自欺欺人

不想自欺欺人的过下去。

但是，更不想放手。

CNY 这几天不禁察觉到彼此的距离。

Why r u like this?

Heard tt some injustice been done. Felt so wronged for her. Rawr!

Tot u would grow. But u din. -.-

Hmm

让我赢一次会死啊？
._.

NTS: Cheer up

Do u know it takes a lot of courage to push some one like u away ?

Because I'm afraid of u not ever looking back and walk away.

And I stand there. Alone in tears and looking at the view of u walking away.



Distancing away in order to avoid emotional attachments. ( forgetting the fact tt u already are emotionally attached.)

:)

You r tt impt to me.

HELLO 2012!!!

This is my first entry of 2012! :)

How is everyone's 2011 been? (Hope is nothing like mine! )

Mine was in a mess. Made a lot of mistakes and have regrets. *SIGH*

To People that I have hurt ( intentionally or not),

I din mean to.

For the mistakes I have done, I hope I learn.

I was very confused when I went into SIM initially, asking God what He wants me to grow in?

Hmm... Of coz i nv forget the challenge i posed to Him few years back. I guessed im screwed at that challenge and He put me in SIM for that challenge... But I thank Him.. cuz in the process.. i met people who are making a difference in my life. --- I feel that that is the ultimate purpose of me being in SIM. 

Honestly, I feel that if I am not in SIM-UB, a lot of things will be very different for me. 

THANK GOD for the People I met in SIM-UB, & AIESEC in SIM & DA, cuz you guys really taught me a lot.. A lot more than I expected... *muacks*

Hope every one can be like me forget about all the unhappy stuff in 2011 and welcome 2012 with open arms! :)

One last bit about 2011... I spent the last hr of 2011 the way i wanted to and is thankful for the person who made it tt way. 

<3

Hmm.. DO you have a habit of making New Year Resolutions?--- I DO!

But i refusing to check my 2011 NYR! =x cuz i cfm din fulfilled all!

After being inspired by online NYR...

Here goes my 2012 NYR : 

 1. Be confident of myself.
 2. Be less self conscious.
 3. Learn something new!
 4. Lose WEIGHT ( has been in my NYR every yr! )
 5. Carry on improving on my punctuality!!!
6. Be more understanding and look at probs from all perspectives.
 7. Be BRAVER!