1mth more

i realised.
i have a phobia of tuition.
come to think of it. ive nv went for any tuition of any sort my whole 18yr life n counting.
1 very good achievement after i get on stage to receive e award fr mr kwek d be that i didnt dep on tuition to get what i want.
mayb its lack of enthusiasm to look for one.
mayb there just didnt seem to be any good tuition teachers.
although all the ad and stuff kept bragging bout how well their studs did after going for tuition from a FFFF to AAAA? but dont you find it contradictory that it always end up saying ' success depends on yourself' ?? and if you looked further.. DO YOU ACTUALLY SEE/KNOW ANY SUCCESSFUL PPL WHO HAD TUITION BEFORE???

anw..i donno why im saying these..

ive gotten back all results. its erm.. improved.
[1 major disappointment was gp paper2.. what happened????????????????????????????????????????? jus when im seeing some light for p1......hai. ]
but overall still way rock bottom below good.
that kinda means more erm erm erm better input of attitude. i just need to light up my interest for studying which have gone pretty dim lately. ARGH! i know i'll go full drive once im interested enough. but saying isnt doing..
just where is my lighter??

its abit scary that fr mdyrs where pp have been scoring CDESU to ABCDE. thats a pretty distinct grade jump. all the Es become As..
i hope it will happen for me too. :D

mich gave me an e-tortoise. the meaning behind was very symbolic.
although a tortoise is slow, it eventually caught up with the rabbit and even surpassed it. =)
im not giving my e-tortoise away. ;p

k. jia you!

disappointment.

you know whats utter disappointment?
its like a black hole.
which nv cease to end. never being able to get over it.


heres the pics which are a few days late. sry mich.
ask me directly instd of copying it. coz i re-sized it and the pic quality wont be that gd.











cheers to 0633

1mth

received this email fr a fren.
smth to tickle ur tummy.

Reason not to study
Because :
No Study = Fail ....................... ( I )
Study = NoFail .....................( II )
By Combining ( I ) & ( II ) :
( No Study + Study ) = ( No Fail + Fail )
By Taking ( Study ) as a common factor in the left hand side
And Taking ( Fail ) as a common factor in the right hand side
=====>Study ( No + 1) = Fail (No + 1 )
By Dividing both sides by ( No + 1)
=====> Study = Fail>
SO I ADVISE YOU TO STOP STUDyING

ahahahahaha!
actually i wouldnt suggest you take this seriously with As full steam ahead.
anw. if you had read the stuff bout panadol. its fake. theres just too many loopholes. plus it doesnt appear in our ST times or any other scientific journals.

oh. we went for suki sushi ystd.


w gst included and everything it amted to $21/person.
ok. i hear u r telling me that sakae sushi is bout $13++ (w/out gst)
but at suki we can get any plates fr $1.90-4.90 + free flow of drinks + the dessert came rolling out. so i guess in terms of marginal utility it amted more than going to sakae where we can only take $1.90 plates + NO drinks.
i sound like im advertising for suki. haha.
we actually played bingo while waiting for e sushi to digest b4 beginning e nx round. haha.

and since ive been short of posting photos.



0633! you know that red guy there? he was wearing the exact same shirt as mr neo's who bought the shirt at taiwan(mayb i got the country mixed up).. e one that we say look like some fake unbranded shirt but it actually was authentic. i think mn look better.

and im mayBE going for the class outing later.

actually i didnt really feel much after prelims. it was just more of a neutral feeling. maybe the pending As supersede post-prelim joy. its just 1mth how excited can you get?


im getting a lil philo here. so dont read

i thought mental telepathy existed
i thought it existed in each other's eyes... w/out conveying out loud.
i thought i'd like the current situation to stay
just to sit n watch
but humans are selfish arent they?
you yearn for more when you already have what you wanted to have in the beginning?
but as you get more, as you understand the actual situation better
things just seem to drift away fr what you 'expected'
drift away fr what you thought you knew
and you hope you'd nv have to know these all
in a way its good. at least i realised it now.



i said dont read rite.. huh
confused.. ? and its not what you inferred it to be.

post no. 181
im done w all major papers hurray to that =)
ive got 2 mcq paper1 boo to that
ive saved enough money to dine at fine(r) restaurants, catch movies and shop a'lil. hurray to that.

ok. im not unsympathetic or smth but i think pdaing in front of a person who is just a few feet away (2 to be exact) is seriously wtf. alot is spoken fr just holding of hands and u dont have to emphasize it by smooching each other. thats no1 lack of self-consciousness no2 disturbing others peace of mind.

im being bugged by siblings to use e com.
ciao.

pseudo culture.

ok. ive gotta type this pretty fast.

today is my 2nd pseudo post-prelim joy (1st was after bio p2 which was my first paper). coz ive got 3 'off' days b4 tues come and bah 2 papers in one day. afternoon papers are nv good careless mistakes are everywhere (100/50=1/2 great job there goes my 8m ='( ). i tend to day-dream away, espec so when the freaking aircon is blowing down my neck and i wished i can put on smth like a hood (which my sweater doesnt have) AND I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR ANY OF THE PAPERS!!!!!
im guessing the girl who has been sitting beside me is in the honours roll list. i need to breathe in more of her essence. hahaha.

As in approx 1mth time!! in one way im glad coz i really cant stand studying anymore. studying as in mug study.. memorise whatever in the notes. that kind of studying SERIOUSLY turns me off. and i cant WAIT to get to U to really enjoy studying. no more tutors telling us "no this is not in the learning outcome.. you dont have to know. " er hello?
on the otherhand with more time i think i can do better.
ok it sounds so contradictory. but if you get it, you get it.

i gotta go.

BAWH

2 more days to PRELIM..
two two two two two two two.. oh no i cant breathe! aaahhhhh.

anw after checking out pics and stuff... i realised getting the correct haircut/hairstyle can do seriously ALOT to boost ur image. its like you thought this person was okay the last time and after that hair makeover (or smth liddat) it makes the person totally cool. so conclusion for that: get a hair stylist after that horrigible As..

smth real funny happened just now, when our ct rep msg us about class trip after prelims. i was like totally energized after that..its like theres something good waiting for you after mugging. something to look forward to. haha.

oh. i totally agree with what ms agnes say.. the stuff about media desensitizing us.. correction video games desensitize us. i was watching my bro playing his online game you know the shooting ones and basically the objective was to kill as many as possible. and my bro was totally engrossed with it.
if watching pornography was linked to serial killing (i postulate that) there must be some kinda link betw violent gaming and murders.
but my bro just shrugged off saying virtual games cant be compared w reality.
who knows? mayb some psycho wouldnt be able to differentiate virtual and reality. the next thing you know we would be able to add this in our AQ "In recent ST times ,violent gaming was found to have some correlation with serial murder. A 19-yr-old youth was sentenced to jail after killing 5 youths after playing killers for 10h consecutively" solution to that? ban pdtn of such violent games.
hahahahahahhahahahahaha.

i think im crapping too much.
its back to studying-ole.