Tuesday, February 8, 2011

A New Low

I woke up this morning feeling off, just off.  Last night I went to be earlier than I normally do so that I could get a good night's sleep, yet I still woke up feeling like I had been run over by a truck.  Ugh.

To top it all off I got on the scale after I had finished showering and shaving.  To my utter disgust the scale read "237".  Honestly I wanted to just sit down and cry.  But I have no one to blame but myself as I haven't been eating well and trips to the gym have been non-existent.

It feels like I'm in the middle of a pitch-dark room.  If I move around and feel my way, I should be able to find the light switch.  But instead, I'm content to just stay where I am and not make the effort to turn on the light.  I just wish I could find that motivation to start moving.

Monday, February 7, 2011

So much to say....

yet I don't wanna talk.  LOL  How funny is that?

Well yesterday was Super Bowl Sunday.  We watched the game with our friends Jenny and Christine.  We had a really good time and I was thrilled that the Packers won the game.  Let me just say for the record, I HATE BEN ROETHLISBERGER!  I think he's a pompous, spoiled a$$hole who paid his way out of a felony conviction.

The game was really good, but the commercials and halftime show were big disappointments.  The commercials weren't very memorable and they seemed to be all about cars, beer and Doritos.  And shall we talk about the Black Eyed Peas horrific show at half?  They were out of tune (when their microphones worked) and show wasn't entertaining.  I felt like the cast of Tron had been hired to perform.

While the game was exciting, I was happiest to see a new episode of "Glee" on. :-)  I know the show isn't the most believable thing on television, but I'll take an hour of escapism anytime.  I love the musical numbers and I honestly wish I had the talent to do something like that.  We didn't have show choir when I was in high school.

I've been enthralled with a plot line involving school bully Dave Karofsky.  He's been making main character Kurt's life hell and it was revealed that Karofsky is deep in the closet.  Last night's episode involved the entire football team taking part in a performance.  You could tell that Karofsky was enjoying taking part in the number, but in the end he ended up even further in the closet.


Max Adler has done an incredible job of taking a character that could have been completely one dimensional and created a role that truly shows how painful the coming out process is for many people.  Kurt is so out and proud and that scares Karofsky to death.  I just hope that writers allow him to eventually come out in a positive way.  Plus I think he's kinda hot and wouldn't mind seeing him stay around a while.