happy 18th!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENG RI KUAI LE!

I DONT WANT TO LOSE AGAIN

WHAT HURTS THE MOST WAS BEING SO CLOSE

That just got me inspired to play in next year's a div final!

and it's time to win it, not to get second yet again

hi blog, i think i damn faithful to you. i'm one of those rare blogspot users still using blogger instead of switching to tumblr. life has been a bitch recently...................... my ct's are abit screwed, just abit (sense my sarcasm) thinking back i have many to-do-list this year or rather resolutions i set for myself at the beginning of the year. my laptop feels so not macbook now >:

Kill me in a record shop now.

Ultimate boredom now. I reckon that schools are getting smarter nowadays by putting our exams after holidays and for those taking o's to have multiple prelims

but fuck it, it sucks being a student now

"Being born is easy. So is taking your last breath. Everything in between, that's the hard part"

fully reflects how i'm feeling naooooooooo!

hope i dont screw my common tests big time cos i dont fucking want to retain

but what am i doing about it?

got no motivation to study O: sucks ttm

OKAY BACK TO WORLD CUP (Y)

p.s. screw dunga big time, ronaldinho would have done wonders to the boring, flairless brazil now

Its now too late

sorry blog for neglecting you
i should visit you more often since my life is so screwed up
not much significant events yeahhhhhhhhhh no happening lives anymore
1. currently in Sa, not Ac
2. fucking lost the a div title which im going to get back next year!!!!!!!!!
3. dunga is a retard to not put pato, ronaldinho, alex etc. in the world cup squad when he chose players such as elano. wtf retarded ttm biatchhhhhhhhhh i was still thinking of getting a brazil jersey w ronaldinho jersey no. but too bad

so yes, now its the holidays and probably would have to camp at starbucks to study
so anybody who wants to study please call me!!!!!!!!!

By far, the biggest game of my life
but i picture myself beating the odds
nothing is gonna stop me
and yes team, we're gonna win it :)

What's the rivalry all about?
Because, in truth, i enjoy playing for both sides

i want to run like how i used to
i want to play like how i know i can
i want to do everything like how it used to be
i feel so devoid of freedom, so restricted
and i know its time for me to break free
though i'm not exactly happy with life currently but i know i can do it
i just need to find the spark back and everything will come back naturally
please, someone help me

TYVM

HIIIIIIIII
I TELL YOU MY LIFE IS VERY BUSY NOW
I NEED TO GO DO CORE AFTER THAT SLEEP
I GOT NO TIME TO STUDY >: THATS SAD I DONT WANNA FLUNK MSA'S
DIE DIE DIE SHIT SHIT SHIT
K WILL DO A PROPER UPDATE SOON HAHAHA
I KNOW MY BLOG IS VERY DEAD
REPLY TO TAGS SOON TOO SO, SO, SO SORRY

I Am Thankful For...



For the teenager who is not doing dishes but is watching TV, because that means he is at home and not on the streets.

For the taxes I pay, because it means that I am employed.


For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that I have been surrounded by friends.


For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat.


For my shadow that watches me work, because it means I am out in the sunshine.


For a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing, because it means I have a home.


For the terrible smell that engulfs me whenever I walk past a rubbish dump, for it means I am able to smell, and will be able to appreciate the fragrance of the chicken rice in the hawker centre right after this dump.


For all the complaining I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech.


For the massive crowds on the bus and MRT everyday, for it means my country's economy is prospering.


For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking, and that I have been blessed with transportation.


For my huge utility bill, because it means that I live comfortably, and that I live in a first world country.


For the fat and ugly middle-aged woman who thought she looked good in a bikini, for it means that I have eyes and I can see.


For the lady behind me in my place of worship when she sings off key, because it means that I can hear.


For the pile of laundry and ironing, because it means I have clothes to wear.


For the massive pile of work I have everyday, because it means I have received an education and that there are high expectations of my performance.


For weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day, because it means I have been capable of working hard.

And finally,


For the alarm that goes off in the early morning hours and drives me nuts, for it means that I am alive!

SO HI I'M LIKE GOING TO UPDATE AFTER 12345678908967521453 LIGHTYEARS
no new year resolution cos its secretive............
i'm in a dilema now cos i'm posted to SA and i'm going to screw myself up
i hope i dont get fucking retained cos travelling time is so long that i hardly have time to study
plus i intend to join soccer, which would mean it's gg for me!!!!!!!!!
but i really love ac soccer alot though they wouldnt see this lol.
they were gracious enough to accept someone who have zero field soccer experience or maybe only 1-2 months of field soccer experience since i played with Y.A.F and am still playing but thats like barely 5 times of field training! k so i was a kuku and went to ac and trained and got scolded and got them punished but had so much fun doing ballwork, core, gyming, running, ............
but no ac didnt call me, they didnt want me in their school so sadly i was posted to sa and didnt had much fun in my OG maybe cos i was certain ac would call me so i waited and waited and waited but to no avail. i hated my og too, not because they absued me but because i refused to open up to them or rather no topic to. but last day of orientation was much better and subsequently had fun during mass dance. today, i went for the trials at SA and got accepted but idk if i should join them due to memories, fun, everything at AC
plus so many friends are at AC, its really hard to put everything down. so now here comes my trouble because i want to play in A div its like my dream since sec school since bloody nh got no soccer >: so bad! they should start soccer i think haha k wtv thats not the main point so now, i'm presented an opportunity to train with SA. i'm not in the a div team yet but i can choose whether to train with them or not as in i haven't finalised my decision with the coach so yeah. but then comes AC, i remember all the fun we had and all, plus they even invited me back to train with them like just now so yes i'll definitely go but idk in the future how everything would turn out, i cant possibly be in SAJC and play for ACJC its so wrong? HAHA so how how how i still enjoy ac soccer and hope that i can play for them though its very tough, looking at currently how things are. so now how?!@#$%^& maybe i should just go for tmr's trng and see how! k i'm done reviving my blog, bai!