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~WIsh You were here~



Right now I wish you were here~
(click play to hear my cover :) hee sing for fun~ hope u guys like it)

Going to people wedding is not a good thing because every time I'm there I  feel pressure especially the bride have the same age as me. Another part that worry me is I over heard my parent conversation the other day, they plan to match make either for me or my bro. It not a good news at all!! There goes another pressure. What I'm gonna do? Explain to my mom that I lost hope with malay guys and was hoping to find the right guy and not malay? I don't want to get married because I scared of commitment? Haish~ A BAD IDEA... *scrap it away*

Mom always blame on me and say I don't know how to take care a guy heart? Is it true? Is that why that 2 guys left me and went to other girl? I always calm myself down by saying they are not the one for me that why they left me. But what the real reason I got know idea. Maybe something wrong with me hahaha. Haish how i wish every year I getting younger instead of older. Well I will just focus on my work for now and put all this crap thing aside after all be single is the best =) save money and more time to spend with family and friends ~

get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Saturday, October 29, 2011 8:42 PM

 



~Korea AWESOME~

I went to Korea for 1 week for SOT trip. It was awesome I really enjoy there and wish that I don't come back and stay there. I'm in love with their weather! It autumn and the feeling are like u in a room with full-blast air-con. I love their streets and university over there as their facilities and technology is so much different compare to Sg. Shopping almost every day and honestly 1 week is not enough and there’s so much awesome stuff I want to buy but too bad I only change $500 dollars.

Besides that, I have awesome memories especially at Doota shopping centre. Believe it or not I get to meet face to face with JONGHYUN SHINEE… DAEBAK! I can’t believe I have the gut to ask him to take photo with us without thinking the consequences. Obviously the answer is No. He bow and say sorry politely. I wish I ask autograph instead~ I’m seriously star struck and dumb founded don’t know what to do so do my friends. But we really cherish those moment event though we don’t have any evident.

 I shall consider we are freaking lucky~  First time in korea and I have the opportunity to bump with their celebrity.
And as a tourist I take this chance to took photos with the koreans~ ahahah 

 the red jacket korean guy ~
 look like 2PM taecyeon (passer by)
 the cute and tall librarian at SKK University~ 

Honestly I miss korea right now :( I plan to go again but this time gonna go with my own savings. I wish I can go to SKK University and study. Hopefully my wish come true~





get messed up today I'll be okay tomorrow ~
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 5:14 PM