Hmm.

Hmm..

wah havent been really blogging much... haha~ i also dunno why ... Maybe nothing worth mi noting down? or perhaps things happening ard drown mi in them that i had forgotten abt blogging?

Oh well.. ok abit abt my current happenings...
Yup.. as i had mentioned to some of you.. i will be gg to Japan for an immersioN trip with the dance peeks n art club artists! ( haha i lik to call them artists! ) Tokoyo here i come!!
And somehow im sort of the blogger for the trip blog~ -.-! Hmm.. i dunno if im up to it .. cuz if u are a reg u noe my blog style... v cartoon? n nt those formal formal time.. nvm .. mayb let him read every post b4 submitting the entry bah! =x Haah~ meaning Mr Lak has to endure my Terrible ang MO! Lol .. dun care~~ =x was editing it (the blog)juz now.. haha with the help of one of the artists Katherine.. lol.. troubling her a lot lately!! Oops! Sorry~ !!! Thank God for you ger!

Hmm... ya.. for the trip we will b performing a piece... Hmmevery daners gg are involved... Hmm realised aft such a long break since May... my dance vvvv Sucky.. every training session actually kind of v cmi for mi n demoralising .. haix.. will JIA YOU DE! =)

Life has been revolving all ard dance... n due to some personal reasons... haha.. getting v tired n emo nowadays... somemore.. PRom is juz next week n my dance in no where to b seeN! all i see eitehr too exp or nt suitable! *ARGH* i last night made a decision aft chatting with the OLD man RYAN ... im nt gg to follow the theme! argh ~ why glitz and glam ( perhaps cuz majority voted for it) bt ... for mi the clothes for this theme costs a bomb la! -.-! ok mayb cuz im poor oso? argh! why i so dumb joined prom ah.. only 60 ppl gg la.. haix.. nvm ... *move on*

So tml gonna seach again! *sigh* dance oso need search for a top tt is nice n yet can endure my weight! =x wahaha~ dun tell u guys the exact reason .. bt has sth to do with mi doing some floor work! =)

Thats all!!! Oyasuminasai!

Last Christmas ~

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
(whispered) Merry Christmas,
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
and meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

[chorus]

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
Oh my I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A friend to discover with a fire in her heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
You tore me apart, ooo-ooo
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

[chorus]

A friend to discover with a fire in her heart
A girl under cover but you tore me apart
[Spoken] Maybe next year,
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对 我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

oh 这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

I dunno wat to say... loss at words...

Can anyone tell me that life cant b any worse?

nv tell a fren who felt miserable ... "I told you so."

Cause it doesnt Help.

Ironies.

The world is weird...
Life is weird..

Hmm.. you know why?
Because Paradox and ironies are everywhere!
好带讽刺性！

When someone is in a r/s....

莫名其妙地有个想法：

谈恋爱的人好像比较容易动情，落泪？

Title: Si Ben Dao Yue Qiu

私奔到月球 by : 五月天/陳綺貞

其实你 是个心狠又手辣 的小偷
我的心 我的呼吸和名字 都偷走
你才是 绑架我的凶手
机车後座的我 吹着风 逃离了平庸
这星球 天天有五十亿人 在错过
多幸运 有你一起看星星 在争宠
这一刻 不再问为什麽
不再去猜测人和人 心和心 有什麽不同

一二三 牵着手 四五六 抬起头
七八九 我们私奔到月球
让双脚 去腾空 让我们 去感受
那无忧的真空 那月色纯真的感动

当你说 太聪明往往还是 会寂寞
我笑着 倾听孤单终结後 的静寞
看月亮 像夜空的瞳孔
静静凝视你我 和我们闹嚷的星球
靠近你 怎麽突然两个人 都词穷
让心跳 像是野火燎原般 的汹涌
这一刻 让命运也沉默
让脚尖划过天和天 地和地 缘分的宇宙

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Nice! =)

People grow.

Hmm...

it is often said.. ppl do change...
Well.. im tinking now.. is the person changing or growing?
I mean ya.. growing up is all abt changing...
SO when someone commented tt.. heys.. u 've changed! (does he/she means u had grown?) or vice versa?

Hmm...

on th other hand, when u said sum1 had changed...
hav u ever considered the fact tt u are actually the person who is changing instead?

So.. which is which???

Who decides?

Hmm... Yeah~ im freed frm A's currently~~~



Juz taken my shower! ( as in half an hour ago)

Left the uniform in the Pail..

Hmm.. suddenly gt teh feeling lik i will nv get to wear the uniform again~~ HAha~~~



Okok.. nvm...



juz officially announcing here.. that.... A's Has Ended FOR ME! =)

find mi go out play wor!!! =p

五月天-离开地球表面

歌曲：离开地球表面remix
歌手：五月天 专辑：离开地球表面 jump!

丢掉手表 丢外套
丢掉背包 再丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑
丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
冲啥大 冲啥小
冲啥都有人唱反调
恨得多 爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

丢掉手表 丢外套
丢掉背包 再丢唠叨
丢掉电视 丢电脑
丢掉大脑 再丢烦恼
野心大 胆子小
跳舞还要靠别人教
恨得多 爱得少
只想越跳越疯
越跳越高 把地球甩掉

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高

come on!

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要 再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球 地球甩掉
只要越跳 越高


我甩掉地球 地球甩掉 只要越跳 越高

WHo am i to judge?

Blog.. is a very weird place...

ppl who are bitchy places their bitchy tots...
ppl who yearns attention write so call " pitiful things happend to them.."
ppl who thinks too much writes emo stuff...
ppl who are showy writes all the good things tt happen to them..

WHo am i to judge?
m i tt perfect to judge others?
who am i to judge?
i who judge the rest is being judged rite tis moment by u who are reading tis...
WHo am i to judge seriously?

so why did i set up my blog then?
frankly speaking.. was to show my love to someone...
But then again... perhaps is the only place where i can type out my tots n dun care wat others think.. afterall.. is my Blog...

so who m i to judge others who hav rightfully typed out their tots in their blogs?

WHO AM I TO JUDGE?

Departure.

Hmm...
There is sth which i tink there are ppl who wanna ask mi .. but dun dare or dun bother to ask...
i wun mention anything here... as in nt to name the incident explicitly...

cause i seriously felt redundant... useless... and helpless at tt point of time...
i feel tt H was insincere... i dunno why... i'll never forget H saying nv intended to b my fren.. if nt for... i tink so too.. H seriously dun even bother abt mi.. i felt lik a tool... nothing more bt an acquaintance ...perhaps was my immaturity... or perhap is i asked too much for it... I was so sincere.. im honest ... i really put my heart n soul... but... i cant help bt feeling tt H doesnt really bothers.. i was really dependent on H... Obedient can oso b another word b used... i had to confess some times i feel tt H doesnt even really noe or understand mi... or is it tt armour barrier tt i had built around myself wasnt really removed when i faced H?

another was i cant stand Y... n S... i dunno why... i noe im guilty for doing so.. bt i cant help it? perhaps im nt strong enuff i guess... J told mi alot .. but i jus cant move on.. why? i cant stand myself this way too... *sigh*

recently i learnt abt sth... i was quite shock abt it... i mean i always look up to I! frankly speaking I din really did anything wrong... but why cant i take it? haix... i dunno la... perhaps is juz mi being kpo? .. who am i to question I?

I miss H.. i Miss L... i Miss HL. i Miss X... I miss I... i miss the SF honestly... I miss G BIG TIME!

I came across H blog recently.. in fact just... H says no one really cares... bt i hope to Tell H tt i do... is H u know im referring to you.. n u nid sum1 to tok to or sth can find mi... bt i doubt u will ever know... cuz u dun even bother abt mi... =x

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ok a very algebraic entry... bt has been sth i hav been to find someone to tell but cant find one to really tell everything .. bt i tink G knows all... and i felt better by typing it out tis way...

JOb

Heys... Ok i noe this super random~ but anyone gt job recc from 15th Nov to 19th Nov...
Hmm... best if gd pay.. event job n gt uniform tt kind... willinG to work all hours ~
(cuz wanting to buy sth urgently.)

Frens ~ Help mi look out ok? contact mi asap! =)

Tyron's wedding and these few days...

Hmm... suddenly realise why m i emo-ing so frequently! =x

Hmm... anyway ... recently .. esp this few days.. i suddenly learnt a lot.. Haha.. from wat i experienced .. and wat my frenz are gg thru...and wat i m gg thru too!

Yup... My Dearest Friend: Seow Tyron is Married! =) im dead serious! see this their wedding solemnization.

This the GuestBook.. sweet rite?The Unglam MI! haix suan le~~ haha~ I woke up @ 0500 today ... reached his place 0715 ( haha tt is excluding i lossing my way n had a hard ime finding the place !=x ) Then sinec 0830 i din even really look into the mirror until i reached home ard 1640 lik tt.. Haha~ yes.. so im totally super auntie n unglam today! OMG! yes... for the Big day of my frenz! =x

Hmm... today was witnessing Tyron n Kiara making their vows.. n saying the 2 simple words:"I do!". wah i seriously almost cry la.. is a v touching scene... really .. a few actually wept...

Hmm... u noe i gt those lik Ty mum tt kind of feelings... lik see how tyron grew since sec1 i juz met him... a retarded guy who actually slept on the first day of secondary school... Haha~ then gt a bit touched... and realise ... time really flies... it lik Xander was juz borned ytd.. n he i already 5 adn a half months old... already seems to know wat the adults are saying.. can smile.. can grab ur hand ... n can kiss u! So sweet rite? Haha~

summing up for today...

Tyron Jia you wor... u can b a great dad n Husband...

Kiara u can b a great mum, sis-in-law n wife too!

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Hmm... abt the stuff i learnt...

A lot of times... is juz one mistake that change dur life forever... n i realise is usually stupid n common mistakes.. lik refuse to accept the fact tt the possibilities of things occurring...

Marriage... is not juz abt saying.. yes u love the person... is more of is it possible tt the two of u are actually able to live together for the rest of ur life.. the willingness to commit ... the willingness to love... the willingness to accomodate... the willingness to acknowledge tt yes He/she is the one u chose... the willingness to stay firm n say "i love you" no matter wat has happened... i noe very cliche... but... i find marriage suddenly very profound lik tt... Like a lot of courage is required to say juz 2 simple words : " I do." Hmm... how ironical rite? it is shorter than "I love you" yet "i do" definitely much more than the former!

Hmm... a lot of things is in human nature... although many of times an insincere heart is being presented to us... what you can do is only use a true and real heart to face them...

Family is sth great that God gives us. Although they may always suan us... keep discouraging us... when in real crisis... you will realise its true impactful zai-ness... and ur family truly loves u no matter what.

Friendship is sth very玄....( haha sorry cant find a more appropriate word in english.)