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I'm not like the others. Get it?! and I'm always hungry.


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Sunday, February 14, 2010
The gift of a friend

Constantly things around or that happened just reminded me of the good friends surrounding my circle. They are awesome people and it'd be a large group t name them out. All my troubles they'll just see me through and sometimes it's so funny; I have unsolved matters that will keep me thinking all night and they just happen t come by w a "what's up?" or "how've you been?" or better, "meet up?" It's not like the secondary school days when we were so carefree. It must be God who planned all these so, Thank you Lord first. I can't just always be the only getting attention. So friends if you realised, I've made the effort t step out and text! I'm gonna have t do something for you guys too! Thank you, thank you for those who deserved this.

Valentine's day

It's a date I've gotta explain. Suntec City on a friday, it's even quieter. First stop, he brought me t Crystal Jade and when I asked him why, he said it was t erase those memories before and start new ones. Those were the words I mentioned t him few months back and he still remembers! So my dear J isn't very fluent in mandarin so he ordered only a bowl of porridge. It was then served t him and he was still ignorant about my meal. We pretended that was our first date so really, really we had a lot t talk about. (I didn't see him for about 10 days then) Well we didn't have t pretend we just went w the flow.
SW: So this is how you treat your date!? WITH NO FOOD?! I would dump you immediately!
J: No, this is how you start a date! See... you guys will laugh about it and there it goes! What a great date. (Smiling very widely)
- Why I love my boyfriend statement 1

My gift was t build a bear myself! He said it was something I'd like very much. I'm guessing he knows me too well? Or was he leaving in denial. We spent a long time in the shop figuring out what the bear would like t wear! Finally, got settled.

Here it is!

Oh it's a dog actually.


He claims he's not into these childish bears but...

he plays w them
- Why I love my boyfriend statement 2

strips them and...

HE KEPT MAKING IT KISS MY BOOBS APPEARING THAT IT WOULD BE SUCKING IT. HE DID THIS SO MANY TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bastard.
- Why I love my boyfriend statement 3

Oh awy, the story continues... we stayed home for dinner. Home cooked food is the best! I don't have a maid now so that explains why I'm missing out on all the home cooked goodies. His grandma makes the best soup! That night was our favourite soup! We watched the blind side at home and I fell asleep halfway. I woke up early t shop w sam for anna's and J's present.

FAMILY PORTRAIT

Saturday, February 6, 2010
I HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT FOOD

It's 10 minutes t 4 in the morning. Just got outta the shower. Spent the midnight watching F word w the rest of them at Clint's. Tinker(his dog) can be quite adorable, at times! The way he looks into my eyes when I pat him and how he whines when he knows we're about t leave. Smart dog!

We ate at Saraceno for their birthdays! Good service and the food, oh really really tasty. The mash potatoes are wonders I tell you. It's affordable fine dining so just eat your hearts out over there. We smacked the desserts and the TIRAMISU IS HEAVEN! I'm definitely bringing Jerm there for a treat when he gets outta camp. Next friday night! I'm such a food lover so Jerm gets t enjoy all the yummy food. I'm still harping on my cod fish fillet...more more more!

OH YES, I watched tooth fairy w Sam and anna tday. It isn't that bad actually, for them who didn't really think well of the movie. I agree that initially it was kinda screened for kids because of all that fantasy... but it got better as soon as inspirations start t push them nearer t their dreams. Well maybe it's just me because I have dreams, do you?

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Hoh, you've been neglected for some time! I've been rather busy since this year started. Prelims are in a month's time? and t tell you very honestly I haven't revised even 10% of it. No, I'm deceiving myself it isn't just the revising part. We don't ever listen t lectures so perhaps the term studying would be more appropriate. Ask me if I'm afraid t fail. Oh mother, you don't know how much I am! Came back t NYP and as I walked into the atrium it reminded me of all the good things that happened. People say secondary's the best time. Poly's wild/crazy/bitchy where groups get scattered and reformed.... ah, those are really true. Insane quarrels and fights too. But it's when everything ends there. Studying in that library where 7 laptops were on the table and 1 had t be chased away for sitting at the side. It's usually link, I think. How the boys walk into lecture halls and classes as if they owned the school. It's pretty much like F4 singapore, you know! All that busy period where each person does one project on her/his own! Just imagine that crap... (I know now the reason why I didn't recall myself learning cashflow even when Jamie mentioned we did them in projects.) I miss the food, the guys and the people. They've added so many new stalls! It isn't everything about food that my brain contains but you gotta see for yourself... even cheers changed! Oh man, I miss my Cheers period. Awesome times three.

I've just received my parcels. THANK YOU THANK YOU POSTMAN! Shall bring my new love out for a walk, soon. Jerm's still stuck in field camp and... yay!

Friday, January 15, 2010

I've been talking bout it all day long! Yeah, paramore! M listening t turn it off. It's great! I'm so gonna learn this song on the guitar. I've so many unaccomplished things I wish t do. I can't afford t add it any further t my 2010 resolutions, I think I've written more than a page together.

I'm feeling awesome tday. Extremely. Plus factor: Jerm's booking out tomorrow afternoon! We're gonna catch a movie together. Was talking over the phone w him about how many things we wished t do hand in hand... that starts w a simple movie date. M calling the shots tomorrow so, what should we watch! I can't decide; the blind side which sam complimented it tday, invictus an inspirational story Jerm wanted t catch week ago or New york I love you starring my favourites blake lively and natalie portman! Dilemma, till when?

Been lazing the entire day on my bed listening t good old rock music in my colorful panties. How I wish I can wear them all day long w/o my dad noticing them! I'm really glued t my television now. My regularly-tuned in programmes include family guy, chuck and lots of movies! Ever since hubstation came it really helped me well, in a bad way. I keep recording. Everyday I'd rather go home t finish watching all the episodes than hang out! I've become such a bummer thanks t hubstation. All my friends should just come over my place and watch them w me. It'd be great!

Also, m thinking of getting an iMac. What say you? I'm bored of the tiny television in my room. M getting quite a number of shows from Clint which makes more sense of getting the iMac. So much for comfort right? That's why I'm hesitating. Help!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

99 things I love about you

1. Your smile.

2. When you serenade me.

3. When we sing songs together in your room w your guitar.

4. Your tiny eyes.

5. The crinkles in your face when you smile too hard.

6. Your ears, how I bite them all the time and you scream.

7. How you laugh at things even when you’re the only one who thinks it’s funny.

8. How you want t dominate our relationship.

9. Your special voice.

10. When we quarrel and you don't have much to say.

11. And how you always win. (Because I let you)

12. Your skin color.

13. How you ride me on your back up the stairs.

14. When you tell me you love me.

15. When you tell me you miss me.

16. How skinny your legs are.

17. How you love to act adorable.

18. The way you pout and stare at me until I can’t help but smile.

19. The way you open your arms and I'd come over.

20. Your confidence.

21. Your ability to make friends.

22. The way you keep your cool in rough situations.

23. How you get me out of trouble.

24. How you try t calm me down by scolding me even more.

25. How you try t act like a gorilla t scare the little kids outside.

26. Your fingers.

27. The plain tees you always wear.

28. Your arms.

29. Your one missing tooth.

30. How you always snuggle up t me when we watch TV.

31. When you called me just t say you love me and then, hang up.

32. Your cherry lips.

33. The way you smell after you shower.

34. The way you laugh at me for being stupid.

35. Your height.

36. Your weird thinking I can't comprehend.

37. Your seriousness.

38. How you say you hate children but love t play w them all the time.

39. Your intelligence.

40. The way you gobble your food when you're starving.

41. How you’re happy for me when I straighten out my thoughts.

42. The comfort I get when I'm in your car even knowing how reckless you are.

43. How you tell your parents t leave mangos for me because you know I love them.

44. The way you nag.

45. The way we tease each other.

46. How you apologise adorably when you fall asleep while I'm talking.

47. Our endless conversations.

48. How I heard you say "I love my sofa bed" a hundred times.

49. The funny faces you make.

50. Your ability to be comfortable with yourself.

51. The way you stick out your chewed up food when you eat.

52. How you back me up, no matter what.

53. Your tattoos.

54. How soft your hair is.

55. How you said you want t compromise because you treasure us.

56. How you secretly look at my messages.

57. How you introduced me t the rock songs you love.

58. How you motivate me to be a better person, and to do what I know is right.

59. How you can make me smile pretty much every second I’m with you.

60. How you never hit me when we quarrel.

61. How you love sticking my fingers in your nostrils.

62. The way you can't pronounce figure.

63. How you listen to me when I talk.

64. The boxers you wear.

65. How you always ended up with more blanket than me when we woke up in the morning.

66. How you massively hug me and call me a bolster.

67. The letters you wrote.

68. The look you give me when I make you get me water. (hehe)

69. The way you laugh and scream like a pussy when I tickle you.

70. The way you sleep so silently throughout the night.

71. How you kiss me on my forehead.

72. How you look when you drive.

73. How you've never judged me because you say you know me the best.

74. When you pick me from home.

75. The way you force me t hold your hands. It hurts!

76. The way you ask for massages w a smile.

77. The way you feed me.

78. When I hear you say you'd rather I be the fattest girl in the world than t be sick.

79. When we share an ice cream cone.

80. How you tried your best t give me full attention even when you're about t doze off.

81. How you send me couple of messages at once t hurry me t reply.

82. How you call me babe.

83. The way you scream like a girl in the house.

84. The way you ignore me when I'm telling a joke.

85. The times you complain about me talking too much.

86. Then if I kept quiet for a minute you'd keep asking why.

87. How you smile at my achievements.

88. How you sulked when I made you wear my clothes.

89. All the secrets we’ve shared.

90. When you bring me shopping!

91. How carefree you are.

92. Your willingness to try new things.

93. When we walk Lion the dog together in the park.

94. How you watched my favorite TV shows with me, even though you probably didn’t like them very much.

95. How angry you would be when you always have t wait for me.

96. The indifferent smile when you receive my gifts.

97. How you made me motivated enough to sit and write this whole thing out.

98. How you love freedom.

99. The way you keep pinching my underarm fats and say it's so adorable. (what?!)


Wednesday, January 6, 2010
ALL BOUT CURLY FRIES

I HAVE BRONCHITIS!

It's not really a big deal actually. All my ailments and problems I've been sulking away t Jerm, at least now he knows it isn't so bad. He also said "I rather you be the fattest girl in the world than t be sick" T think he actually said that. I may be fat but I don't wana be the fattest girl in the world. Oh, can you imagine?

Thank God for all the wonderful friends who have been really nice t me, monitoring me and asking constantly regarding my xray etc. It's like a blessing in disguise. I know you guys are there for me! Thank you thank you so much! I can't wait for curly fries. Sam says he's gonna treat me. Okay then, 10 large curly fries for me when I get well!

I do hope I get well really soon. I brought a machine home t inhale all the fluids using a mask. I hate the mask, it's very uncomfortable at my nose area. Gives me the feeling like I'm going into an Op room but mom watches me. I can't pour the liquid away. Besides, I really want t get well now.

Jerm out of coursed from his tough officer training. Oh well, he knows what he's doing and I trust him on that. Entering OCS has already done me proud so leaving doesn't matter. What matters most is how glee and happy as a lark he is watching his x-men w his other ooc mates! You know they say when someone's in deep misery they tend t treasure and be reminded of all the great things people around him/her did. But when they get outta the misery, you can wait for the day that they say "I treasure you!" like they did before because it just happens. Tell me why?! My boyfriend is one such example.

I WANA GET WELL. I WANT ICE CREAM. AND CURLY FRIES. LOTS OF IT... (it's tearing me apart watching the Mac advert on television....grr)

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Jerry did up my hair the other day. Merli wanted t see how he would fix a bride's hair and there was no dummy so I instantly became one. The results were not bad except... when I got home. Rushed home t bathe so I could meet the rest for the new year shopping. It was so hard t get the clips out one by one. There were over 40 clips, imagine that. Mom had t help me for a bit. With all the spraying so the hair'd stay still it was such a chore! I have t say, nice curls there! No curler machine used!


Sister gave me a holga figurine for Christmas. It's prettily carved right! It's something perfect t add on t my shelf full of crap and dust. At least now, I feel happy even looking at the dusty shelf. Thank you my dear sister! (I'm supposed t get her present but I haven't done so! I'll get it soon)

Still in the same state. No fried food and tday I get t eat ham & cheese bread. Considered lucky you know. Do anything t me but keep me w the food! It's terrible ): When can I stop coughing!? I have driving tomorrow. I hope I don't scare my instructor. It's scary t see someone coughing every minute and I mean, every minute. Gonna watch the simpsons!

Saturday, January 2, 2010
Countdown to 2010

Spent the countdown w Jerm and the rest @ M Hotel. With booze and games! And girls remain poor girls. Ended up clearing up for the guys who were almost dead drunk. Crazy drunk I mean!

Went over t Jerm's around 6am in the morning after booking outta the hotel. Gerry was too drunk so he had t stay in the hotel for the check out the next day. Jerm and I didn't sleep! He was pretty worried bout his unfinished assignments plus the sun was rising so we decided t spend full day's time w each other. While he did his 1000 word assignment, I helped him wrap his books. Unknowingly I fell asleep! Jerm didn't even wake me! By the time I got up he completed his assignment already and I wasn't even able t help ): I feel bad after that, hehe.

When I just got up

He opened his countdown gift already and... LEGO! Surprised?

He even had it fixed!

I like the treasure chest most. Thr are jewels in the box as you cannot see.

How I decided on the present was... we were searching for some other gifts at Toys R Us when Jerm ran t the LEGO section and looked at the toys. He used t play lego so I thought revive a lil of his childhood. I searched everywhere in town and initally I wanted t get him clothes/T shirts or something easy. But 2010 should be special!

He's really happy when he first saw it. Glee and hugged me tightly. I'm happy when he is.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Gotta work tomorrow. It's new year's eve! Dawn and I lead amongst the misery lives in a very, very small country.

I'm uploading the photos Sharon and I took and boy, don't watch her go like that she can take massive chunks of photos even if they all look the same. I ran outta expressions I rmb there was one she tried snapping me and I just turned away saying "I ran outta expressions already!!!" I really did. I know right! I have a thousand and one expressions but that happened when it was 10pm. I was pretty much tired since I had piano lessons so early. Having t travel this early kills half of me already. I'm lazy, as you know.

Finally oh yeah we walked t 313. That settles a line on my to-do list! Next up, watch avartar. Am I really the only lonely soul who hasn't watched avartar and point thumbs up t that? I know the answer. We watched alvin and the chipmunks tday. The watchers behind us made so much noise throughout the movie I was almost annoyed by it. And if I were I'd turn around and get them t shut the hell out before I stuff some used tissues into their mouths. Theodore reminds me of champion, lesley and ginny my three beloved guinea pigs who are resting in peace now. That could be the only reason I watch animal shows. But I hate rats! Sharon and I were resting our feet outside taka and suddenly a rat ran pass us! Well I could see its entire body and we were both, freaked out of course!

It's confirmed that Jerm would be out tomorrow at 11pm. Sometimes even the people in there don't use their brains. How are you ever gonna win a war w a bunch of not-so-smart people? HEY ITS NEW YEAR DAMMIT. Why can't they just allow an early release?! OH SO KEEPING THEM IN FOR ANOTHER 6 HOURS MIGHT BENEFIT ANYONE IN ANY WAY. Whatever bitches and have you, I'm taking my mind off by concentrating on the moment I'm gonna see my sweetheart! Wonderful wonderful.

Did I mention already that I visited f21 in 313? It's huge but compared t bkk's f21 it's nothing. Somehow sharon and I agree the clothes didn't look as attractive as the outlet in wisma. The stocks could be different or maybe, just the season. I didn't buy, I didn't try, I didn't even take long t comb the place.

Off t bed.