Xing Fu

Hmm..

人常说:“ 幸福不是必然的。”

So i wanna Thank God for you! :)

Hmm.. i had a wonderful week..

Thursday was a horrible day.. cuz wed night i feel fatigue and sleep early without mugging for thurs paper..n i dun hav enuff time to complete mugging.. Hai... n when i was starting to feel depressed， i had a surprise Breakfast "delivery".. Heehee.. Sweet rite? =x

wanted to write sth chim one.. haha.. somehow dun really make sense n deleted them! haha!

shall end with

"Love is shown in your deeds, not in your words." -- Fr. Jerome Cummings

I love you! >.<

The world?

每当我在脸书看到你和她的合照，我越是感觉得到人世间的讽刺。

人往往都不在做自己想要的事，尤其随着时间慢慢地成长。

小时候，知道小孩子不能没大没小，学会了乖。

小学时，知道了小六会考的重要性，学会了读书。

中学时，知道了自己算半个大人，学会了责任。

初院时，知道了人生是在自己手中，学会了规划。

大学时，知道了人性的丑陋，学会了自我保护。

踏入了社会时，知道了江湖的生存之道， 学会了“人在江湖身不由己”。

我们一直被周围的一切控制着。

它推你，它逼你，它要你走着大家都在走的路。

你何时才不会因为外界捆着？何时才为自己想想？想想最 初还小的你想要的是什么？

朋友，你真的要这样下去？我好像开始看不清你到底快乐吗。

worried.

Hmm.. is ok tt ppl pissed mi off.. cause.. it is a test or rather trains my patience...

BUT IS NOT ok.. that someone made my Best Fren sad.. !!!

Finally! a new skin after so long!

HAHA! yesh! i so happy!!! Haha!

You know why? cuz i finally managed to change my blog skin! haha! after lik since January i had always wanted to change my blogskin! finally! changed!

WooHoo!!! =D

heehee...

Oh today.. coincidentally met JJ in SIM food court! with Jian Hui and Amanda! haha! aft class i went NP Lib wait n find him! haha.. being a nice ADHD KID! he acc mi to City Hall n acc mi played pool! haha! n i seriously tink he pulled back a lot... cuz i won quite a few rounds! haha! NVM! wo hui zia jie zai li!!!

After that i meet up with mum n went to pay respect to Prof Goh Keng Swee. Yup.. the "Pioneer" of Sg.. hmm.. although i m always now following politics stuff... bt i watched the documentary on him.. hmm feel sad.. feel the loss.. hmm.. i almost teared when i saw his body lying there in the Parliament house. Hmm.. he is a Great GUY! RIP !

TMR IS SHOW LUO's Concert! woohoo! ok technically is 18 hrs later!!! yup!!! i am gg to watch it with Ying Sheng! a pretty random combi! but.. im still gg anyway! haha!

ohya! Wan Ling is working tmr!! haha! Serve mi well hor... is not i go sistics complain you! =p

heehee...

quote from Shu QIng: " ah Lao .. wo men ming tian jian! =D"

Sorry Dude.

Hmm.. yup. Summer sem started officially for mi ytd! damn stress-ed up .. the irony is that i m having one modules on STRESS! haha. teaching mi the negative effects of stress! argh!

Hmm... Books books books. bought all the books i needed for Summer1! cost mi $100 plus! argh! no money liao. damn broke! although mum sponsoring.. but still feel bad abt using her money.. hai..

Life sucks. cuz i had been making the similar mistakes to make mi fren upset with mi . hai. dunno what is wrong with mi .

will be participating in YOG flashmob! supposed to b tmr one. bt somehow was cancelled. *sad-ed* bt there will b another on 29th May... Hmm... hopefully can join.. juz for the fun of it...

Hai! tmr will b on Chap 3 le. n i haven started Chap 1 !!!

argh!

argh!

Hmm... though life seems sucky... Thank God for you! :)

当心情低落时。

坦白说，我这几天心情并不能说上是好，思绪也很乱。*叹*

昨天又发生了莫名其妙的事情。*叹*

好想快点开学。

开学后，这一切就会被忙碌的课业掩盖了！ :))

有秘密的世界。

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

-- 《我不配》

最近脑海里常常都有有首歌，心中的情绪也很复杂。

我好像懂得太多了。

怎么办？

MY uni Life.

Hmm... recently i realized sth .. sth abt mi ...

Hmm.. life after my 20 had been quite unimaginable for mi ...

many things i nv dream that will happen ten yrs ago.. happened to me!

haha seriously... a lot! haha.. n i just cannot forget how blessed I am .. How God has Blessed mi in every single little thing.. from small hiccups.. to big CMI.. like.. wah.. He damn zai ! Helped mi .. assisted mi .. guided mi ... although i no im a sinful person .. HE is there all along .. now i need is the passion to be back .. n the discipline which i hav alway been lack of... some believer out there .. pray for me can ? hai...

anyway... i find my uni life pretty fun n loving! given that i have so many nice frenz around mi( thank GOD) helping me whenever im in need.. n we always try to stretch out hands out just for one another.. the feeling is damn zai! like.. 125`06 feeling like that.. I am glad they are there while i am still searching for my own identity.. i realize im still pretty lost as to who i am .. perhaps cause i am too random?

hmm.. besides great frenz.. i also wanna Thank God for some of the nice lecturers I have! seriously .. (SOME of them) are nice.. or shld i say HE kept me out of trouble! He helped this always clumsy and absent-minded girl (me) out of trouble in uni... n He helped mi back on the track to the journey of getting the grades i wan... i dun bother what other says about Him.. cause i noe he is real and true.. even though some might bad-mouthed Him...

hmm.. besides.. frenz.. and lecturers... i wanna Thank God for u.. haha... story arent pretty long.. bt kind of complicated? ( maybe..) .. used to intersect one another's life.. parted.. took a very different path... yet somehow.. we met at another junction of our lives again.. i am not gg to b mushy abt it .. just wanted to tell God a simple Thank You for u ... although the decision made was kind of reckless...and now is just the start of everything... hopefully ... there will be no ending.. =x

Hmm... life's good... God's been kind to me... I just pray that He will spread his kindness to all my frenz in my uni clique.. esp those He knows that currently are in trouble.. God.. help them ok? let them feel that You are real.. n You are zai...

A line i will never forget ... although the person said this to me might have forgotten it .... :

"Miracles are God's way of being anonymous."

so hope you will start experiencing miracles too! :))))