read this newae...

got treated 2 cafe cartel lunch damn nice XD n it was her birthday...haiz...bt i gt her a present XD so nice XD

watching westside story 4 no reason...jus realised i nv watched it. it's kinda e most plotless drama ive watched n it's so family based it seems us? tho i lyk e stunts XD dun rly lyk ya yu his mood changes vry fast can? prefer xing wang tho i luv ya yu's long hair XD i lyk guys' long hair XD silence is supposed 2 b nice bt doesn't appeal 2 me...i think i set my expectations 2 high after watching mg n mars...will try watching dby does any1 noe any nice dramas?

Monday, May 21, 2007

i'm sick of all that it's not my problem you can't get along i'm less than a third of your age get along haiz...

finishing mars last ep...nw i dunno wad 2 watch...haiz...

bernard's b'dae...almost 4got hahaz...tmr is rachel n ryan's b'dae...den rebecca's rite? ok...i can't rmb...stm...

dunno wad 2 post...i luv wad ling said 2 tong dao hahaz...boreded...

niaomi's scary...ok...incoherent thots...

flunked cl...li lao shi will kill me if i tell her my mark...flunked phy may nid 2 go 4 viva haiz n i'm nt even in sg @ tt tim XD other than tt other subjects quite ok...

last day of sch tmr YAY!!!

Name - a person on earth
Age - 14
Birthday - 26 Sep
School - ex-Plite NUS HIGHian

Squash...

i dunno...

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