Late night outings.

Suddenly had a weird thought : Perhaps it's better that I'm going till late so often.
It is because it will mean that I will spend less time emo-ing abt some stuff/people.

A random thought :
"Am I really happy now?
I don't know.
But one is for sure, I knw I'm definitely not happy if it is otherwise. "

Venting pot.

Finding a place to release all my unhappiness. And none is found. Le sigh.

答覆

看著電話等著你的答覆，好像已成為我的嗜好之一。

Check phone. Check our convo. Check ur last online time. Check the actual time. Heart always dies a little.

A Laughter.

The louder my laughter is, the more tears I have when I'm alone.

U never know how much ur words hurt me.

I have the urge to ask u love me no more. But I'm not strong Enuff to ask u do tt. Because I love u more than u knw.

胡思亂想

躺在床上，眼睛很不聽話地不肯關上

I knw.

I knw every relationship is different. Be it family, friends, or beloved.

I cannot help it but compare.

Sometimes I wonder why I am I staying on if it is causing my teary eyes every night?

But I hav become stronger. I knw there some people in my life really not worth the stay and the time no matter how much I wan them to. They will take me for granted and silly me allow them to do so.