For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
All the distress and agitation is the result of attempting to avoid any form of stimulation or excitement. The situation in which you find yourself at this time is one of hostility and therefore you are under considerable pressure. You are very irritable and prone to angry outbursts. You are in a mental quandary and you could be experiencing physical problems.You are very distressed by the apparent hostility of everyone around you and you feel coerced and subjected to intolerable pressures. You are resentful of what you regard as unreasonable demands on you but the situation is such that you feel powerless to control it and at this time you just don't know 'which way to turn'.
You are completely worn out and you are not in the mood for any further demands on your resources. The situation - such as it is - has rendered you quite helpless, unable to continue the mental battle that you have been pursuing for some considerable time. Enough is enough. All you would like to do now would be to have some time for yourself, to find a peaceful situation where you can recuperate in your own time.
took this from chun lian's blog. haha very true! try it!
whee~! i am off to camp tml! =DD the eating of cup noodles for supper at the stadium under the stars, the secret talks, the laughing and YES YES! the flying fox! again! =D
aww.. but aft the camp i have sooooo many hw to do!! 6 essay outlines, 1 compre paper, 1 gp essay, gp project, straits time assignments, 1 econs essay, chem test on mon, gp essay test on tues, econs test on thurs. argh.. juz kill me man..
ahhh... all of a sudden i miss ktv-ing! and i realise its been donkey years since i last swam!! i wan to go swimming!
haha jiayi has got super sexy and low voice now and we sang way back into love together.. lol.. she can actually hit the low notes la! haha she kind of love her voice now, right jiayi? haha but still, muz drink lots of water la! ur original voice is sweeter! =)
ahh and week 1 has come to an end.. 3 more weeks to second round of fac test.. again! =/ my result for the first fac test sux and tml is meet-the-parents! i gonna get it from my mum man.. ahh i promise to work hard for the coming fac tests and
been doing a lot of collections for money.. i'm seeing money everywhere.. ahh and i start to realise how impt and stressful the job of treasurer is.. esp when u have to collect big amt from many ppl.. u end up fearing that u will get robbed.. haha luckily i got bodyguard.. =P
let's do it again. =]
back to the 60s..
ahh.. i wanna go back to toast box at plaza sing again.. =)100 reasons. =]
and we went kbox on the day itself! ladies nite rox! =D
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JIAYI! =]
and that's bryan wearing the over-sized skirt.. oh and that's tiong,
belaying course for the j2 odac b4 the j1s come in.. we have to learn how to belay them for their activities... woo cant wait.. now i'm a certified level one belayer! =D
b4 the belaying course begin.. the gals with the ugly harness..
rock climbing can actually land u in a very awkward positon.. lol..
look at their faces! i didnt noe belaying me was such a joy.. haha..
ANG CHUAN TING! MY IDOL!
haha.. and i swear i will reach the top one day too.. =]
Orange, Blue, Red, Purple. Nalgene, Columbia, Adidas, Nike. = Nice colours and brands combi.
followed sch to the HSBC treetop walk.. together with the odac ppl.. =) had to walk alot.. it was tiring but still quite fun.. =)
see! heart-shaped plant! so sweeet~
pretty lily.. i love it.. =]
SUNDAY
went blood donating with sis at tamp cc.. it was a.. er.. cool experience? ha i dunno.. was kinda scared of the needle at first.. but it was fun seeing my blood flowing out to the packet.. =X AH YES! i actually fainted there aft the blood donation! ahh.. pai seh can.. all the nurses there noe me liao la.. lol but sis was freaked out by me.. but i thot that fainting feeling was quite special.. haha.. i'm still gonna donate blood next time and man, pls dun faint again.. haha..
BYE BYE blood! =)
cute wrapper to wrap around the needled area.. =)
S32!
mr yeow and his youngest daughter.. so cute.. =)
i got high upon the sight of mr yeow's beautiful indoor garden..
here comes the supermen and superwomen!
daniel act serious =P
and we ended the day off with dinner at coffee club! Yummy! =)
and argh chem fac test.. to think i studied like mad for it, there were onli 3 damn qns.. maths fac test coming up next and i promise to study early man.. learnt my lesson from the econs fac test.. last min studying sux.. and aft so many tests and workload piling up, i realise having time to slp or even rest is a bliss. ah.. i need my slp!
wahaha new nickname for me.. --> 常娥。lol..
说！
你到底明不明白？
你晓得真正的原因吗？
别再胡乱猜测了。
问我吧！
算了 , 接受事实吧。你就只能拥有这么
够了。
chi a level results out tml! pls pls! let me get an A.. i dowan to get B and C and get stuck between whether to retake chi or not..
我错了吗？