i don't dare to see the photos we took.
i don't dare to remember the things you used to do.
i used to feel so lucky so blessed so cherished to have someone like you.
remembering the past makes me want to hold on to the bits and pieces.
but when you said no, I should have known better.
i should have known you are not the kind of guy anymore.
the things you would do for me just can't compare to what i would have done for you.
so i have lost my faith in you.