New TV! =)

i tot they had a minor quarrel only...

but.. they had a minor seperation...

i really tot tt they were fine!!!

However.. today when i wake up it prove mi wrong...

They divorced! Sob~~ n the third party moved in today to chase her out!

Haix.. Nvm its ok.. since i lik the new one more!!! =) show u her pic~

Yeah ~my new Samsung tv~ =)

Temp now 37.4~ wat a weird dream~

Hello PeOple.... =)

haha~~ I had slept ( nt a total ) for around 2 whole dayS?
Haha~~ excluding being awaken by the concerning sms n phone calls..( seriously appreciate them! =)) )

i had 2 weird dreams YESTERDAY!!! OMG* Lol~~~
i dreamt... ...

i was out wif a guy call Marcus! -.-!!! Lol a guy tt i sumtimes spoke to fornightly...
Lol we were out having dinner.. then had sum small chat.. aft tt met LIM YI KUANG! lol~~ he was asking mi my fever ok or nt... n i saw melissa n daksha wif one more person forget who ... sitting wif him togwther having a meal~ n the gers were laughing at mi? -.-!!!

n i was woken up by DakSha SMS!
OMG* v adsurd rite?! Lol~~~ Ook~~

Anyway~~ ppl!! i gg back to sch tml le la! =)
If my temp dun increase anymore! =))))

Take Care!

Temp now is 39.0

Ah~ yeah~ for those went to sch n Ered ID1.. u would most probably noe tt im sick~ Sob~~~

Today woke up ard 5 pluz then slp again then sms ID1 to ask him acc mi c doc!
Lol.. my temp was lik 39.2!!! Lol~~
Then we waited for ard an hr lik tt...
Lol... while waiting i kept disturbing ID1 la..
i was holding onto a bottle of mineral water ( he bought it for mi ) then ask him. "eh.. Chris, u noe wat is this?" He looked at mi knowing it will b sth lame.. he said "lai lai lai rest rest rest~~.." then i ignored him n said" is H2O!!!! "( ok v lame i noe) n later i went on elaborating the chem concept i had abt the bottle of water.. =x Haha~~

then we went to see thdoc... intend for a day mc one.. bt he suggested 2 days~ n i tik is a wiser choice too... so ya.. i wun b in sch again!!! =)

n now wanna Thank God for ID1 , CANICE SAR, Jelly , Hazel, Dawn, Daksha, Zhi Yue, Ered, Melissa, Jing wen and many others who showed so much concern to mi!!! * HAO GAN DONG**** lol~~~ sorry la.. unable to name all~~~ bt tts all for the day~~ =) da jia Take CAre!!! Cya Soon! =)

37.9

Eh~~ this is getting abit seriuos le..

i dunno why even blogger is bully mi now.. ya... tts my current temp n i cant put to proper view~ -.-!!! Oh well nvm~~

Why i blog tis is cuz.. i wanna inform those who met mi today~ eh hope u guys better check ur temp now!! i scare i spread to u the disease~~

Sick = EMO!Plus SI Chuan chou kuan! Best la! -.-!!!

Shen Bing le...

BU shu Fu! Sob~

Tu ran hen xiang ni~

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Ok i personally dun lik myself to fall sick!!!
Argh~ is nt making my mind tink.. is making mi emo~~ n best part~ i nw watching the si chuan Charity Show! OMG* i cant control my tears le la! -.-!!!

Haix.. u guys noe wat being a not so hard hearted person ( i admit im quite a hard hearted person~) i volunteered for the CIp in our sch for the Si CHuan EarthQuake! ( er.. i not boasting juz wanna share some feelings... )

Hmm.. i was wif Tortoise , Mummy n Melissa ( lol the only normal name! )
We went to YCK stat frm YJC.. n walk to amk from there...
along the way... we passed by AJC...
There is one particular person i wanna mention. She is a v cute ger. She was carryign red bag if i m nt wrong.. n she is wearing the AJC PE attire... frm far.. can tell she is late for sum programme .. cuz she was lik running... then being tot-ful i intend nt to stop her n ask for donation since is obvious she is running late..
bt i was late to inform Simon... HE approached her! and u know waT!!!!???
She actually stopped! n dig out ( er.. im serious!) her wallet.. n put in a $2 ( i guess forget le)... n smile at us n continue run to AJC~ OMG*
Although thE amt she donated may nt b Big ... imagine.. u were her.. running late would u stop urself frm runninG to sch n donate? i rmbered the time is ard 1417 lik tt.. she is either late for 1400 or 1430 lesson... in either way ..i tink she is n will b late.. bt she is willing to donate!!! COME ON!!! this is wat i called IS THE TOT THAT COUNTS!!!

n later i went to AMK central n find more donors ~ mi n melissa one grp...
we had been questioned a few times... n some actually asked us to take out our cert n one even asked for my name n sch twice!!! ok i dun blame them .. lik aft so many frauds available in the world.. many fear tt the money they donated will nv reach the Si Chuan ppl..

actually wat taught mi most is that...
Sinagpre u guys are damn fortunate ok?! surrounded by other countries n safe frm all natural disasters... dun hav to worry abt nt having a shelter over ur head.. or tt will nv get a chance to hav at least a full meal a day! u noe sum of these ppl in the Si Chuan or Wen Chuan are in fact poor? not only do they hav to worry abt the shelter will be there for how long... n also ... now they are worried abt the subsequent natural disasters.. lik tremor?!

Haix... u noe ytd many ppl ignored us lik Amk central gt 4 new wallS lik tt!
I stood there wif melissa for ard 2 hrs then break then another 1 hr plus heading back to Yishun returned the tins...
Seriously.. i look at those ppl who are having Bubble teas ( luxury goods to mi) in hand are not willinG to donate! n cuz gt BaSar Malam near the place we situated... many actually wan to buy the food 1st then c they gt extra then decide to donate or noT! OMG*

I m nt pinpointing anyone... but hav any1 feels that that $1.20 u use to buy bubble tea... shld b put to better usE?
Haix i dunno~~ But all the people in the world regardless of race belongs to the species called : HUMAN!
Seriously.. any amt will do... a person in sg donateS a dollar~45,886,000 Sing Dollars!!! ( according to the population stated for 2007 in http://www.singstat.gov.sg/stats/themes/people/hist/popn.html)

Go tink abt it~~~
P.S
http://www.mercyrelief.org/
http://www.redcross.org.sg/chinaearthquake_src_donate.htm

HellO~

Hello one and All!! =)

Hee~~~ u noE wat ? Today is the 1st day of the HOls!!! Woooo!!!!
Haha~ ok although JC life ( in fact in YJC) is much sadder... I wanna lik make my blog high a bit!! =)
Haahaa~~ Ok~

Eh~~ ppl hols so free de hua!!! Come my blog more often la.. i now gt put ad in my blog gt count stats de~~ plz plz~~ u drop by oso can~~ =x need @ least 20 per day!!!
u noe i v cham gt a few days 19 leh!! means i juz need a one U to click my web link or type in my urls!!! Sob~~

Qing Duo Duo Bang ManG! =)

3 stories for the day~ =)

The first is the base on true stories de flasH abt GOD!!! =)

Here's the second~

A little Ger has been feeling very down for a few days...
to her life is full of choices that has to be made...
n whatever she does cant please both sides...
Thank God that she met a nice guy ...
who never fail to remind her how much God loves her...

Then came one day where she decides to not bother this nice guy ...
n again... she felt helpless n depress...
She opened her sch bag n found a card n also a small packet of tibits...
She smiled n said, " Thank God! "
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A ger who often felt that her mum actually favours her sis more came home with weariness aft a day at sch.. at the table she found a flask of barley water n a bowl of fried rice..
She smiled n said.. She loves mi n so Does Him~. Thank You~ =)

洗手間裡的晚宴

作者：紫晴

洗手間裡的晚宴

有一位女傭，住在主人家附近一片破舊平房中的一間。她是單親母親，獨自帶一個四歲的男孩。
每天她早早幫主人收拾完畢，然後返回自己的家。主人也曾留她住下，卻總是被她拒絕。
因為她是女傭，她非常自卑。那天主人要請很多客人吃飯，客人們個個光彩照人。
主人對女傭說，今天您能不能辛苦一點兒晚一些回家。
女傭說當然可以，不過我兒子見不到我會害怕的。
主人說，那您把他也帶過來吧。
女傭急匆匆回家，拉了自己的兒子往主人家趕去。
兒子問，我們要去哪裡？
女傭說，帶你參加一個晚宴。
四歲的兒子，並不知道自己的母親是一位傭人………女傭有些不安。
到處都是客人，她的兒子無處可藏，她不想讓兒子破壞聚會的快樂氣氛。
更不想讓年幼的兒子知道主人和傭人的區別，富有和貧窮的區別。
後來她把兒子關進了主人的洗手間。
主人的豪宅有兩個洗手間，一個主人用，一個客人用。
她看看兒子，指指洗手間裏的馬桶。這是單獨給你準備的房間，她說，這是一個凳子。
然後她再指指大理石的洗漱台，這是一張桌子。
她從懷裏掏出兩根香腸，放進一個盤子裏。這是屬於你的，母親說，現在晚宴開始了。
盤子是從主人的廚房裏拿來的，香腸是她在回家的路上買的，她已經很久沒有給自己的兒子買過香腸了。
女傭說這些時，努力抑制著淚水。

男孩在貧困中長大，他從沒見過這麼豪華的房子，更沒有見過洗手間。
他不認識抽水馬桶，不認識漂亮的大理石洗漱台，他聞著洗滌液和香皂的香氣，幸福得不能自拔。
他坐在地上，將盤子放在馬桶蓋上，他盯著盤子裏的香腸和麵包，為自己唱起快樂的歌。

晚宴開始的時候，主人突然想起女傭的兒子。
他去廚房問女傭，女傭說她也不知道，也許是跑出去玩了吧。
主人看女傭躲閃著的目光，就在房子裏靜靜地尋找，終於，他順著歌聲找到了洗手間裏的男孩。
那時男孩正將一塊香腸放進嘴裏，他楞住了，他問，你躲在這裏幹什麼？
男孩說，我是來這裏參加晚宴的，現在我正在吃晚餐。
他問，你知道你是在什麼地方嗎？
男孩說，我當然知道，這是晚宴的主人單獨為我準備的房間。
他說，是你媽媽這樣告訴你的吧？
男孩說，是的，其實不用媽媽說，我也知道，晚宴的主人一定會為我準備最好的房間。
不過，男孩指了指盤子裏的香腸，我希望能有個人陪我吃這些東西。
主人的鼻子主人的鼻子有些發酸，用不著再問，他已經明白了眼前的一切。
他默默走回餐桌前，對所有的客人說，對不起，今天我不能陪你們共進晚餐了，我得陪一位特殊的客人。
然後，他從餐桌上端走兩個盤子，他來到洗手間的門口，禮貌地敲門。
得到男孩的允許後，他推開門，把兩個盤子放到馬桶蓋上。
他說，這麼好的房間，當然不能讓你一個人獨享，我們將一起共進晚餐。
那天他和男孩聊了很多，他讓男孩堅信，洗手間是整棟房子裏最好的房間。
他們在洗手間裏吃了很多東西，唱了很多歌。
不斷有客人敲門進來，他們向主人和男孩問好，他們遞給男孩美味的蘋果汁和烤成金黃的美食。
他們露出誇張和羡慕的表情，後來他們乾脆一起擠到小小的洗手間裏，給男孩唱起了歌。
每個人都很認真，沒有一個人認為這是一場鬧劇。

多年後男孩長大了，他有了自己的公司，有了附帶兩個洗手間的房子，他步入上流社會，成為富人。
每年他都拿出很大一筆錢救助一些窮人，可是他從不舉行捐贈儀式，更不讓那些窮人知道他的名字。
有朋友問及理由，他說，我始終記得許多年前，
有一天，有一位富人，有很多人，小心地維繫了一個四歲男孩的自尊。

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Muz write tis i guess~~~
INTRO BY LIM HWEE SIAN!!! =D

Movies wif Zhi Yue n Simon

Today had a impromtu date wif ZY n Simon aka Mummy~!

Watched Made of Honor~ lol~~~ the two of them who wanted to watch doze off a little.. n i actually stay wide awake thru the whole movie... =)

And our dinner at sakae! =)

I Thank God for YOU! =)

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歌曲：对你有感觉
歌手：江美琪&光良

专辑：爱哭鬼

对爱感到胆怯 还好有懂我的你
给我安慰 看你失落的脸 又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪 它给过谁

伤透了心 也无所谓

我会愿意 静静地 陪在你身边

如果说爱 已不可为

那我宁愿 藏心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备 跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退 被爱包围
谁犯规 都狼狈

谁能解围 让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我 拥抱瞬间
不后悔 这暧昧 星光唯美

把爱放心里面

My new haircut~

My sis im a Korean...

My Mum says im a Jap...

Miss Chua n Uncle Jackson say im a Chinese China...

Yi Ping Says im a tomato...

Eng Chye says im a Nerd...

Ying Zhu says im a Watermelon...

Melissa says im a Kid...

Guo Dong n Jake says im a puffer fish...

I say im a Taiwanese...

What shld i do?

seriouslY~~

i dunno wat to do ..

wat i do also cant please anyone..

dun force mi ~

i dun wish to turn back to my old ways..

im trying hard already...

but who will understand?

Juz when i tot u r different...

Wat shld i do?

Hmm.. suddenly realise din really hav a proper or lik actual post abt events tats happenings ard mi!!!

Hmm.. i today had two tuition sessionS~~~
Maths by mr Foo~~
a v nice guy frm CJC~ haha~~ i lik his lesson alot .. cuz he seems to mi lik really those who learnt n teaches maths because of his passion for matsh lik tt.. nt cuz of money~ haha~~~ =)

For chem is the usual v ke lian bei wo qi fu de Teck Wee!!! aka MR GOH!!! =x wahaha~
Seriously~~ Thank God for him man~~ He is able to make every topic so entertaining! ( er... or is him the entertainment factor!?) =x
Bt he is a v patient n kind guy! Haha~~ seriously walking dictionary of chemistry! he is also able to motivate mi to study harder for chem aft every session! =) haha~ Xie Xie ni!

Actually i today suddenly tot abt why i took chem in the 1st place..
due to a few reasons.. 1st i lik the subject ( nt the memorising PART! ) .. encouragements from frenx.. n its a sci sub... so i went against all -ve comments at mi taking chemistry n take it!
haha~ i brave soul rite?
n cuz i took tis sub.. im able to meet many nice ppl ! =)
like... : MELISSA! ( happy rite? ) Hwee Sian, Tortoise Teo, Madeline, PG, ZY .. n many other chem student! haha~ not forgetting~ Miss Chua! Mr Puah n MR GOH ( teck Wee) haha~
They are all v nice ppl =) Thank God for them! =)

Hmm these few saturdays the Sweet Miss Chua had been giving us extra Chem lessons ~~ haha~~ i need it seriously! Haha~ n she is willing to scarifice her sleep for the 6 little imps in her dance club! awww.. how sweet of her rite? =) haha~ once again wanna Thank God for Miss Chua! =)

God has been so good to mi man! =)
God is Great!!! =)
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Ohya~~ i injured my right ankle a few weeks ago.. i tink gt ard a month le...
Hmm.. is looking kind of scary to mi now..
last night my mum was helping apply some medical oil.. then i ask her.. wat if i felt pain when she is lik lightly applying the oil.. she says will feng shi... =x ( actually i felt the pain ) then she says mayb next time dance will pain! ( i was like OMG*)
then she asked "u when free go c sensei?"
i was lik " er.. nt free.. only wed night ~ "
then she said " u tink ur leg moRe important or other things?"
haix.. i guess a lot of u had similar experiences rite?

Hmm.. this lead mi tinking a lot of times in life wat are the important stuff in ur life?
Besides God of cuz...
studies passion cca frenz family...
which ?
i went to dance even when i was injured at the start of the yr n last month when my ankle was already swollen...
Mei Feng still bravely went on stage even when she sprained her ankle...
Jessica performed although she jus recovered frm high fever...
Hui Ying still joined SYF even if she had a deep cut on her forehead on SYF tt very day ~
My fren still went into the Arena despite of her leg injury...
My instructor did the same despite of his knee injury...
So...
to us..our passion is wat means really important to us?

ok a bit off liaos.. bt i tink u get wat i mean la.. so if u were them wat would u do?

玻璃鞋

玻璃鞋
电影嫁个有钱人插曲

(国语版)
演唱:郑秀文

作词:李敏

作曲:黄丹仪

编曲:黄丹仪 舒文

小时候爱上了看灰姑娘
看过以后让我感到快乐让我多满足
都因为相信我是灰姑娘
还是相信会有一天你会邀请我来跳舞
我没什么了不起
就随着我的心寻找童话的故事
我渴望有一天穿上了玻璃鞋
终于看到了王子公主在一起
如果王子找不到灰姑娘
请你带着我的玻璃鞋
一心但愿一路走来
我会一直待在这里
可能你也是个灰姑娘
可能有很多的玻璃鞋
期待一天他终于出现
等我说一声我愿意
王子公主就这么一起
永永远远的爱下去

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Hmm... a favourite song of mine.. haha.. super old rite?? haha i noe i noe...

Hmm.. surprising this song is nt reccomended by anyone. =x

unfortunately i cant log onto imeem.com for sum unknown reason~~~

So din post the song too~~

hope some one can find th song gif mi the links!! =x

歌曲：失忆

歌曲：失忆
歌手：张韶涵

专辑：ang 5.0

下雨后还给蓝天了晴朗
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真的实现
这样谁不流泪

就当作最后亲吻吧
释放在这事件中不算惩罚
热热烈烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗

我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒
你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己

我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是
你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己

short hair

Hello!!! i went to cut hair le!!! haha~~ for those who v long nv c mi de.. here is my hair b4 the cut! =)

mi n Shaune

Sop n MI!~

Mi n mad~ ( zhi yue zai tou kan!! =x)

Haha~~ er.. ya new mi... i knw look quite act cute!!! argh!!! no better pic le la.. all v jialat this best le la!!!!

Mr Tan~

今天在回家的路上看见了一件事。

老实说，此事真地与我无关，却因为你是主角之一我才如此在乎。

因为这事我好想问问：

“到底什么才叫心动？是很容易发生的事吗？如果不是的话，为何你却那么善变？”

Another thing happened today.. during the X-country...

in fact...A lot of things had happened infact since the day u came back...
i dunno wats on ur mind seriously...
monday... ShunLi told mi sth....
yeah mayb tts true... it doesnt matter at all to u... does it?
Mayb it doesnt to mi too...?
so many things tt i wan to seek an ans from you..
YET i m unable to do it..
do u really holds the ans to ALL my questions?

Why God let mi met u in my life?
Whats the hidden agenda?

Thank God~

Hmm..

Life hasnt been simple and easy recently for mi...

Today.. Hmm.. sumhow God has lighten my mood again today! =)


有时，悲伤就藏在自己的心中就好吧。

反正说了只会两败俱伤。

现在的我只能感谢主。他让我遇见了许多打从心底对我好的人。

我的世界好像在变。

心情很奇怪。

一早便如此。

想在这写下心中的种种，但好想却不能如此。

我的世界好像在变。

自己好像也一样。

好多好多事情一直在我的周围旋绕。

无法控制或改善任何事件。

好想把一切都放上一个很大的句号。

Retreat~

Retreat3 [riˈtriːt] noun

(a place to which a person can go for) a period of rest, religious meditation etc
Example: He has gone to a retreat to pray.

Arabic: عُزْلَه، خُلْوَه
Chinese (Simplified): （宗教的）静修
Chinese (Traditional): (宗教的)靜修
Czech: ústraní
Danish: tilflugtssted
Dutch: retraite
Estonian: pelgupaik
Finnish: yksinäisyys
French: retraite
German: die Zurückgezogenheit
Greek: ησυχαστήριο
Hungarian: lelkigyakorlat, "csendes napok"
Icelandic: athvarf
Indonesian: tempat retret
Italian: ritiro
Japanese: 黙想会
Korean: 은둔처, 피난처; 묵상의 시간
Latvian: vientulība; nošķirtība
Lithuanian: nuošalė, vienuma
Norwegian: rekreasjonshjem; refugium, retreat
Polish: zacisze, ustronie
Portuguese (Brazil): retiro
Portuguese (Portugal): retiro
Romanian: loc retras; retragere tem­porară (pentru meditaţie)
Russian: убежище
Slovak: ústranie, súkromie
Slovenian: samota
Spanish: retiro
Swedish: tillflykt, fristad
Turkish: sığınak, inziva köşesi


Kernerman English Multilingual Dictionary (Beta Version), © 2000-2006 K Dictionaries Ltd.

累了

Ever gt the feeling of sick of explaining?

I often have that... n
being a person who dislike conflicts.. i often keep my trap shut..

Haix.. i Know a lot of times im at fault too...

but.. why cant
anyone understand mi ?

How i wish i can find sum1 who truly does...

Who truly knows why im doing wat im doing now...

情非得以

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影挥散不去

握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的天真我想珍惜
看到你受委屈,我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

Haha~~ Old song i noe~~

During my sec1 days was my fav song...

a v gd fren of mine was damn good at singing tis!!! Lol~ really!!!

Lol~~~ i always ask him sing this sonG~ n best part he jus sat behind mi!!! hAHA~

MIss those days.. hope time will stop at 2002-2003...

even if it mean i gotta chase bus everyday~~ i still remember i had to catch the bus by 0711-bus 165 or 25...

always kena whack by BILL HENG from 1B / 2B!

gotta stayback for dance n Tkd everyday~

esp when there is perforamance.. speech day.. NDP...

Grading... yellow belt .. green belt... Spex 21...

A mountain of hmwk to complete... haha~~ MR YU ( my Sec 1 &2 maths teacher)

He super funny lik to take a plastic "cane" walk ard in sch scare/"whack" thsoe ah beng.. lol.. always scold us stupid i tink.. haha.. lik a grandfather lik tt... * miss him *

Lor mee aunty!!! n the Snack store aunties!!!

Er.. n the BB boys! ( RC, CL, SW, etc. ) lol~

Haix.. enuff of huan nian yi qian le !!

Gotta Go le! Hope God will Bless all these wonderful people who has appeared in my life ! =)

Lun~

In our lives.. there are so many ppl there to b able to make us feel hurt...

n Apparently.. i allow u to be able to do tt to mi the longest duration...

is it mi or is it...

Haix.. gonna clear this negative tots again... after all it has been nearly a year...