For the goal I want to achieve.

I complained about not having a freshmen camp for the bioenginneers in my freshman year. I wanted such an event to get to know my new coursemates. It took me some time to find a group of buddies in uni to make life enjoyable.

I'm sure alot of people in BIE have the same consensus. If I wanted the camp when I wad a freshman, I'm sure the new intakes will feel the same too. That's why someone has to do something even though it might be tough. I took up this role got my closer friends into this too. I feel bad about it. I even got shengde who isn't in NUS to help me. Got Chem engine ppl to help too. I owe these ppl a lot. Great to have friends like this.

It really felt good when ppl say Ty. I felt appreciated. It is the greatest motivation to push on. There are low days too. Emails which seem insensitive. Receiving complaints about this and that in various forms. Have to be apologetic n appease everyone. To make others feel happier, I have to take the nonsense. I'm glad there are others who share this load of nonsense.

I love you my friends.

Speaking requires some skill.

Oh my dad has to learn and sit on the fence a little. Sigh.

cheer up

someone has to cheer up.. dont know if u are reading this, yeah, dont get all so upset over ur mom, even though i dont know what happened.. u should be like me right hahaha, always losing patience w my mom.

i will be there for you.

oops i did it again..

i guess i've to break my promise again.. hahaha
some white lies are definitely better..

im strong! haha

wake up

no one is gonna pity u cos u are sick..
qk u idiot.. wake up and do ur work.. the grp isnt gonna reply..

why no one offers help..

sigh.. no one offers me aid, must one always approach others for help? it's their assignment too..

it's my problem too.. i cant get over the obstacle.. back to thinking..

sigh..

i dont want history to repeat..
someone was sad for years becos of me..
shouldnt get another one into trouble again..

someone has to be on the losing end, i rather it be me..