5 months =D

dar.. 我们在一起五个月啦。。
好快噢。。哈哈
之前，记得我没什么理你的。。
现在呢? 什么都要理。。嘻!
可是 ~ 不会给你太大压力把你管完。。
别担心噢。。还有留自由给你。。XD
只想说。。 宝贝~ 我爱你 ^^
谢谢你对我好，关心我，以我为主。。
跟你在一起，根本就是霸道时刻。。
因为你什么都让我。。嘻 !
要你改。。我不要变霸道。。一点都不好。。
我甘愿你骂我。。指证我，也不要委屈你。。
跟你在一起，我很幸福。。
跟我在一起的你，我也要你幸福。。=)
你失落时。。我有时不了解。。
我很无奈。。可是傻傻酱抱着你，慢慢看到你的笑容。。
可能是你安慰我的笑。。我会尽全力去多了解你的。。=)
再给我多一点时间噢 ~ ^^

tiring day ~

 >< oops...
so fast 2.28 AM d ...
o.O but my report jz half way done...
=.=ll sweat dao...waste so much time...
do things slow and unefficient ...
fooh ~~~ hope i can b faster ...

ytd...suddenly come from no where ...
=.=lll i late reply dar de msg...
dun even know anything...
then happily paint the swing for my dad for 4 hours ++..
tired dao ~~
then check hp...
saw dar write duno what ex...ex...and ex...~~ de things...
o.O he 1st time jealous ar...xD
1stly feel happy...haha...
then c the content turn into angry mood...@@
then quarrel loe...
whole day only few msg...
until at 9PM... he only msg me...
still cold cold de...>.<
after i said sry then everything recover d...
wah? ''nan ren'' jealous very scary oh =X

bored

haiz...rly gain weight joe...
sad d T.T
duno my shirt...my pants... my skirts...
can fit or not already T.T
rly sad si =.=lll

*skip*
2moro...
no water for 7a.m to 7p.m ..
hmm..~ wat to do?
hope i sweat the least i can ...
don't wanna be a smelly girl for a day >.<
ugh ...

hmm...~

不知不觉。。
跟他分手已经有一年又四天啦。。
时间过得好快噢~ 哈哈。。
希望我们会是好朋友啦。。
因为我们不要当敌人嘛。。
我呢。。还是很喜欢你这个朋友的呢 !!
虽然我知道你不会看到。。
但我是无所谓的。。=)
你开心。。做朋友的。。
一定开心，更会支持你。。!!
加油 !! 友谊万岁啦 ^^

christmas =)

 these are the christmas tree i saw at jusco =D

this christmas when u see from far...it looks like a normal one..

but...if u see from near...the tree is actually made up of plastic bottle =O

creative rite? GO GREEN !!! =DDD

<3 love these christmas tree alot...no idea why..
but ..mayb becoz of the feeling of the christmas ...
=) warm and 2gether...




b4 that...we go for dinner at BLACK CANYON..
hoho~~ the food there is nice...
especially the blueberry shake ..
my sister said that ^.^
to me...it's abit... >.< argh...sour ...
haha...then we had sushi somemore... @.@
i think i will gain weight soon enough >.<
*shake shake shake*

感触~

啊~~好多感触噢。。
回想下。。
原来我是一个很幸福的人。。
1) 我有幸福、开心的家。。
2) 我有刚好要的生活。。
3) 我有疼我的dar..
4) 我有对我很好的家人。。
5)我有对我好的朋友。。
6)最重要的。。。 我懂得满足。。

第六点应该是很多人做不到的吧。。
人。。一旦不满足。。就会常不开心。。
这又何苦呢?
人。。一定会有各种各样的。。
有ok de..也有不ok de..
有开心的。。也有不开心的。。
只要看得开。。一切都是美好的。。
是不是咧?

东西。。身上穿名牌、有完全世界。。
那又怎样?
那些你有了。。也会有厌倦的一天。。
反而。。你难得到的东西，或别人用诚意送的。。
往往会变得比名牌来的可贵吧。。
价钱。。谁说重要了?
我呢。。看人心重要过东西。。
我喜欢看到人因为我的用心而开心。。
不是因为我有的。。
我身旁的人开心。。
我就会开心。。

就算我多不喜欢你都好。。
表面上是一副不在乎。。
可是我是打从心里为你开心。。
不懂我的人。。大多数都认为我很绝吧? !
哈哈。。我是绝的话。。应该就不会有想知道你好不好吧?

之前。。我跟我的前男友就酱分了。。
原因 = 我太爱他。。
是不是很傻?
大家都是那么说。。
可是。。做了决定就不能反悔。。
只要往前看。。就有了更好的。。
像现在。。哈。。
还有。。我不会再那么傻了。。
我不会放开你 !!
我会珍惜你的一切。。 一切的一切。。
我爱你。。 只有你。。 ^^


希望。。你也会。。=)
就算有一天。。你会离开我。。
我会祝福你。。
只要你开心。。我都愿意去做。。=]

home =D

home sweet home...
i finally reach my lovely home at almost midnite =)
when i c my room...
WOW ... ~ i realized how much i miss it...
the room toilet full with little froggie stickers...
POP !!! sure is my sis do de...
those stickers actually good in cheering u up when u r depressed and tired, u know?
haha... =] love it xD
that day...the outing v my family the day b4 we came back =)

 



we are at SAKAE SUSHI =]

                                                             yummy =)

 

my favourite significant freeze...i think...hmm~~ <3 

After that i go back to my hostel...and ....

                                                        those spoilt image pic i mentioned that day xD
                                                               lin & me =)

my another 2 buddies at college =) 

very ugly rite? >.< 

but...it's also smth to remember...

so i posted them here...

dun angry me har xDD 

AND....my look on formal wear day ...

that day cnt post picture T.T

now can d...yeah ~~!!!

 

lin...ur shirt ...luckily didn't seems big in here xD 

she is the lenglui in my class xD 

pretty rite? xP 

                                                               sabby and me =)
                                                               my best fren... care for me all the time ..
                                                               thx my fren =D

many things happen nowadays... 

but...i hope that we will be considerate and tolerate like always ..

hope that our friendship do last long...

FRIENDSHIP ... 

i do believe that it will last...

it is built not because of we r using each other...

but...it is built because we care for each other sincerely ... 

and 1 for sure...i'm not faking myself when being with u guys...

thanks for everything..

i felt touched for everything u guys did for me..

=] i will appreciate u guys forever and always =)  

                                                                  

formal wear day =)

不爽归不爽。。 

开心事一定有 !! 

哈哈。。

*start* 

2day is my school de formal day xD

every1 have to wear formal shirt... 

the lecturer said that it is compulsory... 

but... =.=ll 

when we go to school 2day morning... 

5/100 student wear only =.=ll 

let the lecturer cheat again... rly speechless leh ~ 

o.O cnt post photos oh... >.< 

post after that har...

quite fun oh...

2day actually plan to go donate blood...

but...when i go to the scene there... >.< 

i scared ...so...plan cancelled >.<ll 

that's my day...haha

later going family outing again loo~~~ 

hope can skip class on wednesday with the reason...

my ah gong ''passed away'' T.T 

u guys know de lar xDD 

*end* 

今天。。我终于知道了。。
自己一个人做事，一个人走，一个人。。
全部都一个人的感觉。。
有好有坏的。。
好的九是没人烦。。
不好的就是孤单了。。

想着想着。。
我懂了。。
人。。不能常胜的。。
不是胜到闷。。而是胜到没价值。。
有些人就是不明白。。

你会被人冷落，被人骂，被人不爽，被人看低。。
这都是人生的一部分。。
就算你多不爽XXX都好。。
你要知道。。人都是有感觉的。。
我们都是人。。就算是动物也一样。。
所以。。在骂人之前要三思。。

我!!! 就是看不管人家用我的东西，拿我的东西。。
重点是在 ----- 没问过 !!
我好心你。。要用可以先通知吗?
用人家的东西也有分寸点好不?
没问过。。直接用。。还用完。。
你是要跟我做对还是怎样?
我没出声，没发脾气。。
不是因为我不知道。。
是给你面子。。
你最好有羞耻心下 !!
你又不是我什么人。。
你凭什么吃我的? 用我的?
你不舍得花父母的钱。。难道我舍得?
你? 朋友? 吼~ 省点啦。。
你利用人还不够多啊?
在我发火之前。。。最好。。。
不要再惹我 !!!
你不要欺人太胜 !!!
我。。 不是好欺负的。。
你不是不知道。。

family outing =D

wooo~~ finally can update blog ler ^^
start from....

Thursday ( 16/12/2010)

 haha...that day b4 come back...
dar suddenly give me ring ring..
haha...>< but i only manage to fit in my little finger ><
sry sry...
take a pic as a memory sin xDD

this one is the next day take de pic lor...hehe ...~ =)
MUST fit !!! must FIT !!! then force it in...!!
can fit in d..!! haha...but but...my finger turn purplish ler..
cham dao >< cold cold de >< like vampire...xD
then dar dar say...nvm ...can go chg de...
 =D luckily can chg oh...xixi ^^




that day b4 farewell with dar ><
feel like crying coz wanna leave him d...
but the ring ring cheer me up xD
haha...dar ...u rly surprised me...u know ma? =)
love eu <3

Friday ( 17/12/2010 )
mommy told me will come at sunday to tuesday...=DD
look forward for it ar ^^
xixixixixixi.... that day rot at hostel the whole day lor...xD
nth much ler >.<

Saturday (18/10/2010)
go outing v dar dar again....
LEISURE MALL again =.=ll
no other better place to go d ma >.<''
hehe...that day i wear dao very mature o... >.<
a bit weird weird de...
but dar say look nice lar...no worry =)
TQ for comforting...xixi
here are some random pics =)

haha...3rd kiss ...xDD

the pics we take 2day not rly nice de >.< 

that day de nicer xDD 

Saturday (19/12/2010)
2day go outing with family lar...
haha...i thought my family will come at noon time...
but ...my bi~ suddenly call at ten and told me that they almost reach d >.<
lol ...~ i jz woke up ..!! =.=ll
+ i haven't pack even a thing also >.<
cham dao ~~
then go outing ler larr...xixi
we go duno wat Darby hotel...
here are some pics of the hotel =D

                                                        CSI movie xD                                                                

                                            c my bi~...haha...the bed rly comfortable ar xD
                                            then....some ''zi pai'' pic lor...xDD

                                  
                                      my new fb pic pic...xD dar say pretty oh =X

                                                           yeng dao ~~ xDD

                                                  i love this pic..haha...duno why ><

my bi so cute...haha ..

who be his gf sure very ''xing fu'' oh...^^

then jiu go back ler loe >< 

miss them ler...

then call hui n lin down for puding desert =) 

haha...then we 38..take some ugly photo >.<

spoil image 99 >.< lolz ..~ 

haha...nth d loo~ end here..

tata...and gud nite every1...

wan an dar dar <3 

xixixixix... ^^ 

dar's bday =]

happy bday dar dar...
>.< sry coz im not free 2day..
>< cnt accompany u on such day..
feel rly guilty o.. =(
ytd the video i made for u ...
i plan to make u watch it on 12a.m..
but u went out =(
bout almost 1..duno what thing went wrong with the file..
dar only manage to c the words.. >.<
haiz..~ totally not my day ..!!
argh..!!!
no songs and photo... it won't be that nice d T.T
my plan was screwed up by my stupid broadband line...
what to do... ~
plan to upload the video here but got error T.T
nvm d lar...as long as u know u're in my heart can d ^^

*skip*
jz now in chemist lab..
the experiment we do is form the chemical bonding by making up the structures..
it's not hard but interesting.. =D
me and my fren manage to do all the question teacher give... ^^ cool ~~
jz now...when me and lin go for teatime...we saw 4 ''children'' with balloons...
hahaha... i know it's nice to play ar...
but but,,, hui hui take so many..totally look like an entertainment clown =X hahahahhha ...
ok lar...i admit i got jealous becoz i dun hav ~~ xD

*skip *
next monday is my college's casual wear day...
thinking of what to wear...and the cost... and where to get it ~.~
+ got bio exam next week...
o.O hope i can arrange my time well ar ><
that's all 4 2day =) xixi...

*off*

weeee~~

ytd duno what's wrong v my broadband ..
so slow ~.~
cnt update also ><
sry har dar...let u wait le so long but still cnt ><
still ma fan u on msn ~.~ aihzz..
know u dun like de...nvm lar...no next time..xD
promise =D
now at school de computer lab v xiao hui hui  ...
haha...the line here very smooth oh...
but but...cnt type chinese... >.<
the thing i type ytd all cnt upload le...
xixi nvm lar...later i go back try xia..
love u ~~ & miss u ~~
ytd ...me and my housemate busy our role play for H.E presentation..
haha...funny dao... ><
but ...we all like very ''bian tai'' en..
coz we r making the role play to prevent HIV ..~.~
stupiak dao ... =.=ll u guys know de lar... that kind =X
always got alot NG scene when we practice...
luckily in class present time still ok..haha
good job my frenz =DD
n dar ... -.- next time call u dun wait for me jiu dun wait ar ><
u c last nite u so late only go to bed... >.<
sure not enuf sleep bah ?
but nvm...got panda eye = MAN ...hahahahaha xD

MY day...

dar 走后...就像活在只有自己的世界了...
感觉...很想他...不管到哪一个角落都好...
好像都有他的影子...
看看四周...
他昨天做的事...
被水泼到 ， 带我吃好料 ，一起玩一起闹..
回想下下，一不专心..自己也做了他昨天做的傻事..
就在那里自己傻笑..
是疯了吧? 哈哈..
一早起来..你不在我身边..
就看着看着.. 不知不觉的就哭了..
啊~ 证明我多想你.. 嘻..
现在没事啦...别担心我..
咳嗽也比较好了...呵~
昨天的什么五花茶，参茶，‘琵琶膏’都见效啦..
哈哈...超历害的...
昨天吃东西吃到一半...有个女的发信息给dar..
我叫他发回去说在陪女友，不得空..
哈哈..他真的发了..
本来想弄他而已的...><
哪里懂他当真了...炸到 ~
他真的很可爱... xDD

越来越爱他 ler...=P
也对他越来越有信心了..
现在我们就不会有事没事吵架了...
哈哈...
开心 ^^

MY DAY (yesterday)..

Happy birthday to u ~~
Happy birthday to u ~~
Happy birthday to dar dar...~
Happy birthday to u ^.^

hehe...happy early bday ar...><
that day sing bday song...
voice a bit .... arrr~~
sry har ><
hehe... love eu <3

b4 we go out ...we take some random pics outside of my unit...xixi
                                          here they are.....

                                                            
                                                            my hair >< ar...messy dao ~~

                            
                                    realize something or not ? hoho~~ we r both in grey xD

                                                               ...hoho ~~ then go out loo~~

we go Leisure Mall again...>.< nth much ar..
but i like the decoration there...nice o ...xixi
got many little kiddy kids around... so kawaii `~ ..
then we go have our teatime at oldtown...yummy...

hoho~~ 4gt to take the oreo coffee...nice dao ~~~
hehe...then we go c ''zhong sheng zhong''...
leng zai  ar....^^
go loiter dao almost ten ~.~ fooh ...so tired ><

nice post .~

= 不知道，也许某天在喧闹的城市里，我们擦肩而过，我会停住脚步，凝视着那个正远去的背影，告诉自己，那个人我曾经爱过！

= 分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过，也不可以做敌人，因为彼此       深爱过! 所以我们成了最熟悉的陌生人！感情其实我真的输不起！

= 想哭的时候，就画条黑眼线，它会提醒你，哭会很丑！

= 如果我们之间有1000步的距离只要你跨出第一步我就会朝你de方向走余下的999步

= 和爱的人吵架，和陌生人讲心里话。

= 有时，爱也是种伤害。残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人,选择伤害自己。

= 我放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你。

= 人生最遗憾的，莫过于，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的，固执地，坚持了不该坚持的

 = 思念一个人的滋味，就象是喝了一杯冰冷的水，然后一滴一滴凝成热泪

= 难过了，就蹲下来，抱抱自己！

= 坚强，不过是虚伪的创伤！

..

= the middle of believe is LIE ..

= 为什么感到这般如此的冷，因为我曾经温暖过！原来521＋365＝886!

= 如果将来的某一天，你说你要离开我，我不会留你，我知道你有你的理由！

= 如果将来的某一天，你说其实你还爱着我，我会告诉你，其实我还在等你！

= 当你伤心的时候，对着镜子微笑，大笑，狂笑……你会发现,你已在镜子里的那张脸，找到了坚强！

duno what to feel ~.~

2day... duno what i want also..
msg with him...like usual..
normal chat also...like usual...
happy then turn moody ...no idea why ...
then suddenly feel like crying ...
but >< im in public area... >.<
so...better just ''tahan'' everything ...xD
then after that... go computer lab c blogs blogs blogs...
not that moody d...
people's life actually turn me happy although i duno that particular person ..o.O
haha... then my msg fren msg me...
haha he cheer me up indirectly...hoho~ THX buddy =)

copy paste his msg and sent him back xD
He : 呐~没诚意到~~~
Me : 不是啦 ~ 你的信息是发回给你赞时看的~ 等创了再补给你啦~呵。。
He : 鸡蛋噢你 ~ ^^
发过去我的‘创文’后。。
Me :有感动到吗?
He :T_T 感动到哭~
Me : 坏蛋。。 有够夸张。。
He : 坏蛋? 我是好人。。
Me : 噢?现在才懂。。哈哈
He : 我自己讲到都心虚啊~
Me: 哈哈! 我感觉到啊~嘻
1st time ppl tell me..when boosting his own will 心虚..
haha ...long time nvr chat v u ler...
hoho~  thx 4 remembering me ..my fren  =)
although it's short...b4 i delete it...at least i post here as my things to remember...
now rly touched d gua? haha

''shut up'' day...

2day...i duno what's actually going on with me ><
i jz dun feel like talking and feel like ignoring every1 in this world..
n something weird...dar msg v me but he dun even realize xD
that means im a totally good actress?
hoho~ but ya...my close fren knew that... >.<
but...like the ME as usual...reply : im okey lar...then make a fake smile..
this is my life...i seldom share my feelings with others...
but ...i prefer to cry in the bed and off all the lights...
like this...people won't notice there's anything wrong v me ..=)
b4 that...that day u say u let me choose to break or not...
u never knew that i cry that much rite? haha...that's ME ..
duno y...i think i will just try my best to get used to what u r and why u react like that...
becoz i do study psychology? i DO !! =D
so...ya...ytd...i duno how i feel but ...indeed...im confused..
sometimes i dun feel ur love but sometimes i do...
no idea... >.>
i dun want ur response back..i jz wan u to know..
it's just that easy..=)

>.> sum1 depressed day ~~

>.< i dun like the feeling of my friend having cold war around here  ...
and...actually a happy mood turn into a ''cloudy'' mood...
and YOU... shouldn't be influence so easily..
everything will be ok soon...=) trust me ..
and that another one...
dun lar keep it in the heart anymore..
that YOU doesn't meant to said that to u ...>.<
P.E.A.C.E ya ~~~

school day ...~

o.O 2day is totally a rainy day ...
~.~ everytime have to run around under the rain...
it's totally NOT my day ><
get fever + chemist report ...how could that suppose to be? aiks ..
my housemate happily go swim under the rain...
dun get cold ar ..strong girls xD
just that...sry coz im not joining... haha
have fun ...have fun ya =)
and dar.... take care =)
looking forward for the next date loo~~ xixi

yesterday's outing ~~

yesterday me and dar go leisure mall `~
we go to cinema and check for the movies~
we plan to watch harry potter...but only got 1 showing time...
it's at 10.20am...but when we reached there...it's already 12++ pm...=.=ll
sry har dar...>< coz call u wait for me till  my mid sem exam end sin *shake shake*
then we go walk around...the decoration there nice o...

the ''skyway''

dar say very stable..xD

these birds carry childrens' wishes..

u can fullfil their wishes by buying gifts and put inside the train at floor 1 i think..^^

then we go eat ice cream~~ my favourite green tea flavour..haha..

that guy selling ice cream very cute ar...=X

here are some pics..

some1 eat until so delicious o ~~~

then we go loiter around...

=> eat ''guilinggao''!!

very bitter o ><

+ this honey taste nicer...hehe

see...dar eat until so tasty o ~ o.O

dar wear spec to match v me ..haha funny ~ xP

my new hp screen saver =DDD

after that...we go have our lunch ~~

at big apple there...but duno the name =.=ll

pasta + salad/soup + drinks = 1 set

total cost => RM 28.95 ( 2 sets)

this is my new cute slippers xD

my favourite colour somemore...kaka...from watsons =)

we just loiter around then come back looo~~

dar sent me back hostel at about 3-4pm ..

then we take random pics...~

here....

c my expression...not that i dun like o..

is... '' an shuang'' haha...

love u dar <3

 

this suppose to be my new hp screen saver ^^

but hp notice -> ''image too big blocked'' ==

then he go back ler ~~

i go cont my B.I project...

design a U.F.C (Unidentified Flying Car)..

coz it looks like U.F.O ==

haha...then watch series at my friend's(hui and lin) hostel...

until duno wat time... @.@

sleep at 2 a.m ...exhausted.. -.-

foohh ~~