Haven't been around for a year or so, and time really flies. Entering the final lap of JC life, and I really see the need to shift my priorities all toward studies and all. Some things really have got to go.

All that I Need to Survive - Charice

I look out my window
And wonder where you are
And if you are safe out there
Somewhere in the dark
Time has no meaning
To this broken heart that's mine

I see your face
Where ever I go
I hear your voice
I want you to know

I feel your arms when I'm lonely
I make believe that you are still here with me
It's all I need
I feel your heart as if it was beating with mine
When you're in my world, I am alive
You're all that I need to survive

I've got this friend who says, it's time I let you go
The way that you loved me, no one else could ever know
You were the best that ever happened to my heart and to my soul

And if, I mean when
When I see you again
It will be just the same as it was
And if, I mean when
We're together again
Our souls reunited as one

Haven't blogged for so long, cus life's really really busy. Well not the action-packed kinda life I've got here, but the mundane, boring, school life with homework piling up quicker than you could finish it.

Anyway, national day was quite zz except for the super awesome stress-relieving shopping at bugis that followed! Shopping really... retail therapy, is THERAPY. Okay what am I saying, it just lets you have this awesome break from stressful life and work and allows you to go all out on a rampage for new clothes :D And shoes and bags and anything you can find :) I really want a fedora/hat or anything but ah well :P hehe.



Lynn and I in our MANU JERSEYS!! (okay im not exactly a fully converted manu fan, i still bear the hopes of any liverpool fan for the day liverpool makes it back to the top four! :D)



Deb and I in a pretty shop in Bugis street :D (Check out deb's pretty navy blue dress)




Stress makes you a complete retard sometimes and yes I POSED WITH THE SMURFS HANGING DOWN FROM THE TREE -.- (do i look like a tourist!!! :D :D :D) If you can't see the smurfs, click to enlarge. hehe

And setting priorities right. Well of course studies is always #1 in a student's life, I feel myself gradually being drained by school and all its activities. But school never felt so cold before. Even during national day, it was just.... a concert. Like entertainment. Fortunately I was sitting with Wong and Eunice and it felt so back in RG again where we all jumped and got high during the concert sing-a-long segment. When i turned back to look at the people behind me... well they were just standing there stoning or something. :/ Not what I'd wanna be part of. Hope it gets better ahh.

And there's the lack of warmth thing. Oh well, JC life is so quick-paced everyone just cares about their own goals and there's hardly enough time to try to get to know people better. Friendships that last? Nah very few.

40210, AK BATCHIES, why do I miss you ladies so much. :'(

And I'm drowning in guilt from today's 'event'. Look you're never probably gonna read this, but you're a great awesome friend and person, and hey, you deserve better. I've got no place and time for that now, and it's not even under my 'waiting list' for priorities, like really. NO TIME. and Yeah I'm just not ready for it ): I'm really sorry. Like I really am. I don't know how I'm gonna make it up to you, but I hope you'll move on and find someone better-deserving than the selfish ugly me :X

Labels: NDP, school, shopping

Was feeling super sian. Cus life's so boring and monotonous nowadays... But there's always that bundle of joy! :D



LOVELOVELOVELOVE

P.S. Check out DBSK's new I don't know MV someone's smoking hots there hahaha :D

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Sometimes I'd think, if I didn't meet you you'd still be around. I know its been a couple of months but I still feel the pain and I can't get rid of it. Will it ever subside? Idk. And the pain gets a little less everyday, which is good. But the void will be there for a really long time, if not for eternity. And no one can fill it for me :( Living on a prayer from day to day. Just praying for the strength to endure life, not for an easy one though.

Smiling is less tiring than telling the whole world you're sad.
Figuring out a person's personality is like piecing together a jigsaw puzzle. You gotta fix all the missing pieces at the correct places, and voila! You see the full picture.

Cheem, huh? I'm in the midst of attempting to complete Chemistry Tutorial 6A on Energetics, but epic failing. Been feeling lousy and lethargic (L&L) all day due to my horrid sunburns and scalp burn and etc just totally makes you cranky and zoned out. And idk why I'm constantly hungry these days. And of course theres the daily dose of real-life drama.

I love watching blockbusters, but I don't really enjoy being in one 24/7. I need breaks from drama. A life with too much drama proves detrimental to your health. Ugh.

Awesome song yaaw someone was listening to it or sharing on fb or smt ;D

So Small - Carrie Underwood

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Learnt a couple of guitar fingerings at Azaac's today! Was super funn and omg someone is freaking talented at piano, guitar and DRUMS omgggg.

Im mega impressed. Lots to learn!

And no mood to do tutorials... feels like holidays now haha