I juz realized i haven really been blogging since my bday! haha...
My bday actualy still has a lot to write down.. bt then .. given my character i wun be blogging things tt had happened too long( a week ).. so i m nt gonna blog about it.. it is all in my heart can le! =D
Recently, managed to get my life back as "Nerdy Fish" Track.. haha. ok i admit i still go out as often for supper n midnight shows.. bt now at least i will have more sense of urgency towards my academic stuff. hai. but i am still quite sad about how badly i fare in my SOC101 n CSE111 quizes n mids. Additionally,since my research paper is still nowhere to b found in my laptop... meaning.. i haven even started writing!!!! ( i gg write aft this) there is no way im nt feeling stress n not having the sense of urgency...
Just now Sheng Ye commented mi as a changed girl.. cuz i asked him pray.. mm.. i gt a funny feelng frm reading it off the screen aft he typed.. mm.. ya.. im gonna do sth abt it.. (i have been tinking abt it since CNY.) i haven really found a suitable person to talk to. mm... i will try to do sth abt it... i hope guidance will appear to mi on its own .. =x
oh ya ! i m lik starting to plan things for myself now.. for now i will try save a $200 by next sem.because i m gg to sign up for the dance classes in SIM n also for the books i need for next sem (heard is damn exp). n.. i m having headache with next sem timetable.. why so chim one!! tmr gg to consult Sabina abt it..
oh oh .. i lik rarely mention Sabina! haha .she is my new found SIM fren since last sem. Haha. i think she very zai one ...very reliable and very nice..very kind-hearted n friendly.. n understanding.. at least our frequency is similar!! haha!! hope can get into same class with her next sem.. actually i feel kind of useless n bad .. cuz lik i am older than most of the gers in my SIM clique.. yet they are lik all taking care of mi lik im the youngest one.. bt i very gan dong la.. they really very nice ppl.. Thank God for them man!!!!
Hmm.. recently.. i wanna Thank God for another person.. You noe who u r ... haha. cuz i gt personally sms n inform the person .. Really Thank God for you. hopefully things turn out well. Although is feel as if im having these as hallucination of my own.. i noe they are real. haha. very unbelievable esp if i were to think abt it maybe 5 yrs back, and what happened last night. :) But like i always tell u ... dun think so much .. just go ahead n do it.. If things are gg to turn out not well one day, we shall think of a solution together, right? :)
OFF TO RESEARCH!
i will try write at least a page by tonight!
