
My one and only ♥
who understands my heart . Who knows what i want .
why are you the one whom i love the most , the one whom gave me the sweetest memories and the one whom hurt me the most . Happy 1year 11months to you my beloved . i will always remember 28 .
28love , you gave me hope but its all false . you told me sweet stuff but its all lie . you let me think you will be back but you will never . every single thing you said , i remember i deeply but ended up , whatever you say are like needles . piercing through my heart. one by one . do you know how much it hurts ? i guess not . you are always the one being happy and i am the one all by myself , crying and hating myself .
28love , i know i am in fault . i tried changing but why dont i deserve another chance ? did i really ran out of chance ? today is the 172 i am waiting for you , i dont know how long it will last but i will last as long i could . sorry if one day i let go of you , its not because i dont love you anymore . its because i dont know how to love you nor myself anymore .
28love , why is everything i do useless to you le . i cant touch you anymore . no matter how far you are , i will be there to look at you at a side , fetch you home when you are alone . supply you with whatever you need . but all i get is a thanks . and that is all . a kiss from you , a hug fro you is enough .
28love , if there is a day that we could be back , i would cherish and love you even more . not letting myself or anyone else hurt you . protect you from all disaster and horror . prevent your heart from breaking and not let you tear nor bleed anymore . but i know , if there is this chance , you wouldnt want it . because . . .
28love , no matter what , i decided to wait for you . even till the day i enter the coffin , i want 28 to be crave on my coffin and a slide of us to be played during my funeral . i want every one whom is there to know how much i love you . every single person to take good care of you for me .
If you are a book , i will be the covering to protect you from dirts and dust .
If you are a wheel , i will be the outer layer of it to prevent you from having scratches and be the nice and pretty you .
If you are a balloon , i will be the string pulling you . not letting you run wild then burst .
If you are . . . If you are . . .
If you are mine , i will make you the happiest girl on earth . the prettiest princess and the most cheerful you .
Please dont cry anymore . be happy for every single day . let me be the on tearing over anything , everything . let me be the one sad and hurt every single day .
28november2o1o . i still love you . And i am still waiting for you my princess . BeeBeeMichelinTayAnnChing ♥


