In the morning when I have to struggle to get out of my comfy bed, I always tell myself: I need to sleep early tonight.

However, every time I never fail to sleep late.

There will be thousands and one things I want to do before I feel like sleeping.

This is so bad!

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On another note, just as I thought I was doing fine, I actually am far from it. Not that I was being reprimanded for anything. I was just feeling guilty for not being able to be a high performer. I could have been more impressive. 

The good side is, having room for improvement gives me the drive to strive harder!

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I recently became very addicted to online shopping. I have changed............................ I used to not trust/ like the idea of online shopping.

Correspondingly, I didn't go shopping in malls that much now. Lack of time, energy and effort. Just the thoughts of carrying the Elephant laptop around during shopping is enough to turn me off.

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The fear of knowing where you stand sux.
I finally signed up as a member and it was the first step towards knowing where I stand.
It is also another step towards being committed in it.