Thursday, March 25, 2010
one word for my 21st bdae bash.
AWESOMMMEEEEEZZZZZZZ!!!.
thks alot to all my family members and friends who make it happening la sei.
weeeeeeeeeee!. love u pplez alotz. hugggggssss.
Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true.
Loneliness hurts.
Rejection hurts.
Losing someone hurts.
Envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things confused with love,
but in reality,
love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain
and make someone feel wonderful again.
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: am i falling again?.
.toodles.
12:55 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
oh my god!!!. tis blog look so dead!!! whose blog is tis huh?.
oopz. itz our blog la sei.
ahahahaha.
sowie pplez. i knw itz been like 2 mnths since i've updated tis blog.
where's aini and ila huh?.
erm. let me tel u.
Aini,doing fine wit life. finding job i guess.iLa,she's stil working. if im not wrong.so girls. u see. we really nd a mt up. i dun even knw wat u girls doing rite now. make sure aite. 20th march 2010?. promise?.
weeeeeeeee!.
as for me. my real working life wil start on april la sei. oh ya. im done wit sch. which means. im graduated frm ngee ann poly la sei. wooohoooo. lotz of memories la sei. im sure gonna miss sch. to tel u e truth. im not ready for tis working life la sei. but wat to do. bonded wit them for 2 years. haiz. but itz ok. juz endure wit it. u go nurul!.
erm. lots of things had happened within tis 2 mnths which i dun reli expect. but ya. i stil hv to face e reality n stop living in the fantasy world la kn. im trying my best not to stuck here thinking and loving u. itz time for me to really move on. i wil try my best la kn.
i would like to thank my fam, cousins and ma fwenz who wil always be there for me without failed. thks alot pplez. love u pplez to e eternity la sei.
chey!. im like giving a speech after receiving award la sei. hahaha.
but seriously, itz frm e bottom of my heart.
no worries pplez. for ur sake. i wil always smile n lead a happy life k?.
weeeeeeeeee!.
izzit worth waiting for u?. im stuck here. thinking n loving u without fail. hw am i suppose to face all tis. hey mr right!. where are you?. take me away plz. *sobsob*.
*FaZieLLaH.
.toodles.
8:33 AM
Saturday, January 09, 2010
firstly i would like to congratz my dear cousin for her engagement. weeeeeeeee!. congratz sis!.
ok pplez. i knw itz rather late for me to wish u all tis. but stil i wanna wish. bluek!.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!.
so pplez letz set a new resolution. weeeeeeeeee!.
2009 itz a hard year for me. but alhamdulilah. i pull it thru wit the help frm my fam, cousinz n not forgetting my fwenz. thks pplez. love u guyz alot u knw. hehehe.
so letz pray hard tt 2010 gonna be a gd yr for all of us aite. amin.
before new yr, i went KL wit my family members. we had lot of fun la kn. especially the last day before going bck to singapore.
so pple. there's some pics for u pplez.
enjoyz!.
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: im confused.
.toodles.
10:54 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
If your love does not work with that person, it just means that someone else loves you more. Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!
-frm naz's blog.
itz meaningful la kn. ish!. sowie naz. copy & paste. hahahaha. kangen sih sama kamu. bila mahu ketemu sih?. asap aite. weeeee!.
today is my day off la kn. eventhough day off. i dun feel it la sei. nd to do my case study which is so maaaaafaaaaan!. ish!.
i miz my groupies outing. which means. i miz aini & ila so much. itz been a long time since we had a gathering. how about one gathering before 2010?. amcm girlz?!. erm.
aini. today is her 3rd of working at suntec royal sporting hse. last sun when i mt her up. she was complaining to me bout e walking journey frm city hall mrt stn to suntec. chillax girl. i knw u cn do it. as ur supervisor or manager told u. u're fit la kn. so u cn do it baybeh!. weeee!. as for ila. if im not wrong. she's not working at child care anymore. n she's done taking her dip. rite ila?. maen hentamz je aku ni. hahahahaha. sorry if wrong info. watever it is. i miz u girlz. mt up soon aite?.
nazurah and yana ku!. when wil b our outing?!. ish!. rindu la kn. mt up soon aite. like real soon. lotz of stories nd to be share la kn. weeeeeeeee!.
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: insecurity is wit me right now.
.toodles.
10:42 PM
Saturday, December 05, 2009
y did u change suddenly?
r u planning to leave me?.
i rather u leave me now than later.
im tired of crying and thinking wat gonna happen nxt.
cn i hv at least a peace of mind n lead my life happily?.
*sobsob*
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: u've changed dude.
.toodles.
3:47 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
3 days working in e ward is tiring +++++ la sei. ish!. im damn shagged la kn. but stil. i hv to drag myself to the ward til nxt yr. i do love e environment. i do love my patients. i do love e pples working in e ward but seriously i dun love e workload. hahahaha. i hv lotz of things to learn bout nursing. it seems to be easy. but trust me. itz e most difficult thingy tt i've nvr face in my life. mayb im new to it. when im use to it. insya'allah. itz gonna be fine. amin.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: im happy to knw tt u did think of me even for a sec.
.toodles.
3:18 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Project P. has ended. now come e real nightmare which is PRCP la sei!. argh!. wish me luck pplez. weeeeeeeeee!. it wil be tmr. my 1st day la kn. hopefully ward 1o wil not be dead bored n dry. if itz gonna be. im gonna suffer til nxt yr la sei. choy!.
aini.
miz her alot la sei. where are u my dear?. everything ok?. erm. e last mt was hari raya outing. rite hunnz?. ish!. hopefully u're doing well in ur studies babe. miz u la sei.
iLa.
babe. kau menghilang lagik la sei!. hahahaha. hopefully u're doing fine wit ur work n studies. miz u too la kn.
aini n iLa. mt up soon. e 'groupies' nd to hv another mting. hahaha. mcm phm la kn. lol!. kinda miz my sec sch life. n soon im gonna miz my poly life. skipping tutorials n lectures wit zeema. having our lunch either at megabites or makan place. n e best part. crawling out frm lecture hall when lecture is stil on. hahahaha. rmbr zeema?. lol!. wil not forget tt moment la sei. hahahaha. seriously im gonna miz all tis. haiz.
*FaZieLLaH.
ps: do u ever think bout me even for a sec?.
.toodles.
7:41 AM
firstly i would like to congratz my dear cousin for her engagement. weeeeeeeee!. congratz sis!.
3 days working in e ward is tiring +++++ la sei. ish!. im damn shagged la kn. but stil. i hv to drag myself to the ward til nxt yr. i do love e environment. i do love my patients. i do love e pples working in e ward but seriously i dun love e workload. hahahaha. i hv lotz of things to learn bout nursing. it seems to be easy. but trust me. itz e most difficult thingy tt i've nvr face in my life. mayb im new to it. when im use to it. insya'allah. itz gonna be fine. amin.
