Hmm... 刚刚我再回家的路上忽然想到一些感伤的事。
是什么？哈哈。小孩子不要问那么多啦。
我刚跟雯琦到了克拉码头。
我们坐在河岸的楼梯上，望着眼前的一切。
我看着河边的另一岸，其实感到很伤心。
为什么？不是很多人懂。我也不大想说了。
因为已经是过去了。
我很帅喔~这几天都没在想了，也没再哭了。
因为就算我再伤心也没用了。
我其实很想哭的，但是，我的眼泪第一次那么听话地没掉。
可能是因为当一个人已伤心到绝境时，他的心已经寒冷到感觉不到悲伤了。
A place where I will just be myself.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Thanks lao ren
Hmm.. juz back from mugging Chem wif Jing Wen , Jia Qi, Simon n Ji Hui...
Haha~~ initially was lik in super "mugging" mode... bt.. aft a while.. i suddenly super EMO!!! haha~~ why? cuz i no confident abt tml de paper at all!!! is unlike Econs, Cll and Maths la.. where i can say at least i hav 50% of confidence!!! BUt i see chem.. i will feel lik banging wall.. and start getting Emo.. Haix...
Aft Emo-ing for a while, i decide to find sum1 to crap wif mi .. so i asked Lao ren to Chat wif mi !!! HAHA~ aft 20 mins of whining at him .. and another 20 mins of really crapping..i realise tt Lao ren has actually fallen sick!! =x PS la.. i havnt seen u for quite sum time le.. so dunno u fall sick le.. n i feel much better and chiong my CHEM agaIN aft the chat !! Haha~~ Jing Wen , Jia Qi, Simon n Ji Hui oso were trying to help mi de-stress.. haha~~
Thanks guys!!
Sumtimes.. i really feel fortunate.. cuz .. God has let so many caring frenz to b ard mi ... and let mi see HWee SIAN todaY!!! Thank You GOD! U r the greatest!!! =D
P.S: Lao ren u take CAre wor! u dun stress oso haha~~ ur " Blood Pressure High " ah!!! =x
Haha~~ initially was lik in super "mugging" mode... bt.. aft a while.. i suddenly super EMO!!! haha~~ why? cuz i no confident abt tml de paper at all!!! is unlike Econs, Cll and Maths la.. where i can say at least i hav 50% of confidence!!! BUt i see chem.. i will feel lik banging wall.. and start getting Emo.. Haix...
Aft Emo-ing for a while, i decide to find sum1 to crap wif mi .. so i asked Lao ren to Chat wif mi !!! HAHA~ aft 20 mins of whining at him .. and another 20 mins of really crapping..i realise tt Lao ren has actually fallen sick!! =x PS la.. i havnt seen u for quite sum time le.. so dunno u fall sick le.. n i feel much better and chiong my CHEM agaIN aft the chat !! Haha~~ Jing Wen , Jia Qi, Simon n Ji Hui oso were trying to help mi de-stress.. haha~~
Thanks guys!!
Sumtimes.. i really feel fortunate.. cuz .. God has let so many caring frenz to b ard mi ... and let mi see HWee SIAN todaY!!! Thank You GOD! U r the greatest!!! =D
P.S: Lao ren u take CAre wor! u dun stress oso haha~~ ur " Blood Pressure High " ah!!! =x
Worst Treatment!
I dun feel gd today.
Tml is Chem test.
I went to ur blog realise my link is no longer there.
I went to ur blog noe u nt feeling gd too. I tried chatting wif u.
Im sorry. I m serious tis time. i will nv disturb u again.
You take Care. All the Best for your A's.
Ok i noe i m being dumb here. i noe u nv visit my blog again.
两个人选择在一起有很多因素，当然，分开也是。
所以只要爱过这个人就不要去后悔，不要去伤害彼此，
你要记住自己曾经用什么样的心去爱他，
你曾经很珍惜的感情以后也会永远记得。----《学姐》
Hmm.. im forcing myself to rmb tis.. cuz i nv want u to gt hurt.. i noe i have hrt u once i read tt day .. i felt guilty for nearly the whole week~
Last nite was chattign wif JJ ... ya he is in shanghai now... haha...
he ask mi why now still abit emo?
Hmm. lots of reasons contribute to it ba~
Haha~ shallnt say abt it here nw~~
i gg to mug for my chem le!!!
rmb to bless mi !!!Thanks!!!
Tml is Chem test.
I went to ur blog realise my link is no longer there.
I went to ur blog noe u nt feeling gd too. I tried chatting wif u.
Im sorry. I m serious tis time. i will nv disturb u again.
You take Care. All the Best for your A's.
Ok i noe i m being dumb here. i noe u nv visit my blog again.
两个人选择在一起有很多因素，当然，分开也是。
所以只要爱过这个人就不要去后悔，不要去伤害彼此，
你要记住自己曾经用什么样的心去爱他，
你曾经很珍惜的感情以后也会永远记得。----《学姐》
Hmm.. im forcing myself to rmb tis.. cuz i nv want u to gt hurt.. i noe i have hrt u once i read tt day .. i felt guilty for nearly the whole week~
Last nite was chattign wif JJ ... ya he is in shanghai now... haha...
he ask mi why now still abit emo?
Hmm. lots of reasons contribute to it ba~
Haha~ shallnt say abt it here nw~~
i gg to mug for my chem le!!!
rmb to bless mi !!!Thanks!!!
Friday, July 27, 2007
I will remember you
I'll remember you by : No Secrets.
( a song introduced by Simon, quiet nice bt super emo!)
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
( a song introduced by Simon, quiet nice bt super emo!)
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
是时候了~
气球已经飞得好远了。 追它？
哈哈~ 不要啦~ 太远了。
而且，我抓了那么久了，我也累了~
拜拜~
命里有时终须有，
命里无时莫强求。
该放的时候，就该放了。
笨笨地抓住它。
默默地抓住它。
累人累己。
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
ZzZzZzZzZz~
Actually ytd sumthing happened agaiN~ ...
Sum thing tt doesnt hurt tt much le...
Sum thing tt u wun mind anymore...
忽然觉得自己好像变得好渺小。
好小，好小的一个我。
站在人群中一点也不起眼。
一点儿也引不起他人的注意力。
对我来说，可能是件好事吧 ?~ =D
Today PG says i m lik her last time during her sec sch days...
This makes mi wonder...
What hav i bcum?
Hwee Sian Suggested Emo~ -.-!!! ( crap la~)
To mi i m juz normal.. cuz im juz stressed up wif sum problems...
Sum problems tt i tink shouldnt b bothering any1 to help mi to solve it ...
Mayb u guys not used to the troubled n Stressed sharon bahx.. cuz u ( all ) hav bene used to seeing the lik always no worries de happy-go-lucky sharon le...
HEY! i oso can be v serious de hor!! =x
However, i juz wan to tell u ...After a while.. i will b fine...
dun worry!! =D
Sum thing tt doesnt hurt tt much le...
Sum thing tt u wun mind anymore...
忽然觉得自己好像变得好渺小。
好小，好小的一个我。
站在人群中一点也不起眼。
一点儿也引不起他人的注意力。
对我来说，可能是件好事吧 ?~ =D
Today PG says i m lik her last time during her sec sch days...
This makes mi wonder...
What hav i bcum?
Hwee Sian Suggested Emo~ -.-!!! ( crap la~)
To mi i m juz normal.. cuz im juz stressed up wif sum problems...
Sum problems tt i tink shouldnt b bothering any1 to help mi to solve it ...
Mayb u guys not used to the troubled n Stressed sharon bahx.. cuz u ( all ) hav bene used to seeing the lik always no worries de happy-go-lucky sharon le...
HEY! i oso can be v serious de hor!! =x
However, i juz wan to tell u ...After a while.. i will b fine...
dun worry!! =D
guy
ook.. i noe im suppose to do Homework now.. bt i totally no mood do!!! haix...
I juz watched the video tt was shown on the Chinese Drama nite...
The story is like tis ( roughly ) ...
Scene 1
Boy and Girl are a couple. The Girl loves the feel of the rain. The Boy would always be there to shelter her from the rain, regardless of teh fact that he is getting wet . His shirt is always wet as he is worried that the Girl would get sick, so he always tries his best to let the ger to be as dry as possibe.
Scene 2
One day, Boy and Girl walked past a constrution site.The Boy just keep looking at her and listen to her patiently as she tells him abt her day in school happily. Suddenly, a rock came falling down from nowhere. It was about to hit the Girl's head.When the Boy saw this, he immediately tried to grab her to the side, and use his body to protect the Girl. However, the Boy pulled the girl backed almost instantly. The Girl falls to the ground and the rock hit her hand, her hand was fractured. The Boy falls on the other side. The Girl thought that the boy wasn't really want to save her since the Boy pushed her back and allowed the rock to hit her. Feeling totally disappointed and fustrated, the Girl ran away. Now, the Boy was lying on the ground. He took out his handphone and started calling the girl. But to no avail, he messaged some message on the phone, but eventually...
Scene 3
The next day, the Girl was informed that the Boy was sent to the hospital for emergency rescuing but failed. The Boy died because of loss of blood in the lungs. The Girl then came to know that the Boy at that point of time was actually saving her.When the Boy was pushing the Girl to the other side to avoid the rock, the Boy saw a thick steel wire protruding out on that area of the ground. Thus, the Boy pushed the girl back,allowing himself to fall onto the wire, and the wire went through his lungs. The Girl recieved the Boy's handphone from his parents and read the unsent message. She was devastated!
(This part is not read by the narrator as it can be read from the video but for the benefit of everyone, I typed it out)
Handphone message: Dear, I am sorry. I wasn't able to protect you, allowing the stone get you injured.
Hmm... touching? i dunno .. bt the Mv does add sum effect ... want to see the video go "Ying Sheng" de blog see ba~~
Haha~~ how i wish sum1 will do tt to mi ~~=p
Haha~ tis reminds mi of a guy tt i hav met so far in my life...
Chee Dong.
Chee Dong once protected mi from getting injured as he was long bang- ing mi on a bicycle... sum1 crashed into us... he used his left arm to protect mi .. sth i rmb till now...
Ook.. i noe being random here again..
bt still which ger dun wan to feel safe ? or felt protected by a guy whom she cares so much abt ...
so guyS.. if u hav a ger tt u lik nw...
u better let her feel safe n protected beside u !
cuz lik tt she will feel v xing fu de!
haha .. trust mi! im a ger too!!! =)
I juz watched the video tt was shown on the Chinese Drama nite...
The story is like tis ( roughly ) ...
Scene 1
Boy and Girl are a couple. The Girl loves the feel of the rain. The Boy would always be there to shelter her from the rain, regardless of teh fact that he is getting wet . His shirt is always wet as he is worried that the Girl would get sick, so he always tries his best to let the ger to be as dry as possibe.
Scene 2
One day, Boy and Girl walked past a constrution site.The Boy just keep looking at her and listen to her patiently as she tells him abt her day in school happily. Suddenly, a rock came falling down from nowhere. It was about to hit the Girl's head.When the Boy saw this, he immediately tried to grab her to the side, and use his body to protect the Girl. However, the Boy pulled the girl backed almost instantly. The Girl falls to the ground and the rock hit her hand, her hand was fractured. The Boy falls on the other side. The Girl thought that the boy wasn't really want to save her since the Boy pushed her back and allowed the rock to hit her. Feeling totally disappointed and fustrated, the Girl ran away. Now, the Boy was lying on the ground. He took out his handphone and started calling the girl. But to no avail, he messaged some message on the phone, but eventually...
Scene 3
The next day, the Girl was informed that the Boy was sent to the hospital for emergency rescuing but failed. The Boy died because of loss of blood in the lungs. The Girl then came to know that the Boy at that point of time was actually saving her.When the Boy was pushing the Girl to the other side to avoid the rock, the Boy saw a thick steel wire protruding out on that area of the ground. Thus, the Boy pushed the girl back,allowing himself to fall onto the wire, and the wire went through his lungs. The Girl recieved the Boy's handphone from his parents and read the unsent message. She was devastated!
(This part is not read by the narrator as it can be read from the video but for the benefit of everyone, I typed it out)
Handphone message: Dear, I am sorry. I wasn't able to protect you, allowing the stone get you injured.
Hmm... touching? i dunno .. bt the Mv does add sum effect ... want to see the video go "Ying Sheng" de blog see ba~~
Haha~~ how i wish sum1 will do tt to mi ~~=p
Haha~ tis reminds mi of a guy tt i hav met so far in my life...
Chee Dong.
Chee Dong once protected mi from getting injured as he was long bang- ing mi on a bicycle... sum1 crashed into us... he used his left arm to protect mi .. sth i rmb till now...
Ook.. i noe being random here again..
bt still which ger dun wan to feel safe ? or felt protected by a guy whom she cares so much abt ...
so guyS.. if u hav a ger tt u lik nw...
u better let her feel safe n protected beside u !
cuz lik tt she will feel v xing fu de!
haha .. trust mi! im a ger too!!! =)
Sunday, July 22, 2007
TIred again...
Yesh!!! the Ye Zi Lan Yuan is finally over le!!!
haha... ytd de performance was alright... for my play.. i tink is v gd ! cuz we are v serious.. haha... as compared to rehearsals.. yes..JinG wen is so serious into her role tt she really act lik a guy!! wow... haha.. was really v gd .. zhen de.. and i received compliments frm frenz... who watched the MV.. haha... thanks lots guys!!! thank you for ur compliment!! =D
I really wan to thank every1 who has made the nite to b considered successful, despite Zi Hao de comment... Esp, Sam! ( the advisor) , Charmine , irene ( the rich ) , Madeline ( xi Shi ) , Zhi Yue, Jia Qi , Jing Wen ( the poor family ) , Seniors who gave mi useful comments... and the Crew... who helped mi a lot during all rehearsals... thank YOU!!! n nt forgetting Melissa n Pei Pei who kept telling mi "Jia You!" haha...
Ohya~~~ Thanks Lian Kai , Justin ( kor) Alex Go , KXt , Zi Hao and Sop dear .. they came down to support .. thanks lots ~~~ ( though i dunno Zi HAo isit cum dwn support mi or wat la.. ) bt still i wan to thank him for helping us buy dinner fro my grp de ppl.. thank You!.. FOR LIM HWEE SIAN! Thanks For cuming Down too!!! muackx!!!
im so tired man.. today when i woke up my muscles are so tired la!!! -.-!!! lolx.. n i went to Somerset for Tut... partically Stone in the whole Math tut la... im so tired .. nw im still feeling tired... although i slack quite a lot during the study period wif Zi Hao , Jie Min and Sop Dear ...
Aiya... Haix..Conclusion is ... i m so tire today !!! dun feel lik doing anything... i still hav Chem tut nt done yet .. and Econs de tut oso!!! why tml dun hav Math?? at least i can still slack ard !!! -.-!!! cuz math is the only tut i hav completed!! hai-yo-nehx....
Today i hav lots of tots in my mind man..dunno is it cuz.. i physically tired... tts why i mentally so hyper ~~ tot abt a lot of stuff... siaNx.....
Ohya... for those helping to find Boyfriend de...
these are the criteria...
Ht : 175
dun hav attitude problem...
nt Moody...
Nt too noisy nor quiet...
muz hav ai xing...
best if wear Specs..
and MUZ OLDER THAN MI!!!
=x
haha... bt i seriously dun nid any guy nw... =x haha ... juz type these to make sum1 stop introducing mi weird guys!!! =x haha tts all ~~ take CArE!!!
haha... ytd de performance was alright... for my play.. i tink is v gd ! cuz we are v serious.. haha... as compared to rehearsals.. yes..JinG wen is so serious into her role tt she really act lik a guy!! wow... haha.. was really v gd .. zhen de.. and i received compliments frm frenz... who watched the MV.. haha... thanks lots guys!!! thank you for ur compliment!! =D
I really wan to thank every1 who has made the nite to b considered successful, despite Zi Hao de comment... Esp, Sam! ( the advisor) , Charmine , irene ( the rich ) , Madeline ( xi Shi ) , Zhi Yue, Jia Qi , Jing Wen ( the poor family ) , Seniors who gave mi useful comments... and the Crew... who helped mi a lot during all rehearsals... thank YOU!!! n nt forgetting Melissa n Pei Pei who kept telling mi "Jia You!" haha...
Ohya~~~ Thanks Lian Kai , Justin ( kor) Alex Go , KXt , Zi Hao and Sop dear .. they came down to support .. thanks lots ~~~ ( though i dunno Zi HAo isit cum dwn support mi or wat la.. ) bt still i wan to thank him for helping us buy dinner fro my grp de ppl.. thank You!.. FOR LIM HWEE SIAN! Thanks For cuming Down too!!! muackx!!!
im so tired man.. today when i woke up my muscles are so tired la!!! -.-!!! lolx.. n i went to Somerset for Tut... partically Stone in the whole Math tut la... im so tired .. nw im still feeling tired... although i slack quite a lot during the study period wif Zi Hao , Jie Min and Sop Dear ...
Aiya... Haix..Conclusion is ... i m so tire today !!! dun feel lik doing anything... i still hav Chem tut nt done yet .. and Econs de tut oso!!! why tml dun hav Math?? at least i can still slack ard !!! -.-!!! cuz math is the only tut i hav completed!! hai-yo-nehx....
Today i hav lots of tots in my mind man..dunno is it cuz.. i physically tired... tts why i mentally so hyper ~~ tot abt a lot of stuff... siaNx.....
Ohya... for those helping to find Boyfriend de...
these are the criteria...
Ht : 175
dun hav attitude problem...
nt Moody...
Nt too noisy nor quiet...
muz hav ai xing...
best if wear Specs..
and MUZ OLDER THAN MI!!!
=x
haha... bt i seriously dun nid any guy nw... =x haha ... juz type these to make sum1 stop introducing mi weird guys!!! =x haha tts all ~~ take CArE!!!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Fish wept ~ cuz of MLX de hua
This entry is for a special some one..
Heys... Hmm.. dun worry .. i m fine now... sorry i lost control of myself juz now... alot of times i noe u meant well.. bt today im v tired... so i juz lost it... sorry... hope u understand...
好久没尝到眼泪的味道了。
仿佛都忘了它是什么味道了。
对不起。
你只是一个让我再次尝到它的味道的人。
最近的我真的很紧绷。
我好想好好的发泄或放松。
哭也是一种发泄。
Heys... Hmm.. dun worry .. i m fine now... sorry i lost control of myself juz now... alot of times i noe u meant well.. bt today im v tired... so i juz lost it... sorry... hope u understand...
好久没尝到眼泪的味道了。
仿佛都忘了它是什么味道了。
对不起。
你只是一个让我再次尝到它的味道的人。
最近的我真的很紧绷。
我好想好好的发泄或放松。
哭也是一种发泄。
Where is shelter?
This Storm is too much for mi now...
Where is my shelter ? ....
我曾一直从远方望着你。
我也应该一直保持着这样子。
我当初不应该妄想能接近你。
是我太笨了，让自己这样做。
我今天其实感到有点压力。
因素很多。
但是，当我见到你在球场上能发挥出自己的实力时，我好像把一切让我烦恼的原因都忘了。
虽然今天的你离着我很远，但是，我却能从感觉到你散发出的自信。
你眼神中也能见到快乐。
现在的你应该比从前快了吧？
能见到这样的你，我很开心你知道吗？
即使你与我之间的误会已太深了，距离也越来越远了。
我真得很想见到天天的你就如今天在球场上一样快乐。
祝你天天快乐！
要快乐喔~ =）
Where is my shelter ? ....
我曾一直从远方望着你。
我也应该一直保持着这样子。
我当初不应该妄想能接近你。
是我太笨了，让自己这样做。
我今天其实感到有点压力。
因素很多。
但是，当我见到你在球场上能发挥出自己的实力时，我好像把一切让我烦恼的原因都忘了。
虽然今天的你离着我很远，但是，我却能从感觉到你散发出的自信。
你眼神中也能见到快乐。
现在的你应该比从前快了吧？
能见到这样的你，我很开心你知道吗？
即使你与我之间的误会已太深了，距离也越来越远了。
我真得很想见到天天的你就如今天在球场上一样快乐。
祝你天天快乐！
要快乐喔~ =）
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：真实
歌曲：真实
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：真实
词:徐世珍
曲:won, tae yeon cho kyuman
你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见
未来难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
歌手：张惠妹 专辑：真实
词:徐世珍
曲:won, tae yeon cho kyuman
你说的话在我心中生了根
爱得很深所以心很疼
记忆在我的心中翻滚
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
我能感觉另外一个人
我等等笑容换成泪痕
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见
未来难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
I m emo-ing bt i dun need u ...
Hmm... Today suddenly have a tot...
Hmm.. no1 in this world has the duty of cheering u up or holds the responsibility to ...nt even ur parents.. ur boyfriend.. or ur girlfriend... frenz....
They did nt do so b'coz of their duties...
they try to cheer u up is juz simply cuz u mean sth to them...
u r not a stranger in their eyes..
u r sum1 dear to them...
u r sum1 they bother to cheer up ...
u r sum1 they bother to find out ur worries... n unhappiness...
u r sum1 significant...
So dear frenz... if u meet a person who bothers to attempt to cheer u up when u are down...
Appreciate them... =)
and... Thank You frenz~ =)
Hmm.. no1 in this world has the duty of cheering u up or holds the responsibility to ...nt even ur parents.. ur boyfriend.. or ur girlfriend... frenz....
They did nt do so b'coz of their duties...
they try to cheer u up is juz simply cuz u mean sth to them...
u r not a stranger in their eyes..
u r sum1 dear to them...
u r sum1 they bother to cheer up ...
u r sum1 they bother to find out ur worries... n unhappiness...
u r sum1 significant...
So dear frenz... if u meet a person who bothers to attempt to cheer u up when u are down...
Appreciate them... =)
and... Thank You frenz~ =)
Monday, July 16, 2007
有些事，始终放在心里才是最好的。
保有他最原本的感觉。
有些事，说破了，说明了。
一切就会变了，对不对？
最单纯的原点，才是最美，最安全的距离。
Cited frm Hwee Sian de blog...
Haha~ it sum how suits wat i feel now~~~
Fish is closing herself up soon...
Preparing for "war" ! =x
Against her own mentality and Heart!
Fish zhen de hen xiang ku...
Fish zhen de shou bu liao le...
Ni dao di zai bu zai yi wo de ?!
Hai....
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
支持
歌曲：左边
歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：遇上爱
总是忍不住寂寞掉下
眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时
都可能被阴狸收回
等待
有机会最坏也最
甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为
太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你
会了解
总在
埋怨过你的冷漠
之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果
有可能最美
也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许
太自由的你心里面
那个家谁也不能回
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你
会了解
我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边
就能够听见
你说的那句
我爱你
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
你一定看的见
___________________________________________________________________
最近，我真的觉得满累的。
我一直在挣扎。
在跟里头的那个自己，外头的别人。
我一直很想放弃，却在逼自己不行。
我曾经在这说过：“有时，光靠自己一人的信念来抵挡他人所说的一切是很难的！”
所以，我希望你不要再泼我冷水了。
为我加油好吗？
虽然你所说的总是有你的道理，但是为什么要我跟着你呢？
我不是玩偶！！！
跟着你的意愿做一切。
我也有想法的！
请不要再逼我了！
歌手：杨丞琳 专辑：遇上爱
总是忍不住寂寞掉下
眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时
都可能被阴狸收回
等待
有机会最坏也最
甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为
太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你
会了解
总在
埋怨过你的冷漠
之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果
有可能最美
也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许
太自由的你心里面
那个家谁也不能回
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你
会了解
我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边
就能够听见
你说的那句
我爱你
你
不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切 爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
你一定看的见
___________________________________________________________________
最近，我真的觉得满累的。
我一直在挣扎。
在跟里头的那个自己，外头的别人。
我一直很想放弃，却在逼自己不行。
我曾经在这说过：“有时，光靠自己一人的信念来抵挡他人所说的一切是很难的！”
所以，我希望你不要再泼我冷水了。
为我加油好吗？
虽然你所说的总是有你的道理，但是为什么要我跟着你呢？
我不是玩偶！！！
跟着你的意愿做一切。
我也有想法的！
请不要再逼我了！
Tired
Haix... Fish is so tired now~
She is tired of struggling...
She is tired of all her Emo-ness...
She is tired of fighting alone...
She is tired of fighting against her emotions...
She is tired of her physical constraints...
She is tired of being a good guy...
She is tired of being a gd ger in teachers' eyes...
She is tired of explaining herself...
She is tired of all these...
She wants to break free frm everything...
run to a far far away land...
where no1 noes her...
n start a fresh there...
ALONE...
She is tired of struggling...
She is tired of all her Emo-ness...
She is tired of fighting alone...
She is tired of fighting against her emotions...
She is tired of her physical constraints...
She is tired of being a good guy...
She is tired of being a gd ger in teachers' eyes...
She is tired of explaining herself...
She is tired of all these...
She wants to break free frm everything...
run to a far far away land...
where no1 noes her...
n start a fresh there...
ALONE...
Friday, July 13, 2007
Sorry
sorry1 [ˈsori] interjection
used when apologizing
Example: Did I tread on your toe? Sorry!
Arabic:مُتأسِّف!
Chinese (Simplified):抱歉的
Chinese (Traditional):抱歉的
Czech:promiňte
Danish:undskyld!
Dutch:pardon
Estonian:vabandust!
Finnish:anteeksi
French:pardon!
German:Verzeihung!
Greek:συγγνώμη!
Hungarian:(pardon) bocsánat!
Icelandic:afsakið! fyrirgefðu!
Indonesian:maaf
Italian:scusa, scusate, scusi
Japanese:ごめんなさい
Korean:미안합니다, 죄송합니다
Latvian:atvainojiet!
Lithuanian:atsiprašau!
Norwegian:beklager!; unnskyld!
Polish:Przepraszam.
Portuguese (Brazil):desculpe, perdão
Portuguese (Portugal):perdão!
Romanian:pardon!
Russian:извините; простите
Slovak:prepáčte
Slovenian:oprostite!
Spanish:¡perdón!, ¡disculpe!
Swedish:förlåt!, ursäkta!
Turkish:affedersiniz
_________________________________________________________________
Hmm... Crazy ger rite? Fish went to Dictionary.refernce.com to find tis.
She feels real bad now...
recently.. she has been quite stressed up....
a stressed Fish = a bad-tempered Fish...
So i gt impaitent... n raised my voice at almost anyone who came into my way...
Haix.. Sorry guys... ytd post say how much i love u guys.. now im hurting u( all) ~ -.-!!! haix...
And i tink i hurt sum1 today~ ( i doubt he even cares~ )
I actually did it on purpose...
haix... crazy ger .. doing it deliberately, yet it bothers mi so much~~~
has been tinking abt it the whole day...
Juz want to Say Sorry to u , Sophie , lao ren n 133 clique...
i may hav said sth hurtful these few days... i really apologise to u ( all )..
pardon a Stressed up Fish hao ma?
used when apologizing
Example: Did I tread on your toe? Sorry!
Arabic:مُتأسِّف!
Chinese (Simplified):抱歉的
Chinese (Traditional):抱歉的
Czech:promiňte
Danish:undskyld!
Dutch:pardon
Estonian:vabandust!
Finnish:anteeksi
French:pardon!
German:Verzeihung!
Greek:συγγνώμη!
Hungarian:(pardon) bocsánat!
Icelandic:afsakið! fyrirgefðu!
Indonesian:maaf
Italian:scusa, scusate, scusi
Japanese:ごめんなさい
Korean:미안합니다, 죄송합니다
Latvian:atvainojiet!
Lithuanian:atsiprašau!
Norwegian:beklager!; unnskyld!
Polish:Przepraszam.
Portuguese (Brazil):desculpe, perdão
Portuguese (Portugal):perdão!
Romanian:pardon!
Russian:извините; простите
Slovak:prepáčte
Slovenian:oprostite!
Spanish:¡perdón!, ¡disculpe!
Swedish:förlåt!, ursäkta!
Turkish:affedersiniz
_________________________________________________________________
Hmm... Crazy ger rite? Fish went to Dictionary.refernce.com to find tis.
She feels real bad now...
recently.. she has been quite stressed up....
a stressed Fish = a bad-tempered Fish...
So i gt impaitent... n raised my voice at almost anyone who came into my way...
Haix.. Sorry guys... ytd post say how much i love u guys.. now im hurting u( all) ~ -.-!!! haix...
And i tink i hurt sum1 today~ ( i doubt he even cares~ )
I actually did it on purpose...
haix... crazy ger .. doing it deliberately, yet it bothers mi so much~~~
has been tinking abt it the whole day...
Juz want to Say Sorry to u , Sophie , lao ren n 133 clique...
i may hav said sth hurtful these few days... i really apologise to u ( all )..
pardon a Stressed up Fish hao ma?
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Lao ren yan
Special request by Lao ren ...
Haha~ okok another happy thing is.. lao ren met his Fren Lukey Boi ( a cute looking guy i rmb ) today! on his way home in the traiN!!! haha~~... n met TYRON at Tiong Bahru there! lolx... n a v smart n sweet ger chat wif him today! haha~~ he so fortunate rite?? haha~ =)
Haha~ okok another happy thing is.. lao ren met his Fren Lukey Boi ( a cute looking guy i rmb ) today! on his way home in the traiN!!! haha~~... n met TYRON at Tiong Bahru there! lolx... n a v smart n sweet ger chat wif him today! haha~~ he so fortunate rite?? haha~ =)
Fish
Heys! i gt sth Happy and Sth sad to blog abt!
Happy:
Haha~ i last nite had a v simple n sweet dream! =x ( ok sop dear i noe im nt supposed to be happy ) but it is one of the few sweet dreams tt i havnt had in a long time.. i lik it lots cuz its simple... n sweet... the content n characters appearing in side is nt the important thingy DEAR! =x ... cuz i had been having those struggling dreams all tt~~ havnt had such simple ones le~~
the funny thing abt tis dream is... when i was dreaming.. i told myself.. "This is too good to be true...muz b a dream..." haha... n i juz woke up.. haha... n tell myself yesh is a dream.. funny rite? suddenly feel lik as if i can be able to control my dreams lik tt.. haha~~~
Sad:
Hmm... realises many sides of ppl again.. haix.. i always m aware of ppl ard mi having two -sided faces.. bt was totally surprised tt sum1 can actually b so 180 degree different.. hai... ren xing nan ce~ haix...
another thingy is abt my studies.. the results are so sucky la!! hai.... was totally so under my expectations!! i need to push myself real hard now!! dun wan anything to invade mi now xcept frenz n studies!!! GoGoGo...
Frens can really push n pull mi really far! haha~~ they Rox!! every1 i noe rox man! ( xcept ppl who are two-sided~ ) esp... Jing Wen, Jia Qi, Melissa, Jasmine, Madeline, Sophie, Zi Hao, Robert,Lian Kai, Wen Qi n Uncle JACKSON! ... and a lot more la! haha~~ they really helped a lot.. ever since the June Holz started... haha~ cuz this year's June Hols is v sucky for mi ~ cuz gt a lot for mi to go thru~ yeah! Thanks lots People!!! I LOVE U! =D
P.S: FISH IS NT BISEXUAL! SHE IS STRAIGHT! =x
Happy:
Haha~ i last nite had a v simple n sweet dream! =x ( ok sop dear i noe im nt supposed to be happy ) but it is one of the few sweet dreams tt i havnt had in a long time.. i lik it lots cuz its simple... n sweet... the content n characters appearing in side is nt the important thingy DEAR! =x ... cuz i had been having those struggling dreams all tt~~ havnt had such simple ones le~~
the funny thing abt tis dream is... when i was dreaming.. i told myself.. "This is too good to be true...muz b a dream..." haha... n i juz woke up.. haha... n tell myself yesh is a dream.. funny rite? suddenly feel lik as if i can be able to control my dreams lik tt.. haha~~~
Sad:
Hmm... realises many sides of ppl again.. haix.. i always m aware of ppl ard mi having two -sided faces.. bt was totally surprised tt sum1 can actually b so 180 degree different.. hai... ren xing nan ce~ haix...
another thingy is abt my studies.. the results are so sucky la!! hai.... was totally so under my expectations!! i need to push myself real hard now!! dun wan anything to invade mi now xcept frenz n studies!!! GoGoGo...
Frens can really push n pull mi really far! haha~~ they Rox!! every1 i noe rox man! ( xcept ppl who are two-sided~ ) esp... Jing Wen, Jia Qi, Melissa, Jasmine, Madeline, Sophie, Zi Hao, Robert,Lian Kai, Wen Qi n Uncle JACKSON! ... and a lot more la! haha~~ they really helped a lot.. ever since the June Holz started... haha~ cuz this year's June Hols is v sucky for mi ~ cuz gt a lot for mi to go thru~ yeah! Thanks lots People!!! I LOVE U! =D
P.S: FISH IS NT BISEXUAL! SHE IS STRAIGHT! =x
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
test~
 | You scored as Percussion, Percussion.Crazy, you know how to have fun.Youre not very smart, but that doesn't stop your extreme awesomeness.enough said.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
I saw You~
I saw you~
Hmm...." How are u ? " are words tt i wanted so much to tell u...
I wan to smile in front of u ~
I wan to see ur usual smile in ur face~
Havnt been seeing ur smile for quite sum time le ...
I know u no longer wan to tok to mi le ...
I know i will no longer b the reason for ur smile le ...
I know u r hav misunderstandings abt mi n him ...
I know our relationships arent the same anymore ...
but i juz wan to c tt smile tt i used to see on ur face again~
but i juz wan to slap ur bag n say "Hi" to u cheerfully lik last time~
most importantly, i tink too highly of myself already... i still cant take it....
u r no longer 23 ... bt 9 ...
Jia YOu! =)
All the best for ur Prelims!
Heys! those taking O's oral tml de ~! Jia YOU!!! GoGoGO!!! =)
Hmm...." How are u ? " are words tt i wanted so much to tell u...
I wan to smile in front of u ~
I wan to see ur usual smile in ur face~
Havnt been seeing ur smile for quite sum time le ...
I know u no longer wan to tok to mi le ...
I know i will no longer b the reason for ur smile le ...
I know u r hav misunderstandings abt mi n him ...
I know our relationships arent the same anymore ...
but i juz wan to c tt smile tt i used to see on ur face again~
but i juz wan to slap ur bag n say "Hi" to u cheerfully lik last time~
most importantly, i tink too highly of myself already... i still cant take it....
u r no longer 23 ... bt 9 ...
Jia YOu! =)
All the best for ur Prelims!
Heys! those taking O's oral tml de ~! Jia YOU!!! GoGoGO!!! =)
Monday, July 09, 2007
test test test
| Your Animal Personality |
 Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal. |
| You Are a Brownie |
 Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted. Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are. |
Love is in the AiR~
Hmm... How can u see a ger likes a guy? or vice versa?
Hmm... Seriously i nv know~ unless im tt ger la~
Isit tt she always look out to see if he is ard when she is at his hangout?
Isit tt when his clz walk pass she will look out for him again?
Isit tt she will always take note when he is having wat lessons?
And take note when his clz is near hers?
Isit tt she will always wait for his lessons to end?
Isit tt she will always go to sch ard the time he will too?
Isit tt she will always go home ard the time he will too?
Isit tt she is making every possible chance to see him ?
Isit tt she is trying her best to make him juz to take note of her?
Isit tt she is looking at him juz waiting for his eyes to meet into hers?
Isit tt she always appear cheerful in front of him juz wan to chase away his emo-ness?
Hmm... gers! gt u hav any signs of these?
Haha~ xiao xing dian wor!
Yin wei ni yi jing zai jing liang yin qi ta de zu yi le~~=p
Haha~
Why i so random? n blog abt love?
Haha~
cuz i notice recently love is in the AIR man!! lolx...
this lik tt tt lik tis.. tis waiting for tt tt waiting or tis~
Haha~
IN love de... wish u guys all the best!! gogogo~~~
Secretly in love de.. GogOgo! go tell HIM / HER!!
Not in love de... Enjoy ur life man!!
Wating for love de... dun worry he/she is juz round the corner!!
Please say u mind~
Hmm... Seriously i nv know~ unless im tt ger la~
Isit tt she always look out to see if he is ard when she is at his hangout?
Isit tt when his clz walk pass she will look out for him again?
Isit tt she will always take note when he is having wat lessons?
And take note when his clz is near hers?
Isit tt she will always wait for his lessons to end?
Isit tt she will always go to sch ard the time he will too?
Isit tt she will always go home ard the time he will too?
Isit tt she is making every possible chance to see him ?
Isit tt she is trying her best to make him juz to take note of her?
Isit tt she is looking at him juz waiting for his eyes to meet into hers?
Isit tt she always appear cheerful in front of him juz wan to chase away his emo-ness?
Hmm... gers! gt u hav any signs of these?
Haha~ xiao xing dian wor!
Yin wei ni yi jing zai jing liang yin qi ta de zu yi le~~=p
Haha~
Why i so random? n blog abt love?
Haha~
cuz i notice recently love is in the AIR man!! lolx...
this lik tt tt lik tis.. tis waiting for tt tt waiting or tis~
Haha~
IN love de... wish u guys all the best!! gogogo~~~
Secretly in love de.. GogOgo! go tell HIM / HER!!
Not in love de... Enjoy ur life man!!
Wating for love de... dun worry he/she is juz round the corner!!
Please say u mind~
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Fish is Too FAT!
Fish is too FAT!
A Fat Fish cant swim well in water!
So...
Fish muz go On DIET or EXERCISE!
IF nt she will die in the sea!!!
OMG***
Haha~ how sad la! my 111th post is abt my FATS!!!
A Fat Fish cant swim well in water!
So...
Fish muz go On DIET or EXERCISE!
IF nt she will die in the sea!!!
OMG***
Haha~ how sad la! my 111th post is abt my FATS!!!
Hwee Sian Complains tt i din update~
Hwee sian complains tt i din update!
Lolx... today is EARTH DAY!
SO im gonna post today's n tml's entry ( if there is any ) in GREEN!
Lolx... yeah~~
Hmm... Ook .. wat had i done?
i had a tiring Friday.. dun ask mi why~~ =x
Haha~ tink is cuz is the day of the month agaiN~ =x
Hmm... So gg to conclude... Friday is generally SLACK n TIRING for MI! =)
As for today~ hmm...I today went for the Outreach programme in sch ...
aft which i went to tution~~ actually, i intended to go hav a drink wif sum frenz de.. bt no money~~ =p n i get drunk easily.. so drop tt idea~~~... n went to meet up wif WLK ... we went to AMK hub watch "my Wife Is gangster Three! " lolx.. hmm... not bad la... hilarious... aft watching tt i suddenly hav the urge to go learn new language sia! ha.. learnt the power of language!! lolx... only those who hav watched it will know~ =p
Hmm.. i was browsing my folders juz now...
Found the following pic...
Hmm... actually this pic i hav found quite long ago le... Hmm.. was during my quite Emo Period... Haha~ quite true rite?Dunno why i saved it the other time .. mayb cuz i Emo bahx~~ =p
Translate:
To Give up on Sumone who loves u lots,
isit painful.
To Give up on Sumone u loves lots,
then, is painful.
To Fall in love on sumone who doesnt love you back ,
is more painful.
Dun wait till u miss tt sumone then u regret.
Dun wait till u lose tt sumone then u wish to get tt sumone back.
ya rite.. Fish starts Emo-ing again... Fish thinks of sum1...
Fish noes tt sum1 will nv tink of her... cuz she went to his blog...
Hmm... Fish is so tired... Both mentally n physically...
She wans a hug.. From her fren...
Fish tired le... wanna go Slp le~~ PS~~ =x
Lolx... today is EARTH DAY!
SO im gonna post today's n tml's entry ( if there is any ) in GREEN!
Lolx... yeah~~
Hmm... Ook .. wat had i done?
i had a tiring Friday.. dun ask mi why~~ =x
Haha~ tink is cuz is the day of the month agaiN~ =x
Hmm... So gg to conclude... Friday is generally SLACK n TIRING for MI! =)
As for today~ hmm...I today went for the Outreach programme in sch ...
aft which i went to tution~~ actually, i intended to go hav a drink wif sum frenz de.. bt no money~~ =p n i get drunk easily.. so drop tt idea~~~... n went to meet up wif WLK ... we went to AMK hub watch "my Wife Is gangster Three! " lolx.. hmm... not bad la... hilarious... aft watching tt i suddenly hav the urge to go learn new language sia! ha.. learnt the power of language!! lolx... only those who hav watched it will know~ =p
Hmm.. i was browsing my folders juz now...
Found the following pic...
Hmm... actually this pic i hav found quite long ago le... Hmm.. was during my quite Emo Period... Haha~ quite true rite?Dunno why i saved it the other time .. mayb cuz i Emo bahx~~ =p
Translate:
To Give up on Sumone who loves u lots,
isit painful.
To Give up on Sumone u loves lots,
then, is painful.
To Fall in love on sumone who doesnt love you back ,
is more painful.
Dun wait till u miss tt sumone then u regret.
Dun wait till u lose tt sumone then u wish to get tt sumone back.
ya rite.. Fish starts Emo-ing again... Fish thinks of sum1...
Fish noes tt sum1 will nv tink of her... cuz she went to his blog...
Hmm... Fish is so tired... Both mentally n physically...
She wans a hug.. From her fren...
Sumtimes, i really wonder why muz distinguish ger n boi?
haix.. if every1 is of the same gender.. everything would b so diff le...
Like.. being friendly to a fren of the same gender is call friendly.. bt of the oppo gender is call filrt... haix... Nvm~ it doesnt bother mi le~ =)Fish tired le... wanna go Slp le~~ PS~~ =x
Thursday, July 05, 2007
who m i bluffing?
Today Ms. goh ask us how we feel about our H2 Math paper results?
Hmm... i told her terribly done... too careless.. tt resulted in my D grade.. haix...
My mum asked mi abt my result last nite...
I told her the truth~ ( haha~ im a guai ger!!! =p)
She says," not bad. Better than last years' result..."
Hmm.. i was browsing the net juz now... suddenly i yi shi liu again.. n realise sth.. as i tot abt wat she said...
Actually... i doing a lot better than last yr means tt im doing well?
scoring better = putting more effort ?
But is it enuff really?
n realise tt wif these D , E n U results = im nt disappointing any1?
Haix.. i feel so disappointed abt my results seriously... although i have been comforting the Jc1s tt is ok for them to hav such results.. but .. im a repeat student! taking the subjects again yet scoring so low.. n even lower than the freshmen!!! my percentile are oso nt consider high too! ( i guess...
Total disappointment..
Chem.. the sub i studied most .. scored worst! is lik OMG*~ feel lik banging my head onto the wall sia.. haix...
Sharon ah sharon, although u r scoring better than last yr, it doesnt mean tt u are putting enuff effort.. u are taking the A's!!! not O's anymore... where u can happily enjoy urself n nt maintaining constant work!
So.. frm today onwards, i m gg to really mug hard for every tests ( ok except maths.. cuz i c no pt... to mi maths is those depends luck thingy... as the qns mayb tricky yet easy for u to understand.. or tricky n u juz dun understand.. )
I wan score high nt anymore pass for my tests le!
Sharon GoGoGo~
You can do it!!! =)
p.S: any1 gt H2 chem tutors to reccomend? needed badly!
Hmm... i told her terribly done... too careless.. tt resulted in my D grade.. haix...
My mum asked mi abt my result last nite...
I told her the truth~ ( haha~ im a guai ger!!! =p)
She says," not bad. Better than last years' result..."
Hmm.. i was browsing the net juz now... suddenly i yi shi liu again.. n realise sth.. as i tot abt wat she said...
Actually... i doing a lot better than last yr means tt im doing well?
scoring better = putting more effort ?
But is it enuff really?
n realise tt wif these D , E n U results = im nt disappointing any1?
Haix.. i feel so disappointed abt my results seriously... although i have been comforting the Jc1s tt is ok for them to hav such results.. but .. im a repeat student! taking the subjects again yet scoring so low.. n even lower than the freshmen!!! my percentile are oso nt consider high too! ( i guess...
Total disappointment..
Chem.. the sub i studied most .. scored worst! is lik OMG*~ feel lik banging my head onto the wall sia.. haix...
Sharon ah sharon, although u r scoring better than last yr, it doesnt mean tt u are putting enuff effort.. u are taking the A's!!! not O's anymore... where u can happily enjoy urself n nt maintaining constant work!
So.. frm today onwards, i m gg to really mug hard for every tests ( ok except maths.. cuz i c no pt... to mi maths is those depends luck thingy... as the qns mayb tricky yet easy for u to understand.. or tricky n u juz dun understand.. )
I wan score high nt anymore pass for my tests le!
Sharon GoGoGo~
You can do it!!! =)
p.S: any1 gt H2 chem tutors to reccomend? needed badly!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
人很奇怪~
我觉得人很奇怪~ 为什么？因为我们往往会把自己客观的看法来判断身边的人。
《花样少年少女》我记得当瑞希跟左以泉说什么跟她想象中的他有多么差异时，我才领悟到。
大家原来都跟瑞希一样，单方面的认为这人是应该这样这样的，他不应该那样那样的。
起初，我也跟她一样。我愚昧的认为我的某些朋友应该得跟我想象和认为的一样，他们不应该做某某事情。并没有个所以然，只是我就这么认为着。直到这部偶像剧。其实，之前也有知识，我那朋友的话在这四年内被我遗忘了。
回想过去，我不应该那么“说”他的当天。坦白说，我知道自己口中还带着一点的指责。 他并没有错， 他只是在做他自己，而是我一味地认为他应该是那样的。
他没有生气。他只是说：“为什么我得像你想我的那样去做呢？”。我愣住了。
对不起我的朋友。虽然知道你从不来这，但却很想跟你说声Sorry...
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JJ called mi juz now!wow~ the reception v bad sia... haha... glad tt he is doing fine at least.. tt retard yuan lai mei de yong internet access there la~! wasted my emails!
Haha~~~
oh ya~~ i gt back my another 2 papers...
H2 Maths - 58% -D ( 2 more marks to C la! haix )
H2 CLL - 52.3%- E ( haix.. another wasted one! i scored 30/40 for my xiao shuo , bt 0.5 / 20 for my poem~ wasted totally! muz mug for poem le!!! )
Shock rite? since when Sharon bcum so competitive...
I compete wif no1 bt my ownself. my own target!!!
Bore? no la relaxing myself~
| You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament |
 Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. |
| You Are a Candy Heart |
 You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette. Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good. |
| Your True Sign Is Libra |
 Charming Easygoing Extroverted A Total Flirt Social Butterfly A Total Chameleon Friendly and Outgoing |
Why every test result makes mi feel lik im a flirt~-.-!!!
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
test
| Pisces - Your Love Profile |
 Your positive traits: You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring. Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your partner has ever met. You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with. Your negative traits: You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood. It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should. You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest. Your ideal partner: Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways Your dating style: Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners. Your seduction style: Fearless - you try what your partner suggests, no matter how unusual. Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary. Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head. Tips for the future: Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen. Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love. Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one.. Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green Best day for a date: Friday |
Monday, July 02, 2007
jj in shanghai~
CHAN JUN JIE IS NW in China- ShangHai le!!!
Haha~ yup~ i woke up early n sent him off today...wif airu , he sheng, eric, anthony, sylvester, swee xiong( i tink ), yew Beng n one guy i forget his name le.. PS ..
His whole family was there...
To b Frank...
He is seirously charming today.... HAha~ zhen de!
his tt outfit n color scheme n tt bag~ wow~ made my eyes opened wide when i saw him.. lolx... ok im nt saying he normally bu haO kan... bt he is tt kind once dress up can definitely hook up sum gers de~~ lolx...
OOok...
Why m i online so late when i shld b slpin as there's sch tml...
cuz i juz went to check my H2 Chem results...
scored 42 % n gt a S ... means 5 ranking pts for mi only...
Hmm.. nt sad abt it actually.. it was more than i expected...
i expected an "u" for my chem... those who saw my last few entries b4 my chem paper will knoww why i say so... so ...
Dear Lord,You really are there... i can now say, sharon believes You
Hmm... i tink tts all for today ... le~~~
JJ take Care wors!
Haha~ yup~ i woke up early n sent him off today...wif airu , he sheng, eric, anthony, sylvester, swee xiong( i tink ), yew Beng n one guy i forget his name le.. PS ..
His whole family was there...
To b Frank...
He is seirously charming today.... HAha~ zhen de!
his tt outfit n color scheme n tt bag~ wow~ made my eyes opened wide when i saw him.. lolx... ok im nt saying he normally bu haO kan... bt he is tt kind once dress up can definitely hook up sum gers de~~ lolx...
OOok...
Why m i online so late when i shld b slpin as there's sch tml...
cuz i juz went to check my H2 Chem results...
scored 42 % n gt a S ... means 5 ranking pts for mi only...
Hmm.. nt sad abt it actually.. it was more than i expected...
i expected an "u" for my chem... those who saw my last few entries b4 my chem paper will knoww why i say so... so ...
Dear Lord,You really are there... i can now say, sharon believes You
Hmm... i tink tts all for today ... le~~~
JJ take Care wors!
| You Are Bold And Brave |
 |
Fish is Happy
Fish is Happy nw...
Fish is living a happy single life now...
Fish is nt together wif Lao Ren...
Sth which almost every1 has misunderstanding abt...
We are juz frenz...
I dunno why im explaining myself here...
But i hope u pass by n sees this...
To many i really dun bother to explain...
As wat i had told Lao Ren will only 越描越黑...
再加上，清者自清...
可是，对我来说，你的误会是件最不可发生的事。
愚蠢对吗？：） ( yeah~ tts mi~ )
虽然知道你已误会很久了，但我现在才解释。
不要问我为什么。
因为，我也不知道。
明明告诉了朋友自己不在乎了，
却又莫名其妙地在这澄清。
白痴对吧？
鱼其实已经把一切都看得很开了。
现在的鱼只想享受在友谊之中。
Fish is living a happy single life now...
Fish is nt together wif Lao Ren...
Sth which almost every1 has misunderstanding abt...
We are juz frenz...
I dunno why im explaining myself here...
But i hope u pass by n sees this...
To many i really dun bother to explain...
As wat i had told Lao Ren will only 越描越黑...
再加上，清者自清...
可是，对我来说，你的误会是件最不可发生的事。
愚蠢对吗？：） ( yeah~ tts mi~ )
虽然知道你已误会很久了，但我现在才解释。
不要问我为什么。
因为，我也不知道。
明明告诉了朋友自己不在乎了，
却又莫名其妙地在这澄清。
白痴对吧？
鱼其实已经把一切都看得很开了。
现在的鱼只想享受在友谊之中。
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