hello world, im back to blogging!=)



life's so much better, because exams are over and im in the midst of enjoying my long deserved 4 mths of holiday! I can spend time pampering myself with sufficient hours of slp, and meeting my loved ones<3

I have had my braces removed, if u have not realised. 2.5yrs of torture had ended and i can smile widely without any fear that the bracekets might cut my lips!woots!



there's so much i wanna tell, but i dunno where to start from. to save myself from trouble, i shall do a short summary=)

Serene is very much in love, and am waiting patiently for mr ONGJUNHAO to be back from taiwan! She has nothing much to do,other than her camp stuff. All she does everyday is to laze around at home, eat, FB stalk and slp. though these might seem boring to you, it's a heavenly kinda life for Serene because she had insufficient rest ever since the start of last sem. Therefore, she wanna slp till her dark eye rings disappear before the next sem starts=D yay!
In conclusion, she's loving every bits of her life<3

Time flies!

i still rmb working at sph at this period of time last year.
omg, i jus freaked out to the fact that im goin 20, and it have been 2 years after A lvls.
i couldnt imagine that im goin 21 next year and im entering the workforce in year 2012. oh my tian,this is stressful.

hello hello, HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS=D

i had a very happening start of year 2010, and i hope u all did as well. the clique went out to players then to watch fireworks at clarke quay, which we totally missed the entire process cause we were nt quite near that fireworks area. and then we went 'fortune of life to drink'.and those who drank got 'drunk'. it's quite of fun cause this was the first time we ever got that crazy before. lots of stuff happened but i should keep it within us to save up our 'faces'=) haha.

im realli glad that the tightness is still there and that every one is doing fine and well. being separated was the least i wanted during O lvl, and now that we've been separated for more than 5 years, things kind of ramain the same, with a little changes here and there.

though i was alil pissed at the super low and sian response i received on the gatherings i've planned, i never failed to look forward to every pther gatherings, be it jus supper at al azhar or drinking at bindy's place. this is what i called friends for life. and i hope we'll remain tis way for life.

with the guys goin into army very soon, the gals are left alone=( plus zy's gonna pangseh us for jasper soon,sadz!!!ahh,jkjk. but im sure we'll have lots of stories to hear when the guys are out during weekends!=)

oh well, i sure stop here.im kind of lazy to continue typing.

have fun today.byebye=)

screwed up.
now i wish i am a guy!

HOLIDAY IS HERE;
and i've been out ALOT!
eat, drink , late nights, supper and more supper, sinful buffets, and MORE
these all lead to only one consequence, additional fats and weight. sianz....

besides the headache and worry of the thought that i've been gaining alot of weight, i've been thinking alot about the difference of a male and female.
nt the obvious different of course-_-
it's more of the 'why cant u stay late out?' 'cause im a girl and my parents are worried' kinda situation.
imgaine urself as a guy
u can realli stay out with them late. u enjoy the fun, the talks and the company.

i think parents should give their children the least freedom and trust they suppose to have, to let them free at a suitable age.
im complaining because i face this problem too.
i can stay out late(sometimes), but i'll end up with lots of naggings plus non-stop phone calls and threatens..hahah

sometimes, i jus feel that it's so good to be a guy!!
freedom at probably age of 15??
oh damn, i wanna be a guy in my next life!

but right now, i'm enjoying the life of a female of course.
other than all these craps, i got the privilages of a lady..
where 'ladies first' comes about.
do u hear this sentence often, that realli doubts me too.haha

oh well, life's just like that..
the grass on the other side of the field is always greener.=/

look how happy i was,it's all because holiday is here=)

and i enjoyed her company!=D

IM REALLI LOOKING FORWARD TO MY HOLIDAYS!

but right now, i have to deal with all these stupid modules and random emotions
how sad could it be when wesley came talking to me and within sentences, our convo ended cause there's nothing much else to talk about.

off to bathe and study,
life sucks!

it's rather silly to think that way when so many people do care for me and bothered to comment on that post.

life's still the same, study, home and slp.
but recently, it's more of watching tv. i dunno how or why, that im glued to tv set, and that's BAD!!!
but a good side, holidays coming in exactly 2 weeks from today!=)

i wanna do alot of things, and to have alot of time for myself!
to think about how i wanna spend my precious holidays is the top to-do thing the min i finish my last paper!!

gotta go off to bathe, study then kun-ing!=D

when i know who are the friends i can stay on with forever.

so what if u have thousand and one friends.
the fact is that not all are close ones.
i dunno why i have this thought but i felt that uni is pulling me further away from my secondary sch friends. they are supposed to be the ones growing old with me together!!='(

it makes things worse when our sch terms are totally the opposite. i study,they play; they study i play. and where's the promise 'we can always have dinner even after sch has started'?
im tired of planning.
'hey,let's meet up' 'hey wanna have icecream?' 'hey,free for lunch later?'

i do have lots of fun in uni, but i realise i can hardly tell things to them.
some were telling me they are envy of me,cause NBS looks so fun to them.
yea,they are.
but when u come to normal sch days,it's jus study, go home chiong studies again, and do project.
it's jus study study and study.
I DESPERATELY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO BUT I DUNNO WHERE AND HOW TO START WITH=(
SOS!!!!!

i dunno why but this year hasn't realli been a great year for me.

im losing friends, my health hasn't been great since the start of the year and my results suck!

all i can do now is to suck thumb and dun complain so much!

i bet no one's gonne read this cause my blog is dead for so long~=/

enough of complaining, i gotta go off to do project.bye~

hello, im here to inform that im in NTU business, not NUS. ty!

i've met a terrific group of people during NBS camp.
the camp was totally fun,with exciting games. though it was rather tiring. we were given only about 3-4 hrs of slp each day.
Day 1, field games.
ice-breakers were played 2 days before the camp, we roughly knew each other on the first day alrdy.
there's a station where we literally had to slide/crawl on our belly on the tables filled with soya sauce, eggs, flour to the other side. it's kinda of fun,but very dirty!!
and that's not the worst station.
the best of all was girl boy had to pair up, roll on each other to the other side and wash their wash in this container with dead fish and squid,then run back and squeeze out the water in another pail. say that's sick, genesis!!! and we didnt get to bathe until about 3am? SICK~
i still rmb this station that i made a fool out of myself. qiaoer piggybacked me from the starting line to this table,and i was supposed to find gummy bears from tis pool of flour while i was still being piggybacked. the best part came when the flour got stucked inbetween my braces brackets that i had a hard time moving my lips cause they were sticked to the flour!-_- thankgod the seniors gave me one and let us go,with laughters of course~
there were many more 'clean' stations!

oh man,i wanted to continue on to day 2, but im sian alrdy. there're so much to write about.
i guess u can feel how exciting the camp was based on Day 1!!

i didnt forget to meet up with the loved ones whenever im free!
bindy,rachel and i went swimming!!!=)
went shopping with jessica after that! it's kinda of a fruitful trip but painful for the pocket. gosh.

im meeting the clique on sat!!=) like finally!!!
and classmates for lunch on sunday if it's still on!!!=)

for now,i got to go finish up my piano hw-_- cya!

i feel so dumb to have missed the hostel dateline,
and now i have to travel 1.5 hr to sch for lectures,tutorials and seminars.ahhh!!!!!
the best is,im gonna miss out the hall camp which is gonna be fun i think!
omg.

im talking to jacky about schooling,
WE MISS SCHOOL ALOT!!!
we never thought studying could be that fun!!='(

i know i've said this umpteen times in my blog how much i miss school.
but i dun care,im gonna post it again=)
i still remember how mr andy lee helped me with my physics
and i thanked him alot!!
i was devastated when i got a U grade for physics in mid years. the feeling was unbearable, i was always an average of a C student~
i was deprived and scared so i went for consultation almost everyday with him.i bought MCQ assessment book, i finished it, went through it question by question and re-do all the tutorial questions. i raised if any doubts,whether it's a dumb one or not, i didnt realli care anymore.
when it came to preliums, yes! back to a C! the morale was up and everyone started to chiong for A levels!
the sight of students studying back after lessons to mug in the canteen and concourse was motivating and it's a force to push me further,having the thought constantly that if i didnt study,i wouldn't catch up with the rest who did.
night study programme was definitely useful,bonding our class closer but it does have a bad point.u'll get fat very easily!!
07s17 studied together, helped out with each other. though i didnt study back much cause i study alone better. whenever i could, i stayed back. i had the times with them, chiong for milo and butter biscuits during evenings and had roasted duck rice outside school with them were definitely memorable!
i still remembered goin with runs with junhao and zhaoliang in the evenings to de-stress~after the runs, we had wahab's smelly GP remedial at 8pm!!!! but we drifted away and started talking about prom night and pretty girls in school.oh yar, not forgetting percy chan-mali-chan! the 4 of us had late night remedials and that pretty much help me in my GP! keep writing essays is the way to improve=) though i had to withstand wahab's awful bad breathe='(((
whenever i walked past jacky or weijie,i would hold back and talk to them for awhile before leaving. never failed, both would be pressing on GC badly,dunno whether it's gaming or having troubles with math.

i still remember the first day of A level, GP PAPER!!!
when junhao sitting beside me. his breathing was oh-my-freaking-gawd de heavy, at one point of time i tot he had asthma attack!!! sitting far away from the guys and surrounded by guys was definitely not fun at all after handin up the scripts. they turned around and started whispering. i jus stared in the blank while trying to liistenin to the lil conversation=)
oh there came the math paper 1!!!
i tot the most i would get for math is a B..
cause i had flu out of the sudden jus before the paper,and my nose jus couldnt stop producing fluid. the whole entire table was occupied by my used tissues that i had trouble finding my ruler. the best was i wasted time goin to the toilet to blow my nose plus get some tissue from my bag. ahhh.. richard was definitely disturbed by me cause he was sitting beside me that day. paisey!
the other paper that i rmbed alil better was econs. classmates and i were browsing our econs notes beside the cafe 1 hour before, everyone was very nervous!there're so many things to memorise!!! at the start of paper, everyone went 'ssssss' when we saw the exact question which had come out during preliums. total shiokness. i still rmb that day was raining very heavily and the thunder was damn freaking scary. we're all delighted to know that econs paper was FINALLY OVER!!! we almost turned handicapped after writing so much!!!!=D that's a good thing!
physics MCQ was the last paper! 1 hour more and we're FREE!!!!! i couldnt descibe that kind of happiness but i wish i could do it all over and feel it once again~

I MISS SCHOOL!!! I MISS 07S17!! I MISS TEACHERS!!! I MISS-NOT CANTEEN FOOD!!!
I MISS NETBALLERS!!!! I MISS THE LIBRARY!!! I MISS OUR CLASSROOM WITH YUNYUN'S BIG FAN!!! I MISS SLPING IN CLASS!!! I MISS RUNNING 2.4 WITH CLASSMATES!!! I MISS SUANING THE GUYS!!! I MISS SHOUTING TO YONGKANG!!! I MISS EVERYONE,EVERYTIME! BRING ME BACK TO 18!!!!

Embarrassed Moments.

last spend our last two years of youth together,S17=)
this was last year's youth day.
so i was here wishing i could spend this year's with them too.
but that's not really that case when i actually spent my whole day at home,still dealing with the stupid swell and irritating toothache.
I WANT A CLASS OUTING BADLY='(

im currently out of job.
my contract with sph officially ended last friday,it was kinda relieved to finally not work!
but i miss my colleagues!!!oh man,i dunno when's the next time to meet up='(

had a swim ytd with sister=)
great work out before consuming tis freaking big scoop of ice cream at marlene's pukka ice cream shop!
it's nice, but that's too much for ice cream. it is fattening marlene~
i had dinner with her too but my gastric started to pain out of a sudden. my whole belly 'solidified'. i think i freaked marlene out. but it shouldn't be abs from swimming! that would be powerful if that is.haha.

jonathan had his wisdom tooth extraction on tues and had steamboat jus one day later!!!
but i rmbed clearly i couldn't even open my mouth alil even 2 days after mine=(
so i wondered if tis time would be the same as previous.
i jus had my remaining 2 wisdom teeth out of my gum! oh great, no more wisdom for me!
im currently dealing with the aching on the left side of my mouth and i pray for it to stop bleeding-_-

I AM A HAPPY KID!=)
it feels great to have tis bunch of friends,who made their effort to celebration and to make my birthday a memorable one! THANK YOU!
i was touched upon reading the bday card from the class,and im glad i've made so impact in my friend's life in jc! even yongkang wrote me a msg! though it's jus a 'happy birthday bitch!', i thank u for that. oh no, i thank you all for that, for everything that's planned=)

birthday celebration started since tues,out at fish and co with felly tone!
i felt very sinned and guilty after eating the whole seafood platter by one on my own!!!but it IS really nice and i had a great catchup with fel fel(fei fei)!hhaa.
i bet she's still troubled over the fact that she's minute.she was scolding me for saying that but had to give in cause it's my day~=) haha.
let's meet up for shopping soon okie?! and pictures thankyou!
oh yar,and she happily brought a camera to take pics but not my present!-_-

wednesday's night was spent at bugis with my colleagues.
and they bought me a lipstick from stage. oh my gawd, i feel so noobed!
thankyou=) and i enjoyed myself throughout the trip,laughing at the slightest random stuff KQ did!hahaha.
i brought them over to Ah Chew's dessert shop,thank god they love it=)
but who wouldn't? cause their mango sago is the bomb please, everyone would love it=)
i'll miss them after my work stops!='(

i took a half day leave on thursday to settle my uni admission matters,but the website was under maintanance.so i met up with marlene eunice and farhani earlier=)
walked around town and ended up dining at fish and co again.
lin joined after sch and she's jus a crazy school girl!!!
but tis time round,i had grilled salmon which IS very nice too=)
initially i tried to suggest sushi,and they sounded very tempted but it's not halah.so i tot they didn't have any plans to get me on the chair. and i've warned mar beforehand, no funny stuff.
okie,so i happily enjoyed my meal.
but shit happened after i came back from the washroom.
i suddenly saw one pool of waiters/waitress around our toilet with a piece of caramel cheesecake on the plate.that's when i went HOLY MAMA! OH MY GAWD.
i was forced up on the chair,still='(
it was very embarrassing yet an unforgettable celebration!
we tried to dedicate song from the live band 'a moment like tis' but they gave me smt else.
i love their dedication which went 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE PEH HUI YING!!!(shoutout)'
lin's part of the dedication was great too, 'peace to the world, peace out to fish & co'
like what duh -_-
after which,we went B&J!
tell me how am i to lose weight???='(
but i enjoyed eating choco fudge brownie and strawberry cheesecake! we evern wrote a message on the NAPKIN board=) check it out guys~ our's the best decorated piece on it.muahah
and they gave me a bday card (with their messages on the B&J napkin)
it's really nice and im glad to have them=)
love u girls!!!!
and pictures up soon too,marlene thankyou=)

friday(the actual day) was spent out at vivo then marina.
lunched at some hongkong cafe. their baked rice was not too bad but the cheese was alil sickening and it made us bloated till night.
walked around and headed down to suntec=)
dinner was at a jap's restaurant but i still have tis freaking fear for those salmon sushi.
cause i dreamt of worms crawling out of it weeks away.it's damn sick and ahhh~no salmon sushi for now!
it's was cake cutting session next~
for everything that's planned, thank you!!!

saturday was great too,and it's at botanic gardens in the afternoon with the clique=)
we had damn lot of fun playing the frizbee and soccer(though it applied mostly to the guys)
girls jus slacked around,eat,play uno and drink the 5 cartons of drink!!
the guys were damn clever to buy 5 cartons when there're only like 16 of us?!!!!
we can open mini mart and sell 1 for 1 buck!!idiots~
and i got sunburnt-_-i dunno how on earth one can get sunburnt at botanics and when she's resting under the tree!!!im a freaking red lobster!

some nice photos i took=)

jump bindy jump~ =)

once a netballer,always a netballer!ha

we met a random friend=)

e dumb guys with 5 carton of drinks!-_-

sandra ling PEI YU!!=)




ONG ZHIYUN!!!

happy birthday clare CHEW!=)

FRIZBEE!!!!=)

our bangala area~

bin was the ultimate loser who refused to admit!!!

our conquered!

JUMP SHOTS!

rushed back home for steamboat and thankyou lao jie for awfully chocolate cake=)

awfully choco!=)

i think, my lao jie is a good phototaker=)


sister peh huiting suzan!!!THANKYOU!

it's alil too spongy though.
as my fringe has no space to put it, i brought it out to share with classmates at wala wala!=)
they happily bought me a cake too-_-
but thank you,zhaoliang, junhao,percy,derek,richard=) thank you~
thank you for forcing me to drink water fall too,thank you!!!
they were laughing at how weird i behaved ytd-_-
i bet zl's gonna write about smt at his post later.

thank you for fattening me with ice cream cake!=)

cooked lobster,i like it~ha

hihi=)

the oh-my-gawd waterfall~

but i shared it with derek,i scared!!

zhaoliang and junhao ordered one each~

check out the flame!

the heat went right from the mouth to gastric then stomach,
and he began to sweat like a pig.ha

see lah,u're drunk too!!!

and im cui too!

botaks!

THANKYOU=)

though today's shopping was lonely,i managed to find time for myself.

i wish to go back to j2 when we're all chionging for As!
we could have had more fun when studying!
but i've met many close friends during the study period!
i truthfully enjoyed my days in PJ!
i only thing i regretted was not to bond with them as early as in J1,'why get closer only in the last quarter of the year!?' ='(
though we dun meet up as much now,we're still as close!!!=)
with many changed!(appearance)
yy zl jh and sharon have all eaten slim pills?!! WHY SO THIN!! i also want!!!
sc still has her very fair and nice complexion
the rest are the same boring self,jkjk!ha.
one thing that hasn't changed, our friendship~=)

i miss them alot!!

tis is exactly the period when im thankful that i have a blog.

i wanna stay away from everyone and hide myself in a corner

not to bother the very least happenings

for i dun have the mood or energy to.

i dismay the feeling of being told what to do or even if it turns out to be purely a suggestion

tis feeling jus sucks.

i'm sure to run later and get my thoughts clear.

close or not,i dunno.

all i know,we're all grown ups and moving in our different paths separately.

probably it's the monday blues zl's telling me.

i wish and hope it is.

i wanna drink~

these are the photos taken in the toy museum.
not all of them of coz,cause uploading all of them takes a long time!

MARLENE,LOOK!!

hey,teddy.are you feeling blue today??haha~

hannah montana!

renu had a very grand 1st bday for his son.

miki and i jus wowed at the decoration in much envy~

i continue about it in the next post.

my eyes are closing!

good night=)