whole day at home.

Hmm... tell u guys a secret!!! I slept for 13 hrs straight TODAY!!! i din slp late last nit i slept ard 10 pus last nite!! Haha~~ Pig rite mi!! !OinK! Oink! =x
aiya~~ n stayed at home for almost the whole day... stay at home till i feel lik im rotting terribly so i went to AMK lib n find books read! haha~~~ n had dinner wif my mum at S-11 ...

Sianx~~ Life lik v meaningless to mi currently.. cuz nth for mi to b motivated! haha~=x

Stayed at home n tink abt sth~~
Haha~ conclusion is ... is i tink too much again! haha~~ mayb is cuz i too free tts why hu si rang xiang! so many things is my mind la!! haha~~ ya~~ tts why~ muz be! =))
tts all!! =D

What Hurts The Most By RascAl Flatts

What Hurts The Most By RascAl Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though, goin’ on with you gone, still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

Chorus
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

(Repeat Chorus Twice)

Not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo –
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Haha~~ i nt eMo hor! duneverytime i put sad song tink i emo... -.-!!!

Juz happened to pass by this song when reading my frenz blog.. He actually blog tis Song... I post it here cuz i tink tt it is kind of nice~ haha~~ Enjoy! =)))

Had a meal wif sis

Hmm.. Today! was H1 CL n H2 CLL Paper... Haha~~

Hmm.. hope everything turn out well for u ( all ) =))

Hmm.. today went to sch to b "Santa Claus" Haha~~
Yupx... n acc Dung for a while.. intend to go jogging de.. bt was drizzling all day long.. so ... end up din jog at all.. n went meet sis to hav dinner ... @ CENTRAL...

Hmm it is a nt bad place.. gt many attractive n yet seem affordable restaurant..
Haha~~ seeing so many nice nice eating place.. reminds mi of mei liang xin~ haha~
cuz i tink he will lik them all.. so MLX u can go Clarke Quay try ... lots of Good Food! =)) Haha~ n any other frens interested in gg there muz ask mi go wor.. i wan go try all !! haha~

aft tt~ went to amk lib met up wif Luke pass him my watch for His A's...
Ya... tts all le~~ =)) simple day! =)))

Ohya~ All the Best for the JC2 Physics Paper tmL!!! =)))

P.S: today DEAR WENT DATING! ARGh! sOb...
喜欢上你的我变得很简单。

Dream

Sorry ah Hwee Sian.. i gt a lot to blog abt my promised entry..
bt .. is really too much till i dunno where to start~
So PSPS... i promise i will make up one day for tt entry de ok?? =))

Hmm... Last few nite... i had a terrible dreaM!!!
I was in my dream wif Mrs Sim( my Chem tutor)...

Mrs Sim : " Sharon .. u gt study for ur chem? why u did so badly?!"

Mi : " i did! i even make notes for every single topic! "

Mrs Sim : " But is not showing here in ur Promos paper. " ( looking so super diappointed )

Mi : ( wan to cry le...)

* PrOOF*
wake uP!

Hmm.. is tis a sign??
Hmm.. dun wan dun wan..
bt look on the bright side... my results isit show in my dream.. so i may did badly .. bt still.... PROMOTED!!! =))

( ok i noe i super optimistic... bt still the cup is nv half empty.. is always half filled! =) )

人是会变的

Hmm.. suddenly realise those i frequemt the blogs.. lik suddenly stop at 23 Oct....
haha~~ why 23 oct?? special day ma??? lolx... ( emo untie de date! )

so... hmm... atually nth much to blog.. initially wanan blog abt the changes of mi since pri , sec n jc de.. bt suddenly realise its v late le... so ... juz wan a blog short short one here first~ tml will cum n blog de! =)

haha~ i noe hwee sian u read le.. muz be thinking i bore rite? haha~~ promise next entry will b quite long de ok?? =p

Take care All!
and.. God Has been Good to mi! =) Thank Lord!

P.S: Juz wanna sAy.... 人是会变的~ ( nt toking abt any1 in particular~ =) )

from LAo ren' blog.

Not being emo or anything...
found tis frm a self-claim nt close wif him de blog...
Dun bother to ask mi who he is.. i will nv say.. haha
=))

ˌsimple-ˈminded / ˌthick-ˈskinned

ˌsimple-ˈminded

adjective , of low intelligence; stupid

Arabic: بَسيط العَقْل
Chinese (Simplified): 头脑简单的
Chinese (Traditional): 頭腦簡單的
Czech: přihlouplý
Danish: tilbage
Dutch: onnozel
Estonian: rumal
Finnish: typerä
French: simplet
German: einfältig
Greek: αγαθιάρης, χαζός
Hungarian: butácska
Icelandic: einfaldur; treggáfaður
Indonesian: bodoh
Italian: sempliciotto, credulone
Japanese: 単純な
Korean: 정신 박약의; 우둔한
Latvian: vientiesīgs; pamuļķis
Lithuanian: kvailokas
Norwegian: enfoldig, dum
Polish: głupkowaty
Portuguese (Brazil): tolo, estúpido
Portuguese (Portugal): estúpido
Romanian: stupid
Russian: туповатый, глуповатый
Slovak: prostoduchý, naivný
Slovenian: omejen
Spanish: simple
Swedish: enfaldig
Turkish: saf, safdil
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ˌthick-ˈskinned

adjective , not easily hurt by criticism or insults
Example: You won't upset her — she's very thick-skinned.

Arabic: شَديد الحَساسِيَه
Chinese (Simplified): 不知羞耻的，厚脸皮的
Chinese (Traditional): 不知羞恥的，厚臉皮的
Czech: necitlivý
Danish: tykhudet
Dutch: ongevoelig
Estonian: paksunahaline
Finnish: paksunahkainen
French: peu sensible
German: dickhäutig
Greek: χοντρόπετσος, ασυγκίνητος
Hungarian: érzéketlen
Icelandic: ekki hörundsár
Indonesian: tebal jangat
Italian: insensibile, (dalla pelle dura)
Japanese: 鈍感な
Korean: 낯이 두꺼운
Latvian: biezādains; nejūtīgs
Lithuanian: nejautrus
Norwegian: tykkhudet
Polish: gruboskórny
Portuguese (Brazil): casca-grossa
Portuguese (Portugal): insensível
Russian: толстокожий
Slovak: necitlivý, ľahostajný
Slovenian: debelokožen
Spanish: insensible, duro
Swedish: tjockhudad
Turkish: vurdumduymaz, pişkin

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Haha~~ Today went to Sop Dear Hse aft sch .. haha~~

n played a lot there.. haha~~~

giving dear Moral Support~~ Haha~~~

Met up wif Mei Liang Xing...

Thanks For waiting... =)

n Went home aft tt~~ =)))

歌曲：彩虹的微笑

歌曲：彩虹的微笑
歌手：王心凌 专辑：微笑pasta 电视原声

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
深呼吸甩开悲伤
生气想爆炸就大声唱

爱很easy
很easy
ye~~~~
心情很easy
很easy
喔~~~
梦很easy
很easy
ye~~~
笑一笑没什么大不了
喔~~~

雨下再大又怎样
干脆开心的淋一场

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
雨下再大又怎样
干脆开心的淋一场

彩虹是微笑的脸
难过就抬起头大声唱

爱很easy
很easy
ye~~~~
心情很easy
很easy
喔~~~
梦很easy
很easy
ye~~~
笑一笑没什么大不了
喔~~~~

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
雨下再大又怎样
干脆开心的淋一场

easy easy
easy easy
easy easy
easy easy

爱很easy
很easy
ye~~~~
心情很easy
很easy
喔~~~
梦很easy
很easy
ye~~~
笑一笑没什么大不了
喔~~

天空是绵绵的糖
就算塌下来又怎样
雨下再大又怎样
干脆开心的淋一场

彩虹是微笑的脸
悲伤bye bye
快乐不需要理由

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歌曲：小乌龟
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：微笑pasta 电视原声
作词:游家豪 作曲:廖世杰 编曲:小安

La La La La La
La La La La La
这首歌要给一个人
歌声代替语言
深情只增不减
那一刻吻她的脸
地转天旋

爱的感觉
比樱桃更甜
双眼放送闪电
能超越极限
让人忘了季节
爱成了经典
为他付出所有爱怨

要你永远是我的小乌龟
我爱你
每一天

看完了《微笑Pasta》

我刚看完了《微笑Pasta》。好高兴喔。总喜欢看到一个接一个的故事有着圆满又幸福的结局。我想，你们也一样吧？不论是电影，故事书，戏剧或偶像剧。看完后，你们会有幸福的感觉吗？我会！ 哈哈~ 笨？傻？呆？蠢？ Hmm....也许吧。

哦！对了下面的两首歌都是《微笑Pasta》的OST。“黄昏晓”，“北极星的眼泪”（片尾曲）。接下来，我会再找两首没那么悲的歌。“小乌龟”和 “彩虹的微笑”。（看上面！）

歌曲：黄昏晓

歌曲：黄昏晓
歌手：王心凌 专辑：微笑pasta 电视原声
作词:廖世杰 作曲:廖世杰 编曲:涂惠

有人说
天刚要黑的时候
在天边出现的第一颗星星
它叫
黄昏晓

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在黄昏的空中
我飘呀飘
飘啊飘
飘不进你的心中
问一问风怎么说
也不能解释所有的痛
到不如问一问我
要怎么去过

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
吹在微凉的梦中
我追阿追
追阿追
却停在原地不动
风为什么还不走
陪着我安静等你划过
我不再问为什么
因为我懂了

拥抱的温度
只有你清楚
通往幸福的旅途
黄昏才领悟
该往哪里停驻
我用一辈子
去追逐

风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
风吹呀吹
吹呀吹
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歌曲：北极星的眼泪
歌手：张栋梁 专辑：微笑pasta 电视原声

像断了线
消失人海里面
我的眼终于失去
你的脸
再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

再等一会
奢望流星会出现
愿
如果真的实现
爱能不能永远
明天
或许来不及变
但曾经走过的昨天
越来越远
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在
两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着
爱不见

当对的人
等不到对的时间
就在放放开手的瞬间
爱撕成两边
北极星的眼泪
说不出的想念
原来我们活在两个世界
北极星的眼泪
你哭红的双眼
被淋湿的诺言
淹没在心里面
我抬头看着爱
不见
整个宇宙都
流眼泪

丑陋的我

友谊到底有多深？

能只在因为数日不见而消失吗？

我不知道。

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丑陋的我是不因该妄想任何一切的。

偶像片 / 在Mac 陪了你一夜

近日我都在看 《微笑Pasta》。

you guys muz be thinking that it is such an old film .. why m i only watching it now?
Haha~ cuz of 2 reasons...
Firstly, cuz of frenz overwhelming recommendations..
secondly is cuz of a song... haha~~ tts why im watching it now...

Initially, i din tink much of the film ...
but aft starting to watch it ... i m lik kind of addictive to it... Haha~~~
Why? cuz lik.. erm..haha i m kind of a fan of Zhang Dong Liang .. haha~ n i lik Pasta?? and i lik the way He Qun shows concern to Xiao Shi.. feel v fortunate for her..
But a drama is still a drama aftall... is nt easy to find such similar storyline in the reality... agree? no matter how real the drama may seem to be... it is still a show afterall~~~

Ytd... ( sat )
Meet up wif Lian Kai ... actually intend to hav a gatheirng de.. bt seems lik 2 of my frenx are busy n uncertain abt able to meet up or nt.. i juz cancelled it.. =x

So He acc mi went out... he suggested sum places to go to aft we reached Orchard... We went to Wheelock... Paragon.. and Taka ( Had AjiTei There!!! ah!! i mis their ice cream!!! =))) )... Hmm... actually he dunno ...haha~~ as the saying goes... 不智者无罪... and Singapore isit quite big.. so the places we went may b n most likely are places we went wif many other ppl ma... so .. ya aft dinner we are lik strolling abt in Orchard till i start complaining tire ? or late?
i forget le la... so we went back...

n v 巧的, we actually took the same train wif Lao ren on our waybacK! ... haha~~ so i intro the both of them to one another.. awkward situation.. haha.. cuz is i insisted on introducing them to one another de ... haha~~ Hmm... Ytd lik the time passing super slow for mi .. when its 9 pm already... i felt as if it is only 7pm... when its 3 am in the morning .. i felt as if it is 2300 only.. haha~~ shocking? surprised mi too... till i see sunrise then did i realise tt its morning, the next day already... if not i will only feel that it is only 3am in the morning...

Hmm.. i often complain Sophie sha sha de... esp when it cum to BGR...
actually mi too... stupid mi.. haha~~( Dear u can juz ask mi wat i did de haha~~ specially for sop dear ~~ =p the rest i shall depends on my mood! haha~ok mayb Hwee sian u ask i oso will say~ =x)
Perhaps.. wat i did are wat brothers n sisters will do bahx...
Perhaps.. if is Lian kai i would do the same? But if is Sophie i definitely would do the same!! haha~ ( lian Kai dun sad~~ cuz she ger! =x )
Perhaps.. is mi bahx... ya confirm is mi la!!! haiyo...
一定是我想太多了。一听到你提起跟她有关的任何一件事，我就不能正常。可是你如果那么在意她，为何有在意我身边的男生呢？
一定又是我想太多
Actualli. i m feeling quite inferior these few days.Had been seeing Her.She is lik so perfect.cute, sweet,attarctive personalities~ aiya being crazy here.
Ohya~~ today went New York New York wif Sis n Michael... the Amk hub outlet...
WoW i tell u the food is super disappointing to mi .. perhaps cuz i hav been hearing compliments n was looking v forward to it.. tts why i set a v high standard for it.... so when i firest tried the food i was expecting a lot... bt was really disappointing to mi ... however.. ppl comment tt the Citylink outlets is much much better.. so ... Benjamin i m Looking forward to it!! haha~~ the promised Treat!!! haha~

Ohoh!!! another thingy!! lolx.. i saw the legendary " Garfield " of AMK!! lolx..
the one Yi Ping n i were discussing abt ... haha~~~ wow~~ really gt giv mi the Garfield feeling... walking lik no1 business lik tt... haha~~~ crossing the road w/o even watching~~~ Haha~~~

So.. ya~~ tts all for the day le la~~
P.S: J2 Frens !!! All the Best for tml de GP !!!
J1 Frens!!! Jia You for ur OP n PW !!!
EveryOne GoGoGo!!! =))))

歌曲：好听

歌曲：好听
歌手：许茹芸 词曲:吴克群

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力

你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信
为了爱情失了聪明
听你的话闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静静静

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I never lik tis song( ok used to la )..
Why? cuz of the lyrics...
sth happened when tis song is being release...
ya so... i dun lik Lor~ =x

Hmm... suddenly think of 2 persons...
One is the guy who made mi dun lik tis song...
the other is a guy who say i still cant get over the former..
He always says,"You appear ok. but ur blog seems otherwise."
Impactful words to mi though~~ why? secret! haha~~
Hmm... gonna promise myself last post to emo abt him le la~

actually is quite a nice song la~ enjoy~ =))

Thank Lord~

Hmm... Why i cum n blog again today?

Hmm... cuz i wanna Thank the Lord tt He has sent frenx ard mi to brighten up my day today!

was kind of Gloomy aft the last entry ... so went out to hav a walk.. since no1 replied my sms or that they werent free ... so ... i decided to hav a walk alone then ... Haha~ n surprisingly! Lian Kai called n replied my sms .. haha~ n while waiting for him i met Charles!

Lolx... Amazing right? =)))
Wanna thank the both of them too! thanks lots! =)))

Last Battle

Hmm.. Tml is my last paper le..
and im in sch studying now...

actually i oso dunno wat to study..
Cuz tml is CLL paper one.. mostly is erm.. abt translationn explaination of the passage... although i cant lik recite out every thing to u ..
im able to translate most ( dun dare say whole) of the words le...

aiya i noe u guys will lik ask mi perfect my translation or at least try to memorise the whole passage that kind of thing.. but is lik super sian lehx...
i hav been re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-reading the passage for the "n"th times!
so gt kind of bore n tada now im blogging here le...

Hmm.. days after CLL paper 2 is lik holz to mi lik tt... =x
Had been playing n slacking around for the past few days! =x
went BBQ ...went gatherings... Slack at home juz surfing...
bt i past few days went to toa payoh n studied here n there ...
so ya...

hmm.. these few days also had been doing sum thinking la..
( erm nt abt Promos results... dun even dare to think abt it ... )
so... frm these i understood sum things here n there lor...
n decide that i shall juz stop dreaming n b pratical la... ya..
erm... v abstract rite?
Haha~~ aiya nvm la..
only for mi to know jiu hao la! hee**** =p

thats all..
mayb tonight i go do summore thinking n blog again!!!
haha~~ now gg to start memorise those gu wen agaiN!! =)))

Posts

Hmm..
Actually i juz reached home about an hour ago~~ tt is ard 0100 plus.. haha...

Hmm.. actually i din noe wat made mi went to his Clique Gathering...
haha.. yeah today's gathering wasnt mine .. was my fren's clique..
he juz sumhow called mi along too! haha~ mayb cuz im his fellow sister?
haha... tts great anyway~~
i enjoyed myself totally today~~
though sumtimes im nt sure of wat they are crapping or discussing abt ..
bt they are a bunch of nice n fun people!!! =))))
yeah~ Thanks Brother! =)

Ohya~~today i tricked them saying tt im from Taiwan! haha~~ n surprisingly everyone bought tt story!!! haha~ ~ they asked mi abt where i was born.. so juz said Hua Lian~ =x haha... i cant stand it.. n blurt out aft they start asking mi abt my life in Taiwan.. haah~~=x im such a no-lies ger la!! =x

Hmm... ytd hasnt really been the day for mi ...
Sum unhappiness occurs.. i dun wish to say ...
jus wanna confess here tt im not perfect...
i cant live up to ur expectations...
i noe u hav given up on mi totally..
u din even bother to contact mi today...
i dunno wat i can do to help in tis except praying...
i seriously dunno wat u are so unhappy abt wif mi? i tried improving n changing..
bt all these lead to juz another load of misunderstandings between us...
Wat can i do Lord to change the situation? Lord, please guide mi n help mi... haix....

Hmm...
Ook i m officailly in Holiday mood le..
suddenly realise i hv been surpressing my desires sia!!!
There are so many loads of books i wan to read n collect la! including Comics!!!!
ahx!!! i wan them all!! haha~~
i wan to read them all!!! haha~~~ =x

Hmm..
there's sth tt i hav realise over the week...
the person closest to u hurt u most...
the more care abt the person .. the more u start doing n tinking stupid things!


Ways of forgeting a sumone...

1. Learn to hate him...
( but still...how can u lie to urself n force urself to hate him? )
2. View him as sum1 who is v negative...
( can u forget his good pts? )
3. Delete the contact no.
( u bear to ? )
4. Delete the photos from ur phone.
( bt u hav any? n u bear to ? )
5. Minimise contact.
( can control ? )
6. Ignore him!
( i noe u cant do it! )
7. Juz forget it brother! =x
( let time do the work! )

歌曲：理想情人

歌曲：理想情人
歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：暧昧

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份

好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份

我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份

我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

Lame

Today ///

My Sky is darK~

lik its gonna rain soon~

Clouds seem Gloomy~

A tornado juz pass by~

tts why everywhere is debris~

Messy~

construction worker, Sop dear came...

Clear up a little...

Another RETARDED worker, Yanchao Came...

Haha~ clears up a bit more...

Idoitic worker, JJ came too

Left sum onlY...

Lame worker, Lian Kai came too

left tt little bit le....

OK la thaks for the volunteering worK

the bit i can do de!!

=)

Hmm Lots of tot

OOKOKOK! i noe i noe~~ i am nt supposed to b here again ... haha...
tml hav CLL paper.. bt i cant help having so many tots todAY...
mayb i shld say so much ? cuz its lik uncountable...

Why? haha~~ perhaps is cuz i hav been studying my CLL the whole afternoon??
lik need to analyse the author n Poet thinking n their behaviour writing style n everything??
Causing mi to analyse the ppl ard mi n situation happening ard mi sub-consciously???

Hmmm..
sO frm where shld i start? Friendship? BGR? Studies? Frens' worries?
Ook let mi re-arrange my tots 1st~~

Frens:

Hmm.. i realise tt i had been a v bad Sharon ... haix... Stress made mi abt uncontrollable...
in order to protect innnocent parties... i become withdrawing for the past few weeks ... n become a bit unpredictable... Sorry Ppl... Sorry if i had hurt any1~ but i m actually proud of myself.. cuz i hav definitely minimize casualities this time! I will carry on Working on it de!!! Sharon GogO!

BGR:

Hmm... a topic i havnt been touching on for quite sum time... mayb shldnt even b touching it bah? was Discussing wif Joy the other day abt mi n 23... it is past already... ya~ unhappiness occur since then till now between us... shall nt elaborate abt it ... bt now if u guys wanna ask mi abt it its ok le.. cuz it does not ,or at least nt much, bother mi le...Cuz tts sum1 else tts occupying my tots these few daYs!!! Argh! muz Pray to get him out of my mind... cuz of my past Maths Theory!!!( erm refer to last month or august entry i forget le... )

Hmm.. actually i nv reliase this Guy who came into my mind.. until recent weeks.. is lik so scary la~ my goodness since when he came in de i oso dunno~~ But gonna follo wat a guy once told mi ... " noe u cant handle.. juz control urself... " yeah~ i nt cant handle.. i juz dun wish to~~~ why? cuz i noe neithes does he like mi nor interested in mi ...

Studies:

had been praying for hard for my Chemistry Paper... since the start of my Gp Paper... haix... the paper was kind of de-moralising... n i REALLY wanna THANK ENG CHYE! He was lik so gd to mi sia!!! haha~~ cuz ~ the day before chem paper... he actually is willing to sacrifice his precious revision time for A's to go thru everyting wif mi till the Sch lib cloze la!! WoW! was kind of touched~~ n the following day we went thru my paper 1 n 3 togethr... haix.. the result was nt optimistic at all... bt still i hav Faith... n shall nt bother much abt it .. cuz scare will affect my CLL paper tml~

Tml is my Cll paper le... hmm.. Wish mi all the best ok? n helpmi pray too? cuz is the 2nd paper aft Chem tt i worry~

Haix~ Seriously.. i really wanna irritate u wan u cum back to take ur REsult next yr..
bt .. m i able to make it? i dunno ...
u noe aft Chem paper.. while revising Maths.. i took a break n walk ard YjC...
i was lik wow.. the sch really changes lots.. the ppl n place..
still remember the very 1st day i went to YJC wif Tyron .. tt retarded one... n Bill... n was memorable.. our T07!
haha... my OGL i still remember .. Claudia, Sophia, Hui Shan n Cheryl! haha... nt forgetting JUN YanG! haha~~ the mini garden we used to gather for Ice breakers.. the Study centre we used to slack together....
YJC... hmm.. will i be able to use the new canteen nxt yr?
i Dunno .. dun wanna tink abt it .. i juz hope tt everything will turn out fine for my frenx...
Wat will become of mi for nxt yr?
if i were to stay... so many frenz would b gone by then ( graduated. )
if i werent? where will i go ? hmm...

FrenS Worries:

Hmm.. gt quite a number of frenz having worries.. for my JC1 frenz mostly are the PE (Promotinoal Examination) result... n my JC2 Frens are their A's ...
Ppl dun worry much ... have faith n Jia you .. i believe tt u guys can make it de!!!

Sophie...
Dear~~ dun worry ok? Everything will turn out well de.. trust mi ? =) as long as u hav done ur best ...

Yi Kuang...
haha~ u ar! dun tink so much la~ Juz concentrate on wat u shld!!! n STUDY!

Simon...
Eh~ u juz dun worry much la! haiyo!

133 Clique...
Gers!!! dun worry much oso ok? u guys are definitely much mroe hardworking than mi last yr... so hav no worries ok?? u guys will make it to Jc2 de ~~ =)

Hmm.. tts all Folks! People!!! Take CAre! =) smile! =)))

Jia You

Hmm...

Before the War start~~~~

Juz wanna come here for the last time till everything is finish~~~

Every1 jia You worx!!! =)

Dun b nervous during the paper... Stay calm! =)))

"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares." 1 Peter 5:7

All the Best!
Everything will b alright! hav FAITH!

Hmm... i wanted so much to tok or sms u ..but...
i noe u wun cum here anyway...
so i dun mind typing my feelings here...
juz wanna let u noe.. before my paper... hope to receive an encouragement from YOU...
wishful thinking? quite true.. =)

Y Hope PpL!

Hmm.. juz came back frm Studying wif Dung~ n dinner wif YHope ppl...

Hmm... not my first time having a meal wif them though.. but is the 1st time tt all of them including myself sat down n hav a meal...
Hmm...the meal was quite enjoyable.. realise tt they are all nice ppl to mix with... n they hav such an approachable CG leader too.. lol..aft the meal every1 juz start crapping ... start to share "riddles" n jokes... haha... it is so fun la... n hav a v FUN session ... =)))
thanks for asking mi along, DUNG~! then they hav a mini testi sharing session ...
n i realised hw forunate n blessed every1 is ... =))) including myself!!! =D
aft the dinner went out to study wif Dung~ till 2300 plus...

Hmm.. actually now having lots of tots~~
Hmm.. dunno how to express out oso.. regardless of words or actions...

aft gg to Dung CG for only twice.. i actually quite envy of them.. they can bond so well together... evry1 accepting one another regardless of wat... n so many incidents tt the Lord has touched them has happened onto them... is lik so COOL la~ every time juz by hearing these new incidents would brighten up my DAY! haha~ im so happy n thankful!!!

Hmm.. Actually feel kind of guilty ... n disappointed abt myself aft receiving the reply frm Hui Ling... ya... She was rite... the decision i made is nt rite... Haix... actually i still trying to open up myself to them... bt cuz of diff backgrd n current status... nth in common... n those who near mi noe tt i dun lik to fake make frenx wif ppl... so ... but still~ haix... Hmm,.. but!!! i believe i will find more things in common for us de!!! =)

Hmm.. a bit messy hor this entry??
hee*~~ PSPS la~~~ nw mind messy la!!! =p

Bt Ppl~
Take care n Jia You for watever u are doing!!!
Faith is all u need!!!( haha n of cuz muz add in ur hardwork!!! ) =)

只想爱你~Rainie Yang

只想爱你~Rainie Yang

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

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Nice song rite?
er~ i nt EMo la! -.-!!! juz tt happened to b hearing tis since i put it into LianKai de PSP .. haha~~
OK ~ gotta admit.. is kindof an emo song.. bt is nice rite?? haa~~
Enjoy!!! =)

Philippians 4 : 13

I can do everything through him who gives me strength .
Philippians 4 : 13

inspiring!

Tired

Feeling Tired...

Gt a -ve feeling going to fall sick sooN~ Argh!!! =x

I shldnt eat so much choco next time! =x

Take Care All!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TAN YA YUN
MADELINE!!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!! =)

FoolisH

Sumtimes .. i really feel tt i m so foolish..
A lot of things arent being cherished by many ppl in many ways already...
Yet im still holding on to them...

I nt saying abt things which are so great so nole or watso ever...
Im saying a kind of friendship...
Sumtimes.. i feel lik im the only one holding onto it...
Others arent doing the same anymore...

Mayb lik wat Hwee Sian say...
Sumtimes when u sms too much n all u gt were no replys at all...
Mayb is time to juz let it go...
Let it Go.. is so simple.. yet so hard to do ...

Hmm...
有时有些人明明就对你来说很重要。
你怎么知道？
从自己想关心、想了解、想靠近、就能很容易知道了。
可是，像我自前所说的一样，有些事不是公平的。
你明明想关心，他会觉得你很烦。
你明明想了解，他却把你拒在门外。
你明明想靠近，他则拼了命想逃开。
也许，就是时候放手与离开了。
可是，这些还不是最糟糕的。
最糟糕的是他把你当作理所当然！

P.S : 我并不是纯粹在说爱情。 （友谊）？