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Y Monday, April 30, 2007Y
8:58 PM
the nationals is finally over! woO! but among all the matches played, i enjoyed today's the most.. even thou we were playing against sajc, the very strong sch.. ha.. why? cos i played with 平常心 today.. =] i didnt worry bout losing at all and for the first time, my heart didnt beat faster than normal during the game! and i didnt panic =) in fact, the whole team wasnt nervous and was quite relax.. and end up we played better! for the first set we lose to sajc 8-25 and for the second set we lost 15-25.. and the most honourable thing is, we actually led sajc by 8-3 at the beginning of the second set.. heh heh.. i feel so proud la.. even thou we lost, the gap wasnt too wide and oso our scores were better compared to other schools which lost to sajc too..


the end of nationals means no more training le! can finally go home early on the cca days and study and start mugging.. aww but i guess i will miss vball very much too =/ now i am left with onli odac to cope with, i hope mum will now nag at me lesser =X


oh and yes! kayaking course! i had much fun during the course esp the last day =D actually had regretted taking up the course but aft the expedition on the third day, i feel glad that i took the course and pass it.. phew~ haha.. now i am a certified 2-star kayaker.. and i think we are lucky to get gd instructors who was kind to enough to bring along his waterproof camera and help us take photos..


=D


kwan yee, me, chuanting and irene..




all together =D



kayaking with a ku ku spastic face.. lol..



we were having lunch..





the breathtaking beautiful scenery that makes u go 'wah'

and i feel so silly for crying today=/

Y Wednesday, April 25, 2007Y
8:51 PM
oh yea we lost to tj today.. but its ok =) there were no tears, no sadness this time.. we all learnt that winning is not that impt.. afterall wat matters most is we had done our best and have no regrets =) we gained experience, had fun throughout the games, seen the team spirit and all these are already enough.. come to think of it, its my first time playing an actual vball competition.. the fact that i have the chance to do so is already satisfying enough so i shld be glad heh.. thou i badly wan to have a taste of winning.. =X

next game is against sajc, the team of tall gals and size bigger than a guy.. =X it seems like the outcome of the competiton is obvious, but we aint gonna give up and we are still going to give in 100%.. TP STEADY, ACE! =D



those years.
this very day.
no more sadness. =]

Y Saturday, April 21, 2007Y
9:32 PM
woo! SL was fun today! realised that my 2 fav kids are actually siblings.. haha the cuteness realli run in the genes.. hehe.. and i noe their names! the gal is Shewy and the boy is Lucas! =) oh and some more new kids came in and they were cute too.. haha but i still like Shewy and Lucas best =P



the 2 new cute kids!

Shewy =)


Lucas =)

and the hyper active justin haha..

shewy and izzati.. and u noe wat, they are from chongzheng pri too! haha my juniors..

everyone's excited to take photo with me =P

jun hui and i told a story on sharing to the kids.. it was hard getting their attention.. and we had quiz session.. it was hard choosing which kid to ans the qn cos they all raised their hands up real fast.. it pains my heart to see some kids wanting the stickers but cannot have it.. haha so i cut the stickers into more pieces and gave to everyone.. so now they are all happy kids! =D

next sat will be the last session of our SL le.. and we are holding a party! but aww.. i cant turn up cos of the kayaking course la.. wat a bad timing.. speaking of the kayaking course, i am so reluctant to go for it now.. its gonan take up 2 of my weekends which i use to catch up with sch work.. =/ and i've got competiton on mon.. pray hard that i wun get injured.. =/

Y Friday, April 20, 2007Y
10:36 PM
The test is really very accurate! each time i take i get different results and they are all accurate!

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

9:33 PM
曹格 - 刮目相看

告诉你我不是一个会认输的人
当我不得不承认
从跌倒失败
也曾经守在阴霾
不看不听不说傻傻的发呆
难道我就被打败
多幸运有你
使我的生命充满希望
从今之后不在垂头丧气走开
所有人的期待让我站起来
甩掉了主败
从今全打开我终于明白
fly 尽全力在飞起来
没有后悔不后退我让你刮目相看
just fly
向世界证明我存在
努力过的汗水 不断灌溉
美好未来
cause i can fly
yes i can fly


i wun admit defeat =]



nice breakfast i had today.. thx.. =)

Y Thursday, April 19, 2007Y
8:08 PM
IT WAS JUZ ONE POINT! WE LOST BY A FREAKING ONE POINT! ARGH!


and the worst thing is tpjc was leading at first!! EEEE! i hate this! =(( we could have won cjc.. =(( and yes everyone was in a foul mood when the game juz ended.. thx for the encouragement girls and thx for the hugs jiayi and wei lin =) and yes i realli wanna thx cindy.. her words really make me feel much more better.. =) but, still, the feeling of losing aint gd=/

but, i feel like giving up. can i quit?

你不在,当我最需要爱,你却不在。aww i envy them =X

Y Tuesday, April 17, 2007Y
10:04 PM
TODAY'S A BAD DAY =((

first i got a smaller scoop of ice cream serving as compared to wei lin's.. boo hoo.. then, i got knocked by a gal who was rushing to get the FREE ben and jerry's ice cream.. and there goes the handphone i was holding in my hand.. now my poor phone has got more scratches.. and the gal didnt even have the courtesy to say sorry.. i hope she didnt get her ice cream in the end man.. BLEH! and then i went back to sch for vball training and i got hit by the vball the guys spiked.. and guess how many times i kena.. 3 TIMES! and it hurt for all 3 times.. and again, nobody acknowledge and nobody apologise.. i cant believe i am so unlucky today la! so suay until i almost thot today was fri the 13th.. then i realise it was tues the 17th.. i better be careful on this date next year.. =/

desmond say that tpjc got a 'tradition' of vballer getting injured on the eve of competition.. so scary.. i hope we will break this tradition this year man.. i dowan to see anyone injured =(

怎么怪怪的?

为什么不在像以前那么的自然了?

Y Monday, April 16, 2007Y
6:52 PM
yummy! jiayi boosted my day by giving me the BOOST choc! hee.. thx gal! it was delicious =D she gave me a card too to encourage me for the upcoming competition.. so sweet of her =)


'You must plan to win, prepare to win, and only then can you expect to win.' -- quoted from the card jiayi gave me =]

Y Sunday, April 15, 2007Y
6:57 PM
WOO! WE WON SR FOR FRIENDLY! =DD the guys won too=)) haha.. first time going to sr.. there is realli lao pok until dunno wat ar.. but very big la.. and we finally manage to take photos of the gals team=)

nice number=]


i'm not odd one out ok! we are prime numbers!

yeah! 4R4 unite! together with solomon..


1 to 11.. 12 is nt here =(


with mr lee.. thou naggy but oh well, he's gd =)




had our first session of SL yest.. it was fun interacting with the kids.. they are sooo active and have short attention span.. i hope my grp wun have problem controlling them next week haha..



the enthu kids..


heh.. the boy wearing black pants.. i like his hair.. so cute.. and he has got beautiful eyes(nt in this photo thou)..

the gal in green jacket! my fav! cute and guai..

Y Friday, April 06, 2007Y
8:18 PM

beautiful scenery and a lovely day out
wat more can i ask for? =]

Y Wednesday, April 04, 2007Y
9:17 PM
AHH!! FRIENDLY MATCH WITH SIMEI ITE IS TML! oh i cant wait cant wait! but den again.. i'm scared =/ aww.. hope everything turns out smoothly.. hope i dun get.. er court fright? lol.. i wanna catch the song fest in sch! i need tix!!


oh and we got 3rd for our 12X100m hits today! haha i think is cos we combine with A02.. but watever it is, we are doing it for heron =)

Y Sunday, April 01, 2007Y
5:47 PM
I SAW A SHOOTING STAR! YES! A SHOOTING STAR! =DD

but ahh!! i forgot to make a wish! =(( but nvm, its gd enough that i get to see one.. it was my first time seeing a shooting star and i wan to see more of it! its realli beautiful =)

night walk wasnt realli a success cos the j1s were already tired and restless by the time.. but still it was fun hiding in a corner and scaring them.. it was funny seeing them freak out and scream, esp the guys.. heh heh.. but the best part was still the awaiting of the j1s arrival =] and we played light sticks and i didnt realise they were actually so beautiful!




and i got sun burnt once again.. haha i didnt realise it till almost everyone who see me tell me i look like lobster.. now daddy says i look like a malay..



Shan Yong is back! =D

and she asked 'are u odacified yet?' and we say 'i'm odacified!' love this year's shirt design.. credits to irene =))

J2 Odacians =]

attempted flying fox again this time, and yeah! no tears this time round =) learnt alot from this camp.. nv knew how to plan a camp b4 and thou there were some hiccups, it was still a job well done by everyone =] and i'm a certfied belayer now! yeah! =D


anyone needs belaying? =P