Saturday, April 11, 2009

In Loving Memory of Aaron Teo

Hope you're as happy as this in Heaven as you were with all of us =)

You left us all too soon

We don’t know things like solitude
Gazing into the distant sky
That reflected my nostalgia

But no matter how much I wish
It'll never bring back your goofy smile
That everyone can never forget

Devastating sadness
Overshadows my heart
And is cruelly repeated
Over and over

The stolen, fleeting light
Connects to the living proof
No matter the fate
I'll accept it
And live until the last moment

Even if I tear out the memories
And chase them out of my heart
Even if i kick away
I still think of you

I don't want you to fade
Let me hear
Even a sigh
A small heartbeat
That isn't there

Now, as time goes by
As that smile turns into misty white
My heart will not forget
The memories of you

Aaron,
You had a whole life ahead of you
With Eleanore and everyone else
It's too early to part with us now
We were all suppose to grow up together
Drinking, laughing and always having a good time with everyone
Attending each other's weddings in the future
Celebrating the birth of everyone's future children
And here I am thinking too far ahead again

I'd let you drive my Saga Limo again
And my brother's BMW (Hypermax)
And my Dad's Camry and Fiat sports car
If I still had the chance =D
My dad will be trading in the Limo for another car soon

I am sorry for the times I scolded you
For knocking down my dominoes
And throwing the Mentos at my face by accident
I did it out of love XD
Didn't mean any of it
I miss the times when you always talk loudly all the time
You're lucky to have Eleanore in your life
And Eleanore is lucky to have you in her life

The last time I saw you was at Spring around CNY
I was shopping with my sister
And somehow we keep bumping into each other everywhere we go
And there were Toyota cars displayed there
My sis and I were looking at the Vios
And then u told Ambrose and Morgan that I was gonna buy another car
HAHA the surprised look on Ambrose's face and the way you laughed =)

I really really miss you right now, Aaron
I love you so much
Thank you for being a part of my life
I am glad I met you
And I'm happy I could see you for one last time =)
See you on the other side!

Speak to me!!
When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along
Like I know ya' do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along
Just to make it through - AllAmericanRejects

-To: Aaron Teo Ching Yong who named me Hypermax's Sister-