Recently.. Had been thinking about what uncles Jackson said:" ren yue lao jiang de hua yue shao."
True. I noticed how quiet I am nowadays.
Reasons? unknown to myself too.
Realise there is no need for me to say anything anymore. ( Social Loafing ? )
I used to like people hear my opinion.
Now, it does not matter anymore.( not even to anyone).
I enjoy just sit down there n listen to other people sharing their lives.
Why? Cause i dun find my life as interesting?
Cause there is too much sadness? and i Dun lik to mention about sadness.
Talking about sadness will just make u more sad.. ( My point of view)
I dun lik to be sad.
I juz wanna hide my sadness hopefully they will go away one day.
But.. memories stay. ( ok this part sux!)
Really hoping for a high fever.
Hope they will "burn" away all my memories ( not knowledge).
Hope everything will start all over again.. in 2006... where things were much simpler...
How wishful can a person get?
Hmm.. today.. watched P.S I love you ( yes, an old movie).
it is all about moving on.. but.. im as lost as the female lead.. where should i move towards?
I wanna GET HIGH FEVER! =x