damn, i feel like such a coward today. went changi adventure centre today with the rockers and the ppl going for overseas trip which includes odac peeps and some soccer peeps too.. supposed to experience 3 obstacles as a warm-up for the overseas trip.. one station was abseilng.. despite trying it b4 in sch, i still couldnt pluck up the courage to go down without shivering and screaming.. even soccer guys who nv try b4 oso nv scream can..

next station was high rope obstacle course where we have to climb up a log that is vertical and den stand on top of it and jump to reach for a pole.. argh! thats my greatest fear la! but seeing the other gals in my grp do it like its so easy, i thot i could do it too. but i couldnt. i stood on the log for what seems like 500 yrs trying to find the courage to take the first step out to jump.. even mr alex chua wanna help by coming up and push me down le.. =/ and the belayers below who are the soccer guys oso get neck ache cos they have to constantly look up to see if i'm ready. i feel so bad.

the last station was flying fox. its much lower than the one in our sch so i thot this will finally be the station i can attempt bravely. but who knows. the weather turned bad. it became so windy that the activites have to be stopped. so it ended up that i have no sense of achievement today nor is there anything for me to feel proud of. i cant believe i am an ODAC member. argh. =(

hmm but i like the scenery and weather there.. the clouds are damn nice and fluffy. the sea looks so clean(from far) and under the sunlight, it looks like there are crystals on it.. the wind there is oso damn shiok! its so strong that u can feel urself being pushed by it.. and i think the rockers enjoyed playing in this weather.. lol..