♪♪不能说的秘密♪♪

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>WISHLIST

-To go to japan
-More Money
-More Clothes
-A Long Lasting Creative Model Earpiece
-A new Creative Mp4 Player
-to see taylor swift in person
-to learn piano

>profile

BOOO!!!!.
- here's my profile
-Name : Gordon
-Came Down To Planet Earth On : 5th August 1991
-im a Child Of God
-18 this year and not really loving it
-horoscope : Leo
-I love my friends but i don't really show appreciation to them :X

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>Reminisce those days

January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009

>recents

1st week of attachment
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
whatever
not waking up in time for school
rather okay day
i could sing of your love forever
another absolutely boring day
LOVED MY DAY!
FULL OF SHIT
seriously enough.

>bonds

❤D-odds
❤Abigale
❤Acemond
❤Alvin
❤Andy
❤Arlene
❤Candice
❤Carina
❤Carine
❤Celestine
❤Dionna
❤Elin
❤Gladys
❤Grace
❤Huifen's Blogshop
❤Huimin
❤Huishan
❤Hui Xing
❤Hui Xin
❤Jacqueline
❤Jason
❤Jeanette
❤Joanna
❤Joanne
❤Jorine
❤Katherine
❤Kaye
❤Lai guan
❤Michelle
❤Mindy
❤Melvin
❤Nicole
❤Niki
❤Priska
❤Rayyin
❤Samantha
❤Samantha's 2nd Blog
❤Selin
❤Shi Ni
❤Ting Rui
❤Reginald
❤Vanessa
❤Vanessa Blogshop
❤Weiliang
❤Wei Ting
❤Yong Shan
❤Ziting

>credits

You really wouldn't want to touch these.
Host One
Design One
Pattern One
Brushes One
Images One | Two | Three
Adobe Photoshop 7.0

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

hahas see this :D

domokun!!! hahas..my friend bought it for me :D

thanks loads weiqi :D

hahas..finally the end of the week..yea its exhausting bt owell,at least its the end of the week already so can kinda rest a lil though.

well okay next week is the study break and guess i'll really be mugging ALOT.

so ii think i'll be a little moody and stressed up and definately have a short fuse.

so sorry for those people that kinda irritate me.

hahas..okay well todae kinda woke up late again for P.E so yea in the end didnt go for it bt went to the 2nd lesson todae.

well todae was rather okay though.like any normal dae and teacher kinda let us do a survery on them,so yea kinda write good things about them((:

afterall ii feel i've got probably the best teachers in the whole of simei :D

thank god :D

hmm well okay later am gonna have to go church at 4pm to meet felicia cuz she wanted me to attend this "followup".not exactly knowing what this "followup" is entirely for bt owell,just go barhs ii guess.maybe can learn a thing or 2 about this.yup yup.

well didnt get to blog for 2 plus days ii think??

well cuz its cuz of sch work man..got loads of things to do and have projects to rush.

lucky ii did the project in time and managed to submit to teacher todae :D

hahas..well im starting to think that ii did well for the practical tests :D

bt didnt do well on physics side though =/

so im really hoping that the final exam,2 weeks from now,would be easy so that ii can score.

well and as for kaye right,she's teaching me piano on sat :D

HOW COOL IS THAT??

hahas..finally gonna learn piano!! TOTALLY COOL MAN!!!!!

and yea its also thanks to god.seriously,he heard my new year's resolution :D

which is to learn piano this year..hehe cool huh.

so slowly all my new years resolution is coming true!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D

hhm okay now im listening to some of my playlist songs though.

and yea its currently playing "decode" by paramore :D

kinda addicted to it a little.hahas..bt well its not as addictive as other songs yet.

and yea im feeling hungry now bt im gonna wait for evening to come then i'll eat so that ii have company and all sorts.yup yup...

and now im really looking forward to my rest though,feeling tired already =/

hhmm..okay todae's quote is....

*drums rolling"

In seven days, God created the world. And in seven seconds, I shattered mine.

-will smith (7 pounds)

well ii think its rather true for me cuz well ii tend to dwell on the past though.

like honestly when ii see those sec sch kids like being a gangster wanna-be,i'll dwell on myself.

like why was ii like that in sec sch.and only change after ii went to church.

well its like ii kinda miss studying back at sec sch and ii wished that ii did studied better there and went to poly and not ite.

well im not saying ite is not good.bt seriously at the outside world,an ite cert is really bullshit.

and yea its really hard to earn a living now and im honestly scared about my future though =/

bt ii guess its too late for regrets now so just have to carry on and study really hard to get into poly though..hahas..yup yup..

hahas well ii guess i'll blog till here barhs :D

will post a joke on the next post after this.

signing off~~

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™

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-loves loves

well whilst everyone is busy LoL-ing at my previous post,lemme actually explain how it actually happened.
hahahahs..well okay its pretty simple actually..cuz its like todae in sch,during a 5minute interval break,ii walked from my seat to my friend,CLARA's seat and went to kinda pass her back her PSP cuz ii was busy trying to break all her records during classtime.
okay okay im really sorry for not paying attention bt that game is really addictive okay!! >.<"
understand abit!!!!!
hahas okay so when ii returned her PSP,she then slotted her PSP into that pink socks.
so ii was actually like What the hell?? you keep yr PSP in a socks?? O.O
ii used to think it was used either as a socks for wearing,if not like a pencil case cuz my other friend's pencil case also like that one..hahhas..cute right?? XD
okay so ii was feeling realli BORED & LAME so yea kinda picked up the socks and see those animated thingy imprinted on the socks.so kind alike made up a story on the spot.
BTW IM A REALLY CREATIVE GUY,SO GIRLS DATE ME IF YOU WANT! :D
okay im just joking..hahas..okay so its like yea ii kinda thought lame things and anyhow blurted out the story and guess what,it turned out not bad!! :D
even told my teacher and he kinda laughed abit about the story..hahahas..see the world needs more people with special NATURAL talents like ME ((:
thats right...ME :D

hehe so okay right after that,ii walked back and looked into my friend's bag and saw his handphone.and btw,his phone reminds me of mother mary cuz got a pic in his phone that his friend wears a pants over his head and acts like mother mary..lame right?? -.-
okay so ii was like telling him "eh jiawei,yr hp reminds me of mother mary".
and he was like.hahaahahaha..
then ii asked him,"what's yr friend name anyway??" and guess what??
he told me "MARY"
ii was like WTF you asshole dont bluff.hahhas..and he was like "why?? guys name cannot have mary one meh??
LOL LAH..its totally hilarious cuz okay both of us are always "qurrelling" about simple things like this..hahas thats how ii maintain my debating skills and yea to pass time :D
hehe..so okay for a whole hour we were like comparing that mary cannot be a guys name.
and he even t0ld me "as long as you like can already what"
LOL seriously..hahahas..
okay and yea todae my friend ivan kinda told me my marks for both tests,both got 11/20 though.so quite sad bt then ii give thanks back to god nevertheless ((:

hhm..well okay currently im listening to the whole taylor swift album ii downloaded onto my PC.
hehe yes ii noe its not right bt im a poor bloke -.-
so yea, welcome into my life..
well ii totally LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT!! :D
She's really talented as a singer and not only that,she's got a fantastic personality and also she's gorgeous :D
i'll give her anything in the world if she were to get hitched to me :D
hehee..lols.okay if taylor swift is looking at this, TAG ME AT MY TAGBOARD!!!!
hahas..dots right?? -.-

well tomorrow got a test again though and yea im not realli like ready for it yet cuz iu haven even studied it yet..duno why bt then exams is like 2 weeks away and ii dont sense the urgency yet though =/
hhm..maybe i'll study later abit barhs :D
i'll be a good boy and go study.hehehe...
so yea guess i'll blog till here barhs ((:

signing off guys :D

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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-loves loves

okay it starts from the EXTREME RIGHT side okay??

okie dokie so here is begins :D

once upon a time in a land far far away,there lived this pretty little japanese princess.

even though she didnt originate from japan bt she's still a japanese princess.DONT ASK WHY.

okay so one day she had to go to the toilet to pass motion,bt in that land,its called "SHIT".

so okay whilst she was shitting,she shitted out 2 shits that are one above the other.

well as the one on top the the bottom shit was heavier,the bottom shit felt violated and thus cried,forcing the top shit to feel realli realli guilty.

so the top shit told the bottm shit that,"hey lets merge!! :D"

and thus they merged and they are one happy shit now.

-The End-

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™

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-loves loves

hahas im nw gonna blog first before ii sleep ((:
yup yup..well just changed the blog song not long ago though.yup yup..its from the movie that ii saw during todae's noon.
well kinda borrowed the DVD from reginald and watched it :D
its called "seven pounds".
its a totally GREAT show and my favourite actor,WILL SMITH is in it!!! :D
seriously go watch it if you have not caught it yet.im really sure that it is worth watching and you'll not regret watching that movie.
and yea..it made me cry and wept alot during noon and just nice it was raining xD
hahas..so kinda matched the atmosphere a little.and whilst ii was crying my mother was like..
siao.cry again..duno what happen this time.
hahahahahs..its really funny at some points though when you look at what and how my mother says it from a different prospective :D
well ii feel that through this movie,its really touched my heart deeply and i've learnt alot of things from this movie.its not only heartwarming bt it brings senses to one's soul.
and honeslty,i've finally found some answers to my buring desires that ii have in my heart.
and it kinda releases me from being soo tense and all.
yea its amazing what movies can do to me right?? and yea..im realli like starting to see things from the movie's point of view.bt yes ii am glad that i've finally like moved on and ii wanna become a better person.
its like there's soo many things in the movie that a person can learn and its just too much for me to type out..ii can go for hours to say how much this movie teaches a person bt yea,just watch it yrself ((:

hhmm.well todae cooked carbonara and brought it to church and shared it with the cell group.
hahas..and yea im really happy and impressed that everyone enjoyed my cooking.
was totally unexpected cuz ii was already preparing for alot of rejections from people that they might not want to eat my food.yup yup.
bt its totally wrong cuz like EVERYBODY WANTS!!!
hahas..and like yea kinda ran outta food for everyone though,so gotta cook more next time :D
well im realli starting to feel warmth and belonging in this new cell though.
like everyone wants me..and ii feel "wanted" as in like........ermm......
people want to know more about me.and ii feel loved.thats the most important thing to me cuz yea,im a huge sucker for love.and hahas..i've found the place ii want to be ((:
its a different feeling that ii feel back at the old church.and ii realli feel and want to be here at this new church.its wonderful and ii realli realli like feel part of a family.
its kinda like rebuilding my life all over again with love and care by everyone.so yea basically i've made my choice of staying here already though ii feel kinda like erm..betraying the old cell bt sometimes ii feel GOD does this things in our life to prepare us to make important decisions in life and so that we can face up to things in future with gusto and might and also with the help of our loving FATHER GOD.
well okay anyway ii wanna post a quote from the movie..its really touching..so here it comes!!!!
*dums rolling*

Have no fear in your heart though you feel you've been broken and lost .
there's a place where we will meet up again .
there's a place that mends your hurt and takes you in there are times faced alone .
when you find all the holes in yourself you don't have to walk the night on your own .
I will say a prayer for you to lead you on I will say a prayer for you when you have gone .

makes sense doesnt it?? ((:
yea thats what so special about this movie cuz ii can realli learn alot from the movie itself.
well yea currently im listening to this song called "crisis" by ennio morricone.
and that happens to be my profile song so if you want the song,there you have it ((:
hahas and yes,im hooked on the song for now.yup yup.
hhmm well now currently im wondering to myself that am ii realli gifted??
well sometimes ii feel yes..sometimes no..
its like..you see..
1)sometimes ii can draw realli well
2)sometimes ii do cook really well.
3)ii feel ii can sing well from time to time too..bt sometimes no -.-

well this are what ii feel..maybe im low in confidence or morale...either one,yea ii think i've just got no self confidence in myself though..
well gotta buck up cuz im a leo..and leos shouldnt be like this!!!!!!!
hahas..well i'll place my faith in god ((:
hehe..okay larhs..think shall blog till here tonite and blog more tomorrow ((:

signing off,
P.S ❤ITHINKOFYOUEVERYSINGLEMOMENT.
decipher it (:

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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-loves loves

okay todae was a rather normal day in sch ii guess cuz like yea same thing each week.only that now each week i've gotta take a practical test non-stop unlike all my other friends who either have finish their tests or have a last one to go.
well,im already at the last practical for next week so GOOD LUCK GORDON! :D
and a pat on the back for striving and not giving up :D
anyways todae ii did really well for my practical test and its totally awesome!!
todae ii practically owned my test!! :D
and also like ii prayed before doin the test and ii asked for courage and boldness and knowledge.
and guess what??
GOD WAS THERE.DEFINATELY.
its like ALWAYS,whenever there's a practical test,no matter how much ii prayed or how much ii studied,i'll always be bound to screw something up.And ii mean ALWAYS.
bt like todae,omg something is preventing me from screwing up.
its like god is really there and he supported me all the way from the starting till the end.
all praises and results goes back to my loving god!!!
AMEN TO GOD!!!! :D
plus really gotta thank my friend wei qi for staying back and helping me with my test :D
thanks girl! :D

well okay now im currently abit bored so yea im blogging and basically doin what i've been doin every single day.listening to music (:
well music is practicall my life.hahas..cant imagine how life would be without music.
it would be a total disaster.SERIOUSLY PERIOD.
well todae did try to cook carbonara and the results didnt come out too well though.
cuz like added too much milk and yea the sauce not thick enough.plus like didnt have the correct ingredients cuz obviously my lazy mummie didnt really bother to go get the correct items -.-
bt its okay still got tml got test out before ii actually cook it and bring it to chuch on sat.scary larhs cuz like im really worried that people will shun my cooking >.<"
bt owell may god be with me :D

well tomorrow would be the last day of the week and YES,definately im really gonna treasure my weekends from now on.dont know why bt sch of late is really becoming tiring and it pretty much exhaust me alot.guess maybe its either a lack of sleep or my energy consumption is low or is im not eating enough which is not true -.-
well im looking forward to melmel treating me jap food though :D
hahas..she owe me that like for 2 years already and finally she's gonna treat me.
well cant blame here though,like she's in JC and all plus she's got work.so pretty sums up the life that ii have except for the work part cuz frankly im just too fat and lazy to go get a job.
so yea.bt it would happen in the future when im off to the working world though.
im still habouring my DREAMS of getting my LAMBORGHINI okay!!!!
lols..so hopefully ii can actully achieve that.
hhmm well currently its 10.45pm in the night now and yea im still poundering whether should ii actually attend P.E tomorrow anot.think maybe yes lahrs cuz my buddy jiawei is goin so yea :D
guess im goin tml then and will sleep by 11.30 hopefully :D

well ii wished that ii can get a ps3 soon though cuz my daddie bought this new LCD tv and he got another one after exchanging duno what.so yea 2 LCD TVS :D
one in the living room and the other in MY ROOM!!!! WHOOOHOO!!!!!!
amen!!! :D
well im definately like looking forward to goin back to church on sat and pay my respects back to god and thank him for everything that he's done for me((:

hahas..okay larhs so ii guess i'll blog till here for todae :D
will blog more tomorrow and till the day ii die and depart from earth to meet god(:

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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lols..okay todae is seriously crazy though..imagine.....
3 huge tests todae and im the only one taking an EXTRA test..cool right??
HOW FREAKING COOL IS THAT??
lols...had 2 practical tests and a theory test..well already prepared to fail that theory test though cuz ii didnt study much..so yea =/
hmm..so tml gotta wake up bright early at 7am again and reach sch by 9..haiis..and then comes the sickening THURSDAY which everyone hates from the bottom of the heart.
realli wanna curse this day man -.-

hmm..well okay currently now am blogging cuz im realli realli bored though.have nothing much to do online this days except for playing facebook,if not checking soccer online, or msn and listening to much.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BORED~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
well i've still not eaten my dinner yet and YES!!!! ii am hungry!!! >.<"
parents gone to lil' india to go buy food there so im thinking that the food will be sucky when it comes home cuz sure cold cold one.haiis..nevermind though.used to eating cold food.hahas..just like japanese!!!! :D
kawaii-neh! XD

hhmm..well okay now currently im listening to my playlist of songs cuz todae got no particular interest in any artist songs so ye, just play the full playlist and sing along (:
well todae did got some encouragement from adele and felicia ((:
hahas..managed to do the work with less stress and didnt feel that nervous after that.hahas..special isnt it??
well ii guess ii work that way though.need encouragement than my engine will start.hahhas.
ooh ooh..and ii shall try to have a quote every single day!! :D
todae's quote is...............
LIFE IS LIKE GRAVITY..ALL YOU NEED IS A LITTLE PUSH - HEATH LEDER/JOKER

well apparently heath ledger is dead though..
*sob sob*
he's a really really good actor in the movie "the dark knight"..
seriously very very good actor.
*claps claps and bravos to you".
he'll always be a good actor to me ((:

well okay IF ii manage to do 2 practical tests on thursday, ii can kiss my ass goodbye to those stupid practical tests already!!! :D
hahas..bt ii duno if im able to do it anot though cuz like abit rusty already -.-
hhmm..well currently waiting for new movies and games to come out though
its realli boring >.<"
hhmm..and yea am feeling a lil sleepy at the same time whilst blogging now..hahas..maybe im just lethargic , or lazy...or both!! XD

well ii guess i'll blog till here 1st ((:
might come back and update again.hehe.
signing off~~

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
-copyrighted©
-loves loves

hahas okay todae gonna blog about well.todae XD
yup yup..todae is really wild though..hahas..attended 3 services in one day.cool right??
yea im pretty amazed somehow that god just attracts me to go on to services and yea im addicted to goin there and enjoying myself already!! :D
amen to god! :D

okay well.todae in the morning went back to PLMC and met up with the old cell..well everyone's still the same and hahas they do appear normal to me ii guess.ii was missed ii think.
and yea todae saw that black mofo again.lols.
guess what??? he's already soo black and he's wearing a bright red shirt cuz he's an ursher.
and it made him look like a freaking walking-kit-kat bar.hahahas.
thanks god for making him look like a complete fool ((:
lols.with those long FUGLY hair, coupled with a red shirt and already so black.
PURLEASE~~~~~~
ugly like a piece of shit seriously.ooh wait..it'll be an insult to all shits in the world.
yea he's that ugly though..decided not to put his pic here,not becuz im scared or what bt its cuz he'll RUIN my BLOG! XD
precisely..seriously...ugly...hahahahahhaas..
well todae chatted with charmaine and yea she's still as funny as ever ((:
actually she's the one in church that actually knows what i've been doing and yea she's kinda like my talking buddy.
KUDOS TO YOU CHARMZ ((:
and yea chatted about that bitch a little bit and yea some scars will never heal as long as some idiotic people are on the surface of the earth.totally occupying up space man -.-

hhmm..well okay next up..todae went to HOGC again and........
YES II AM CAPIVATED BY THEM(:
totally seriously love it there.everyone is really warm and haha they do care for me (:
its a whole new family there and for once, ii actually feel like im part of a family there.ii feel the sense of BELONGING,the sense of TRUST and HAPPINESS and also the presence of GOD there.yup yup ((:
hahas yea so ii definately look forward to next week's service.bt for now ii guess its just back to boring O' school again and yea ii predicted that i'll be exhausted by the end of tomorrow again as im wasting my time blogging instead of being a good boii and sleep.bt yea thats me..im an owl :D

so yea currently now listening to the same "不能说的秘密" album again.hahas..yea im currently on a jay chou crazy song spree :D
well cant blame me right?? hahas..he's my idol!!! :D
hhm..ooh and yea i've finally unblocked "HER" from msn.bt yea ii feel ii WILL delete her from msn and friendster soon as cuz its really a sore to my eyes.
hmm..well i've got tests this week and haven really studied.bt do hope god will continue to bless and love me and give me the strength and knowledge that ii need to do the tests :D

well..okay ii think thats all for tonite though..
this boy's sleepy already ((:

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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lols okay ii noe its past 12 bt then well i'll still post it as a valentine's day section..
dont care what you think or say cuz its my blog ((:
dont like it?? then go read someone else's blog :D
hhmm..okay 1st up..i'll say about it..
well for once, okay its not really celebrating bt then todae was like, ii spent V-day at church.
not exactly what ii was expecting bt then it turned out great though :D
3 cheers to god!! :D
he always manages to impress me again and again and again and again and again ((:

hhmm..well todae (cuz its sunday already), suppose to go back to PLMC.
bt then dont really feel like goin back though..its like..not the same anymore.
like cell group is all split up and so disorganized and ii realli cannot see the part of me growing in that enviornment.espcially got that black motherfucker over there.
tsk tsk..ii wish god will do some justice for the injustice.
seriously make him suffer..really..its cuz of him that my whole christian walk in PLMC fucking sucks now.totally.
and yea im really starting to like HEART OF GOD CHURCH! :D
hahas..might contemplate to actually shift there cuz like ii realli do see myself grow there and also make and widen my circle of friends :D
everyone's totally rocking there and like they are really friendly and open ((:
so yea am still deciding wanna actually shift there anot.ii realli like it there really really much.
bt yea ii duno how to break the news to the cell yet.so yea =/

well currently im emoing cuz yea ii duno what to do and its becoming really stressful to me now cuz ii cant reach a decision and come to a conslusion.that really puzzles me cuz most of the time ii can do it.bt not for now..REALLY WEIRD.
ooh and todae vomited..shucks =/
duno why too bt just vomited really alot..lols..like a merlion..hahahaha xD
well..maybe im dieing soon?? or maybe its cuz ii ate too full??? well ii duno..god noes only ((:
hmm..well as usual, im listening to music and blogging ((:
insiprational right?? hahahahhas..
yea so currently am listening to the whole track album of the movie "不能说的秘密"
the songs are all really really nice though..yup yup..
so yea and once again.im alone and bored.hahas..typical of me though.
well todae really met new friends and yea im happy ((:
for once in a church,ii actually can laugh really happily and no fake laughters and like meeting new friends and talking about my life..wanting to noe more about me.
like cool right this bunch of people?? ((:

well actually now ii still harbour the thoughts of learning to play the piano.
hahas..yea im a freak =X
bt yea ii approached someone todae at church and she "MIGHT" teach me bt gotta see her schdule first.hahas..im sooo excited :D
really really do wanna learn though..and like can finally be my own "jay chou".
hahahs..yea its my dream to actually sing and play the piano like jay chou actually.
so now its a secret ii cannot tell .
so SHHHHHH ((:
well i've just finished gaming though.hahahaas..yea its really irritating that soo many noobs online now who acts pro -.-
jeez..whats the cs community became to man..its a total...disaster..TERRIBLE NOOBS-.-
bt gah! dont bother larhs..now cs-ing to me its just a way to really waste time.
hahas..really gotta faster type and go to my dreamland le..
lalalalalalas~~~~
really getting late though..and yea im tired X_x

so well..lastly before ii go off,ii would really like to thank the people of HOGC ((:

happy valentines day everyone ((:
signing off~~

[❤G.O.R.D.O.N]™
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-loves loves

hahas..maybe im feeling emotional right now cuz of the current sad song that im listening to..
ahhas..well i'll paste the lyrics :D
its called. WHEEL OF THE WORLD (:

Love goes out, out like a light,Out like a flame, and you can't find it anymore.
Just when you think it's lost in the rain,It comes back knocking at your door
It's the wheel of the world turning around. It's the wheel of the world turning around and around
God put us here on this carnival ride
We close our eyes
Never knowing where it will take us next
Babies are born and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath
It's the wheel of the world. It's the wheel of the world turning around
In the blink of an eyeIt can change your life
And it never even slows down. It's the wheel of the world I don't know what it is.
I'm flying high. Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down
Life keeps on moving anyway.
It's the wheel of the world. It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world. It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around And around
It's the wheel of the world turning around. It can open your heart
It can break you apart And it never even slows down
It's the wheel of the world turning around. It's the wheel of the world turning around
It's the wheel of the world turning around. It's the wheel of the world turning around
And around..

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yep.im back to blogging..hahas..well decided that ii shall blog once in awhile so as to "keep" more interesting things happening everyday and type here..hahas.
so that if anyone that actually reads my blog can really have a good laugh or cry together with me XD

okay lols my ex is now like feeling guilty much to my liking ((:
serves her right..tsk tsk..go on and be a bitch for all ii care..and im really glad that you've finally flown the hell out OF MY LIFE.
its a really really happy moment for me though..cuz its 1 asshole down and another one to go.
yea by now everyone should noe who that asshole is already.
lols.okay here's the funny thing..she wanted to give me back the things then end up my letterbox is closed..then she walked to 7-11 buy things and saw my mother.
lols.bt my mother didnt see her though.and guess what she felt guilty..
YEA SERVES YOU RIGHT ((:
you noe what you've been doing and those emotional and internal scars will never fade lemme tell you this..5 years later when you're back,i'll INFLICT WHAT YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH.
whos having the last laugh now bitch?
what a loser seriously.bt well i've got a new target in life already ((:
amen to god!! :D
hahhas..bt well.ii do hope ii get her hand in mine eventually.and dear god please bless me with this girl (:
she's definately special and yea she's tangling at my heartstrings!! XD
ii believe that we've met not coincidentally bt for a reason (:

PS.
❤I DO LIKE YOU((:

well..okay currently now am blogging and facebooking.
its really fun though,hahhas..disturbing my friend kong together with cheng an XD
hahas..friendly cyber bullying is fun!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA...
well okay todae was rather retarded though..cuz like ii woke up at around 8.05 like that , then rushed all the way to sch at 9.30 like that..then its like we got let off at around 11 like that..then eat and go home..so rather wasting time larhs, and tml the same thing again -.-
owell.gotta get used to it sometimes ii guess =/

well...currently listening to a song called "I Know You Won't" by carrie underwood..
its a really really really good song ((:
so listen to it ASAP!!! its really meaningful and yea it kinda sets you thinking about those IDIOTIC EXS you onced had and it kinda makes you gloat that they didnt treasure you and they are regretting it now..
owell..ITS TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE ((:
hhmm..okay then now its like..my parents are really irritating seriously..
its like just cuz my uncle had some bad encounters with a methodist pastor,and he's like keep telling me becareful and think properly and all that..
its like..ii noe he cares for me bt its really unfair to judge people like that.
and nw its like my parents keep keeping tabs on me whenever ii wanna hang out with church friends.
IRRITATING SHIT.HONESTLY IRRITATING SHIT.
and in sch whenever im eating..and before ii eat,ii gotta say grace 1st..and my friends just keep disturbing me during this period of silence.
its like PRETTY FUCKED UP.
and he keeps disturbing about christianity and todae ii totally flare the fuck up infront of his face.
its like really really rude to disturb another's religion.TOTALLY.
god just condemn him in hell and let him fucking rot there.
okay ii noe im setting myself as a bad example as a christian cuz ii keep swearing bt then its like..sometimes this people in life really REALLY REALLY make you very angry.
its like he's even poking fun at RELIGION.COME ON.

hhmm..anyway ii think i'll blog later though.
com is lagging like a damn pentium 1 computer -.-

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HAHAS..todae really did enjoyed myself at my friend, jorine's church..hahas..surprised that the church has many ex peicai-ans there..yup yup..managed to meet some peicai-ans and managed to reminisce about those past fun and exciting sec sch life with them..
plus not only that..I'VE MANAGED TO MEET AND KNOW MORE FRIENDS..
ahhas..and the people at the church is really friendly and sociable :D
hahas..manged to noe more friendly people like felicia and lots more barhs..hahas..
and yea felicia's a very nice person to get to know along with abigale..yup yup..
they're totally friendly and yea nice to talk to.hahas..
TOTALLY~

hhmm..well todae didnt really have much sleep though bt its alright.
A LEO IS NEVER TIRED :D
hahahas..yea like real..lols..and really felt hungry bt then after eating the noodles with them,yea its pretty filling though.yup yup..
really gotta thank jorine for inviting me to such a place with nice people ((:
well and yea gotta pat myself on the back for not being lazy and not goin to church as promised.
WELL DONE GORDON((:

okay currently im listening to some jay chou songs now.hahas..kinda miss singing though..
todae during service,really enjoyed the songs..and yea.its been a long time since ii last sang so happily without like those irritating hindrance bugging inside my heart..
hhmm..well, overall,ii feel happy at this church though.something which ii never really felt at my previous church.bt well..i'll let god decide what will come next for me as ii wanna place my life in his hands.case close ((:

hahas.okay barhs..gonna sign off now..todae's post a lil' short..
bt yea.will post a lil more later..

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okay im back ((:
hahas..went to watch movie with my best buddy ever my FANG YONGKANG and jason and his friend fad..hahas..yup yup..
went to watch "underworld : rise of the lycans" todae..well..hahas..ii felt it was a rather okay show though..bt ii loved the part when the lycans fought for love..well thats probably what i'll do if someone takes away a loved one for me..and i'll even do anything for a girl ii love..
even if it means dying ((:

lols..okay now im gonna blog 1st and eat dinner then off to my friend's house already :D
hahas..okay todae did my practiacal test and guess what??
TEACHER SAID II DID WELL FOR IT LEHHHHHH.....
hahahhahahah..yup..okay so thats 2 phase test subjects down..and 4 more to go..
JIAYOU GORDON!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!

hhmm..okay then todae jason told me something super hilarious which realli made me LoL-ed.
hahs..when yk was drunk..and jason asked him..eh what happen if "SHE" was here??
hahas..then yk was like..if she's here..just take her and bring her to bed only what!!!!
hahaahas..lols..1st time he got sooo drunk and sprout such nonsense :D
hahaahahas..bt ii loved it XD
well..todae really did enjoyed myself though..like imagine, after a fucking hard and tiring week,whats more better then enjoying a good movie with friends that actually treasure yr jokes and yr pressence there..tsk tsk..thats something that fucking bitch never did..
hhmm..well..she's gonna leave sg soon and ii cant wait for it..GET LOST AND FUCK OFF (:
hahas..and im soo gonna celebrate on that day...TOTALLY :D

lols..then now got alot of people telling me that my new msn pic very act cute or looks retarded..
sob sob..so sad right???
bt well..its alright..like ii said..im whatever they think ii am..and thats something they'll never be.
yup yup..hahas..okay larhs..im gonna stop blogging already...this boy is getting HUNGRY!!!!!

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well..okay im gonna blog before ii actually go and study for the freaking pathetic test tml..
jeez..im really starting to have every single thursday..ii mean look..5hrs long of practical..
seriously..ITS A TOTAL FUCK-OFF!
totally man..every tuesday and thursday is seriously a pissed off day...nobody in my class seriously want to attend those super long lectures or practicals..bt hais..the term is drawing to and end soon so yea..just gotta endure a lil' more and walah~
GAME OVER FOR Term 2 :D

well..okay todae ii went to eat with my friend jiawei and we were kinda arguing to eat which at which stall..and we finally decided to eat at "niang toufu" stall..
and here's the seriously funny part...read it :D

auntie no.1 : hello..what do you want??
ME : auntie, ii want dry noodles..
auntie no. 1: Dry noodles arhs?? okay coming right up.( there were 2 aunties there btw)
auntie 2 : places a soup on the table.. ( ii take the soup and put on the tray)
auntie 2 : then takes my bowl and pours curry inside..
ME : erm auntie..my noodle is DRY 1 leh...
auntie 2 : huh?? dry 1 ah?? aiyeo..
auntie 1 : aiyeo~~~~~ his friend ordered laksa not him... -.-
auntie 2 : erm you can eat laksa??
Me : (frustrated) aiyah okay lah.
auntie 2: okay ah..then ii dont charge you laksa.

fucked up right??
ii mean WTF? she got my order wrong and still DARE say dont charge money laksa...SERIOUSLY this is the last time im gonna eat at that damn stall..fucking dumb fuck auntie man..even an old woman at other stalls can get an order correct..JEEZZ..fucking bodoh.
okay and todae got 5 hrs practical..nice??? totally WASTED my time there..and GREAT..from next week start..every single week for 2 weeks consequtively ii got phase tests..
B-E-A-utiful..

lols..okay and todae tried to get carine to help me do the blog thing for all my previous posts..bt then couldnt do cuz she forgot..bt its alright girl ((:
hahas..can help me next time though..yup yup...
and jeez..tml got phase test...arrg..my whole week is totally fucked up by lack of sleep and CONSTANT TESTS..FUCK UP..FUCKED UP!!!!!!
abso-fucking-lutely, in-fucking-credible...
haiis..faster end this fucking week please..its a fucking tormanting weeek.. ZZZZzzzZZZZ
okay so as usual im gonna tell what im listening to now..its....................
"mary's song" by my darling taylor swift :D
go listen to it though..hahas..its seriously a good song :D

lols..okay at this moment..currently...im sleepy..im tired..im stressed..im totally feeling fucked up..yea the reason is self-explanatory.
ooh wait wait..todae went to my neigbour's house..hahas..and got an angpao :D
hahas..haven open it up yet though..bt im expecting a $4 dollars.so yea..total angpao collection right..
8 angpaos,all $4...so total $32 bucks all in all -.-
bt haiis..nevermind barhs.as i've said.........
AS II GROW OLDER..THE SIZE OF MY ANGPAOS SHRINK TERRIBLY..
bt its okay..get used to it can already :D

hhmm.okay larhs.
ii think i've got no mood to blog for now..will have it tml!!! :D
im REALLY SURE!!!hahhahhas...

signing off~~

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hahas..okay its been 2 days since ii last blogged though..been really busy bt well..guess ii have some time to blog now XD

ahhh..ii miss blogging..hahas..maybe im already addicted to it..hehe..ii dont know.. :D

ooh..and took 2 pics yesterdae during class..hahas..i'll upload it on this post :D

hmm..well okay chelsea lost 2 : 0 to liverpool..and seriously its fucked up..bt well..gotta endure and see the rest of the season though..yup yup...hhmmm..do hope that they win AT LEAST a silverware this season though..if not seriously the coach can just pack his bags and fly back to brazil and hide in his little hut and never come out..

hhmm...okay and todae did took my phase test though..its rather okay ii guess bt didnt study much cuz yea..was rushing a project last nite till like 2am and was totally WASTED...

plus like.im rather pissed that my project mate actually talks a fucking whole load of trash and actually produces absoluetly crappy work which is not even fit for the rubbish bin..

throwing it into the rubbish bin is an insult to all rubbish in the world..yea thats pretty bad isnt it?? bt its a fact..and well..i've decided to do all my projects on my own from now onwards...

cuz yes ii noe they can be friends..bt choose the right friends when doin a project..you wont wanna be like cursing and swearing behind yr back or in yr hearts when you get those seriously FUCKED-UP members that dont do work..

hhm..okay apart from that,im actually snacking on some bak-gua now..hahas yea im addicted to eating bak-gua and okay okay,ii noe its fattening..bt then look...im single now right?? and nobody wants me..so its okay.so yea just enjoy the piece of bak-gua and just saviour it :D

well tomorrow gotta reach sch at 8am, and its totally an extrememly tiring week for me..TOTALLY.

like see.this whole week..woke up at 7am, then last nite doin that piece of shit project till 2am and tml gotta reach at 8am which means waking up at 6.30am like that..COOL RIGHT????

yea and ii dont even have the time to sleep and rejuvenate myself..bt arrg..fuck it..just carry on till the end of the week and relax! :D

hahas..well ii do hope that ii can meet charlene soon and celebrate her birthday though..wanna get it done soon so that ii can focus on other things and plan for other things in future..

well..gotta bathe soon anyway..really am stinking up my room now..hahas..

signing off :D

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hahas..lols..im now at my friend's house le :D
and jesus christ..this is a pic of my ulser.its really really really painful >.<"
can come one realli help me at all??? AIIE~~~~~
lols..now im watching my favorite cartoon :D
hahas..spongebob squarepants..hahas..its the best show on earth seriously..wahahahahhhahaha XD

hmm..well..just eaten my dinner not long ago though..and im super full now XD
bt however my ulser really really painful ='/
hhmm.anyway im realli bored now and got nothing to do though..hahas..lols...cant wait for my soccer match to start bt its like..starting at 12am tonite..yup yup...hhmm..got a craving for Häagen-Dazs vanilla icecream :D
hahas..will anyone get it for me?? i'll love you realli lots :D
hmm..owell the point of making this post is to show my ulser..hahas xD

so signing off :D

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hahas..well its not 12.59pm in the noon and im feeling rather bored so decided to blog a lil'..hahahs..just talked to one of my cell group members who is in melbourne now..lols..she seems pretty much the same though, except that she's complaining about the extreme heat that australia is having now..hahas..all the best (:

hmm..well currently im listening to "decode" by paramore..and ii thought that this song is those song that will only sound nice in the album and paramore singing this song will honestly suck in concerts bt apparently ii was wrong..HAHAHHAs..they SOUND REALLY REALLY GOOD!!!!!!
their concerts are a blast..totally..and "Decode" was sung really well live..yup yup..try youtube and listen..you'll reallly enjoy it though..yup yup..
and lols..todae skipped church again..lols..its been like 2 months since ii went to church already..
jeez..ii think ii really must go back already..its time ii guess...
well..ii guess i'll see how barhs..see how my life takes me..and take things a step at a time now ii guess..dont wanna rush growing up..ii wanna remain young >.<"
gonna turn 18 this year and people still say ii look 15..jeez..is that a good thing or not goood??

well..tonite is chelsea vs liverpool :D
and ii really do hope chelsea wins!!!! CHELSEA MUST WIN!!!!!
and jeez..manchester won again..a mere 1 : 0 to everton..manchester united officially has been sucky..they are NEVER GOOD ((:
hmm..well okay todae ii woke up at around 11.30 like that..lols..and ii haven eaten anything at all..IM REALLY HUNGRY!!!! >8
well..later im gonna go over to kong house and do my work though..yup yup..ii broke my promise that i'll do it last nite T_T
bt okay..ii REALLY WILL DO IT LATER..its a promise ii made to myself..so if ii dont do it..i'll be letting down myself..hahas..

well..my friend adele is feeling really depressed and upset now though..and yea ii kinda understand her..cuz its like..pretty complicated..
she's depressed that she wont be seeing her boyfriend for 4 years..so im figuring that her boyfriend is gonna go aboard and study..maybe yes maybe not..bt well..ii think ii noe how she feels...lols..this was exactly what ii felt when ii was with that fucking bitch..
bt now..even if she dies..ii couldnt care less..so go to hell you fucking bitch ((:

well tomorrow is my project presentation already and okay im rather pleased with myself that its another project down..so okay 2 projects down..and like 5 more major practical test to go..haiis..this term aint gonna be any less easier then last term ii guess..
GORDON!!! JIAYOU!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!!!! hahas..ii really hope so though..yup yup..
and its been a really long time since ii last drew naruto drawings..lols..my friends are all like telling me to draw and faster send them..haha xD
bt well..must see how also ii guess..time is really running short for me..like so many tests coming up and gotta manage family..its pretty hard ii guess...
and haiis..im starting to find that nobody actually understands me..like yes some of my friends and family understand me..but not 100%..
nobody can tell when im sad,angry,happy or something.and its like.infront of my friends..ii appear like a very cheerful kind of person..bt deep inside..nobody really knows what ii really am or what ii really really want..its pretty pathetic and sad though..bt owell.guess its never ment for anyone to really fully understand me..lols..even my 2 exs..dont know me really well..hahas..well..thats LIFE ((:

hahas..okay bahrs.i'll stop here le barhs..if not i'll go on typing and typing..hahas..gotta limit myself already!!!! 2 post per day and thats all ii got..hahahahhhaha..

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