Monday, December 31, 2007

New year resolution

Heys!
The new year is approaching.. in less than 24hrs is gonna b 2008 !!!
Hee... anyone excited ma?
I very excited nehx! cuz i gg to go to sch !
I nt nerd la! i juz lik to go sch n mix ard wif frenx... n feel occupied... i guess i a bit sick.. i nothing to occupy mi i will feel v lost~~~ Haha~~ so ya~~ im looking forward for sch to start! =)

BUT!! i havnt studied a single thingy for block test! shit~ im so gonna get it la! -.-!!
Esp my chem~~ Argh! any kind soul reading tis willing to teach mi? =x plz contact mi! =)

Hee... ya as i was saying rite... new year coming .. so of cuz of new year resolutions la!!! hee...
Actually gt more things in my tots...
maybe will update again next yr?
Haha~

Sooo...Ppl... Take Care woRs!
Happy New Year in Advance...
May God bless u with a fruitful year 2008... =)

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我不是一个很悲观的人。
可是,当提到感情之事时,我便会变得很没安全感,很自卑。
毕竟世界那么大,你的世界也未必有我。
即使我多么想进去,也许也办不到吧


长长的路上我想我们是朋友

如果有期待我想最好是不说

你总是微笑的你总是不开口

世界被你掌握

Er.. this is sound lik i secretly admire sum1.. bt ... plz dun tink too much ok~? -.-!! i juz happened to find tis pic n tink of the song n evrything~ tts all~ ....

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Hmm... actually was abt to off com de..but dunno why suddenly hav the urge to blog~

haha~ so ya i m gg to say abt wat happened today!

Today went To caregroup at Rick's hse.. aft gg to sch for dance...

Haha~ was fun!!!

Shawn , Yan Shan , Gisela n Li Xin cooked us a dinner!!
Yummy! i love the soup man! n the Spagetti ~ haha~~ n nt forgetting Gisela de Bacons! lol.. i m those rarely eat bacon de .. bt she made mi wan for more bacon today~ haha~

Today actualy wasnt in quite a mood for the SD =x sorry Canice... Haha... suddenly gt a lot in my mind... rmb today testi sharing was abt the whole of 2007 tt kind...n Christmas...

Actually was kind of Blank when Yan Shan asked mi ... i only say abt the Caregrp...
Actually for giving thanks part, i had many things to Give thanks.. i dunno how to put it n say it... but suddenly wanna Thank God for Wei Lun, Zi Hao, Joy, Hwee Sian, Lian Kai, Shawn, Sophie, Wen Qi, Samson, Simon and many others... ( sorry i miss out most of u ~~ cuz only these pop out of my mind currently... is v late la.. mind nt functioning very well... )

hmm.. guess hav to end here le... continue next time bah~~ =x

Why hasnt Been Blooging

Hmm.. recently some events triggered mi to tink again...

Some times sum things are better left unsaid rite?

有时有些事不是不能说,只是说了有用吗?
有时有些事不是不能提,只是伤口还为康复。

可是,你们有发现吗?
在复原的过程中,往往有许多更有可能伤害你的人与事物。
你要如何保护自我?

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Test~ frens~

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.

And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly

Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."

HurT~

hurt [həːt] adjective

upset; distressed
Example: She felt very hurt at/by his behaviour; her hurt feelings Arabic: مُنْزَعِج، مَجْروح
Chinese (Simplified): 伤害的
Chinese (Traditional): 傷害的
Czech: uražený
Danish: såret
Dutch: beledigd
Estonian: solvatud
Finnish: loukkaantunut
French: blessé
German: verletzt
Hungarian: sértve; sértett
Icelandic: sár; móðgaður
Indonesian: sakit hati, tersinggung
Italian: ferito
Japanese: 傷ついた
Korean: 상처받은
Latvian: aizvainots; sāpināts
Lithuanian: įskaudintas, įžeistas
Norwegian: såret, fornærmet, krenket
Polish: strapiony
Portuguese (Brazil): ferido, magoado
Portuguese (Portugal): magoado
Romanian: rănit
Russian: оскорблённый
Slovak: urazený
Slovenian: prizadet
Spanish: herido
Swedish: sårad
Turkish: gücenmiş, incinmiş

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/hurt

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Rules broken

Rules been Broken...

Danger!! nvm..

as long as the primary rule is still unbroken by me can le! =)

Monday, December 24, 2007

to wei lun

I have read it.

You are rite.

Merry X'mas to you!

Know the rules

Hmm.. am i playing with Fire?

Know the rules n stick to them...

All dangers will be gone! =)

bored

FeelinG v bore.. bt feel lik blogigng.. bt nothing inspiring currently..
so decide to see Hwee Sian de blog.. haha... n saw this!!! =p

1 . What is more difficult:
to let go everything or forget what happened.
- To let go everything.

2 . Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
- Few weeks back... Sum1 commented sth abt my family.. n i dun liKE ppl doing tt!

3 . You will die in three minutes. Last call?
- PRAY! Lolx.. no la.. call / sms frens tellinG them i love them... n call my mum saying i love her n appreciate everything she had done...

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
- GEt ricH! =x Get an ideal BF? =p

5 . You can have one of the following two things: trust or love
- When there is love there most likely will hav trust rite?

6 . Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- Hmm.. Let mi think... YA! SHAWN! -.-!!!

7. Think of the last person whom you know.
- as in juz make fren? eh.. ViVian i tink .. My Cl ( FCBC) fren .

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- Eh~ shld b alright bahx ~ as in after all im nt tt bad rite?

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
- EH~ misleading question la!!!

10 . Are you old fashioned?
- erm.. depends on wat u r referring la... Bt generally i tink im alright la...

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- tell sum1 i love theM? lol... esp is confess tt time!!! ( tts why i tink i nv confess b4.)

12. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
- Faith?

13 . Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- romantic love=BGR ah? Er.. wah super long.. forget le...

14 . Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- My family. esp my Mum..

15. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
- actually for doing CPR n reviving tt person chances are v slim.. bt if can help a person .. why not?

16 . You are holding onto your grandmother. .
- ... incomplete qns... dun understand~~~

IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
- duh~ who in the right state of mind would?

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
- Spend time wif my frenz n family.. n bf ( if hav 1)... tell them i appreciate everything they do.. n i love them...

19. Would you be afraid?
- Hmm.. maybe? im still a normal human afterall...

Friday, December 21, 2007

Last Christmas

Last Christmas by Hilary Duff

Last Christmas i gave u my heart
the very next day
u gave it away
this year, to save me from tears
i gave it to someone special~special~
Last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the very next day, u gave it away
this year..to save it from tears i gave it to someone special..
Whoa Whoa.. yeah yeah..
one bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance, but u still catch my eye
tell me baby, do u recognize me?
well it has been a year, it doesn't surprise me
well, merry Christmas, i wrapped it up and sent it
leave a note saying '' i love u'' and meant it
now i know what a fool i have been
but if u kiss me now, i know u would fool me again
last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the very next day
u gave it away
this year to save it from tears..
i gave to some one special~~~~

i gave to some one special~~~~
oh oh oh...
crowed room, friends with tired eyes
I didn't look to u, but u still caught my eye
oh my i thought u were someone to rely on
me .. i guess was a shoulder to cry on
a friends who discover a fire in her heart
a girl undercover but u tore her apart
u tore me apart.. u tore me apart
whoa..whoa..
now i found the real love u never fool me again
last Christmas i gave u my heart
but the next day u gave it away
this year to save it from tears...
i gave it to someone special~

i gave it to someone special ~
a friends who discover a fire in her heart
a girl undercover but u tore me apart
maybe next year.. i gave it to someone..
i gave it to someone ... special ~

Thursday, December 20, 2007

TWL

Hmm... suddenly realise lik having a few ppl asking mi abt wei lun..
yup the guy who is my last bf..

yup~ most common question was why we broke up?

Hmm.. my reply was lik.. he initiated it... he said was all for his studies...
though ater i heard rumours abt mi pressuring him?

haix.. i seriously dunno why la..
erm if u r a regular reader during may end.. u will noe how i was then la..
actually recent at sending Joy off tt day i saw him again .. so ya was lik suddenly super sad... n lik gt heart ache feeling n tt stupid shawn still keep rubbing into it...-.-!!!
ok la.. shawn doesnt mean it one i noe..

bt still a part of mi cant forgive or forget him? or isit cuz thewound has yet recovered?
i dunno ..
i was lik wondering abt it juz now on my way home...
cuz shawn was saying i v dumb la.. why i commit so easily..so ya..
actually he reminded how dumb i was then..
i am nt being offensive here.. nt pin-pointing ppl here or wat..
bt is the fact tt u cant let any1 hurt u w/o ur consent ma..
so is lik.. i open my heart.. haix...
though i keep telling ppl i forgive him n is ok le..
juz now i suddenly feel tt ( on my way home) hav i really forgive him?
i mean not only did he initated the broke up bt oso the way he treat mi aft the break up .. seriously i felt kind of insulted.. and super hurt...
cuz he gave mi the feeling of a total stranger.. made mi felt tt our r/s was all a facade but...
lik wat Pastor said.. if i were to forgive him completely i would firstly forgive him n may God bless n love him.. bt i dun tink i did the 1st step at all.. haix...
Cuz i noe deep dwn i dun accept the reason he gave .. for studies? cuz i feel tt there's moRe to it ..
seriously.. if u still do visit my blog..
plz at least tell mi the fact ..
i dun wish to remember u in such a negative manner...

Camp week!

Heys... ya back here for sum serious blogging...

So ya .. as i mentioned in my tagboard...
i went to 2 diff churches camp n 1 dance camp...
last week... despite being sick ...
8th Dec- 9th Dec 1.5D2N
Went to HOpe camp aft my svc ...
almost every1 was there...
except Ben ( who cam onthe 2nd nite) n Dawn ( who came on the 3rd nite)... so ya..
Bringing a super big bag ( my sis de NUM bag).. i went to Singapore Sport School...
My deSk haha~~ messy!!




My bed! Hee! i gt fold blanket one lor!!

This how the room look lik from Joy's bed~ =x

The room is actually a 2 bed-ed room..

My Fav EMo area!!!

Haha~ cool rite~ this is how it looks outside my rooM!


i attended 3 Sermons only for Hope camp ~~ so sad rite.. haix.. thinking tt i can actually attend all.. anyway nt gg to write much .. only gonna write wat impact mi most frm each sermOn~

1 ) Reasons for a Living A normal Christian Life.
- " Anything tt cools my Love for Christ is the world. "John Wesley.
- Can Have everything in the World, yet has nothing.

2)HOw to be a spirit filled Generation.
- Dun let go of anyone who may know or accept Christ.
- Want to do big things, starting from obeying small things.
- Loving God = not only Believing God btut also serving God.
- Read the Word and hav Faith.


3) Why Christians are to be Victorious.
- For every problem in life, God has a solution. ( every single problem. )
- Undergoing test does not mean We are sin. Instead is God wanna grow us! =)
- We are destined to influence the world!!!!

9th Dec - 10th Dec 2D1N


was in sch dance studio! lolx..

Yupx! HAd my dance camped! lolx..
i 1st time camp din slp! lolx..
summore earlier in the day i had OGL !! lol~~ so i rox? =p no la..
Haha~ is an enjoyable camp oso.. we watched FD3 n Hairspray!
lolx.. yup! they sort of nice la~ Lolx...

14th Dec - 16th Dec 3D2N


Had FCBC camp at NUs hostel. GPG..

I lived at blk 30 lvl 4 G!

Haha my room! Yups is 1person per room unlike at SSS


My room was actually the nearest to the stairs!
Actually i did hear weird noises on the last nite! =x
i oso dunno wat tt pink umbrelal doing there! not mine! =x




this is the view frm my room! =)
For my own camp i had 10 sermons in total~ is more of Encounter Weekend.. tts how we called
it...

Actually i learnt lots frm these 10 sermons.. bt i dunno how to type.. cuz i tink if i were to type .. i gonna write dunno how many pages of essays la~
haha~ so ya.. lik b4 i gonna quote sum only...

i watched a movie called ''the Crossing''... is a v cool movie! haha~ n oso a clip made frm Passion of Christ n a song composed by a FCBC member...


Aft watching these 2 films..
I felt how great God love is.. n Jesus rocks..
I mean HE so love us tt he sent Jesus down n suffer as a man.. on Earth... n He was being crucified all becuz of us.. n Jesus had a choice of nt gg to the cross.. but yet He so love us tt he did.. bt doing so he paid for all our sins.. past.. present.. n future... having a choice of thesE.. would u do the same? I mean gg thru all the pain n humilation lik His.. ppl mocking n insultng Him... yet he is willing to do tt.. so wat can u conclude?
Jesus Rocks!
So ya.. if any of u are interested in knowing wat i actually learnt frm the camp in mroe details.. feel free to ask mi! =))) haha~~ im definitely super willing to share de la!! Haha~~ =DDD


tts all.. ohya..
btw i m having a serious cough now.. and voice changed havnt recover yet... though simon n Hwee Sian prefer my voice now -.-!!!
but ppl.. keep mi in prayer ya? Thanks! =)))

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Moth

Heys guys~~ i realise i havnt been blogging for quite sum time..
so ya... here im to bLog!

Topic : Mr Moth came "visiting" !

ARGH! juz now kena bullied by moth la...
was chatting online happily wif Jo, Hwee Sian n "MummY" then tis "visitor" came flying in ..

initially i being a v bad host din entertain it ( my bad ) ...
so it flew abt ( nt near mi at all) n rested on the ceilinG fan "watching" TV...

I tink it is angry tt i din tok to him at all.. so started flying near mi n attempted to tok to mi!
and i tink he is nt happy i use com.. so flew n rested super near my com..
ya.. being a v kind host... i "gif" up my seat n ran to my room n close the door...

Actually i tink the moth wanna tok to my dad one.. c
uz i sort of " informed" him abt the moth.. n my dad went to the living room n lik aft 5 min..
it went off..with my dad "sending" it off guess the moth is busy too...
so ya.. haha...

this is my exciting adventure wif my just left "visitor" mr Moth.
( i fig is a guy since he wanted to "see" to my dad.)

THE END!

歌曲:别太温柔

歌曲:别太温柔
歌手:吴克群 专辑:吴克群
作词:吴克群 作曲:吴克群 lrc:sunpzh

原来只要几个字改变了语气和方式
一句话也有不同解释
原来只要几个人改变了角色和位子
一份爱也会完全变质

我在你身边学习著当一个影子
温柔太多馀这句话听了太多次
倾听你所有过往的悲伤和心事
倾听是他的责任早已经不关我的事
或许时间会改变这关系和位子
自从他出现开始我就什黱都不是
自从他出现开始我连影子都不是
是谁说过别太温柔
你的事有我懂伤有我痛
所以不怕寂寞
是谁说过别再温柔
笑容不必谁懂有他陪我
夜里不怕寂寞
是谁说过要我别太温柔

终於温柔的最后结局是放手
放手后剩什黱
这样你才能接受他所有温柔
才拥有笑容
是谁说过爱过才懂
有些事不必说伤不必痛
不过害怕寂寞
爱过才懂不必再说
我会一个人走带走寂寞
希望你好好过

温柔太多也许只是种折磨

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

UNloving world...

Seriously..

I dunno wat happened to mi...

Mayb cuz i din slep for 26hrs?

I dunno...

I juz suddenly feel tt...

Dunno since when the world become so unloving... ?

Saturday, December 08, 2007

不做你的朋友


不做你的朋友 - SHE

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友


别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不做你的朋友


慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同

你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动

我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不做你的朋友
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This is one of my fav songs.. haha
rmb tt time is aft O's tt period ... then juz met Lao Da..
He intro this song to mi one~ lolx.. i was Super Noob abt songs then~
n i everyday pooling wif gang... JJ, Pai Kia, Bill, SHi Hao, Lao Da, Ronnie guy~ etc..
Haha~ memorable period of time!...=)
"不想长大" was oso my fav ( then)...

Why i like the song?
Cuz dunno since when i hav grown so used to everyday rushing for tt particular bus 165 at 0705 every morning juz to make sure tt i wun do d/c in sch ... haha...n 0655 lik tt hav one 73 tt i would always take whenever having SA papers. haha... i would board it n start revising then reach my clz then stop revising.. haha... n making sure tt i will meet Zhi Rong at the next bus stop to ensure tt im nt late for sch! haha~ tt was the time la...

n aft O's i was so unwilling to leave tt kind of daily routine...
lik everyday stay back in sch till 6pm for either Dance, Tkd or D&T ..
haha~ how unforgettable...
i miss those days seriously...
tts when i start liking the song~"不想长大"~

Cuz dun wan to grow up? haha.. stupid rite?
usually when we were young ( ok im starting to sound old rite? -.-!!! argh! )... lik pri 6 or lower sec... we will b tinking... how gd it would b for us to b JC student ( erm~ tt nv came across my mind b4! i swear!) or poly student..
bt nw as a JC student..
i seriously wish tt those sec sch days are back.. at least then i was really v happy n stress free!!!
though gt lots of dance practices n Tkd stuff to take charge or help out...
Sumtimes may even kena scoldings frm sirs... kena BS by ppl... kena used by ppl...
But... i still miss those much simpler... much relaxing sec sch life!
Haix... but tts LIFE! everyone has to move on! =))
so ya! actually took quite a while for mi to move on frm Sec sch life...

bt well... i did... now is lik another phrase of my life for mi ~
Cuz im gonna b J2 soon in less than a month's time..
Ohya.. btw i hav been promoted to 228 ! =) haha sounds nice n cool rite~
Sumtimes i really wonder n question myself... hav i ever regretted making the choice of retaining.. ( ok sum u may nt noe.. bt i lik kind of chose to retain v willing ... ) most J1s( freshmen) would comment tt as a stupid n foolish act...
bt i always tell myself " No. Sharon u din regret.cuz u made a choice through thorough thinking.. wasnt cuz of anything else. " ya.. anyway a lot of ppl din understand much of my decision.. especially my decision of taking H2 Chem..din get many support then..
though now im still struggling.. im glad tt i made such a decision.. to b frank i oso noe if i take the test i will fail n kena retained..
bt wats wrong wif re-taking a yr morE?
at least this time im more certain of wat i wan ~
( i have nv been so sure in my life b4! )

so.. ya lor... haha end here la..
Suddenly tink a bit ouT of point liaox! Lolx... =)

Btw im falling sick la!!
Fren Sore Throat is dropping by to visit this X'mas season! -.-!!!
Lolx... Take Care all =))

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

i noe im nt suppose tO!

I hate myself to tink abt u!

BUT I cant stop myself frm thinking abt u!!!

ARGH!

need pray for tt...

I miss u seriously~

Hmm...
这几天的我过得,该怎么说呢?
应该算过得很充实吧。
跟朋友们玩玩,聚聚的。
可是,我讨厌自己的记忆力。
When i see chocolates,
i cant help remembering tt u love them.
When i see _____ stuff,
i cant help remembering it is ur fav color.
When walking pass a ____ Shop,
i cant help remembering tt is is ur fave brand.
When i see a ____ advertisement,
i cant help remembering tt u lik tt brand.
When i see any __________ related stuff,
i cant help remembering tt it ur fav sports.
When eating great food,
i cant help reminding myself tt i muz inform u.
When walking abt at sum places,
i cant help recalling the times we spent there.
When passing restaurants,
i cant help remembering the times we spent there.
When working at Chinatown,
i cant help tinking tt u r juz a few stops away.
When i m with other guys/frens,
i cant seem to eliminate u frm my tots.
I cant seem to get u out of my head?!
I m tryin hard.
I m seriously trying.

Fruits of the Spirit. Love. Joy. Peace.

Hmm... tell u guys a secret..

1st dec 07 is a v special day for mi ...
You noe why?..
CUZ MY BOYFRIEND CAME TO SINGAPORE!! haha~~
Yeah~ to hav his 1st Concert in Singapore! =p "SHOW ON STAGE" haha~~
Haha~ n being a v supportive gf.. i went! hee*
Ok la.. i dun so BHB la~~.. haha~
Yupx i went to Show's Concert... at Singape indoor stadium~
Haha~ pics i lazy to load la!! haha~~ nxt time la~~ =)))

The concert rock as expected!
Haha~~ i sat at the 2nd front section .. cuz my sis unable to buy 1st section cuz too fast finish le! haha~~~ so ya~~ enjoyed myself alot! n able to witness my idol dance moves n singing LIVE! haha~ he is so cute n rocKs!!! =)))

Sunday~(2nd Dec)
went out celebrate Canice Bday... haha n we really surprised her!! haha~~
So happy!! =)) as in nt only cuz we managed to surprise her but we oso manage to make her feel happY! =)))...
then they shared words of affirmation b4 cutting the cake... though only a few spoke..( partly cuz of timE constraint i guesS) ..
ya~ for mi .. i shall say it here la... dunno she gt cum here or nt..
bt juz wana say tt she is really a v sweet n caring ger... n fun to b with... some content nt convenient to share here.. n i tink she v devoted to the Lord aft hearing wat she actually did... she is lik really willing to go the extra mile for every1 .. esp her sheep... n wana Thank God for letting mi to meet her!! =)))

Monday ( 3rd dec)
Today is Canice Bday!
HAppy Bday GER! =)))
today was SUPER late for OGL thingy..
haha... lucky is in time for mass dance..the dance lik v chim for mi ..
haha~ n Thank God tt Simon is there to b my dance partner..
if nt i wun b together wif sum unknown guy~haha had a fun time...
n im tt thick skinned to leave early for OGl thingy..=x

met Shawn @ YCK stat... then go for "the Fruits of the Spirit" ! haha~~
Learnt abt Love, Joy n Peace... =))

Love = Agape Love. Love is the Basis of everything.
Joy= Repent n move on. Grateful man finds God easily.
Peace= Real Peace comes from GOD.
any1 say Amen? Amen!

Haha~~ tts all~ la~~ tts been happening to mi these few days! =)))

Saturday, December 01, 2007

歌曲:请你相信我

A Super Old SonG~
歌曲:请你相信我
歌手:品冠 专辑:u-turn 180转弯
曲:品冠 词:易家扬

一定是我从你心里
拿走了什么
不然怎么你的双眼
忽然很沉默
有人说永远太苦了
谁说不是呢
爱情哪太惊心动魄
我才把你手紧握

时空换了光阴飞走
世界都变了
请你相信我
爱你是真的

风起云涌潮来潮落
人海中的我
只要世界还有你
回忆不会贫穷
请你相信我

我不停问下一分钟
能给你什么
那时让你哭过的话
是我在胡说
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Hmm.. was watching 爱情魔发师juz now...
the ending was abt Richie hurting 小贝。
Then showed flashbacks of them n Richie saying :“相信我。”
Then i immediately thinkof this song...
is a reccomendation frm a guy fren.. erm.. 5 yrs back i tink...

老实说,你们到底说了几次的 “相信我”?
小时候的我(中学时期),很容易相信人。Ok~ u can call mi navie la...

Whenever any1 juz say :" eh wait for mi ..i will sms/ call u tonight/again..."
I would wait all the way from mayb ten pm to lik 3/4 am n fell asleep cuz i really cant take it... n touch the bed a bit then "KO" liaox...
these 5 yrs.. i actually is tt dumb to wait...( esp if i lik tt guy..)...

till aft O's... i realise is really dumb of mi ...( ok la. in between the 5 yrs dunno how many ppl say i silly le la...)..

until recently... sum1 reminded how dumb i was then... the person did the same thing as mi .. waited for quite long( i dunno if he is lying or wat, i chose to believe.)...

Come to think of it... i havnt been doing tt for quite long~ Hmmm....

Friday, November 30, 2007

慧娴 Complains tt my blog is getting more n more boring

歌曲:无可救药
歌手:品冠 专辑:爱到无可救药
作曲:品冠 作词:阿信(五月天)

暗恋是一种礼貌暗地褃盖一座城堡
然后再当你的警卫跑腿和小猫
随时你要我重灌电脑随时你要我随传随到
买面包鸡排和水饺
你每次对著我笑你的笑褃面有毒药
我看著你出了神还丢掉了解药
可能你从来没感觉到最好你永远感觉不到
爱上你越来越无可救药

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才慢慢的体会到
幸福是被爱的人需要

一天一天越来越无可救药
一生一次爱你到无可救药
我才狠狠的决定要
就爱吧就酱吧就不逃

爱你到无可救药
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有些思念与情感只能默默藏在心中,就算彼此互相知道,就算受害者是自己。

我都会静静地,没有任何怨言的承担。

因为一旦把一切事实都说出后,仅有的美丽回忆,可能不能再那么美了。

谢谢你给了我那么美好与难忘地回忆。

就算当初的你可能只是敷衍我,只是把我当一种打发时间的朋友也好,

即使如此,回忆永存在心中。

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慧娴 Complains tt my blog is getting more n more boring.... so sad... sob...

Hmm.. 其实,我也有同感啦。
一而再,再而三地反复思索后,我有了一个定论。
因为我的心现今的状态竟然是“空”的。
不是空虚的“空”,而空荡荡的“空”。
因为我的“空” 一点也不会让我感到悲伤,落泪。
仿佛就像个机械一样,无感无情。
见到或听闻到感伤的事件的我,唯有的反应只有:“噢~他好可怜。”,就没了。

这是为什么?
坦白说,我也不知道。
只知道就因如此的“空”,所以写出的篇章再也不会像以前一样能对读者有些许的感染力了
在此,我深感抱歉。 =(

A nite out~

Yo! =)))

Ytd went out wif sop dear... we went to bugis to buy presents!! haha~~
i brought her to a dessert place.. call "AH CHEW dessert House".. there nt bad one.. those peanut paste all tt they mo till vvvvv smooth.. wun chucky at all... ( erm.. i dunno u guys now wat i mean la.. )

Aft tt i went to meet up wif Shawn, Luke, Joseph and Martin @ Amk.
had my meal... and played Pool wif them..( tts is aft i go home change into shorts n comfort wear...) ... haha my very first time plying wif them... n one more Guy came..( bt ps i kip forgetting his name)..n aft the 3 of them left.. Shawn n mi juz stay n chat n slack...

hmm.. tts all.. nt v exciting hor tis entry?
Hmm.. yaya~~ i realise tt too..
Haha~~ cuz sumtimes sumthings are juz too gd to put in words la! summroe my ang mo nt gd!! =x Hees.. oko la.. heres the pics! =)

This is the Ah Chew's! =)

This is mi n dear "puffed" haha~~ we decide to add one more person into our clique as photographer( her idea ok~) lolx.. so any1 interested?? =x

Mi wif my dessert! haha~~

Thursday, November 29, 2007

歌曲:纯真(innocence)


This is a simple piano part onlY~
歌曲:纯真(innocence)
歌手:五月天 专辑:人生海海


长长的路上
我想我们是朋友
如果有期待
我想最好是不说

你总是微笑的你
总是不开口
世界被你
掌握

月亮绕地球
地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座
宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什么

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎么说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面
无边的温柔
那波光在
诱惑


你已经有她就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻
放开你的手
我却没有力气
这么做
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Heys.. Another song~ haha~~ PSPS la~~ recently trying to start to go into the music world.. haha~~ y? Cuz i realise tt i hav been missing many nice songs! ook.. or at least songs tt i like... yeah... tis song actually is quite old ( i noe i noe ) ... may nt b nice to all ( i noe oso! )... bt i lik ma...=))) the piano part is so cool la.. so soothing... so nice... n is abt frenz turning into more than juz frenz...



n wanna make it clear here once again. :
I am really not Emo- ing! argh!!!


Holz

Heys! Its hols!! (okok i noe a bit slow to mention it now)

Hmmm.. Why did i start wif saying its holz?
Haha~~ cuz i bore la. ( sum1 plz ask mi out! to study oso can! )

actually intend to find work during this holz..
but hav camps n Seminars to attend.. so no choice..
unable n dun wan to trouble those who hire mi...
imagine.. u hire a ger who works only a month ( in fact is less than a month) ...
then end of dec she gg to say bye bey.. how u gg to find replace.. n u gonna spend ur time to train her n build everything again! so.. ya im nt looking for those shops ...
instead.. im finding those events jobs.. where... need for straight 1-3 days only tt kind.. haha~~ so any lobang muz inform mi wors!! =)))

actually there's one thing i dun lik about holz...
i will make mi wan find ppl entertain mi ...
haix... v bad... i dun lik...
will oso make mi feel tt its time i find bf...
bt i dun wan!

Why?
cuz of A's nxt yr... ( Wow! since when i so studious? )

Hmm.. lets imagine la.. i found one bf...
then nxt yr when i take my A's n wif Dance as my cca i will hav no time for him ..
eventually i believe it will end up mi hurting him n results in the relationship will nt work out.. n both of us will b hurt...
for mi is ok tt its my A's yr n i break up wif ppl..
cuz actually i perform best aft break-ups... (amazing? lol~ ya )
bt if i find a guy who is oso taking major paper lik mi how?
cfm will affect his results one lor.. nt every1 as cold-blooded as mi de lor...( i noe tt )
So ya~~ 不要害人害己。(Bu yao hai ren hai ji! ) =x

hahA~ tts all for the day! =))
n....JCNA2 rocks! =)

Monday, November 26, 2007

cut Hair

went to cut hair...
Though nt much diff.. bt... i like lehx~=x
AH!!!
BUT BUT BUT!
Hair QIAO LE!!!
Sob...
Sad...

Sunday, November 25, 2007

对于你

对于你的一切我已不闻不问了。

是好? 还是坏?

Y HOpe PPl

Hmm... seriously .. i dunno wat to blog.. LOlx... =x

Had been hanging out wif Y hope ppl...

they are all nice n kind souls...

Hmm... these few days had bene quite fun .. except ytd kena disturbed till BTH! haha.. bt is fun la! =)))

Hmm.. tts all~ Hm... no inspiration~~~ =x

Friday, November 23, 2007

HOw Did I Fall In Love With You?



How Did I Ever Fall In Love With You?
By:BackstreetBoys

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone.

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight


What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall in love with you?

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Emo? Lolx.. definitelY!!! lolx...
Hmm.. i emo? Nono...
I mean the song... i unable to slp tonight... cuz a bit excited? lolx~
Went to Canice House today.. haha...
watched DvDs.. Played Card Games..
Simple Yet Enjoyable...
So.. as i was saying.. too excited.. so cant slp.. end up.. finding songs to fill this slient Night...
n tada! i came across this song.. n is mesmorised!!!
Nice rite?!!!
Enjoy Ppl! =)))

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Haix in a bad mood now

Haix.. im in a bad mood now...


Why everytime things i look so forward to would always turn out to b sth tt disappoint mi so much? Haix.. Fish is so emo now... Fish wan to eat away all her sorrow.. seriously... dun giv a damn abt the fats she is getting frm all the food she wanna stuff herself with...

Fish wans to msg u ... whenever Fish is emo she will tink of u .. its been sum time since she has such strong urge to sms u ... she is feeling quite bad now... Haix...

Fish... gg to find food... to stuff now....

3月9日 绝不妥协的人

3月9日 绝不妥协的人

在3月9日出生的人相当具有概念和想像力,举凡周遭一切的事物,不论是属于心理上、生理上、情绪上或精神上的各个层面,他们都很有兴趣探讨。所以几乎对所有的事物都感到好奇,除非对问题或其他事物已经追根究底了,否则他们是不可能觉得满足的。

这天出生的人不喜欢任何形式上的虚伪做作、权威或压榨,对于人生他们偏好顺其自然。由于他们具有崇高的理想,因此喜爱站在受害者的一切,而且喜欢扮演保护弱者的角色。事实上他们本身通常也是很有权力的人士,拥有高度的魅力。同时基于自信,他们总是相信自己的直觉会带来好结果。

3月9日出生的人很依赖自己的直觉。虽然没有人会怀疑他们的第六感,但是在很多时候他们的作法的确与众不同。他们可能会舍弃合乎社会逻辑的作法,而跟着直觉走,尤其是在人际关系或生活上的重大决策方面,因此常被别人认为是怪人一个;事实上,他们可以从这些事情的表象去发掘别人所不知道的意义与潜力。不管别人批评他们的说法是否站得住脚,许多3月9日出生的人的确有比一般人更为特别的见解。可别小看他们,这天出生的人是很有价值的咨询者,可以提供大家意想不到的创意和看法!

3月9日出生的人既想要安定的人生,又渴望拥有自由,可以四处旅行、自在地追随自己的梦想和理念,于是这两端的冲突会不断地在他们的内心挣扎。如果他们将自己囚困在沉重的个人责任与义务之中(如家庭、工作、社会地位),他们必然会常常感到沮丧。而问题就在于,他们很有能力,所以造成其他人逐渐地依赖他们。因此,他们必须给自己留几扇门,好让自己能有机会不定时地去探险或从事他们私底下想要做的一些事情。

他们的人生比起别人来会有比较大的变动。他们喜欢改变,不喜欢被绑住,所以换工作、搬家或是人际关系上的重大改变,对他们而言都是很自然的事。在这一天出生的人,有些人并没有很深入地了解自己,有些人只知道自己不平凡,却不知道如何表现出真正的自我;但总有一天,当他们发现了自己的不同,并开始学习去表现自己,他们的人生将会有截然不同的改变,或者可以发现新的契机,也或许可以再发现人生的挑战也说不定。那时,他们就可能会放弃世俗的责任,丢掉以前种种的义务,全心投入他们私人梦想世界了。

幸运数字和守护星
3月9日出生的人受到数字9和火星的影响,数字9对其他数字的影响力甚为巨大。所以3月9日出生的人对他们周遭的人也有很大的影响力。火星是一颗既强势又极具侵略性的行星,象征男性的能力。再加上海王星(双鱼座的主宰行星)的双重影响,他们将特别具有心灵和直觉能力。

健康
3月9日出生的人必须注意别给自己太多的压力和责任,不然会对健康造成很大的危害。他们必须留意周期性的沮丧,有的时候这样的沮丧是因为无法抒发自己的创作能力或是无法改造工作环境所造成的。平常生活多做点变化,三餐定时定量、常运动、拥有健康的人际关系和自在地抒发个人的感受对他们都是很有帮助的。他们应该多多地解放自己精力充沛的一面,而且该学着多欣赏自己一点。不过,伴侣的选择对他们的幸福的确是一大关键。在这一天出生的人,可能是个烹调高手;但是3月9日出生的朋友必须小心,虽然他们能从取悦别人中得到很大的满足,不过有的时候也必须顾及自己的感受。

建议
深入地了解自己。决定自己究竟该做什么。有的时候,最好不要领带别人来肯定自己。善用自己的个人魅力。鼓起勇气全力地往前迈进。

名人
加加林(Yuri Gagarin)苏联太空人,他是第一位登上外太空的人,其后在一场试航任务中不幸身亡。

香港偶像歌星郑中基,代表作《戒情人》。

国际象棋好手巴比费雪(Bobby Fixcher),他是惟一一位在美国出生的国际象棋世界冠军,也是国际象棋运动只上获得“超级大师”称号的最年轻的棋手。

法国服装设计师柯瑞奇(Andre Courreges),他原本是建筑学校土木科出身,后来改学习服装投计。迷你裙就是他设计的,而太空装也是出于他的创意。

亚美利哥维斯浦奇(Amerigo Vespucci)意大利航海家,发现了亚马逊。美洲大陆--(America)之名就是以他的名字命名。

灵魂乐手及词曲作家贾奇威尔森(Jackie Wilson),表演时因心脏病发作而陷于错迷。

爵士乐手奥内科曼(Ornette Coleman),为萨克斯管乐手、小提琴手及作曲家。

前苏联外长莫洛托夫(Vyacheslav Molotov),他后来遭放逐;汽油弹即以其名命名(汽油弹原文为“莫洛托夫鸡尾酒”,也就是用玻璃瓶装汽油当成炸弹)。

塔罗牌
大秘仪塔罗牌的第9张是“隐士”,他提着一盏灯、拄着拐杖,代表冥想、孤立与寂静,象征智慧的结晶及绝对的纪律。隐士是严厉的导师,他运用良心使人走上正途。牌面正立时,代表有所坚持、有目标、深沉且专注;牌面倒立表示专断、不易原谅他人、多疑以及气馁。

静思语
在你生命中所遇到最有趣的人,很可能就是你自己。

优点
直觉强、富想像力、有概念。

缺点
自我牺牲、孤立、压力过重。

http://www.211w.com/birthday/3-9.htm

A Friend

Read an Email...found sth which is quite meaningful... although is kind of old email.. of still.. is meaningful! =) So .. here it goes~~~

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We all know or knew someone like this!!

One day, when I was a freshman in high school,

I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.

His name was Kyle.

It looked like he was carrying all of his books.

I thought to myself, 'Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd.'

I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.

They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt.

His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.

He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes.

My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.

As I handed him his glasses, I said, 'Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives. '

He looked at me and said, 'Hey thanks!'

There was a big smile on his face.

It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude.

I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived.

As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before.

He said he had gone to private school before now.

I would have never hung out with a private school kid before.

We talked all the way home, and I carried some of his books.

He turned out to be a pretty cool kid.

I asked him if he wanted to play a little football with my friends

He said yes.

We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him.

Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again.

I stopped him and said, 'Boy, you are gonna really build some serious muscles with this pile of books everyday! '

He just laughed and handed me half the books.

Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends.

When we were seniors, we began to think about college.

Kyle decided on Georgetown , and I was going to Duke.

I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem.

He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship.

Kyle was valedictorian of our class.

I teased him all the time about being a nerd.

He had to prepare a speech for graduation.

I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak

Graduation day, I saw Kyle.

He looked great.


He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school.

He filled out and actually looked good in glasses.

He had more dates than I had and all the girls loved him.

Boy, sometimes I was jealous. !

Today was one of those days.

I could see that he was nervous about his speech.

So, I smacked him on the back and said, 'Hey, big guy, you'll be great!'

He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.

' Thanks,' he said.

As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began,

'Graduation is a time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years.

Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach...but mostly your friends...

I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them.

I am going to tell you a story.'


I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met.

He had planned to kill himself over the weekend.

He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home.

He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile.

'Thankfully, I was saved.

My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable.'

I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment.

I saw his Mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile.

Not until that moment did I realize it's depth.

Never underestimate the power of your actions.

With one small gesture you can change a person's life.

For better or for worse.

God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way.

Look for God in others.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Sum tots

Hmm... suddenly hav a tot :

-就算你我之间的距离靠得多近,心却离得很遥远。

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忽然好想问你:“你的人生目标到底是什么?”
其实不必问我也知道一定与我的有一定的不同吧~
因为我知道决定没有我! =p
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I dun Lik holz...

I dun lik to live life aimlessly lik now...

I dun lik to rot away my time...

I dun lik myself to tink abt u ...

I dun lik myself turning EMO...

I dun lik u dun leave a TAG! argh! haha~~ leave one la! =x

Pai Seh very lame here...
Haha~~ cuz holz bore ma!!! =x
ask mi out!!! =x

Sunday, November 18, 2007

hope u wun come for grad~

Hmm.. suddenly hav a thought...
Hope u wun cum to Grad!
Haha~ why?
Duno ~ =x Secret//

Saturday, November 17, 2007

havnt blogged for 3 days onlY!

Hmm.. only 2 days ( erm to b exact 3 days ) .. but already hav ppl complain i havnt been blogging.. erm..gt sumone a yr nv blog le lor!! =x Lalala~~~


Haha~ Hmm..so wat u guys wanna know ?
aiya u say wat u wanna knw i oso dun care~.. haha~~ cuz is my blog n IM BLOGGING! haha~~ so lalala~

Hmm.. so .. here it goes...


Hmm.. Thursday went to Y-Hope de Caregroup!!!
Haha~~ erm.. no special event la...
juz their usual CG lor.. haha~~ n played a stupid game which is come up by YAN SHAN! argh! Know why i say stupid? cuz i lost! sob sob.. haha~~ then the forfeit was to drink freshly made BITTER GOURD!!! argh! the smell of the juice *vomit* Lolx.. seriously.. i almost vomited... lolx.. bt the taste is alright la.. haha... n i bravely drank more than 3/4 of the cup... haha~~ yeah~ Heroine of the day SHARON! =x Haha~~ gt another reason why i say the game is stupid.. cuz the whole group 11 ppl.. only 2 ppl din kena the forfeit! haha~ ya..the other 8 ppl, excluding the GM ( YAN SHAN) .. drank the juice! -.-!!!

But generally was fun as usual!! haha~~ They are really v nice n fun ppl to mix wif.. they always made mi feel tt i hav indeed been blessed by the Lord.. though or many of them i din chat much ... however frm their little actions or small chats .. i hav learnt a lot .. n is always grateful to b able to meet them in my Life! =)))

Hmm.. for friday.. i had my own CG.. haha~ we had it at Raffles City de Food court... cuz HuiLing unable to find nor book a place.. n it is the most central place.. ( erm... think all of us live in 4 different directions.Haha. ) n we watched Nick Vujicic video.. the man wif no arms n no legs .. yet is a living miracle of God. =)) Haha~~ n im here to advertise n say... HE IS CUMING TO MY CHURCH ( FCBC) ON 2 DEC!!! WAHAHA! interested in witnessing his testimony? haha contact mi worx! =))) he will b here for our youth service.. Sunday 1330.. any1 wan cum de hua sms let mi noe~~ =)

By the way ...
Fri was my last day of sch for 2007.. =))
Haha.. i actually dun even feel lik gg to sch at all.. nt for the result slip.. i wun b gg at all.. so ya.. gt happy n sad things happen la.. cuz is oso the release of Sup papers results.. so ya... Hmm.. i not v gd at consoling ppl.. so i oso dunno wat say la.. juz dun b too sad ok? =)) Smile..
笑一笑没什么事过不了。

Wow.. so fast another Year in YJC had past w/o mi realising it.. it was lik ytd tt i was still worrying how m i gonna face retaining .. n how m i gonna mix wif them as they are younger than mi~ n tada.. im officially having holz now. =) haha~ n im gg to b J2 students in 2 months time.. Haha~~
This yr in YJ is yet another eventful yr.. ya... I finally experienced 1st 3 months! Haha~~~ was fun ~ n I bcum an OGL.. bt wasnt a v gd one .. however was a memorable 1st 3 months for mi ! =)) not only cuz f wat has happened bt oso for the ppl i had met n noe thru out the 1st 3 months ! =))
ya.. oso gt sad events.. ppl.. things... happening... bt for the ppl.. i still wanna thank u for making many happy memories for mi too.. this yr is the 1st time i participate in 2 SYFs.. one Sliver n one Bronze.. n i tried many other new stuff too! haha.. erm..lik wat ? erm... mux think... haha .. anyway tis yr in YJ was lik my sec3 yr in BWss lik tt.. lots of experiences gained n many memorable stuff /// =)

Hmm.. tts all.. cannot write to much .. if nt when wan write my last entry for yr 2007 nth to write ~~ Hee~~ =x

Emo de. nth much to say here . JJ tok to mi alot last nite.i refuse to heed his advice.y bother so many xiao dong zuo? Haix.everyday seeing her is lik peircing thru my heart? haha.not so serious la. perhaps cuz is NUMB le.. =x tts all.. waiting for JJ to cum back~~=))

Thursday, November 15, 2007

test~

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. (True) You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

from junyi de Blog! haha~~

星期五

哇~ 好快喔~又快是星期五了~
你们知道吗? 每当我在星期五醒来时,脑海会浮现一个地方。(还有一个人)
一个我曾经去过的地方。(一个我曾陪同的人)

虽然只去过大约十次,但是却很喜欢那里。
虽然也许不是一个属于我的地方,但是除了第一次去以外,在那里的我心情会特别好。
一次,两次后,会期待能到那里。
即使现在的我有一个能去的地方了,然而我还是很想念那里。

起初,我以为是我陪同的人的关系( 是陪同某人去的),但日子久了,发现是因为我喜欢上了那里了。
那里给了我从没感受过的心安理得。
在那里我感受到无比的平静,一切杂念都仿佛人间蒸发似的,消失了。
我曾把握每个能到那里去的机会。
因为我是打从心底地喜欢那里。

如今的我,只能除了怀念还是怀念。 (人与地方)

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Deleted

Made a decision...

Yups...
not gonna regret it...

haha...
will Jia you~

Everything is back to normal le..
ok .. mayb nt everything.. you arent? or mayb tis is the normal u ..
is i tink too much ?

in any sense... is nt gonna bother mi much le...got more things occupying my mind now! =))

Jia You Jc2 frenx!!!
Last few papers le!!!
Jia You !! Gogogo...


Luke_ Heys... dun tink so much ok?? juz Jia You on the rest of ur papers!! GoGoGo! =)))

Monday, November 12, 2007

歌曲:力量 歌手:罗志祥 专辑:催眠show

歌曲:力量
歌手:罗志祥 专辑:催眠show

想念长了翅膀
他跟着我流浪
独自背着行囊
看着人来人往
躺在陌生的床
眼睛没办法合上
想着这些年过了一关又一关
也许我太逞强
但是我无时无刻都在想
你的臂弯
给我力量陪我闯荡

也许我们都不讲
把爱留在我的心上
超越了太多梦想
时光匆忙不曾遗忘
随时可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁给我的温暖
yeah…
也许我来不及讲
你给的爱放在心上
陪伴着每个夜晚
有天可以回头看那些时光
你在身旁忘记了悲伤
yeah oh…
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This is my Favourite Singer's song... Strength....
Where did u guys find ur strength frm?
rmb my previous post? Mo Li ( scroll dwn la if forget! )
WHo is this particular person who gives u such great strength ?(besides God.)
For mi ...is YOU!
yea~ You... the one currently reading this particular blog... n entry... n many other entries before this...
you are the greatest... cuz at least u care~ =)))
at least u bother to switch on the com n click on my link.. or type out my urls...
i noe for sum tis is juz lik.. shun bian ... but still wanna thank u for at least rmb-ing tt you hav this fren who has a blog.. n u are concern abt how i m doing now... thank you! =)))
p.S: leave tag la.. dun shy la.. at least i noe who still drop by! =))

Sunday, November 11, 2007

不知要写什么,心中的愤怒与空虚都是自找的~

不知要写什么,心中的愤怒与空虚都是自找的~

曖昧

曖昧,是可以推脫責任的遊戲,沒有承諾就無需負責;

曖昧,是勇敢者的遊戲,無畏的人才能在角逐中進退自如;

如果你沒有鐵石鑄就的心腸做軟胃甲,那麼你就別拿曖昧當愛情

曖昧是,比好朋友再親一點,但比情人遠一點。

曖昧是,你會常常在MSN等他線上。當他幾天沒有線上,你就會有些擔心。

曖昧是,你會不時去他的BLOG看看有沒有更新;而且你會留意字裏行間,他對你有沒有什麼暗示。

曖昧是, 有感覺,然而,這種感覺不足以叫你們切切實實地發展一段正式的關係。

曖昧是,明白人生有太多的無奈,現實有太多的限制。你知道沒有可能,但又捨不得放手。

曖昧是,有進一步的衝動,卻沒有進一步的勇氣。

曖昧是,他不是你的情人,但似乎他比你的情人更關心你和瞭解你。

曖昧是,你會編一條圍巾給他,但大家從沒有開始過。

曖昧是,雖然他不是你的情人,但他卻會對你說:你對我是十分重要的。

曖昧是,你感冒時有一個會在晚上打電話來,特意提醒你服藥,叫你蓋好被子早點睡的普通朋友。

曖昧是,每當他提及他的另一半時,你會如萬箭穿心。

曖昧是,為了逃避背叛的罪惡感。

曖昧是,甜津津又同時酸溜溜的。往往從未開始,已叫人不安,患得患失。

曖昧是,別人以為你們在搞地下情時,你會沾沾自喜。

曖昧是,別人問你們是否戀愛中,你張口結舌。

曖昧是,常常掙扎表不表白。你怕表白之後,你既得不到一個情人,卻又失去了一個知心好友。

曖昧是,見到他,你會心跳。見不到他時,你會掛念他。

曖昧是,兩個人都會互相猜想。他是不是已經暗示了什麼?我是不是自作多情?

曖昧是,每天大家都會聊MSN,會互傳手機短訊,無規律地偶然約會。

曖昧是,除了情人節之外,其他的節日,大家都交換禮物。

曖昧是,你很想多走一步,但又怕會嚇怕了他。你會很小心流露自己的感情。

曖昧是,兩個人沒有承諾過什麼。但雖然如此,你願意付出的,比有承諾的情侶更多。沒有責任,但你卻很渴望去承擔,不問回報。

曖昧, 是一扇門,你可以停留在門外,也可以踏進房子裏面。然後你不可以停留在門下面。門--永遠不是終點站。

我們曖昧,我們卻不屬於對方。。。
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Wow~
So erm .. emotional is definitely not my work!! haha~~
Hwee Sian found it in the net n passed it to mi...
Haha~~ ai mei = Scadalous?
Hmmm... Ask urself a question n ask it to urself honestly...
Is there any1 tt come into ur mind while u were reading the above words?
Haha~ for most single frenz think will hav... for most hav gf/bf de... better b dun hav hor!
For mi? Hmm... ya i hav... wat abt YOU???
像上面说的,暧昧是无形的。
它会在你不知不觉时发生,像爱情一样无声无息地萌芽。
当你发觉时,已经太迟了。
因为已经发生了。
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Btw~ my sis is back frm Taiwan le!!!
HAHA!! she went to Q n gt the LUO JIA BAN DE T-SHIRT!!! (only Show Luo fan will noe wat i toking abt ~)
LOL~ for a moment~ she really rocks!!!
haha~~ She really loves mi!! =p
Muackx***

Friday, November 09, 2007

http://gp07.wordpress.com/

http://gp07.wordpress.com/ <<<>

Lao REn

Hmm... Let mi ask u guys a v simlpe question...

How much does a sms cost ? 5 cents rite?

Hmm.. Let mi ask u another question ...

How long do u take to sms ? fast - less than a min, slow- 5 min?

Hmm... another...

What can a sms do ? let the reader use his 1 min?

Hmm.. and?

Bring a smile to whoever reads it?

Besides ?

Let the reader know tt he has a fren tt at least bother or cares abt him!

Hmm.. then wat are the possible reasons when you dun reply sms?

Busy? Forget? Sms exploded? Phone spoil? Dun feel lik it? Moody? Emo?

Ever tot tt these are nth but juz excuses?
im nt pin pointing any1 here in particular... cuz im guilty of tis too... for mi .. is usually moodiness...
Haix..anyway i juz wanna say. is alright tt u dun reply my sms .im irritating n disturbing u ~ sorry .自讨没趣
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Suddenly feel tt ppl are v weird...

lik... for example..
a person would say i wan to look for a boyfriend...
but she nv realise that the best candidate was all along wif her...

somtimes ... when we are so busy searching for tt special thing or sum1, they nv realise tt the best things or the ideal things tt they are looking for is actually beside them all a long...

Din u guys ever realise tt?

i do.. how? cuz im tis sort of person too..

Human are juz plain lazy .. cuz their eyes are built to look forward, hence they always look forward only...
They are too lazy or too busy searching to realise tt juz by turning round to the side to look at side... the person whom they had been looking for has been always beside them... standing bu them.. n gg thru out thick n thin ... together willing for them..

十句

第一句
沒有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的兩個人


第二句
付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註定永遠寂寞


第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你的人

第四句
有時候 不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方看得太重

第五句
冷漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷害的工具

第六句
如果我們之間有1000步的距離 你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步

第七句
為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的 是朋友
為你的難過而難過的 就是那些 該放進心裡的人

第八句
就算是believe 中間也藏了一個lie

第九句
真正的好朋友 並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起 就算不說話 也不會感到尷尬

第十句
朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜歡你的人
From Hwee Sian de BloG~
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Hmm... 很有意义的十句话吧?
你们觉得第几句最有意思呢?
对我而言,我喜欢第二句和第六句。
为什么?
因为有意思,也十分有道理。
"付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註定永遠寂寞"
" 如果我們之間有1000步的距離 
你只要跨出第1步 我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999步 "
我说的不只在男女之间的感情(不要以为我的脑里只有BGR好不好~-.-!!!),因为我正在说友谊。
有时,有些人本来对友谊是十分积极
为了朋友可以两肋插刀,
为了朋友和男友或女友两天一大吵,三天一小吵。
可是,一次不幸的被出卖,把自我锁上了,没有人可以进入她/他的心。
别说近了,可能连靠近,少过一米也不可能。
因为在她/他心的周围已铺了一地的冷冷的冰地。
不论谁想接近,都会遭到她/他的冷漠的对待。
她/他其实也很怕有人能把它溶化,因此拼了命的保持距离,为的是保护自己。
第六句相同的十分有意思。
其实有些人非常努力地想让某人打开他的心扉,但是她/他却经常遭到冷漠对待。
永远不肯在这一千步距离中踏出第一步,即使某人只需要踏出一步,而另外的999步由她/他来走。
最终就算有着多炽热热忱的人,都会因为某人的冰冷而熄灭,有些还可能还受伤害。
哈哈~很讽刺吧?
第二句和第六句。
为保护而冷漠。
因冷漠而受伤。

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Oh nw i rmb!

Oh~~ i remembered liaox~ i rmb wat i wanna blog today actually!! is more than previous entry ~~ ( hee~~ oko i noe i suppose to b doing tut now .. but lazy la~~ =x )

Haha~~ i wanna blog abt things i wanna do!!!
I wanna Watch Movies!!! ah!! v long nv watch movies le!! my last movie was.. Transformers? Haha~~ wif Lian Kai n lex n justin..
Haha~~ i wan watch movies!!!
o- Bee Movie
o- The Game Plan
o- Beowulf
o- Bratz
o- Enchanted
o- The Heartbreak Kid
o- I am Lengend
o- Fred Claus
o- The Mist

Ook sum are random picks from the list .. cuz of their synosis la~~
Hee.. Holz are near~~PPL!!! i wan go Out!!
bt at the same time gt work muz recommend mi wor!! =))

J2 Frens- Jia you!!! =)))

DEEPAVALI !

HaPPY DeePavaLi ~ The Festival oF Light! =)))

Hmm... Today had a gathering ( BBQ ) wif my CG ppl At ECP... N Lian Kai came along too!! haha~~ =))) today only weiYing not present~ Haha~~ Hmm... had an enjoyable time todaY~ =))) .. even gt 1 ger bday ~ then gt cake eat!! haha~~ Nice nice cake!! form Han's!! Yummy!! =))

Hmm.. today no emo so... today blog in english?? haha~
No la~~~ actually din realise have been blogging in chinese until Robert complain in my tag.. haha~ Ps la~

n wanna thank Jake for the encouragement?~ haha~~ sumthing lik tt la... ~

N Wanna Thank tt IRRITATING de LIAN KAI! Thanks for helping out n cuming today! =)))

tts all ~~ still gt chem tut to chiong! =)))

你是我的魔力 想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星

你是我的魔力 心情不好我就想你

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

咳~老毛病又犯了

Hmm... 
不知为何的今天的我怪怪的。
是心情不好?
是感到失落?
还是空虚?

自己也不知道。
只知道,很多事情都变了。

我到义初也几乎有两年了。 (不要算1st 3 monThs.)
亲眼目睹了义初的变化。
见到了新的GO建好。见到了NEw Canteen从空地变成现在这样。

在义初的这两年,我也改变了很多吧。
变乖?变聪明?变懂事?变得会投机取巧?
应该都有一些吧。

可是,我知道我有一点并没有太大的变化。
就是我不喜欢在不喜欢人的面前装要好。
我讨厌这样会在人面前说,说人话,在鬼面前,说鬼话的人。
我知道这是在社会里的生存之道。
然而,无论我怎么逼自己改变这一点,我都办不到。
因为我讨厌在不喜欢的人面前还得装作若无其事地跟他称兄道弟的。
太虚伪了。我受不了。

可是,有时,有些人不是我们想得那么坏或难以相处的。
只是因为我们对他们产生了一些误解罢了。
所以,在这两年以来,我并没有对这一面的我做出改变。
我只是学会了从另一个角度观看某些事物,因而消除对他的讨厌。

因为我相信寻找一个人的优点总比继续地讨厌一个人还来得快乐。
但是,有些人就是不肯表漏,反而还对我目若无睹。
咳~算了吧。
因为我也相信我不是完美的有些人想对我怎样就怎样吧~反正也控制不了!

魔力

魔力 - S.H.E
I have you to be with
everything will be easy

晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆

I have you to be with
懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应
绝不断讯
会如影随形

曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另类
找不到人了解

当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪
让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛
把不如意
都变成流星

你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰

幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
才能看好戏上演
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is a nice song reccomend by Hwee Sian!!
Haha~~~ Nice rite??
Haha~~ she la~ always dian n dian..
end up i nw go K-box i oso will dian haha~~
Yeah! i hav successfully gotten used to it le! =)))
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Hmmm...
想了想后,真想跟你说声:“对不起”。
因为我的表错意,造成你的困扰?
应该多多少少有吧。

Sunday, November 04, 2007

W/o MLX de days

Hmm.. today went for the 1st service...
wow! i actually enjoyed teh 1st service more than the usual 3rd tt i attenD!
Haha~ anyway.. its greaT! lik today's service!! =))
After which.. i wentto work n had dinner wif Lian Kai aft my work....n we went to AMK hub de aracade..tt retard end up kena disturbed by mi~~ haha~~... But still he is a GREAT fren to Have! =)))

今天回家时。
望了望无星的夜空时,忽然发现了一件事。
习惯了你在身边的我,仿佛也已习惯没有你陪伴的日子。
不再那么想你,不再那么空虚了。
为什么?我也很想知道,因为自己也说不上一个所以然。
只知道当你不去特别想念一个人时,并不代表他/她已经不重要了。
其实,我也不敢再奢望了。
曾经说过希望老大在十年后记得我,
而你呢,我只希望五年?
不不,两年就好,只需要你在两年后还记得我。
可能在两年后我跟你在街上偶遇,
你会牵着一个能让你心动及敞开心灵之窗的那个她。
然后见到我时,还记得我。
我不奢望你记得一切,但只希望你还记得我的名。
这样就够了。 =))
至少你还记得我的名。
因为这证明了我并不是过客的身份。

Saturday, November 03, 2007

the Trishaw incident!

Ook.. i guess by now u guys must hav heard of the " famous" 3 BRITISH GUY BULLYING ONE POOR OLD MAN, a Tri-shaW rider incident?
(these are the clips.)

They are sure famous man! wow! luckliy i wasnt their fren .. if nt i would hav been in the hall of "FAME" too!!!
I forced myself to stay calm n complete the clip...i shall nt commment much..
but today i saw in the papers one of the British ( nt them ...) commented ( sth lik ), " see wat has our educational system done." *claps*

Friday, November 02, 2007

Tot of Bohan

歌曲:说你爱我
歌手:s.h.e 专辑:play


下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音


看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候

不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

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Suddenly tot of a fren ( for a few days )...
Hmm.. ok mayb not a fren..juz an acquaintance?
The tot of him reminded mi how much i shloud n always cherish the people around mi before either of us are gone...
It is a shame that we did not really made frenz wif one another...
If given a chance... i wan to make fren wif hiM!
but watever it is.. it is too Late..
Hope that he is enjoying himself now! =))

Though not cloze to him at all.. wanna say ..
I Miss You~ & Take Care~ =)

Stupid mi why still tinking abt MLX?

Hmm.. i cant seem to hav the mood to do my chem n cll hmwk.. which are both due tml..
Haix... Feel Stupid... WHy? Dunno.. haven bene feeling gd for the whole day!!! argh! Though usually morning having K-Box Session wif 133 clique would brighten up my day.. but today.. i wasnt n havent been much of myself...why? i dunno oso.. haix.. sianx...

Anyway~~ look on the bright side! everything go to K box wif them i learn new songs! haha~ realise there is still many wonderful songs tt i hav yet to know !! haha~ though i dun sing well at all..

Hmm.. feeling kind of dumb again! argh~ why this dumb feeling wun juz go away?
Haix.. isit cuz im too free .. tts why i m feelign rotten that leads to mi tining too much .. result in i feelinG dumb?? Fallacies? haha~~

Hmm.. ook i gonna try sth new here... yaneOn nCa adre ihts zlp letl ME! haa~
Esacu i stuj nanwa lelt oyu i smsi uyo. =x
i nwok sit lsGnmeisaen to you Nyawya ubt im tt Ubmd! Lolz.. Crazy? yeah!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

whole day at home.

Hmm... tell u guys a secret!!! I slept for 13 hrs straight TODAY!!! i din slp late last nit i slept ard 10 pus last nite!! Haha~~ Pig rite mi!! !OinK! Oink! =x
aiya~~ n stayed at home for almost the whole day... stay at home till i feel lik im rotting terribly so i went to AMK lib n find books read! haha~~~ n had dinner wif my mum at S-11 ...

Sianx~~ Life lik v meaningless to mi currently.. cuz nth for mi to b motivated! haha~=x

Stayed at home n tink abt sth~~
Haha~ conclusion is ... is i tink too much again! haha~~ mayb is cuz i too free tts why hu si rang xiang! so many things is my mind la!! haha~~ ya~~ tts why~ muz be! =))
tts all!! =D

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

What Hurts The Most By RascAl Flatts



What Hurts The Most By RascAl Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let ‘em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though, goin’ on with you gone, still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okay
But that’s not what gets me

Chorus
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin’ so much to say
And watchin’ you walk away
And never knowin’
What could’ve been
And not seein’ that lovin’ you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain
Of losin’ you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

(Repeat Chorus Twice)

Not seein’ that lovin’ you
That’s what I was trying to do
Oooo, Oooo, Oooo –
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Haha~~ i nt eMo hor! duneverytime i put sad song tink i emo... -.-!!!

Juz happened to pass by this song when reading my frenz blog.. He actually blog tis Song... I post it here cuz i tink tt it is kind of nice~ haha~~ Enjoy! =)))

Monday, October 29, 2007

Had a meal wif sis

Hmm.. Today! was H1 CL n H2 CLL Paper... Haha~~

Hmm.. hope everything turn out well for u ( all ) =))

Hmm.. today went to sch to b "Santa Claus" Haha~~
Yupx... n acc Dung for a while.. intend to go jogging de.. bt was drizzling all day long.. so ... end up din jog at all.. n went meet sis to hav dinner ... @ CENTRAL...

Hmm it is a nt bad place.. gt many attractive n yet seem affordable restaurant..
Haha~~ seeing so many nice nice eating place.. reminds mi of mei liang xin~ haha~
cuz i tink he will lik them all.. so MLX u can go Clarke Quay try ... lots of Good Food! =)) Haha~ n any other frens interested in gg there muz ask mi go wor.. i wan go try all !! haha~

aft tt~ went to amk lib met up wif Luke pass him my watch for His A's...
Ya... tts all le~~ =)) simple day! =)))

Ohya~ All the Best for the JC2 Physics Paper tmL!!! =)))

P.S: today DEAR WENT DATING! ARGh! sOb...
喜欢上你的我变得很简单。

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Dream

Sorry ah Hwee Sian.. i gt a lot to blog abt my promised entry..
bt .. is really too much till i dunno where to start~
So PSPS... i promise i will make up one day for tt entry de ok?? =))

Hmm... Last few nite... i had a terrible dreaM!!!
I was in my dream wif Mrs Sim( my Chem tutor)...

Mrs Sim : " Sharon .. u gt study for ur chem? why u did so badly?!"

Mi : " i did! i even make notes for every single topic! "

Mrs Sim : " But is not showing here in ur Promos paper. " ( looking so super diappointed )

Mi : ( wan to cry le...)

* PrOOF*
wake uP!

Hmm.. is tis a sign??
Hmm.. dun wan dun wan..
bt look on the bright side... my results isit show in my dream.. so i may did badly .. bt still.... PROMOTED!!! =))

( ok i noe i super optimistic... bt still the cup is nv half empty.. is always half filled! =) )

人是会变的

Hmm.. suddenly realise those i frequemt the blogs.. lik suddenly stop at 23 Oct....
haha~~ why 23 oct?? special day ma??? lolx... ( emo untie de date! )

so... hmm... atually nth much to blog.. initially wanan blog abt the changes of mi since pri , sec n jc de.. bt suddenly realise its v late le... so ... juz wan a blog short short one here first~ tml will cum n blog de! =)

haha~ i noe hwee sian u read le.. muz be thinking i bore rite? haha~~ promise next entry will b quite long de ok?? =p

Take care All!
and.. God Has been Good to mi! =) Thank Lord!

P.S: Juz wanna sAy.... 人是会变的~ ( nt toking abt any1 in particular~ =) )