Ironic.

Love is no matter how much it hurts/u suffered, u also would not let go.

Applies to all, be it people or things.

Mistake.

Maybe is a mistake frm the start.

Maybe I shld start doing sth.

Maybe(s)...

不同。

两个人的性格与本质上的悬虚，会让看法有所差异。

好比一个人他本身就很悲观，无论你怎么跟他说世界是多么的美丽灿烂， 他也会觉得这世界是只有黑色的。

Weird thoughts.

Recently, I keep having this weird thought tt I'm gg to die soon. Due to cancer or sudden terminal diseases.

Dun ask me why.

Tts why I hav been trying to do more things. Trying to complete some wishes of mine before I die.

Weird and Random tot~~~

What you want me to tell u?

That I felt lonely?

That I walked home alone in tears?

That I ate to prevent myself from crying?

That I tried sleeping so that I wun rmb how sad I felt?

That I some times felt so out of place w ur frenz?

That I would rather be alone than to disturb u?

That I'm trying my best not to be a burden?

That I'm not telling u all these cuz I dun wan u to feel stress?

That I'm building a wall ard myself with u outside to protect myself because I dun wan to feel disappointed anymore.

Like a fairy tale.

I realized many things in life are disappointing because u have high expectations. (I knw it sounds kind of 凄凉)

I learnt to expect lesser and lesser frm people, and tts why im more surprised when things happened.

Today, I'm surprised again.
I'm not an exactly greedy person( ok. I admit. I'm still learning to be contented. )

"Go collect my shoe bag frm ur locker for my friend..."

The pictures basically summed up my joy today. :)

Thank God for everything in my life now. Realized life is v much different after I cut my hair short. I'm really enjoying my life now. :)

知道。

知道却不做。

Whose fault?