Yes, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa. Memandangkan blog ini sudah berhabuk dan berfungi smpi cuma tinggal seminggu Raya, maka itu, aku siapkan dulu blog ini dgn lagu raya dan skin semua raya. HAHA! Bukannya ape, tgh busy nk mampos. Lagi seminggu raya, but I will be having my UT3 which means that I have not enough time to actually blog after this until my UT3 ends. Okla I still have a few more days yet.. But wth la, its not like this is the radio and everyone is gonna visit this site every other day right?
So anyway, alot has happened. SOo many trainings! AND I've actually joined a competition! HAHAHA! Sungguh bukan Zeyma yg dulu eh. Dulu ni tak berani tu segan.. sekali dpt tau masuk competition Suara Serumpun. We didn't get anything, though. Sad for the seniors because they had marked their place there, but at the same time I'm happy to actually go through this experience. Biar rasakan kekalahan dulu, tkpe.. Daripada rasa kemenangan and then tibe2 kalah.. that is harder to accept.
After that we had this National day performance with the rest of the MCG. It was a new start for me, because Hairil letak aku K A R O T! I'm like WTH! The jump is too wide for me... Really even now I still feel.. bleargh~. I HAD to make it through, because I somehow know that once he makes a choice, means aku forever la kat situ. I was given no choice, so too badla.. I gotta put both my legs in. I tell u, u may tell me to overcome and must be confident, but it is not that easy for me. I cried a few times when I'm alone and too stressed about it because I had no confidence, and that I takot that it would be percakapan org. Coz I know some who can sing too, and that I cannot gauge how good or bad I am. To me, I sounded very nasal and 'heavy'.. Not like some people who sounds nyaring and lovely. I also don't know how to act and interact. Cmon la.. I'm a loner and I'm only crazy with my friends. How do u expect me to interact... with unknown people? Tsk. Nevertheless in the end, I did have a great time.
The next performance was supposed to be tomorrow but it was cancelled. I was kinda sad that it was cancelled, I had managed to overcome my fear bit by bit, I was also kinda angry, coz that meant that the trainings was sia-sia je lagi2 bulan puasa -.- and i was kinda relieved because that means no need to face it. HEHEHE.BUT there will be 3 performances during raya. Which is on the 14,15 and 24. Wah piang. Mati oiii!! Naseb karot bukan aku sorg. Hahaha..
Anyway, I really hope this time around we Endangs and Wiras get to raya bersama WITH our seniors. Seriously, aku pandang seniors aku. W/O them, siapa Endang? How good is Endang? I know some of them have commitment problems or something but that doesn't mean that we have to push them away right? I've already PM-ed them thru the other account and I hope they see that we are sincere and we DO want them to come. We've planned something and I want them to be a part of it too. I want the new and the old to connect with each other, not just kenal muka dan nama tapi hakikatnya lau jumpa kat luar dh mcm strangers. No, I do not want that. Haix. I guess this would have been much an easier job but someone didn't do things her way and not give it a second thought. FE was so disappointed, I can tell, I sms her personally, but she didn't reply. Haix.
I guess, its the end for now. Gotta eat my pit-za! HEHE.#randomabessiol
xoxo,
zeyma.
