Silence is the most erm.. formidable thing in the whole world... Dun you thinK so ?
i dunno how to say it out .. bt i juz feel so ...
tire... really drained.. mayb im ntcut out.. mayb is my wishful thinking to juz tink tt im fit to teach...
seriously .. is it mi ???
A place where I will just be myself.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Broken up
Why ppl break up?
I dunno...
but for mi .. i usually chose this step because i noe both parties are no longer happy together... u need nt wait till love isnt there to make this move..
when u really love sum1 u would rather him to b happy than b unhappy with u...
stubbornly holding on to sth does make any matter any better...
Perhaps many would say u nv try u nv noe.. bt sometimes is gd to discount such situations.. because consequences mayb unbearable.. u may say im selfish.. u may say im pessimistic... u may thing tt i do nt bother abt the other party's feelings... bt... to me tts the wise choice...
When a Fish has been hurt many times... with scales battered n tore... she will avoid things at all cost juz to make sure she will b okay...
She is Sorry for her selfishness.. n she juz cant bear herself hurting sum1 else bcuz of tt..sum1 tt she considers dear to her .. so in order nt to prolong the hurt for both parties..esp when she knows tt the other party is the one who is suffering more... she made this choice...
I dunno...
but for mi .. i usually chose this step because i noe both parties are no longer happy together... u need nt wait till love isnt there to make this move..
when u really love sum1 u would rather him to b happy than b unhappy with u...
stubbornly holding on to sth does make any matter any better...
Perhaps many would say u nv try u nv noe.. bt sometimes is gd to discount such situations.. because consequences mayb unbearable.. u may say im selfish.. u may say im pessimistic... u may thing tt i do nt bother abt the other party's feelings... bt... to me tts the wise choice...
When a Fish has been hurt many times... with scales battered n tore... she will avoid things at all cost juz to make sure she will b okay...
She is Sorry for her selfishness.. n she juz cant bear herself hurting sum1 else bcuz of tt..sum1 tt she considers dear to her .. so in order nt to prolong the hurt for both parties..esp when she knows tt the other party is the one who is suffering more... she made this choice...
being a RT
Heys~!!! yes.. as a RT who has to wake up at 5am later.. i m still here!! wahaha!
no la stayed up doing some presentations for my students.. hope they appreciates.. is nt really easy to type in chinese you noe!! -.-!!! haix.. bt i dun tink the class will appreciate at all.. bt well lets nt discount the students ok?
Hmm.. seriously.. i dunno why i take up the job as RT .. i was doing the presentations juz now.. n lots of things juz start coming into my mind... like.. why dun i juz b a book store assistant? why dun i juz go some shop n b a sales assistant.. everyday dress nice nice in the boutique's clothes.. make my self pretty n wun really get pissed off by students who doesnt appreciate mi ... im nt saying tt the sales job is lik vvv wat .. bt is more of why did i bcome a RT! -.-!!! Haix...
I seriously cant imagine myself doing this all my life as a teacher. =x
haha need re-consider my ambitions again...
or shld i stay firm???
Hmmm...
ok la.. gtg slp le.. if nt i tml sure cmi for any lessons de...
=D
no la stayed up doing some presentations for my students.. hope they appreciates.. is nt really easy to type in chinese you noe!! -.-!!! haix.. bt i dun tink the class will appreciate at all.. bt well lets nt discount the students ok?
Hmm.. seriously.. i dunno why i take up the job as RT .. i was doing the presentations juz now.. n lots of things juz start coming into my mind... like.. why dun i juz b a book store assistant? why dun i juz go some shop n b a sales assistant.. everyday dress nice nice in the boutique's clothes.. make my self pretty n wun really get pissed off by students who doesnt appreciate mi ... im nt saying tt the sales job is lik vvv wat .. bt is more of why did i bcome a RT! -.-!!! Haix...
I seriously cant imagine myself doing this all my life as a teacher. =x
haha need re-consider my ambitions again...
or shld i stay firm???
Hmmm...
ok la.. gtg slp le.. if nt i tml sure cmi for any lessons de...
=D
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
________________________________________________________________
Hmm... Actually i may seem alright.. deep down in my heart i know something is gone... perhaps forever? perhaps jzu for a few yrs... i dunno .. i dun even dare to dream abt it...
you noe the day aft u send mi the food... the very next morning... u r the first person tt came into my mind.. i had a very interesting dream... abt things n those funny stuff i often dream abt.. i was having the usual feeling lik i used to hav juz v excited to share sth with you.. bt i cruelly reminded myself about sth ... why m i always so cold blooded to myself?
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
________________________________________________________________
Hmm... Actually i may seem alright.. deep down in my heart i know something is gone... perhaps forever? perhaps jzu for a few yrs... i dunno .. i dun even dare to dream abt it...
you noe the day aft u send mi the food... the very next morning... u r the first person tt came into my mind.. i had a very interesting dream... abt things n those funny stuff i often dream abt.. i was having the usual feeling lik i used to hav juz v excited to share sth with you.. bt i cruelly reminded myself about sth ... why m i always so cold blooded to myself?
Friday, February 20, 2009
Pics since jan??
This are the Vday goodies i gt frm both teachers and students!!! haha~~ ppl in JYSS are so SWEET!
My student make this for mi !!! haha~ though the rubber band n the Vday note are frm different ppl! bt Xue Li made the flower! Know is frm Gina!
Choco cookies frm unknown student~
The cookie is yummy! n nice once i get stressed up marking the kids TA1.
Haha~ aw... another sweet student!!! Mr Jin Kiat~
the Bowlers! Fadhly, Eliz ( being blocked by Siva!!!) aza!
Seriously i dunno wat is so interesting abt the board.
My masterpiece?! Nuril agreed tt looks lik Fadhly !
Miss Ee Chan dunno trying to do wat~
see agaiN!
One of my student~ cute rite?
a present frm Tommy. =)
mi er.. a bit drunk?
Haha~ told u i wasnt v clear minded~
n these are the reasons!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
mi.
Kapo frm hwee Sian de!!! =x
***********FOOD-OLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice?
-eh forget whats tt call le! sth a bit sour sour de....
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
-Mos burger~ their food nice!
What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
-Fishball!!! =D
What are your pizza toppings of choice?
-CHEESE ~~~
What do you like to put on your toast?
-Butter and sugar!
**********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many television sets are in your house?
-2
What color of cell phone do you have?
-Red~
***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
-Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
-is qn too general~ Hmm pimple??
What is the last heavy item you lifted?
-is the CPU heavier , a carton of can drinks, or my pri sch sch bag???
Have you ever been knocked unconscious.
-No ?!
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
-Hmm yes! Then can treat all those ppl who are nice double the amt they treated mi b4 i die...
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
-Fish? Haha~
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-Hmm a 1000 SGD or USD or wat ?
************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
-none? dun really lik flip flops preferred sandals.
Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
- -.-!!! Never~
Last person you talked to?
-my Mum.Hmm...
Last person you hugged?
-Lion...
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season?
-Winter and autum.
Day of the week?
-Saturday.
Month?
-Dec?
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone?
-Ya~ frenz n beloved.
Mood?
- ...
What are you listening to?
- nth in particular
Watching?
- refer to above qns.
Worrying about?
- results? work? kids? 2n2?
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning?
-my dearest BED!
What's the last movie you saw?
-Underworld : Rise of the Lycans!
Do you smile often?
-Try To . =)
***************QUESTION-OLOGY***************
1)Do you always answer your phone?
-not really. actually depends a lot on my mood!
2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- some retarded yet close frenz tt havent slp!
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
-im content with my current hazel!
4) Have you ever had a pet fish?
-yup~
5) Favorite Christmas song?
-Last christmas.
6) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
-Lots of love frm frenz?
7) Can you do push ups?
-im honest.. i cant!
8) Can you do a chin up?
-refer to qn 7 ...
9) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
- neutral?
10) Do you have any saved texts?
-of cuz. too lazy to clear~
11) Ever been in a car wreck?
-thank God nope!
12) Do you have an accent?
-ya sumwhere between china chinese and taiwanese when i speak in chinese...
13) What is the last song to make you cry?
-Without you. give mi the time of a song.
14) Plans tonight?
-nt sure yet.
15) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
-ya...
16) Name 3 things you bought in the last week.
-Choco .. Tops.. FBts...
17) Have you ever been given roses?
-ya.
18) Current worry?
-results? eh i tot there is one similar qn above!!!!
19) Current hate right now?
-Hmm nth in particular...
20) Met someone who changed your life?
-ya~ God! JOy! zi Hao! and a lot....
21) How did you bring in the New Year?
- u mean 2009? was at CY hse with Tommy n frenz...
22) What song represents you?
- zi wo chui mian? ahha how abt whoever reading this tell mi ????
23) Name three people who might complete this?
- Sophie TOH!!! Toh hui Juan!! sophie toh hui juan! =x
24) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
-in Geylang having an eye opening exp! =x
25) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
-m i late for anything?
***********FOOD-OLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice?
-eh forget whats tt call le! sth a bit sour sour de....
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
-Mos burger~ their food nice!
What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
-Fishball!!! =D
What are your pizza toppings of choice?
-CHEESE ~~~
What do you like to put on your toast?
-Butter and sugar!
**********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many television sets are in your house?
-2
What color of cell phone do you have?
-Red~
***************BIOLOGY******************
Are you right-handed or left-handed?
-Right
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
-is qn too general~ Hmm pimple??
What is the last heavy item you lifted?
-is the CPU heavier , a carton of can drinks, or my pri sch sch bag???
Have you ever been knocked unconscious.
-No ?!
************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
-Hmm yes! Then can treat all those ppl who are nice double the amt they treated mi b4 i die...
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
-Fish? Haha~
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-Hmm a 1000 SGD or USD or wat ?
************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
-none? dun really lik flip flops preferred sandals.
Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
- -.-!!! Never~
Last person you talked to?
-my Mum.Hmm...
Last person you hugged?
-Lion...
**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season?
-Winter and autum.
Day of the week?
-Saturday.
Month?
-Dec?
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone?
-Ya~ frenz n beloved.
Mood?
- ...
What are you listening to?
- nth in particular
Watching?
- refer to above qns.
Worrying about?
- results? work? kids? 2n2?
***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************
First place you went this morning?
-my dearest BED!
What's the last movie you saw?
-Underworld : Rise of the Lycans!
Do you smile often?
-Try To . =)
***************QUESTION-OLOGY***************
1)Do you always answer your phone?
-not really. actually depends a lot on my mood!
2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
- some retarded yet close frenz tt havent slp!
3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
-im content with my current hazel!
4) Have you ever had a pet fish?
-yup~
5) Favorite Christmas song?
-Last christmas.
6) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
-Lots of love frm frenz?
7) Can you do push ups?
-im honest.. i cant!
8) Can you do a chin up?
-refer to qn 7 ...
9) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
- neutral?
10) Do you have any saved texts?
-of cuz. too lazy to clear~
11) Ever been in a car wreck?
-thank God nope!
12) Do you have an accent?
-ya sumwhere between china chinese and taiwanese when i speak in chinese...
13) What is the last song to make you cry?
-Without you. give mi the time of a song.
14) Plans tonight?
-nt sure yet.
15) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
-ya...
16) Name 3 things you bought in the last week.
-Choco .. Tops.. FBts...
17) Have you ever been given roses?
-ya.
18) Current worry?
-results? eh i tot there is one similar qn above!!!!
19) Current hate right now?
-Hmm nth in particular...
20) Met someone who changed your life?
-ya~ God! JOy! zi Hao! and a lot....
21) How did you bring in the New Year?
- u mean 2009? was at CY hse with Tommy n frenz...
22) What song represents you?
- zi wo chui mian? ahha how abt whoever reading this tell mi ????
23) Name three people who might complete this?
- Sophie TOH!!! Toh hui Juan!! sophie toh hui juan! =x
24) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
-in Geylang having an eye opening exp! =x
25) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
-m i late for anything?
Hmm... its been abt a week since i last blog rite?? ah.. my life .. hmm... is it worth blogging??? i dunno ... i dun care oso... i juz wan a place where i can juz voice out my tots...
tommy i misses u badly this morning when i juz woke up...
has been a rather slack week for mi!! i havent been doing anything for sch! Stressed!! Oops! hasn't been dancing... Oops!!!! need to buck up lots for the next dance pract....
Has been gg out early coming home late..
mum hasn't been happy abt it .. bt ... she dun even noe wat im gg thru?? perhaps she can sort of figure out a little.. bt .. she doesn't really know wat shit im in now..
threw my temper at her juz now.. it hurts mi to jus quarrel with her... bt i dunno why i juz cant stop tt stupid mouth of mine.. i wanna tell her im sorry .. bt my EGO is so big...
haix... no1 really noe wat im gg thru.. i cant blame any1.. cuz i choose not to reveal.. it is lik fishes prefer swimming in deeper waters( i assume).. so tt they can protect themselves at the same time to hide their vulnerable side.. oR a side tt they dun wan any one to noe.. u noe in the deep waters its v dark.. n v "hidden" fish can juz swim n b herself.. nt worrying abt anything else..
Haix... life is kind of sucky for mi ...
hope it doesn't get too sucky till out of my control?
i find humans are weird creatures... or perhaps creatures tt worries too much...
there are a lot of things tt u juz wan to do ... lik be together with sum1 or juz loving sum1 n expects no returns... yet it is usually the opposite tt we are doing.. it is usually stopped by our rational side...
haix... whatever.. enough ranting frm me...
im thirsty now.. gonna get myself a glass of water....
everyonE take Care! =)
tommy i misses u badly this morning when i juz woke up...
has been a rather slack week for mi!! i havent been doing anything for sch! Stressed!! Oops! hasn't been dancing... Oops!!!! need to buck up lots for the next dance pract....
Has been gg out early coming home late..
mum hasn't been happy abt it .. bt ... she dun even noe wat im gg thru?? perhaps she can sort of figure out a little.. bt .. she doesn't really know wat shit im in now..
threw my temper at her juz now.. it hurts mi to jus quarrel with her... bt i dunno why i juz cant stop tt stupid mouth of mine.. i wanna tell her im sorry .. bt my EGO is so big...
haix... no1 really noe wat im gg thru.. i cant blame any1.. cuz i choose not to reveal.. it is lik fishes prefer swimming in deeper waters( i assume).. so tt they can protect themselves at the same time to hide their vulnerable side.. oR a side tt they dun wan any one to noe.. u noe in the deep waters its v dark.. n v "hidden" fish can juz swim n b herself.. nt worrying abt anything else..
Haix... life is kind of sucky for mi ...
hope it doesn't get too sucky till out of my control?
i find humans are weird creatures... or perhaps creatures tt worries too much...
there are a lot of things tt u juz wan to do ... lik be together with sum1 or juz loving sum1 n expects no returns... yet it is usually the opposite tt we are doing.. it is usually stopped by our rational side...
haix... whatever.. enough ranting frm me...
im thirsty now.. gonna get myself a glass of water....
everyonE take Care! =)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
im back to single?
Hmm.. ppl always say within a few mins things can changed... wat about within a few days many things can happen?
things tt may make u regret saying... things tt u regret doing...
well.. i dunno ...i dun wanna dun care anymore...
im exhausted...
juz wana stop all BGR stuff..
i juz wanan spend more time doing things i lik n nt sparing tot for any1 ...
things tt may make u regret saying... things tt u regret doing...
well.. i dunno ...i dun wanna dun care anymore...
im exhausted...
juz wana stop all BGR stuff..
i juz wanan spend more time doing things i lik n nt sparing tot for any1 ...
Friday, February 13, 2009
juz another day .. the first day of freedom???
how is my life now?
i do not know...
How m i feeling now?
i do not know...
Today is the last day b4 the camp day .. lol... n the sch kind of having a Vday celebration! lol... i always love festivals.. there is always the loving... Haha... my loving refers the kind of love where everyone are kind n patient to one another .. forgetting this paticular who n who ha been creating havos for tt particular who and who.. haha... i love the feeling.. everyone is so loving... reminds mi of...
i m feeling so exhausted n tire.. guess cuz i hav been gg out till quite late.. sians... Hmm... gotta make myself awake...afterall i m having a long day till 3???
AH!!! gotta makemyself awake! =D
i do not know...
How m i feeling now?
i do not know...
Today is the last day b4 the camp day .. lol... n the sch kind of having a Vday celebration! lol... i always love festivals.. there is always the loving... Haha... my loving refers the kind of love where everyone are kind n patient to one another .. forgetting this paticular who n who ha been creating havos for tt particular who and who.. haha... i love the feeling.. everyone is so loving... reminds mi of...
i m feeling so exhausted n tire.. guess cuz i hav been gg out till quite late.. sians... Hmm... gotta make myself awake...afterall i m having a long day till 3???
AH!!! gotta makemyself awake! =D
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Without You lyrics
Without You by Hinder
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you
Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.
________________________________________________________
Today i heard this song frm 98.7..
No comments.. juz find thE song nice...
Dun read too much into this Song...
I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you
Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine
Without you
Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seein myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought id say
I’m fine,
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather.
________________________________________________________
Today i heard this song frm 98.7..
No comments.. juz find thE song nice...
Dun read too much into this Song...
Monday, February 09, 2009
My Life~
Hmm...
i was reading my previous entry.... wah.. i sound so wronG! er.. i dun tink i need to explain myself ..bt ya.. is kind of wrong to mi . =)
Hmm.. teachign in a asch for lik abt a few weeks is so weird.. haha.. seriously.. lik things u tot ur teachers were doinG when u are a student...u are actually experiencing it!... and things tt teachers are experiencing.. make mi realiSe how sorry i feel my past teachers and tutors.. sincerely .. apologise! Sorry to all teachers tt hav taught mi .. sorry. if i weer a nuisance in ur class in anywaY!!! =x
Shouted at a class today again.. muz pray to aim to minimise amt of shouts a day! =)
Another weird thing is tt ,.. as a relief teacher u have to actually wake up early! lol.. so is such an irony tt i always hav problems waking up when i was a student.. and now .. i m actually earlier than my students!!! Lol~.. weird and strange feelings...
Hmm.. lastly i would end off with a line tt is...
i was reading my previous entry.... wah.. i sound so wronG! er.. i dun tink i need to explain myself ..bt ya.. is kind of wrong to mi . =)
Hmm.. teachign in a asch for lik abt a few weeks is so weird.. haha.. seriously.. lik things u tot ur teachers were doinG when u are a student...u are actually experiencing it!... and things tt teachers are experiencing.. make mi realiSe how sorry i feel my past teachers and tutors.. sincerely .. apologise! Sorry to all teachers tt hav taught mi .. sorry. if i weer a nuisance in ur class in anywaY!!! =x
Shouted at a class today again.. muz pray to aim to minimise amt of shouts a day! =)
Another weird thing is tt ,.. as a relief teacher u have to actually wake up early! lol.. so is such an irony tt i always hav problems waking up when i was a student.. and now .. i m actually earlier than my students!!! Lol~.. weird and strange feelings...
Hmm.. lastly i would end off with a line tt is...
if the ending is so clear at the start why bother to start at all?
Friday, February 06, 2009
Never b too confident to test a relationship tt hasnt really gone thru MAJOR impacts.. u will get the shock of ur life...
In life there are a lot of situations where things juz happened.. n u cant control ur tears..
like... Lost of beloved?
Broke up wiith gf/bf?
when u hug sum1 who doesnt return u with any feeling at all...
is it mi ? perhaps cuz my love language is sense of touch? haix.. i dunno...
bt i juz noe it doesnt feel GOOD at all....
In life there are a lot of situations where things juz happened.. n u cant control ur tears..
like... Lost of beloved?
Broke up wiith gf/bf?
when u hug sum1 who doesnt return u with any feeling at all...
is it mi ? perhaps cuz my love language is sense of touch? haix.. i dunno...
bt i juz noe it doesnt feel GOOD at all....
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Monday, February 02, 2009
MIss
Hmm.. it's been a while.. actually very long.. these words actually had been hidden deep down in my heart for quite a long time.. long enough for mi to nt able to take it anymore..
I miss God...
tired
Hmm .. today v tire from work! Haha~ think is cuz hasnt been having enough rest or shld i say peaceful rest?? Haha~~ no la.. nt suffering frm insomia !! =D
Hmm.. i tink i shld start praying.. for a new actual chinese teaCher... for JYSS.. dunno why.. haha.. i sumhow start to dread gg to teach ? =x mayb im nt cut out for the job bahx... cant really teach them well... Haha~
Haix.. i tink most likely think i today emo la.. haha then the classes i tot sumhow add on mroe to the emo-ness... -.-!!!
Hmm.... YAO JIA YOU!!!
Hmm.. i tink i shld start praying.. for a new actual chinese teaCher... for JYSS.. dunno why.. haha.. i sumhow start to dread gg to teach ? =x mayb im nt cut out for the job bahx... cant really teach them well... Haha~
Haix.. i tink most likely think i today emo la.. haha then the classes i tot sumhow add on mroe to the emo-ness... -.-!!!
Hmm.... YAO JIA YOU!!!
Sunday, February 01, 2009
complicated
Hmmm..
Life has been complicated to me.. i dunno wat to blog abt .. haha it is lik everyday aft work i kept having many thoughts... messy.. complicated.. positive and negative... somehow i hope tt JYSs manages to find a formal teacher Soon.. =x
Hmm...
try blog as often as possible? =D
Life has been complicated to me.. i dunno wat to blog abt .. haha it is lik everyday aft work i kept having many thoughts... messy.. complicated.. positive and negative... somehow i hope tt JYSs manages to find a formal teacher Soon.. =x
Hmm...
try blog as often as possible? =D
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