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hsm2 :D

Gabriella:
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
Its so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay...

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up and watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to gray
And its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today cause I've gotta do what's best for me,
You'll be okay..

Chorus:
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here;
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Troy:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella:
What about trust?

Troy:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.

Gabriella:
And what about me?

Troy:
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

Troy:
I'll miss you.

Gabriella:
So I've got to move on and be who I am.

Troy:
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now

Troy:
I want you to stay

Gabriella:
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy:
What about us?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this world someday but at least for now,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way,
I've gotta go my own way..

famous inventors

i cant believe at age 18 i still get famous inventors names mixed up.
so i did a lil check on em in relation to the gp prelims TMR.
heres after checking wikipedia
thomas alva edison for the what every says the greatest invention: light bulb
Benjamin Franklin (fyi his face is on US dollar note) among many was the lightning rod.
Franklin never patented his inventions; in his autobiography he wrote, "[A]s we enjoy great advantages from the inventions of others, we should be glad of an opportunity to serve others by any invention of ours; and this we should do freely and generously."
this is what i call a people's inventor. not for fame but for the humanity of mankind.
James D Watson: struc of DNA (in particular discovering the nucleotide bp)
Alexander Graham Bell: telephone! (fyi he worked w thomas a edison too) (can you just visualise the splendid and fast paced developments of 1800s???)
Wright brothers: for flight

1800s was indeed a boom for d greatest inventions for mankind which came into effect 200yrs later. just marvel at the foresight of these great inventors. kudos to em.
from then on.. the rest of the inventions were modifications to the original inventions. eg telephone --- mobile phone.

i need to go read up on others stuff first.
the above info was extracted fr wikipedia. the inventions listed are 1 out of the many inventions they invented.

i think campus superstar became kids superstar
go sing along kiddos!

busted

i busted today.
studying in sch after bio was less than satisfactory.
i was hungry
exhausted
n behaving like some attention-deficit child.
being at home was worse.
i was tv-ing ALL the way.
all thanks to my sis who was watching campus superstar which i watched only like twice thus far. and NOW im gonna watch the 11.30 channel u show. the zhen de jia bu liao.. or smth liddat (ive catch almost every episode of it)

u know i have this problem. i donno what it takes to be hardworking.
to mug 24/7? but how to?! the brain needs rest b4 it can continue to absorb info. (ok or mayb its just my brain that needs it) in other words i donno how to mug. how does one actually sit in front of the desk doing tut, revising in a whole 6h slot??! you know why im saying this? coz that neo told me im not hardworking enough. well. i do his tut and revise for tests.. what more does he want? i still need some kinda life besides studying. and im totally not like those who mug all e way through and forgo their life. crap!!

is anyone going back qtss on fri?

every teacher is asking us to study hard! how do you study hard?????

aug babies

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAD!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WEI LIN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHORK!!
(erm my bdae dates recall stops here)
whats w Aug?! no. 8?


the cake was MOUTHWATERING SUPERLIOUS



prelims in 2 wks time.
As in 67 days time.

to summarise what i wanna blog about

dont you feel that you know whats in the other person's mind sometimes
but not the other day?
dont you feel that life is in your control
but not so, sometimes?
dont you want to step out of this constricting, mind boggling world
but paradoxically you'd want to live life as it is?
dont you know that when hearts are broken it can never be e same as before
but does it actually heals as time passes w/out leaving scars?
dont you know that its been wks since i blog about something interesting
but i still have got no idea what to write now?

LOL

its so hard to put it down in wds.

oh guess what?! ive started watching that chinese paladin show AGAIN coz channel u screening it again. (do you actually use e wd screen) and i chance upon the phrase again
xiang ai, bu ru xiang zhi.
(rather than to be in love, why not understand each other better. if fate allows, 2 hearts beating at the same time would be able to meet each other again) sry if u find my explanation abit too corny. to pour cold water on it (direct translation u see =p) from the scientific pt of view, 2 hearts beating at the same time doesnt mean that both of you are fated. x)

its such a wth thing whenever u chance upon blogs and pp are just emo-ing like FOREVER. quit n move on.

im gonna sleep first

71

71 days to go.
it SEEMS SO NEAR. TOO near.

i think in e future we may all be forced to convert into vegetarians..
birds - bird flu
cows - madcow
pigs - (newest) blue ear lurme disease [which has come to a extent that pigs import have to be banned in (i forgot the country]
fishes - watyer pollution

ok. ive got nth to say.

anxiety attack

IM HAVING some form of an ANXIETY ATTACK NOW.
I DONNO WHY IM SO FREAKING WTH SCARED AFRAID TERRIFIED (sry..my vocab sucks badly when im not thinking properly)
its all BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN A LEVELS COUNTDOWN.. WHICH IVE JUST COME TO TERMS w it THAT A LEVELS JUST 2 MTHS+ AWAY. 2 MTHS! 2 MTHS! AND I JUST DONNO WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? HOW ARE MY GRADES SUPPOSED TO IMPROVE? WHAT IF IT DOESNT?!? dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. dammit i need to shout!

_________________________________(after bout 1/2h later)

you know singapore is really wierd. we go for those really wierd record breaking stuffs like what was on e news today. singapore broke the record for the most no. of breastfeeding mom in one area. erm hello?! i guess we broke the record coz theres no other countries bothered enough to gather new moms together.

my toe has healed btw. the young heals faster. haha.

oh. i just rem (n to keep up w my liberal gene ;P) !! ST times today.. the ratio men : women for HIV(+) is 15 : 1. doesnt sex takes 2? as in 1 man 1 woman. the explanation for that sided representation is due to MSM. (heres a clue to what it means.. m=man s=sex) i didnt make up that shortform btw. it was stated in the newspaper. the no. of recorded men in singapore who has had msm is 67,000!!!! that IS a HUGE figure to me! considering how small a population we have..
i guess the nx time when pp say this person had engaged in sex with another.. the nx qn to pop up would be "did he have a heterosexual sex?"
what is the world becoming to?

oh. i watched Secret. b4 that we were wow-ed by how rich leroy is...
thank god that girl (i forgot her real name).. didnt die of leukemia or cancer. and contrary to what guan heng said.. jay chou didnt act cool in the show. ya. it was not bad. i almost went to press the guy's spiked hair down who was sitting in front of cyn. his hair was like blocking the subtitles.. almost.

i guess its tutorials time.

happy national day!!
happy 42th bdae Singapore!!

p.s. i'll be going sch to mug after tmr.
to james, geraldine and chork: GOOD LUCK FOR PRELIMS!! =D jia you!

my toes broken!

a short post to get away from endless tutorials...
after my mom's diagnosis, she told me that i broke my last toe bone.
the thing is it doesn hurt at all.. (being someone w ZERO tolerance for pain im glad i cant feel it) she says its got smth to do w what ive learnt about adaptations to intense stimulation for nervous control.. smth if the pain exceeds (some i-donno-how-many mV) i wont feel the pain. in layman's term.. im numb to the pain. im surprised my mom still can rem her nervous control stuff after wad 30yrs?
she says i gotta put some kinda CAST on my last toe and blame me for not calling her and ask her to bring smth bck from e hospital. AS IF i know i broke my bone in the afternoon.
bu xing zhong de da xing le! my mom's fren broke her toe(s) and cant walk for weeks. i had this THOUGHT to skip sch today actually, w my broken toe (expecting i'll be the same as her fren) but it turned out alrite. i still wont be going to see my uncle's clinc consulation though coz i know he'll go around poking my toe and hurting it even more. (i still rem the times i sprained my ankle)
i got this prob w wearing slippers.. it seems to fall off after a few steps so slippers are out.
and i CANT wear sandles to sch.. how is my cast supposed to fit in there?!
for the sake of looking normal i'll be wearing my sneakers so STAY CLEAR OF MY FOOT (right foot in particular) and i'll be grateful. im glad my sneakers are one size larger than wat it's supposed to be.. + i'll be tieing my shoelace really loose. so if my shoes fall off, dont laught at me pls. ;p
oh i forgot to add in the start.. a holepuncher dropped on my toe and broke my toe!!! the initial pain was like so INTENSE i couldnt even talk.

oh no! tmr's bag gonna be real heavy.

influenza's viruses flying all around sch. its time i up my vitamins dosage.
take care!

i cant get my thoughts to start flowing so here's a copy and paste article for JC2s out there.

REMEDIES for Dark cicles under eyes
http://www.remedyhome.net/darkCirclesUnderEyes.htm

1. Sleep eight hours a night (this is so IMPOSSIBLE). Sleep is essential for the body, and especially for those with dark circles under their eyes.

2. Gently massage saffron or almond oil on the dark circles before going to bed.
Do not leave any creams on the skin around the eyes for long periods, 30 minutes is considered long!

3. Dip cotton pads in fig juice, rosewater, or cold milk. Lie down with your feet raised higher than your head, then place the wet pads on your closed eyes. Stay that way for 10 minutes. (too troublesome..what has feet got to do w eye rings?)

4. Cover your eyes with slices of raw potato or cucumber and leave for 15 minutes. Wash with warm water and apply a cream, preferably a cream to get rid of the dark circles under the eyes. (whipcream? hehe)

5. Apply almond oil on the black circles under eyes and leave for 10 minutes. Almond is very good for the skin.

remedy no6 by me: EAT LOTSA ALMOND. (im not sure if its gonna work. since almond seems to be the preferred food fr the article)

and you've got it.
pls tell me if you've tried the above methods and it WORKED
any damage to health or anything related is nomb (dont tell me u donno whats nomb. well thats nomb too.)

and i still donno what to blog about yet.. so heres another one.

smth for e girls.. of course it applies to leg cramps too. IM SERIOUS!

Cramp remedies
http://www.remedyhome.net/crampRemedy.htm
Cramp remedy #1
If you have dill pickle juice on hand, drink a half cup when you feel a cramp coming or as soon as it strikes.

Cramp remedy #2
One heaping teaspoon of salt in water (half to one glass) will relief the cramps. (will i get kidney failure liddat?)

Cramp remedy #3
Take a hotpack or a waterbottle and fill it up with very hot water. Place it on the place where you're having cramps and leave it there until the pain goes away.

Cramp remedy #4
Make sure your calcium (milk, yogart) intake is good. Eat 2 cups of Yogart a day and you will not have cramps when your monthly period comes. If you don't like Yogurt take a calcium supplement. (i drink milk everyday and still have it)

Cramp remedy #5
Bring water to a boil with three tablespoons of oregano (whats that?). Leave in the pot and continue to boil for five minutes. After that strain and drink as tea. You will feel very well the whole day



ive got my 1st motivation to work harder.. fr ms yau. :D i know this sound extremely childish but i ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT WHEN MS YAU PUTS STICKERS ON MY MATH TESTS. that makes me wanna work harder. NOTE: for math only and to go for her consultation. eh.. ms agnes had also put sticker on my gp test b4.. but my gp results are so unpredictable.
i try to work harder for ms choong's pen smiles last time but after mr neo came...
for mrs huang...i can only thank her for not putting me off.
i'll work harder for math afterall, math isnt all that bad. in fact its alrite. :)

theres nth interesting to blog.
just take care of your health and dont fall sick.

happy bdae to all august babies!

freedom is after 100 days.
thats pretty fast. i think.


[ to those who understands: theres a giganomous differences in seeing it happening and typing it out in wds.]